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Speaker 1: Once upon a time there was a good old traditional housewife. She couldn't She cleaned and cared for her children and the man of the house, and of course she didn't talk back. She was both obedient and soft by nature. She was a good woman who always made good choice.

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Speaker 2: We're good mom's bad choices, you single mom, who said, But the patriarchy shared all their bad choices and found.

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Speaker 3: Out they were so bad after all.

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Speaker 2: We're experts over shares and your new besties. Sit back and enjoy the ride.

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Speaker 4: I can do a bad mon I can do on myne hear me, my flowers. I can lay it back powers powers as we have lived.

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Speaker 2: Well, that was quite We walked to the liquor store, just a casual strolls tequila. I love a mid afternoon Wednesday strollers some petima, how about you. I actually guess it's my new favorite hobby.

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Speaker 5: Especially like to take my new pup on a walk.

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Speaker 3: He was such a good boy for I.

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Speaker 5: Usually, you know, I usually don't like pets. I'm the only feline in my household. But occasionally there's a new puppy on the streets and I just want to play with it, and so I appreciate you allowing us to play with you and take you on our walk in studio Sunny Studio City, California.

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Speaker 2: You know, I've always preferred big dogs anyway. I've never been like a little pup type.

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Speaker 3: Of bitch me either. I haven't.

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Speaker 5: I'm not like a Pomerin and like, if I'm gonna go, I'm gonna get.

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Speaker 3: A big husky.

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Speaker 5: I have all bulls like the detective warm heavy dog, warm warm.

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Speaker 3: You know that fur.

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Speaker 2: Yes, I'm not a cold dog. We don't wanny cold dogs, no frozen dogs.

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Speaker 6: And see it's husky.

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Speaker 3: Well, welcome back to Good Mom's Bad Choices.

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Speaker 2: I'm Erica and I'm Mela, and it's Wednesday, bitch Shane.

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Speaker 3: We lit here. You know what that means.

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Speaker 5: Some day we drink tequila. Cheers you guys, that's cheers. I love the dogs that drink tequila. Those are my favorite bad dog.

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Speaker 3: With Good Mom's.

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Speaker 2: So I am excited to introduce to the show four four four four.

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Speaker 3: We have been waiting for this moment.

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Speaker 7: Sir.

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Speaker 3: You are hard to track down. You are a busy pup.

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Speaker 7: Sometimes I get a little hunted.

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Speaker 3: Do you like to be called a pup? Or are you a dog or a doggie?

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Speaker 5: Good boy, very good boy. You know, we have been stalking for a little bit. We've been trying to get him on the show. But you know what, like a good dog does a good pup. He he let us know what he was in town and said I'm in town.

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Speaker 3: I said, we got to make this happen. So I appreciate that.

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Speaker 2: And for those who are listening and you're like, what the fuck are these bitches talking about?

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Speaker 3: Who is for? And why is he a pup or a good boy?

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Speaker 2: Well, I would like you to come to YouTube and check out check it out. But if you're in your car for maybe you can explain to our audience what and who you are.

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Speaker 5: But first let's give him a proper introduction for his artist tattoo artist father. You might know him from Black Ink, CRWSE Chicago and most recently for his debut on OnlyFans as a sexual Superstar.

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Speaker 3: Oh, a sexual superstar. I like that.

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Speaker 7: There.

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Speaker 5: We got the best pup sub in the game.

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Speaker 2: And you know what else are you known for? How have you come to be for the pup?

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Speaker 8: I'm a great friend, I'm a great brother, you know, and a fantastic sign I take care of my mom, my family, things like that, you know, But for me personally, how I even a lot of people always ask how do how do I get to this point?

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Speaker 7: Right?

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Speaker 8: I'm an artist, so I see everything is art, you know. I got in a place where because the blacking stuff, you know, the TV stuff, the man under here is exposed to you know, what people know me from, you know, and I got to a place where it was like you get tired of that.

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Speaker 7: You know.

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Speaker 8: It's like you feel like sometimes you can't grow. They put you in the box, and I'd rather be in a cage, you know.

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Speaker 7: Yeah.

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Speaker 8: So you know, for me, you know, I just wanted to rebrand myself. Uh, I'm working on my sex line right now, you know, for play you know, sex stores on the way be dropping the end of this year. So but most importantly, I just got to a place where I just wanted to just like kind of free myself, you know, not n not that I was hiding anything, but just like, you know, some things people do in private and they just don't speak on publicly. And I just one day I just woke up and I just felt like, you know, just a little more confident than than normal. And I was just like, you know, I have to own my own narrative, you know, uh what.

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Speaker 7: Rather people know or not.

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Speaker 8: Reality TV kind of kind of ruined me in a way due to being very vulnerable, due to you know, having producers you know, sell you things, and then when you watch the show back, you see how they can almost you know, do whatever to get you know, ratings and things like that. So I was, I was, I was in a predicament where I was in a predicament like where I got like exposed, like you know, and I was you know, dealing with uh, you know, a chick at the time. But this was like this now, it's about have been about five six years ago, you know, but it didn't go anywhere. It was like when I got exposed, I had sent a girl a nude or whatever, you know, and it was a she.

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Speaker 7: Was a wild she was a wild, wild thing, you know, freak.

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Speaker 8: So she told me she wanted to you know, suck me from the back and YadA, YadA, YadA. So I'm like, okay, cool. So she sending me videos, I'm sending her videos. We both getting active or whatever. Long story, long story, short forget how it happened. Production gets their hands on it, and they put me in a position where they was tired of the narrative that the show was going as far as like everybody's in relationships, you know, let's spice it up.

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Speaker 7: We need some fun, we need some fun.

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Speaker 8: And I remember walking on set and they wanted me to like break up from my relationship for TV. I was like, man, this is a real thing. I can't really you know, it wasn't like I was. It wasn't like it was a cast situation. This was like a real person I was really dealing with off camera. And the last thing they told me, if you don't do it, we will, And I didn't know what they meant.

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Speaker 6: By but they didn't even give me the chance to do it, you know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 3: Like they were going to show her the pictures.

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Speaker 7: They did as she was walking on sets.

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Speaker 3: So the picture was from you were sending to another girl?

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Speaker 8: Yeah yeah, yeah, well because it was okay, so let me clear that up. I was setting up a threesome because the girl I was there that time. We had a lot of like threesomes and poly stuff going on. So AnyWho, how did they have the picture?

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Speaker 3: The internet?

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Speaker 7: Not even that Uh.

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Speaker 8: One of the said, that's why I said, long story short, but the in detailed parts.

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Speaker 3: Uh.

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Speaker 8: Someone that was very close with the girl who I sent the video to ended up getting access to it and sent it to production because they wanted they wanted, they were trying to get. They wanted to be on TV so bad. So this was her in She thought, yeah, yeah, yeah, so.

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Speaker 5: This photo of you that's very black mainly yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah, and you are going to get me on the show and return.

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Speaker 7: Yeah.

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Speaker 8: But that didn't happen. She ended up, to my from what I hear, she did end up having sex with one of the producers, but she never made it on TV though they got Yeah. I don't know if she thought she's gonna get TV time or she or they were gonna make pay for it. But anyway, she ended up sleeping with one of the producers. They got the footage, right, cool, never mind that part that had nothing to do with me, Right. The part I had to deal with was like I was caught so off guard because I'm like, damn, like it was just bad timing, right. I was shocked, But anyway, I couldn't get past that part of my life, like it didn't matter what I did, you feel me, I could do amaze one hundred amazing things. Everybody wants you to always remember your your losses or times, you know what I'm saying, where you may have slipped up in something.

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Speaker 7: So as of.

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Speaker 8: Twenty twenty two, I just got to a place where I saw like a blog post me or whatever, and it wasn't even that negative.

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Speaker 7: It was just like something positive. And I just remember the comments.

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Speaker 8: That people were just like, oh, we still ain't forgot about this, or oh you know, they like they still bringing it up. So I'm just like, man, you know what, I'm finna give y'all hell for the rest of the year. That was literally my mission. I said, this is not gonna be the only thing y'all talk about. I'm gonna make sure y'all talk about everything. Y'all going to talk about everything about me. Literally, That's where I was at, you know, And I'm gonna own it in my own control, in my narrative, you know. So I let the world have their way with me for so long last time for me to have my way with the world. It was a real personal thing that was I think this was the only way I could really get ahead of it, you know what I'm saying, Because if it didn't happen, I mean, I don't know where I would be right now, you know what I mean. But sometimes bad things happen for a good reason.

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Speaker 5: Well damn, damn, I didn't even know that they were getting nasty like that behind the scenes.

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Speaker 3: I was trying to tell that it seems like that's like revenge.

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Speaker 5: Porn, Like that's that's the thing you should be able to sue for and full transparency. Like I only know Black and Crew like the New York on. I don't watch that much TV, so I didn't watch New York Black Crew in Chicago.

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Speaker 3: I wasn't familiar.

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Speaker 5: I'd had no idea that this is why you came out and like this and this version of yourself. However, when I saw you, I was like, I love that for him, because I liked anybody who's themselves full frontal.

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Speaker 3: I have a bitch. I'm like, I'm intrigued.

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Speaker 5: I like that, nigga, because first of all, as a black man, as black people like, we haven't been we haven't been able to take up space, we haven't been enable to be multifaceted. If you're this then you're not this. If you're this, you're not masculine.

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Speaker 3: It's like all these rules. So immediately I was like, oh, that's dope.

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Speaker 5: But I had no idea that the background story was so deep and so dark and ugly, especially because how long.

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Speaker 3: Were you on that show?

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Speaker 7: Seven years?

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Speaker 3: Seasons?

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Speaker 5: You give seven seasons to a show and you disrespect me in this way where you put me in a position like this, where like and that's another thing, even hearing your story is like, the black community is so unforgiving.

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Speaker 7: Sometimes for sure, it's very unforgetting.

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Speaker 2: And what you, like you said as Wold was like, Helen, niggas are doing hella weird shit behind closed doors, weird or not weird, or I mean, sex gets weird.

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Speaker 3: Let's be real.

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Speaker 5: Fantasies, kinks, they get weird because that's the nature of them and that's why they've been kept secret. But there is so much power in being like fuck you and what because the difference between me and you is at least I'm gonna be who I am and you, you know, are still in secrecy and sewing stones. But like, yeah, that's one thing about our nature, and none of eve know if it's our nature, but how we are is like we will not let some shit go and anything outside of the box is everything under the sin.

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Speaker 7: Yeah. So for me now I'm so like none with people say it. Let me clear this up.

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Speaker 8: A lot of people that since this is where I'm at now in life, a lot of people think like, oh, he's mentally ill, what's wrong with him because of black Like they really don't know that, Oh he's sold his soul. Like if they only knew how happy I am, how much I'm smiling under this mask right now, you know. So it's just like, you know, I feel like, you know, people like to find negative reasons why someone is taking a toll in life versus seeing the positive to it, you know, when they don't understand it. I always say this, like everything sounds crazy when you're talking to the wrong audience, you know. So that's why for me, I wanted to find my tribe. Once I found my people, everything else silence itself, you know. So that's where that's why I've been in. I knew like if I take this leap of faith, I'm sure I would get the universe is going to pour.

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Speaker 7: It back into me.

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Speaker 3: I mean, that's that's it.

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Speaker 2: You know us very well because that is our whole shit.

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Speaker 3: I have a question.

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Speaker 5: I didn't do a lot of research, maybe fifteen minutes before you walked in, but I know you discussed like your mental health a lot and battling depression when you're on the show, and you're pretty transparent about that. And I think that's also commendable because a lot of men need to see that men be, you know, express themselves, share, tell somebody, and I think we struggle with that as a community's black people and just.

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Speaker 3: Men in general.

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Speaker 5: And I want to know, like, in this chapter of your life, choosing this existing in your excuse me, choosing to exist in your full you know, essence, do you think has that contributed or has it helped or improved those you know, that depression and that part of your life. Because I feel and we feel like sometimes when you give yourself permission to just do all the be, all the things without having to hide or feel shamed or judged by other people, then that's kind of the like you said, the universe starts to bless you because you're not going against yourself.

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Speaker 8: Yeah, Like I definitely had to, you know, go through the mud to get to this place. But it was times where I asked, what was like, Damn, am I going crazy? Because I was paying attention to the shock of people, the negatives. The negatives is what I was paying attention to, family, losing friends, everything right. And then I asked myself like, well, how do you feel? And I was like, well, I feel good. And I was like, well that's all I need to focus. You know who's going to be for me? Will we'll continue to support or be there. It definitely helped with the mental health part because it was times where I would wake up and just I was I was lacking a lot of like self love and I'm a and and a lot of people who knows me and have relationships with me they know I'm I'm I'm a really like good hearted person. I'm a giver I family friends, you know, I give a stranger something if I got to you know what I'm saying. So I just needed to pour that into myself. I wasn't doing. I was putting myself last, giving myself the short end of the stick on every on everything, any blessing I got, I was just giving it away, you know. So I had to learn to be a little selfish this time around, and like, you know, let me see if I try a different way, what will be the reward? You know? So you know, my my cousin he always told me this quote and he said, if you do what's hard, your life will be easy.

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Speaker 7: If you do what's easy, then your life will be hard.

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Speaker 8: And that stuck with me, you know, and this was a hard place that I had to overcome, like for years and years, you know, And I say, you know what, let me just own it, because once you own it, what can people really say?

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Speaker 7: Everything else is just you just numb, numb to certain things.

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Speaker 2: So you know, how did you come to I guess embody this version like this?

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Speaker 7: Yeah?

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Speaker 3: Like what why the dog? Why the good boy?

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Speaker 1: Like?

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Speaker 3: What is that?

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Speaker 2: How does that correlate to who you are? And also my other question is how do you when do you feel most powerful when you're in the mask or.

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Speaker 3: With good?

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Speaker 7: Good question, good question.

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Speaker 8: I feel most powerful obviously when when the mask is off, because of my worth, because of everything I put into myself and what people know me for right, because I could use it, you can use you know what I'm say as you should, right. But this is why I feel safe, This is why I feel protect. This is why I feel like I'm not happy to please nobody by myself when I go outside, when I show this face, like when I travel, I purposely wear the pushisty ski mask and glasses because I don't want no one even notice me to bother me. I just want to get treated normally. Sometimes it's hard to get treated normally when people know you for so much. You know, it can give you a little I mean it get it's perks, don't get me wrong, but it could be a headache at times like okay, bro, all right, you know, and it put me in a box, like I said, So you know this how the dog really came about, you know, was also you know the mindset of a dog, right, They're loyal, they're no good energy, they're no bad energy.

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Speaker 7: They sense that, you know, and dog is man's best friend, you know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 8: So for me, it's like those are a lot of my traits that I have with people and with self, you know what I'm saying. I can sense energy very well, you know what I mean. So this was for something that was more so for me. Of course, I've been into like the BDSM community and were you.

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Speaker 2: Were you into the BDSM community. Prior to embodying this character, I.

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Speaker 8: Would say I would say yes or no, because at the time when I was having these experiences with women, I didn't know what it was. I didn't know it was a community. I just thought it was a kink, you know. Okay, she a little freaky, you know what I'm saying. And then you start going to like Exotica or all these like poor and conventions, and you start seeing like, oh, okay, so it's a tribe of people, you know what I mean.

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Speaker 7: So then I started just learning more, you know what I'm saying, and just with.

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Speaker 3: The mask always part of your.

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Speaker 2: Experiences or had it been or had you know.

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Speaker 7: The masag just kind of came. Man, I don't know, it just called me. It just it shows me.

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Speaker 2: And did you make this yourself? Because this is beautiful. It's very well made.

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Speaker 7: It shows me. Yeah, it it's my face.

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Speaker 8: I didn't make this one, but I do have one right now being made. I can't wait to release it. But actually, with masks like this, you know, changed like this, and even even if the vest on whan like like I'm opening up a sex store. So these will be some of the products that people will be able to go by. But for me, it wasn't really about the sex store to sell products. I just wanted to have a safe space where people could feel welcome and they could be themselves, you know. And I have my team for the professionals that can teach people, you know, or learn more about whatever they're into, the stuff that I may not know about, you know. So it's just so a place where people can feel, you know, especially our culture, the black culture.

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Speaker 7: I feel like we're the ones that need it the most, you know.

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Speaker 8: So if I couldn't find nobody to look up to, so I said, let me be the person. Like I literally I sure I was looking for somebody to be like, yeah, you know, I needed something to attach my name with. But I couldn't, you know, So I like, I gotta just to jump off the cliff and just, you know, see what happens.

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Speaker 3: So where's your story going to be?

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Speaker 7: That's why I'm trying to figure out now I'm up and around so much.

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Speaker 8: It was going to be in Dallas at first, because that's why I've been, But you don't, I really don't know. I guess I'm waiting for it. I'm waiting for it to just feel right, you know what I'm saying. Yeah, like some of my friends in Chicago. But I'm not going to do in the Chicago New York. Yeah, I gotta be somewhere fun like you know what I'm saying, weather nice like vibes like you know, Chicago people are.

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Speaker 5: Going to come to gather. Would you consider yourself a sub or?

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Speaker 8: I really like a switch. Like when I take this mask off, I get active. Okay, I really like that. I really like the mask. I could be like that really, but it's all about it.

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Speaker 7: I get active. I mean, I'm put it down. I ain't gonna play no games.

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Speaker 5: Is that you embody the dots?

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Speaker 2: Are you someone that? Do you have another name for yourself when you're in that? When when you're getting active.

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Speaker 3: And the mask?

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Speaker 7: I mean, so it depends. So check this out. So another kink about me?

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Speaker 2: Right, that's the only character you got? You got some other ones hidden under there? Yeah, you got some secret characters under there for Can.

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Speaker 3: You tell us some of the characters and how did you discover them?

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Speaker 5: You know, I think people like I think sometimes when you're not open minded and you're only like with vanilla sex, and you've only done missionary and when the dark and you think it's fair to be naked in front of yourself and shit like that, and you've been like brainwashed by the religion.

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Speaker 3: Oh me personally, let them nomula, you tell.

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Speaker 2: Them, because people are right now are like do I like that?

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Speaker 3: No? No, no, And then it's like, no, let your mind wander.

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Speaker 8: They don't want to like it because they don't have a nation of people that say yes proudly.

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Speaker 2: You know, there's a group of women watching right now that are looking at you and judging you. But there's also a group of women that are looking at you and being like, oh would I do if I saw this nigga walk up to me in the dark.

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Speaker 3: You know, and handy, what I do? What ill colored? Yeah?

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Speaker 2: Yeah, And that's what it's about, is the is the openness that not everything has.

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Speaker 3: To be your shit.

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Speaker 7: Yeah.

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Speaker 8: And I tell people it's like like like for me, like it's not about telling the world about what I like or what I do. It is actually it's more so like my mission is just to let people know to just be yourself, free yourself, be yourself.

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Speaker 7: That's it. That's it.

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Speaker 8: Like nothing else, Like I wish I could change who I am, but I can't. You know what I'm saying, I'd rather accept it, and I tried to change. It's been times, I swear it's been time. It's been times. I've literally tried to go on.

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Speaker 7: Like you know how.

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Speaker 8: Sometimes people do like a cleanse, right seven day cleans or whatever you want to call it, or they say it takes twenty one days to get ready of bad habits or whatever. I tried all those things, and I tried to I tried to remove the.

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Speaker 7: Yeah I did. I tried to take the dog out of me, the freak out of me.

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Speaker 8: I tried to really, like I really have to, like, you know what, let me today's gonna be the day, you know? Yeah, Like that's why I was that said, you know what, because I didn't feel like I had the protection to feel like it's okay. You know, it's not like I'm not I'm out here pedophiling, killing people, selling drugs. I'm not doing none of those things, you know, So it's like, why am I shaming something about myself? You know when it's not like I'm doing anything to harm.

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Speaker 3: Anyone and not getting rich over there on only.

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Speaker 7: Fans you know what I'm saying. That's another story.

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Speaker 2: Girls are putting more objects in their face and walking around on the earth.

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Speaker 3: People have fake shit in their bodies. You know, I'm going to foreign countries to get to be cut open, to.

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Speaker 2: Get this is a beautiful leather math leather math, leather math.

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Speaker 3: It beautifully.

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Speaker 7: This is my this is my baby.

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Speaker 8: Like at one point I thought I lost it and I was going crazy, going crazy.

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Speaker 2: Wait, have you ever fucked a girl? And like another like another doggy mask, like she had her own dog.

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Speaker 8: I'm getting to play, now, what about a cat mask?

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Speaker 7: Yeah, yeah, I'm getting to play.

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Speaker 3: You know. So it is not a yes or no.

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Speaker 7: It's on the way.

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Speaker 3: It's on the way.

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Speaker 2: I love the manifest to tell you, like we need women like I don't know whoever needs caddiers.

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Speaker 3: We need like I.

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Speaker 5: Always wanted the tail that like moves mechanically, like with your body.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, like I just wanted to be able to.

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Speaker 7: Yeah, you might need to invent this.

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Speaker 3: I want it. You know, you can charge a lot of money. I only got to sell like a one hundred everything at this point.

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Speaker 7: You know.

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Speaker 8: And another thing that got me into the mask also, like I'm really big on horror, like I love I love scary movies. So I got all the Michael Myers and Freddie Couger's and all that, you know, So I always was into that.

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Speaker 7: That that all to ego, you know, type of persona. So here I am.

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Speaker 2: What's your favorite horror film?

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Speaker 7: Hm? Hmmm.

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Speaker 8: Just depends on what type of horror we talking about. Are we talking more so like based on true story?

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Speaker 3: We're talking about psychological thriller.

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Speaker 8: Like like Michael Myers stuff like that, Michael Halloween. That's my boy, that's my boy.

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Speaker 7: What about you?

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Speaker 2: I like suspense horror because I really want to like, I want to go, I want to scream.

00:24:21
Speaker 3: I want to be like held.

00:24:23
Speaker 5: I don't believe it can maybe happen like Psycho the original that was shining.

00:24:29
Speaker 8: Have y'all seen this movie that's it's called Unhinged?

00:24:33
Speaker 7: No, please watch it tonight?

00:24:34
Speaker 3: Is it? It has to be? Because I feel like.

00:24:36
Speaker 7: It's unhinged like you said it suspense and.

00:24:39
Speaker 3: I feel like it's a new term and you.

00:24:40
Speaker 8: Say this could possibly happen to you. Watch the movie Unhinged tonight, please?

00:24:44
Speaker 5: You know, you know I like to love horror and I still do. I love Halloween, but as an adult, I'm like, I.

00:24:48
Speaker 3: Don't like watching it.

00:24:49
Speaker 5: Already regular stress with like regular life, and so when I want to turn some shit on leisurely, I'm like, am I gonna really leisurely?

00:24:57
Speaker 3: Just be like I I will.

00:25:00
Speaker 2: That's what came out energy there with me who's spending the night? I don't want to watch horror as a woman by myself and go to bed, No, because I will have a nightmare. I have nightmares when I say time, and that's part of the horror that I like about it. It's kind of dark. I like watching horror films and then having nightmares about it.

00:25:16
Speaker 3: But I don't want to wake up alone.

00:25:18
Speaker 7: Yeah, yeah, I hate that. I understand for sure.

00:25:21
Speaker 3: I want you to save me from my own. We cannot tour a night or even spend the night.

00:25:25
Speaker 8: I'm telling you, hear just not. And it's not a scary movie. But it's a really good suspense movie. Okay, like it's a really good movie.

00:25:33
Speaker 3: How old are you?

00:25:35
Speaker 7: How do I need to be.

00:25:36
Speaker 3: As long as you're over twenty five?

00:25:38
Speaker 2: Oh?

00:25:38
Speaker 7: Yeah, for sure?

00:25:40
Speaker 3: Over thirty, yes, ma'am forty?

00:25:42
Speaker 7: No?

00:25:42
Speaker 3: When's your birthday?

00:25:44
Speaker 7: Twenty first?

00:25:44
Speaker 3: In March.

00:25:47
Speaker 2: This is the areas.

00:25:49
Speaker 7: I'm right on the cuss first day areas.

00:25:50
Speaker 8: Yeah, twenty first I thought I was a pisty my whole life because my grandmother's birthday is the day before minds.

00:25:58
Speaker 7: So she's a piscy. So I'm like a yeah, okay, on whatever. Whatever.

00:26:01
Speaker 3: What do you feel?

00:26:01
Speaker 2: Do you relate to the stars and the astrological signs?

00:26:04
Speaker 3: Now you realize that?

00:26:07
Speaker 8: And from what I hear, From what I hear, you know, I feel like I mean, for me, it seems like because I dated Aris, you know what I'm saying.

00:26:16
Speaker 7: So I feel like aries are very sexual, freaky people.

00:26:20
Speaker 3: I feel like, do you know what your moon and your rising are?

00:26:24
Speaker 7: No, I haven't tapped in all day.

00:26:26
Speaker 2: Give me your birthday and time of date birth date. Just tell us all of your give us your social We don't need your social All I need is your time of birth. Speaking of whitchy things in astrology, would you mind pulling a card first, we're gonna we're gonna read it at the end of the session. Close your eyes and select one to see where the energy guides are smoking. These cookies I keep for getting an indicate like when you stop backing like I smoke in the good day. Okay, okay, pick it.

00:27:02
Speaker 7: Up, turn it over.

00:27:06
Speaker 2: Yeah, I tell y'all, yeah, I love black people, like should I tell?

00:27:15
Speaker 4: Is it?

00:27:15
Speaker 3: Okay?

00:27:20
Speaker 7: M hm?

00:27:21
Speaker 2: Two of swords? Okay, Well we'll investigate this later.

00:27:27
Speaker 3: Your dad, right, yep? How how you have one child?

00:27:32
Speaker 7: Yeah? My son is two.

00:27:34
Speaker 3: Oh you're a new daddy, ingratulations, welcome.

00:27:37
Speaker 7: Daddy, new father. You know what I'm saying.

00:27:38
Speaker 3: What does that mean?

00:27:40
Speaker 7: Daddy? You know what I'm talking about.

00:27:41
Speaker 3: That's what the fun I'm talking about my father. So to clarify for those listenings to a small child one, Yeah, yeah.

00:27:52
Speaker 2: How's been how's father had been to you?

00:27:56
Speaker 8: You know, started off a little rocky, but it's been great white rocky cause it's just intense. Uh, it's yeah, definitely intense getting to an understanding you know with uh, you know, his mother, things like that, you know, going through the trials and trip relations. But we you know, worked out a lot of kings and you know, we back on track. So yeah, but far as like with me and my son, from the moment he was out the womb, we've been locked like you know, mm yeah, he a happy baby too, So my and my son is is he's like beautiful and he's so smart, so fast. Like sometimes I'll be like questioning, like, man, how old are you for real? Like you haven't seen a movie that the omen with like somebody like oh they look young, but they really old. Yeah, that's how my son. He would get the talking and saying stuff, I man, how old are you for real? You know, I'll be tripping.

00:28:44
Speaker 3: Myself out believe people can like have passed lives.

00:28:48
Speaker 8: Well, I know he can't, cause I saw him produced, you know what I'm saying, saw how he came out the womb, But I don't know. I mean, yeah, it's actually a true story about that. There's one this one, this one lady did this. I forgot her name, but it's they they had They had the story on I think Netflix. It's about this little girl where we thought she was a little girl. She got adopted from like uh, I want to say London maybe, and they brought her over. Somebody adopted her. You know, they had this girl around their kids and everything, and to come to find out she was like really like twenty five or something like that. So she grew into the family with them thinking how thinking she was this little girl, you know what.

00:29:26
Speaker 3: Was she like a dwarf?

00:29:28
Speaker 7: Yeah, she was like a dwarf. Yeah, yeah, she couldn't grow.

00:29:31
Speaker 8: But but but she used to lie about her age and say she was like she used to lie by her age and say she was like like five or six or something.

00:29:39
Speaker 3: Like that, so she could stay in the families.

00:29:41
Speaker 8: So what they started doing, Yeah, so what they started doing was they started bringing her around other five year olds, like you know, and they start comparing the sizes like like you know, like hold on, you know.

00:29:51
Speaker 7: Certain features, certain details, you.

00:29:53
Speaker 3: Know what I mean?

00:29:54
Speaker 8: So that that's something I forgot the name. I'm gonna look it up and I'm gonna let y'all know. But it was a real story. It's a real story.

00:30:01
Speaker 2: I mean, I might do it to take care of me as long as I gonna do it.

00:30:06
Speaker 3: Look like a little girl, I can't do much. They left me here. I'm fine.

00:30:12
Speaker 7: She did. She did like three families.

00:30:15
Speaker 3: Survival cheers, the survival.

00:30:19
Speaker 5: Cheers for sure, even if it's like.

00:30:24
Speaker 7: Even if you've got a lot of kick, it for sure.

00:30:31
Speaker 2: M So, what would you say is the hardest lesson you've had to learn so far about fatherhood?

00:30:39
Speaker 7: You said the harder lesson than father so far.

00:30:42
Speaker 8: I mean, it's simple, man, it ain't about me no more, you know what I'm saying. It's not just about me, you know, but I enjoy it for me like it made me want to It made me resett and want to turn up more, you know, go harder.

00:30:58
Speaker 7: You know.

00:30:58
Speaker 8: It's like even days my think about you know, slacking or just want to.

00:31:02
Speaker 7: Be lazy and lay back. I get up and think about that.

00:31:04
Speaker 8: So it's actually another motivation, you know what, I mean, to keep me going.

00:31:09
Speaker 3: You feel, has your son seen you as this dog?

00:31:13
Speaker 7: See my son love? It's so crazy.

00:31:15
Speaker 8: I think my son is going to be somewhat similar to me, like as far as just like what the way of thinking artistic. Like the other day, randomly, his mom was taking him to my mom's house to watch him right and out of nowhere, out of nowhere, he picked out what he wanted to wear, right and it was his Batman costume from Halloween. Because he dressed up as Batman and I was like Superman. And when he when he told her he did, that's what he really wanted to wear this day, they let him wear. You know, he called me like daddy, I'm Batman, so I'm like he tapping into that alter ego like so it was like for me, it was just like wow, Like you know, I looked at it like that, like he has a you know, personality of that I can relate to. That's like you I saw a little bit of me and that you know, sense of humor. So it was cool to just see him getting character like that. You know, I haven't wore this mass surroundable yet or before. But he loves animals, you know what I'm saying. He loves a lot of animal So if I know my son, if he's seen me with this, he'll probably try to take it off, just like you know what I'm saying, see what I'm hiding. He even when I wear glasses or hats, he take everything off my face, you know.

00:32:25
Speaker 2: So, yeah, have you thought about how you would talk to your son about like how you show up publicly?

00:32:33
Speaker 7: We'll see. That's the thing I wanted to jump.

00:32:36
Speaker 8: I figured it was now an never for me, right, my son is young, he's too right, There's gonna be so much.

00:32:43
Speaker 7: Going on in the next few years as he gets older.

00:32:48
Speaker 8: And I was just like, you know, I'd rather take this approach now before he gets too too older, I mean too old, you know, and then I have to start explaining it, like you know, he's he's not obviously the Internet on Instagram and stuff like that.

00:33:02
Speaker 7: You know.

00:33:02
Speaker 8: Then I feel like the world we're growing in now, there's gonna be so much more going on and everything now is a lot of things are more open now. I feel like, so my word would be to my son. You know, he could be so much better than me. Nothing has to be anything like me, but to be yourself.

00:33:20
Speaker 7: I wanted.

00:33:20
Speaker 8: My goal is to make sure that we have that connection to always know what's going on mentally whatever he's curious about things like that, you know, That's what I'm more cared about. You know what I'm saying. If you want to dress up as Batman until he twenty, go ahead. You know what I'm saying that.

00:33:36
Speaker 2: Your kids will be reminders of play. Like remember when you like your child, you say when you see him, you see some of you and him, But it's probably like that is you as a child as well, like the person that can play and stay in that in that world of play and pleasure like.

00:33:56
Speaker 8: Balance, Yeah, like like life don't have to always be so serious, like you have to always be so so much of an adult.

00:34:02
Speaker 7: You forget to have fun, you know what I mean.

00:34:03
Speaker 8: I feel like that's what a lot of people that I've been seeing lately, you know, all right, where.

00:34:08
Speaker 7: They're just old and they become grumps.

00:34:12
Speaker 8: You know, you just mathing o. Really your life, man, have fun. It's okay to smile, it's okay to kick it.

00:34:17
Speaker 3: Just the dog chilling over here? What's with you?

00:34:21
Speaker 7: It's crazy?

00:34:22
Speaker 2: Do you so like is your is this mask I guess sexual? Or is it just does it have both? Does it embody both sides?

00:34:30
Speaker 8: I mean it may turn women on, but for you this is you see, I'm you know, I'm in street clothes chilling.

00:34:38
Speaker 7: You know, this is just why I feel like the most whole.

00:34:41
Speaker 2: And I think that's also like the confusion too around like I guess the dress up of something or like the looking like something. It's like it's not necessarily always this sexual thing.

00:34:53
Speaker 3: It's both.

00:34:54
Speaker 2: Like this is where I feel like my whole is self. Literally, you know, it connects both sides.

00:35:00
Speaker 8: I literally go like I live my life like this daily, Like I just go outside, don't.

00:35:04
Speaker 3: You know the grocery store like that.

00:35:05
Speaker 7: Well, luckily I don't grocery shop.

00:35:07
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, we love that, butts.

00:35:13
Speaker 7: Luckily I don't grocery shop. You know what I'm saying. I get I get too confused. There's too much in the hours, there's too much stuff. I get crazy.

00:35:20
Speaker 8: Yeah, but yeah, I just go where I just, like I said, a lot of spots. I go to a pet friendly, so you know, no one really bothers me or people if they do see me out. Some people just feel like they gotta record, they gotta take pictures because it's an unseen world to you know, to a certain type of person.

00:35:39
Speaker 7: So I get it.

00:35:40
Speaker 8: I take everything that comes with it, but I don't I don't feel any way about it, you know what I mean, Because I'm comfortable, you know what I mean. So, but I don't do it all the time. You know, sometimes the mask comes, you know.

00:35:52
Speaker 3: Fifty yeah, yeah, yeah, yea yeah, well sixty forty sixty.

00:35:56
Speaker 2: You're handsome under there, yeah see you you know.

00:36:03
Speaker 7: See. So, like I said, I've been trying to.

00:36:09
Speaker 8: Rebrand myself so like you know, so for me, right, I pay attention to like engagement, engagement, like the world we in now as big numbers are big, right, So business wise, I pay attention to numbers.

00:36:22
Speaker 7: Right, So.

00:36:25
Speaker 8: I could look at a part of me that they've already accepted, and it may be okay, engagement because they they are that's just for Oh, there's just another tattoo.

00:36:37
Speaker 7: Ah, that's just another song. Right.

00:36:41
Speaker 8: And then when I transform, you know, and I come alive now, it's like, oh, you know, it's so it's like for me, it's like I see the reward in what I'm doing, so it's like, okay, well, I gotta be doing something right. As much as you hate it, you love it. You feel me as much as you hated You love me seriously, so I don't really you know.

00:37:02
Speaker 3: And I feel good here, lute.

00:37:08
Speaker 7: It works. It's good that you called it, checked up on me now. You know.

00:37:12
Speaker 5: It's definitely a practice of shedding the criticism because you always got something to say if I'm this, if I'm this, But I feel feel good here.

00:37:20
Speaker 3: And.

00:37:22
Speaker 7: Like the most you're gonna like you are gonna run out.

00:37:25
Speaker 8: Of everything you can say before you know what I'm saying, give up who I am?

00:37:31
Speaker 3: You know what I mean.

00:37:31
Speaker 8: You're gonna say everything in a book and then after that, what else? So I do, like, if all I have to deal with is words, and that's it, you go run out of words. You got to start speaking in a whole other language. And at that point, I'm not gonna understand it, you know what I'm saying. So that's just how I feel.

00:37:48
Speaker 7: You know, I.

00:37:49
Speaker 3: Wanted to ask you.

00:37:50
Speaker 5: You said, like finding your tribe, you know, has made a big difference.

00:37:54
Speaker 3: And we talk about that a lot, but I don't I really hear men.

00:37:56
Speaker 5: Talk about that, and especially as a black man, especially you know in this world of B D, S, M and kink where it's not you know, we haven't really dabbled in that. How have you felt like your tribe has embraced you? And like, what is it mostly like black men?

00:38:12
Speaker 3: Like have you? You know what I mean?

00:38:14
Speaker 7: Man, it's been crazy. Let me take this drink.

00:38:16
Speaker 3: It's been crazy.

00:38:18
Speaker 2: Let's take a Teers to the tribe, to the tribe. Cheers to the tribe.

00:38:22
Speaker 3: Right now, we tribe.

00:38:24
Speaker 2: We have our own tribes, and then the tribes come together.

00:38:31
Speaker 3: Listen, you can do whatever you want over here as long as you're happy. Yeah.

00:38:35
Speaker 7: Yeah, So when it came to the tribe part, at first, at first, I didn't know what was going to happen.

00:38:43
Speaker 8: I just like, you know what, it's me against the world, and I'm going to war about myself. Right That's literally where I was at. And when I tell you, so many people called and reached out. I'm talking about people that you wouldn't even expect, you know, and they and they welcomed me, and they embraced me, and.

00:39:06
Speaker 7: They let me know, like, yo, you were literally living for me. You know.

00:39:10
Speaker 8: They're like I couldn't you know, because either the way they was raised, you know, or the job or you know, the religion they but they was giving me the deepest you know, secrets and they was letting me know like you know, they felt safe with me, you know. So for me, it was like I got embraced in ways where I'm like, damn if I never took this leap of faith, Like I wasn't getting this type of reward. I mean when I spoke on mental health, yeah, people reached out, but this was different.

00:39:40
Speaker 7: You know.

00:39:41
Speaker 8: It was like, Yo, these are like deep secrets and fantasies people don't get to talk about. We get to talk about mental health, you know, people don't get to talk about this side, you know.

00:39:49
Speaker 7: So when I got the reward like that, a lot.

00:39:53
Speaker 8: A lot of people in the Key community, they looked at me as a voice right away because of my platform I already had, you know, like you can grow a big fan base in that world. But that's just for that world. I have a lot of I wear a lot of hats, so you know, my my audience is different, you know what I mean. So I welcome a lot of other people in so they protect me. Like every time I put a post up, it's as much as I may get some hate or backlash, it's people in there protecting me. So it's like I don't even got to say something sometimes because I know my people gonna take off of me. Who understand me, you know. So that's what it feels. That's that's what feels good to me, you know what I mean.

00:40:28
Speaker 2: So I understand that.

00:40:29
Speaker 7: Yeah, so I didn't even realize my position. You feel me. I'm just being me. They're like, nah, bro, You're like you're a light. You're the light, you know, you know.

00:40:38
Speaker 2: And I think about just people need that, they need representation in that way, just like they may not embody that, but they just need just to see that to know that damn I can. If he can do that, then I can just be ten percent of me right now. Shit, yep, you know, And that's that's inspirational.

00:40:56
Speaker 8: And that's just where I'm at. Like I want to feel I want to feel unstoppable. I want to feel like I'm in control. I want to feel like it's okay to be yourself. You know, a lot of people live for other people. I've done that before, you know, not saying that this part mattered, but I'm saying I've done that part where it's like pouring into an empty cup, you know, where it wasn't refeeling me.

00:41:22
Speaker 7: But you know, I I love it. I'm happy.

00:41:25
Speaker 8: I'm If I never took this, this this risk, this chance, like I wouldn't even be here talking to you guys, you know me. So I appreciate every opportunity, you know what I'm saying, Every platform that I've been able to speak on, to talk to like minded people, you know what I mean, Because like I said.

00:41:44
Speaker 7: Even with me, it was a it was a it was a.

00:41:46
Speaker 8: Quiet conversations I'm having with myself, you know, like, yeah, I can't talk to that like like it is my best friend.

00:41:52
Speaker 7: But I can't, you know, because we.

00:41:54
Speaker 8: Talked about it. Because that's another thing. If I was like if I was Caucasian, no wonder.

00:42:04
Speaker 3: Like Rick Owens.

00:42:06
Speaker 2: Literally he's giving Rick going through a season.

00:42:12
Speaker 8: You feel me, They get a past, they get a past with everything. Yeah, I mean so for me, it was just like you know, like this ain't about color man, and that's about just being yourself.

00:42:26
Speaker 5: Being this existing and knowing that is enough and that is okay. Doesn't have to be a secret and doesn't have to be behind closed doors. If you don't feel that way, you don't have anything to be ashamed of. In fact, the best version of you is just exactly as you are, and that's how you find your people.

00:42:42
Speaker 3: It's like putting out a that is how you find you. How you have to be yourself, Like listen, I'm a little I'm a little wild. How about you here?

00:42:48
Speaker 7: It's okay?

00:42:50
Speaker 8: Yeah, you know, like people tell me so I got it's so crazy because I got so much tea on people now.

00:42:56
Speaker 7: Not that I even want it talking you want it, you know what I mean?

00:43:00
Speaker 8: Sometimes people call and me like hey I heard about Hey, don't say nothing. I'm just like okay, But it's not certain things. It's not a big deal to me. No one's like, Okay, that's what you care about, all right, that's normal.

00:43:12
Speaker 7: Over here right right, you know.

00:43:13
Speaker 8: That's like you know, like literally somebody told me yesterday, like just this dude, I just Matt. He's into the point industry. He's like, you know, I do porn. You know, I still do. I'm still in the streets.

00:43:27
Speaker 7: Though, you know.

00:43:28
Speaker 8: He's like, I do porn, you know, but it's some stuff I don't film. And I was like, well, what do you what don't you put on camera? He's like, I don't put me get my ass because I'm still in the streets.

00:43:38
Speaker 7: And I was like, and I was like, hey, I saw I.

00:43:41
Speaker 2: Said, that's a real NA Like I'm you know, I'm open minded because I'm doing porn.

00:43:45
Speaker 3: But this is about heart boundary right here. I feel you.

00:43:51
Speaker 7: He's like, man, I still get it.

00:43:53
Speaker 3: I still get it. I get it. I get it.

00:43:57
Speaker 7: You know.

00:43:57
Speaker 3: The black lines, the black lines, what we play is a hard line in the sand, legs up or bent over. It's just in the black book.

00:44:06
Speaker 7: Of I don't care. I don't care.

00:44:09
Speaker 8: I'm going I'm going legs up and and I'm going.

00:44:13
Speaker 3: Nine, but they're just not talking about.

00:44:16
Speaker 7: Yeah, I noticed, I noticed. I noticed.

00:44:29
Speaker 2: Well, speaking of which, so, what's what's going on your only fans? What's happening over there, sir? I mean, what should be doing over there?

00:44:37
Speaker 3: What? Petting? Pegging, pegging? Okay, like hard huh it's like hardcore is like sensual?

00:44:43
Speaker 7: Yeah? Hard?

00:44:46
Speaker 3: Is that with men or women or both? That's yeah, that would make sense.

00:44:52
Speaker 2: Ye yeah, yeah, you maybe spoke this quickie and.

00:44:57
Speaker 8: Now I'm high, but no, so oh yeah, pegging?

00:45:04
Speaker 3: Do it?

00:45:04
Speaker 2: So is that something you really enjoy? And what is the best and what are some tips for guys that want to get pegged?

00:45:10
Speaker 3: Like? What are like some yeah? Okay, so how do you prepare?

00:45:15
Speaker 2: And I don't even think I don't even think any men know how to do that because the.

00:45:18
Speaker 7: Thing is just I never It wasn't nothing that I just came up with.

00:45:22
Speaker 8: It happened over time with me dealing with partners and just being open like Okay, if I'm going to date this girl and she's into what she's into, all I could do is accept it or not and just be open minded for my partner. So you know, I've had just like a different caliber women that was into different things like eating ass that should happened to me when I was like seventeen.

00:45:44
Speaker 3: You say you attract more dominant women.

00:45:47
Speaker 7: Maybe I mean not by fault, but just I guess it just is what it.

00:45:51
Speaker 3: Is, or do you Yeah, maybe you Ieergetically.

00:45:55
Speaker 8: Yeah, it's an energy thing, you know, energy exchange. But I think if that's the case, it is what it is. You know, I ain't ducking it. I mean I've definitely had some very submissive women too that you know, they go do whatever full say, you know what I'm saying.

00:46:07
Speaker 7: So if.

00:46:10
Speaker 8: Yeah, for those type of women at that point, I'm already experienced in certain fields. So she wants to please me. So this is the way I like to be pleased, and it may please her to know that she's pleasing me, you know what I'm saying. So yeah, but I do prefer dominant women. I just like to I don't know, I just get to kick out of like I don't know, like like a woman in control.

00:46:34
Speaker 7: All women that talk to me crazy, you know what.

00:46:36
Speaker 3: I'm saying, Like shut the fuck up, yes, ma'am.

00:46:38
Speaker 7: Yeah, but in a sexual way, Yeah, for sure, Like I like that you.

00:46:42
Speaker 3: Know what I'm say, she's much better at that than I.

00:46:45
Speaker 8: Yeah, but like I don't know, okay, Like I like to be amiliated and everything, Like I just get spit on all kind of stuff.

00:46:50
Speaker 3: Wow, in public live shows.

00:46:53
Speaker 6: I'm pissed if this no not a stranger though, of course if I'm connected with the yeah yeah, yeah, like you can do whatever you're gonna do to me, because you know, if we swapping spit anyway, the same way, would you let us we ain't swapping spit.

00:47:10
Speaker 3: Come on, I'm trustworthy.

00:47:12
Speaker 7: You said you ain't even like that. You said you like that.

00:47:15
Speaker 2: You just said one quickie and one tequila and this bit just a dumb I'm a safe space for okay, Yeah, I feel you.

00:47:25
Speaker 3: I'm kind of like, if we're gonna do it, let's do it. It's going all the way.

00:47:29
Speaker 8: Yeah, it's like no, No, I like to have fun, I think because I lost my virginity at at an early age fourteen okay fourteen?

00:47:39
Speaker 3: You know why are you laughing over there? Nigga?

00:47:42
Speaker 7: Late?

00:47:44
Speaker 3: You know I was how old was I? I was thirteen? God?

00:47:47
Speaker 2: I was thirteen.

00:47:48
Speaker 4: Yeah.

00:47:49
Speaker 7: He got me to a place of like me being just like.

00:47:54
Speaker 2: I was.

00:47:55
Speaker 7: I guess advanced.

00:47:56
Speaker 8: You know what I'm saying, because I had at an early age each you know, I was I was eating pussy when I didn't know what I was really doing, you know what I'm saying, But it was I took yeah for sure voluntarily.

00:48:09
Speaker 7: Yeah, yeah, I was. I was. I was curious, what is that? What it tastes like? You know? Any who?

00:48:15
Speaker 8: I just always any who always just always just been advanced to what I'm saying. So the more the more older I got, they say, the older you get, the freaking you get.

00:48:25
Speaker 7: That's what they say.

00:48:28
Speaker 3: That is not always that's what they say.

00:48:30
Speaker 7: Let's just say what they say.

00:48:31
Speaker 3: That's what they want.

00:48:31
Speaker 7: I don't even know who that is, but that's what people.

00:48:35
Speaker 3: Have a conversation with that. Are you listening that? Listen?

00:48:40
Speaker 5: Some people just stay square their whole lives, absolutely, and some people just have the natural inclination to be curious.

00:48:47
Speaker 2: People get some people get square. I'm telling you, they get they're freaky and then they get square.

00:48:51
Speaker 3: It's weird.

00:48:52
Speaker 7: Yeah, I guess.

00:48:53
Speaker 8: Like for me, I always just wanted to know, like I know, its levels to this ship, you know, So I was like, let me just figure out what's the next level, Like, let me just see how like how high or how much further we can go into and just exploring each other's bodies and you know, climaxing at the highest power. Yeah, even if even I say, even on the giving end, you know what I'm saying. So it's just like I want I'm a big pleaser. So you know, I was always into trying to figure out other ways to make a woman go crazy.

00:49:29
Speaker 7: You know what I'm saying. I I I could I get a kick out of that.

00:49:32
Speaker 3: Yeah, pleasure giving and receiving it.

00:49:35
Speaker 7: Yeah, So you know that's what I'm saying.

00:49:37
Speaker 8: That's that's really where I was ever things, you know what I'm saying in life, I mean still I'm still there.

00:49:41
Speaker 7: I'm still learning.

00:49:42
Speaker 3: You know, do you do you have an affirmation for the people?

00:49:49
Speaker 7: Yeah, it's a few, but every dog at this day, every.

00:50:01
Speaker 3: Every dog gets his day.

00:50:03
Speaker 8: Yeah, I feel like I've been having a few of them.

00:50:08
Speaker 3: What does that mean?

00:50:09
Speaker 8: I've heard it's it's just more for me, it's just more so it means like everybody gets their turn. You know, you got to sometimes be patient for you, for you, for your blessings that you're about to receive, you know. So for me, it's just like I used to be really impatient because you could want something so bad, but it's gonna come when it's supposed to, you know what I'm saying. So like this energy I've received, this is feel It feels better than any amount of money, any any amount of success that I've ever received. You feel me, I feel I never felt.

00:50:36
Speaker 3: So alive because it's to who you are.

00:50:39
Speaker 7: Yeah, I feel so alive, you know what I mean?

00:50:41
Speaker 2: That beautiful.

00:50:42
Speaker 8: That's the thing, Like, like, that's why I think people are mad or upset because I just feel so alive. Where you can't even control this, so you have to find a reason to dislike it, you know. And that's totally fine too. I'm not here to really please no one but myself right.

00:50:56
Speaker 3: Now, you know or ever.

00:50:58
Speaker 7: Well, I used to be a people please a big.

00:51:00
Speaker 2: Time congratulations on living a full life at least in that department. If you can get over that part, the other ship is so much easier just being yourself and honestly, then you're still gonna have hiccups.

00:51:16
Speaker 3: But that's the hardest part really.

00:51:18
Speaker 2: When someone can tell you something about yourself and maybe like yeah, listen, that might I might, I might have other things I might do this, that might be that, Like, I.

00:51:25
Speaker 3: Don't know who you are.

00:51:26
Speaker 5: You can't really be offended with some do. But I'm not mad about those parts. I mean you are.

00:51:31
Speaker 7: Yeah, So do you feel like when people are like that? Is that like self reflection or.

00:51:36
Speaker 3: Abso's a projection.

00:51:37
Speaker 5: It's a projection of parts of them that they can't access. It's a projection of parts of them that they don't feel that they can be either.

00:51:43
Speaker 2: You're going to be inspired. It's also very learned fear learned. We've been also been deeply ingrained with this fear around anything out of what we've deemed normal, what our society is deemed normal, acceptable, godly worthy, all those.

00:51:59
Speaker 3: Things masculine, feminine, wife.

00:52:03
Speaker 2: Like you know you said wife like wife like wife like wife materials.

00:52:10
Speaker 7: What you say. I want to make sure I heard it correct.

00:52:12
Speaker 3: It's probably a better word for that.

00:52:14
Speaker 2: But wait, so before we get out of here for because we got to get you out of here, little boy or good boy, God, I'm gonna get better at this one day, I'm gonna be a good go.

00:52:25
Speaker 3: To dom school like and it's fit.

00:52:29
Speaker 2: I spake to bath earlier, and I was like, are you okay, okay, do you have a horry that you can share with us?

00:52:36
Speaker 3: Do you know what?

00:52:37
Speaker 2: Ye all?

00:52:39
Speaker 3: Right time, guys, man, let me think.

00:52:46
Speaker 8: Okay, okay, So this was this is a minute ago, but it stuck with me. So this girl wanted me to come over her house. I went over there and she, uh, she wants to do anal for the first time, you know. And before we got to that point, you know what I'm saying, we had uh, you know, we were just having you know, regular sex, you know, in the vagina and stuff like.

00:53:17
Speaker 3: That, you know, regular.

00:53:22
Speaker 8: It just really I just remember, I just remember this moment because like I went right on shrimp right after this. It was like we I was having sex with her whatever it was in the daytime, and I'm having sex with her and randomly We're just having sex on like clean clothes like she had just like took the clothes out the dryer and stuff.

00:53:37
Speaker 7: Yeah, it was a little warm, right, decent. Okay, it was warm, decent.

00:53:40
Speaker 8: So it's funny you said that, So as as weird as I'm on top of the fresh clothes out the dryer and it's magically warm, so you know, beating it up whatever, you know, and it's feeling like warm, but it's feeling like a little like a little hot, a.

00:53:55
Speaker 7: Little bit, you know what I'm saying. So, were you having sex whatever?

00:53:59
Speaker 8: And she and she she kept saying like all right, sticking in and she was ready for the at or whatever.

00:54:03
Speaker 7: And by the time I took took took.

00:54:05
Speaker 8: My you know, my boy out of her to put in it, she had like diarrhea all over the new the fresh clothes.

00:54:13
Speaker 7: So it was the.

00:54:15
Speaker 8: Warmth that was on that I was feeling. That was like touching my legs. It was really she had diar read.

00:54:20
Speaker 3: On put in her but know what was going on.

00:54:25
Speaker 7: It was like it was like it was like leaking like water like it was like all the time she had like some juice.

00:54:31
Speaker 2: It was like maybe she was conducing and she didn't get to last.

00:54:35
Speaker 7: I don't know.

00:54:35
Speaker 8: It was like it was when I said, it was the worst thing I saw you.

00:54:39
Speaker 7: I think this is on white. She watched whites. She was watching whites.

00:54:43
Speaker 3: This is a really this is very bad benefit.

00:54:47
Speaker 8: I think this is the last time I've ever we ever had anything going on.

00:54:51
Speaker 3: Did you did you ever check in on her make sure she was okay. She said, I didn't know what happened. Was I left a little water? It was it.

00:54:58
Speaker 8: Was it was like it was like I was like, it was like.

00:55:03
Speaker 3: Maybe she was terrible. You don't get me feeling bad for her.

00:55:09
Speaker 2: I'm telling you, she was trying to juice to prepare. And that's the only.

00:55:16
Speaker 7: I was so mad. Listen, there's there's how mad I was. I'm so mad. I'm mad.

00:55:20
Speaker 8: I had to tell that story. That's how mad I was. I thought I should have never even seen that.

00:55:24
Speaker 3: You know, my god, the scary part of you. I feel for you too. That's that was. You know what your feelings matter in this too? That was that was bad for you. She traumatized though mortified. Maybe she was.

00:55:37
Speaker 2: I mean I never thought about how Yeah, like ship on your dick is not ideal.

00:55:42
Speaker 3: That kind of could be terrifying before you. I mean, I don't even know what it's like to have a dick.

00:55:46
Speaker 2: But if I had a dick then I and I had shot on it, it would be a little bit hor horrific.

00:55:50
Speaker 3: There's a little hole thing. It'd be concerned. It's just there's ship on my dick. Okay, that is enough. It's like, yeah, anyway, never mind moving on from the ship on the dick too, Taro, I'm sorry that happened to you.

00:56:08
Speaker 7: Four.

00:56:08
Speaker 5: That doesn't sound ideal. I mean, but an analp.

00:56:12
Speaker 3: That you weren't wearing white, Ben, because that would have been.

00:56:21
Speaker 2: Got to know when you gotta know when to pull the white out to an art form.

00:56:26
Speaker 3: Okay, I'm gonna read what your card means. The two of swords? Correct? Yes, the two of swords indicates that.

00:56:32
Speaker 5: You're facing a challenging decision, but you are unlear about which option to take. Both possibilities it may seem equally good or equally bad, and you're stumped about which will lead to the best outcome. You must be able to weigh up the pros and cons of each choice and then make a conscious judgment. You use both your head, your mind and the intellect and your heart, your feelings and intuition to choose the path that is most aligned with your higher self.

00:56:58
Speaker 3: It looks like you need to go into meditation.

00:57:01
Speaker 7: I like that.

00:57:02
Speaker 3: Do you meditate? Have you tried?

00:57:06
Speaker 7: I tried.

00:57:07
Speaker 3: It's not for you.

00:57:09
Speaker 7: I would say it was not for me. I probably need to do them more than once, but I definitely try.

00:57:16
Speaker 2: Yeah, I think meditation is a good place for contemplation. And this card, the reason it came out is because it looks like his eyes are closed.

00:57:24
Speaker 3: Right.

00:57:24
Speaker 2: So it's like with making decisions without being able to see the obvious and really having to trust your intuition, and you.

00:57:31
Speaker 5: May lack of information you need to make the right decisions. To make the right decisions, you may be missing potential risk, alternative solutions, or critical pieces of information that would help guide you in a particular direction. Once you remove the blindfold and see the situation for what it really is, you'll be in a much better position to find your best path forward, research your options, seek outside opinions and feedback, and ask yourself what you might be missing.

00:57:55
Speaker 2: Maybe this is in regards to your future endeavors that you swear you want to put, like where you to put your store, your store?

00:58:01
Speaker 7: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, for sure. Absolutely.

00:58:04
Speaker 8: You know, it's crazy when you get messages like that, you always overthinking, like, man, what is it?

00:58:09
Speaker 7: This is it that you know what I'm saying?

00:58:12
Speaker 8: So I'm gonna just, you know, let go on that guy, you know, and just see what's what's what's what's best or what's next to come?

00:58:20
Speaker 3: Yes? Amen?

00:58:25
Speaker 2: Well, for can you tell the people where they can find you?

00:58:29
Speaker 7: They can subscribe to my Only Fans it's.

00:58:33
Speaker 8: Only fans dot com slash forever forever.

00:58:37
Speaker 7: What forever basically means forever me, I am.

00:58:43
Speaker 5: Oh, I'm forever. I'm so wait.

00:58:46
Speaker 3: You have pegging going on over there? What else do you have?

00:58:48
Speaker 2: Happened?

00:58:49
Speaker 3: You have going on over there?

00:58:51
Speaker 7: Got some PU play? Got what else? I mean?

00:58:57
Speaker 8: I got some hardcore X on that too, you know, but I got like a lot of like solos like you know.

00:59:01
Speaker 3: So you know, how is only fans treating you?

00:59:06
Speaker 8: I mean, it's definitely another and source income, you know, it's definitely another side of income. But uh, I mean every time I go viral and make a lot of a lot of money, like five thousand dollars a day, Yeah, it can get crazy sometimes because curiosity is with sales.

00:59:27
Speaker 7: Yeah, because they got a c they want the t they want to talk, you know what.

00:59:29
Speaker 3: So for me, it's like, okay, so.

00:59:33
Speaker 7: I focus on marketing, marketing my only fans like that.

00:59:37
Speaker 2: Uh.

00:59:38
Speaker 8: There's a lot of other creators that go about their stuff the other way. But that's that's predominantly how I do moms. My social links Instagram, Twitter, Snapchat is fav rim as well.

00:59:50
Speaker 7: P h O R E V E R I M.

00:59:53
Speaker 5: I'm gonna get that one more times.

00:59:59
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01:00:29
Speaker 3: But wow, handsome face personality. I feel like I'm speaking to a whole new person sort of but not really. It's the eyes. The eyes, that was the.

01:00:42
Speaker 7: Eyes I was peaking through. Yeah, well here I am a flash. You said it. I had to take it off at some point.

01:00:50
Speaker 3: It's true. I believe, Yeah she did. I'm glad that you had. Thank you for listening.

01:00:54
Speaker 7: Good boy, definitely good boy.

01:01:02
Speaker 3: Well, thank you so much for coming on our show for.

01:01:05
Speaker 7: Well, for sure, thank you all for having me. Love what y'all doing.

01:01:08
Speaker 3: Keep going, Yeah, make sure you check for out.

01:01:10
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01:01:16
Speaker 3: Bitches are tipsy and high rate.

01:01:24
Speaker 7: Bitch.

01:01:24
Speaker 3: You know what's it do.

01:01:27
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