Aug. 17, 2025
My Life, My Purpose (Episode #193)
Speaking my truth....
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Here. What's up everybody? This is a big call to
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oone of this might heard podcast. Come to another episode
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of the Manic Minute. You know, it's been a while
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since I've done a Manic Minute episode. Usually I do
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them to rant about things that either I'm going through
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or things that I hear on the news or on TV,
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or you know, wherever the fuck I hear them from.
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You know, Usually I come out here and I talk
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shit about them, about what I feel about what I
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hear and see. Today, I'm gonna talk about something I feel.
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You know, growing up, things were kind of tough. I'm
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not going front. It wasn't all peaches and cream, fucking
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ice creams and milkshakes, missus softy. Yeah, you know what
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I'm saying. But it wasn't always cooking and cream and
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all that other good shit. You know what I mean.
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I've had my struggles. I've gone through things. I've seen
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plenty of things, been through a lot of shit, you
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know what I'm saying. I've been knocked down, dragged, all
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types of shit. But you want to know something, I'm here,
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you know what I'm saying. I'm here, I'm alive, and
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I'm doing very well. You know. And I used to
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struggle with figuring out what my purpose was in life,
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you know, wondering what it was I was doing on
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this planet. I used to also fucking think that I
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wasn't from this fucking planet. At one point, I was like,
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I don't fucking belong here where I'm Where am I?
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Fucking people gonna come get me and take me the
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fuck away? And you know whatever the fuck? You know
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what I'm saying. I mean, I have a hell of
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an imagination, So that's just me in any fucking way. Like,
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I always wanted to figure out what my purpose was,
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and I used to struggle with that on a day
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to day basis. Yo, loos, Why are you here? Why
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are you still alive? What is it about you that
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keeps you here? Why does God keep you on this planet?
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Why does he keep you on this plane? You know
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what I mean? Like, what is it about you? Because
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sometimes I feel like I ain't shit, and sometimes I
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feel like I am. You know, Sometimes I feel like
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I'm here for a reason, and sometimes I feel like
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I'm just a waste of space. But today I feel
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like I'm here for a fucking reason, like I have purpose.
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I feel I have purpose, you know, I feel like
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I'm there's something I'm doing and I figured it the
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fuck out. I really, honestly truly figured this shit out,
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or I think I did. You know what I mean,
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I think I figured it out. I think I got
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to figure it out. And the thing is, I have
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a bunch of kids, a bunch of grandkids, and they're
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all I think about, you know what I'm saying, And
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I care about them, you know, I want them to
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be successful. I want to be you know, great people,
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great beings, you know, And sometimes I feel like I've
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had a hand in making them what they are today,
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putting them in a position to be successful. I'm not
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going to go into each individual child because that's just
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going to take forever, but I will say this, All
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my kids are successful kids, you know what I'm saying.
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Like they've done their thing and I think I had
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a hand in that. So when I think about what
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my purpose is, what my purpose, yeah it really is.
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I think my purpose is to be a father, to
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be a leader, to be a motivator, you know what
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I'm saying. I feel like I've been put here to
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make people realize how much better they are, how much
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better they can be by leading them into the direction
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that will take them places they never thought they could go,
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by listening and understanding what it is they're going through
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and helping them by guiding them. You know what I'm saying, Like,
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I think that's my purpose, man, Like I feel like
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i've I feel like I'm here to help to help
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those in need. Man. That's why I think I'm such
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a big advocate for mental health awareness. Man. I think
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that's why I'm such a a big part of this
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podcast thing because I do it to help. I do
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it because I use it as an outlet to help
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me feel what other people are feeling and help guide
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them to get them to understand and feel what it
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is they need and should be feeling. I don't know
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right now. I feel like I'm babbling on, but I
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think that's my purpose. Man. I think I've been held here.
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I think I'm alive because God wants me to help people.
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God wants me to help guide people. God wants me
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to help those who need guidance. You know what I'm saying.
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I mean at this point, I love my show. I
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love the Manage Minute. I love that this might hurt podcast.
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I love my co host. I love the fans, you
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know what I'm saying. I love the people that listen,
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that that seek advice, that want advice, that want help,
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that need help. You know what I'm saying. For all
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those people out there that are failing, fail forward. I've
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said it before and I'll say it again. Take what
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you learn from that failure, apply it, and keep moving forward.
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And you want to know something, That's how winning is done. Ironic,
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isn't it. That's how winning is done. And I just
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want to tell everybody out there thanks for being a
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fan of the show. We love you, We appreciate you.
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We got new T shirts in with the QR code
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for the link tree and the logo on the front.
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Hot stuff, Hot shit, hot shit, hot shirts, hot everything.
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I'm even going to give out the eye. This might
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heart podcast T shirts also. You know what I'm saying.
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I mean, damn, I'm just rambling on. I just I
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just got a lot on my mind, you know what
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I'm saying. I just hope everybody out there stays blessed,
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keep your head up. Times might be rough right now,
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but they'll get better. Things will get better, Life will
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get better. And one more thing, all right. One more thing,
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mtvs to really fucking bring back music videos, man, your
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MTV raps. You know what I'm saying. Get back to
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fucking music videos. Fuck all these shows, man, this is bullshit.
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MTV is trash right now. Bro. They have Ridiculousness, which
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is a cool show, but all the other shit they
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got going on it is stupid. Man. They need to
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bring back fucking music videos. I think if they brought
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back music videos, more artists would make videos to put
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on MTV. They play all the classics shit on other channels,
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but MTV it's the original down not the original, because
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video music boxes the original dond of this shit. But MTV, man,
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bring that shit back, bro, bring back music videos, video
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blocks and shit like that. It's bullshit. I'm TV fucking
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trash right now. Bro. I can't stand it. That's why
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I flick through the fucking channels. When I see MTV,
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I'm like, a fuck this shit. I don't want to
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watch that shit no more fucking corny. Bro, Who the
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fuck wants to watch fucking MTV right now? No fucking body,
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even the MTV Video Music Awards, then the other awards
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they have, and all this other shits. Whack fucking corny.
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They need to just stop it. Video music awards don't
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even show me fucking music videos. Stupid stupid shit. Anyway,
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I'm big holely on. Thanks for listening. Okay, once again
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I'm big hollly on with this Might Herd podcast. And
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this has been another episode, a long episode. I'm sorry,
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but thanks for listening. I appreciate you. I love you.
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You know what I'm saying. We love the fans, we
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love everybody. So once again, i'm big holy on of
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this my heard podcast. There's another episode of The Manic Minute.
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I'm out.
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