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Dec. 8, 2019

How Did Amber Survive Heroin Addicted Parents??

In this episode I talk To Amber about what life was like being abandoned by her heroin addicted parents at 12 years old, after they went to Chicago one day to cop some heroin and didn't come back for 10 months. We also talk about her own struggles with prescription pain pills, and what it was like being addicted to Tramadol, and Vicodin. Amber said, "at one point I was taking up to 90 pills a day". If you are in the Brentwood, CA area in Northern California and you have been thinking about taki...
Dec. 2, 2019

When Life Throws You Curve balls, You Better Learn How To Hit!!!

In this episode I talk to Dennis Sumlin about his struggles being adopted, blind , and an Africin American male. We also discuss how he persevered to become the host of "The Core Confidence Life Podcast", as well as the CEO of his own brand. Dennis R Sumlin is the founder and CEO of Core Confidence Life, a coaching and education service that provides interpersonal, podcast, and public speaking skills training to a diverse population. He also hosts the Core Confidence Life Podcast, a personal de...
Sept. 24, 2019

#15 What's A Vegan Space Witch???

In this episode I talk to Whitney Levesque, the host of "The Space Witch Podcast". Whitney shares some of her struggles with weight, and we talk about astrology. The audio seemed a little off on my parts of the interview, hopefully it isn't too bad. Here is where you can find Whitney: For readings + other business inquires: Spacewitchpodcast@gmail.com Instagram: @spacewitchpodcast Here is where you can find me: nowheretogobutupnow@gmail.com instagram: @nowheretogobutupnow --- Send in a v...
Aug. 31, 2019

#14 Rabbi Ilan Glazer Shares His Story Of Addiction

Rabbi Ilan is a freelance recovery and transformation coach, an accomplished storyteller and musician, and host of the Torah of Life podcast. He lives in Silver Spring Maryland with his wife Sherri and their cat Taylor. Rabbi Ilan Glazer is passionate about ending the stigma of addiction in the Jewish world, and helping Jews in recovery, and their loved ones, find recovery and serenity, one day at a time. He believes that life is a beautiful journey of learning and growth, suffering can be tran...
Aug. 25, 2019

#13 Eric Maddox Schools me on Iran & The Middle East

In this episode I learned quite a bit about Iran, and the role the United States & Israel play in determining how foreign policy is made in the Middle East. I also learned how a lack of curiosity by people in the West, could play a part in why things never change in this part of the world. Eric is the host of "The Latitude Adjustment" Podcast. This has become one of my favorite Podcasts'. This Podcast has allowed me to travel to places I would probably never have gone , through the stories he b...
Aug. 9, 2019

#12 Kelsey Talks About Divorce, Foreclosure, Anxiety, & House Burnt Down

In this episode Kelsey Bratcher the host of the " Get Automated" Podcast, talks about his struggles with anxiety. He also shared about his divorce, and the 13 months of depression that followed. As well as his parents house burning down while he was staying there during time period. Kelsey is currently traveling across the country in a travel trailer with his ex-wife, and 12 year old daughter. You can find Kelsey at www.getautomated.co Free tool Kelsey mentioned during the episode. www.airtabl...
July 22, 2019

#11 Life Coach Amie Barsky Shares Her Wisdom

Amie Barsky, a certified Self Love & Empowerment Coach loves guiding clients through her Shift Method. Through Subconscious Reprogramming and various other techniques they are able to release past trauma and negative limiting beliefs so that they can move forward with Confidence in bringing their dream jobs and relationships into reality. You can connect with Amie directly at www.fullfitmindbody.com or on Social media: instagram.com/amiebarsky www.facebook.com/amiebarskyfanpage In Truth, Love...
July 11, 2019

#10 Kristin Marie Recalls The Death of 24 Year Old Boyfriend

In this episode I talk to Kristin Marie about the loss of the love of her life, and the hard choice to take him off of life support. We also talk about her Podcast "3 Dumb Blondes". Facebook: https://m.facebook.com/3dumbblondes/ Website: https://3dumbblondes3.wordpress.com Instagram: @3dumbblondes3 Anchor: https://anchor.fm/3dumbblondes Here are the links to contact myself and my show Email: nowheretogobutupnow@gmail.com Facebook: https://facebook.com/nowheretogo.butupnow.9 Instagr...
July 4, 2019

Episode #9 Freedom Of The Press; Or Just An Illusion???

In this episode I talk to Scott Shirai, Scott was known to island viewers as an investigative reporter during the 1970s. In addition to reporting he has also been a disc jockey, singer and author. In the early 1970s, television news in Hawaii had already been around for 20 years. Investigative reporting began to be a focal point in television news both here and on the mainland. "Because this was the post-Watergate era, there was a lot of emphasis on investigative reporting. Since I was born and...
June 27, 2019

Episode #8 Angelise, Addiction To Opioids, The Chicago Inner City

Description Description In this episode I talk to Angelise Tomasino about her addiction to opioids, and how she overcame taking up to 60 pills a day. We also talk about her FaceBook page Comefindme, and her work to help stop the senseless violence in the inner city of Chicago. If you are listening from the Chicago area and you want to help in the effort follow the links for Angelise below< and reach out to her. Email: atomasino85@gmail.com FaceBook Page: https://www.facebook.com/pg/asaferchicag...
June 20, 2019

Episode #7 Myself & Stephanie Talk Monogamy, Open Relationships, Sex, Drugs, & Disco Bay!!

In this episode I chop it up with my friend Stephanie. I met her at the gym I go to about 14 months ago. A 30 year old millennial from Discovery Bay, CA. We get into all kinds of different shit in this conversation, the title pretty much says it all. This was a fun conversation from the perspectives of a Millennial Female, and a Gen X Male. I would like some feedback on this one after you guys listen to the episode. 1) Would you like to hear more from Stephanie in future episodes? 2) What top...
June 13, 2019

Episode #6 Richard Kaufman AKA "The Comeback Coach"

I this episode I talk to Richard about his story, how he got to be the Comeback Coach, his Facebook group, and his book "The Hero's Journey. Website: https://www.facebook.com/richardkaufmanVeteran/ Facebook Group: https://www.facebook.com/richardkaufmanVeteran/ Book Link: https://www.facebook.com/1826412050/posts/10210486203991152/ #thecomebackcoach is where you can find all of his social media posts. Here are the links to contact myself and my show Email: https://www.nowheretogobutupnow@gma...
June 6, 2019

Episode #5 Melissa Sheldon Talks About Voice Acting/ X-WHY Podcast

In this episode I talk To Melissa about how she got into voice acting, and voice over work. Melissa gives a good explanation on her own path, as well as where to start as a beginner. We touch on equipment, and software, as well as some sites out there where you can submit auditions with no experience. Melissa also has a Podcast called X-WHY Podcast. This is a cleverly written audio drama that showcases voice talent in a fun and creative episodes. You can find Melissa at the links below if you w...
May 30, 2019

Episode #4 Mental Illness with Rhiannon

This episode I talk to Rhiannon about her struggle with mental illness, and some other issues around social media climate. If you get anything out of this podcast, or any podcast you listen to, please rate and review it on iTunes or wherever you consume your podcast content. Producing a podcast is time consuming and can be expensive depending at what level you are at with your show. Hopefully you can give me a couple minutes of your time to rate and review me. Any comments , good or bad. Quest...
May 24, 2019

Episode #3 Single Dad Online Dating Perspective

This is the 1st dating episode I have a few different topics I would like to cover in this episode. 1st topic is being single with kids 2nd is online dating and dating apps 1st time meeting If you get anything out of this podcast or any podcast you listen to please rate and review it on iTunes or wherever you consume your podcast content. Producing a podcast is time consuming and can be expensive depending at what level you are at with your show. Hopefully you can give me a couple minutes of...
May 19, 2019

Episode #2 Divorce Struggles Conversation with Ryan

This episode I talk to Ryan about his own struggles with his divorce after 13 years of marriage. We also talk a little bit about politics and social media climate. Email: nowheretogobutupnow@gmail.com Instagram: @nowheretogobutupnow Twitter: @butupnow Facebook: Sean Dustin --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/no-where-to-go-but-up/message
May 19, 2019

Episode #2 Divorce Struggles Conversation with Ryan

This episode I talk to Ryan about his own struggles with his divorce after 13 years of marriage. We also talk a little bit about politics and social media climate. Email: nowheretogobutupnow@gmail.com Instagram: @nowheretogobutupnow Twitter: @butupnow Facebook: Sean Dustin --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/no-where-to-go-but-up/message
May 9, 2019

Episode ! "ButUpNow"

This is the first episode, which is the introduction, and get to know me episode. This podcast was inspired by my own journey, and evolution through life, and wanting to share my story as well as stories from regular every day people. I'm a single dad, Union blue collar guy, former drug addict, spent time in Federal and State prison for drug trafficking and fraud. I was released in 2006 with nothing but the clothes on my back, and a bag of mail, and legal paperwork. In 2010 I finally kicked a ...
May 9, 2019

Episode ! "ButUpNow"

This is the first episode, which is the introduction, and get to know me episode. This podcast was inspired by my own journey, and evolution through life, and wanting to share my story as well as stories from regular every day people. I'm a single dad, Union blue collar guy, former drug addict, spent time in Federal and State prison for drug trafficking and fraud. I was released in 2006 with nothing but the clothes on my back, and a bag of mail, and legal paperwork. In 2010 I finally kicked a ...