The Freak Off Diaries of Sean Combs | Diddy Saga Part 16

0:13 Hey everyone, and welcome back to Exposed Scandalous Files of the Elite. I am your host, Jim Chapman, and we are back today with another Diddy Saga series. This being episode sixteen in the series. And if you're new to the show, we have a lot of new listeners. Go check out the prior fifteen episodes. They are eye opening, to say the least. Now today, we do have an actual interview that I have included in the second half of this podcast with someone who is actually at the Freak Golf forties and that's our subject for today. It is all about the Freak golfs and this particular person gives us a first hand look at what it was like to attend one. But before you listen to that, I've got a lot of news to cover and the first one that I'm going to bring you is from a party planner. Yep, Diddy actually had a party planner that planned these freak alls, so he was apparently organized with them. I opening indeed, as she laid out Ditty's checklist, So we're going to cover that. This is an article from the New York Post and it said Sean Diddy Combs was extremely particular about the women who attended his freak All parties, details of which have emerged now. No women over one hundred and forty pounds were allowed inside,

1:45 showing diddy Combe's freak All parties with an exception of really tall ones. This from a party planner to The New York Post. She revealed she kept a scale in her car to ensure no female guest weighed more than a hundred than forty pounds. Apparently Ditty was particular about the weight of the women. The girls had to be young and hot, so I always had a scale nearby in case I needed to make sure. And the number was one hundred and forty pounds. But if a girl was really tall, there was a little bit of discretion involves, she said, not just the weight. But Diddy had other checklists for women who attended those freak Off parties. The checklist for women included no flab, no cellulite, not overly pierced or tattooed, no short hair, and the girls had to be young and hot. There was a separate checklist for the dress code too. The dresscode reportedly demanded the women wear short dresses with high stilettos, being non negotiable.

2:50 No pants, no jeans, no flats. Every girl had to wear a party dress, preferably very short, just enough to cover her but chee, but no longer than mid thigh with the cleavage showing, and every single one of them had to be wearing stilettos. The former party planner worked with Ditty in the two thousand and four and two thousand and five time frame. Now, the party planter said she never stayed around for the actual freak offs and she had no idea those girls were expected to have sex with people which Diddy used to record. She said the age of the women was never asked, but it did not raise any suspicion, as she thought the age was never asked because of drinking laws. She was quoted as saying it was don't ask, don't tell. At the time, I was really young myself and honestly thought we weren't asking the age because of drinking laws. So there you have it. Ditty had a freaking checklist. Now. The New York Post reported viewing over two dozen videos showing explicit encounters of these gatherings, many appearing to be held in connection with high profile events like the Super Bowl and the MTV Music Awards. The footage reportedly showed women who meet those specific requirements I just gave you engaging in sexual access. Combs allegedly looked on. In one video, it appeared that Diddy himself took part in the action, holding

4:23 the camera from his point of view while performing sex acts that from a party planner. Now, as I covered with you in the past, there's a lot of former employees coming out speaking against Sean Diddy Combs, and one of them is actually his former publicist who had a lot to offer to the conversation as it relates to the Diddy parties. And here's what he said to The New York Post. There was a time when an invitation to a party hosted by Sean Diddy Coombs was one one of the most sought after tickets in the entertainment industry.

5:04 With guest lists that included Justin Bieber, Mariah Carey, Paris Hilton, and Jennifer Lopez. It was a chance to rub shoulders with some of the biggest celebrities. Jay Z and Beyonce even released new music at his events. When Diddy winked at you and said come to the VIP section, you knew you were going to have a really good night. That from Rob Shutner, who worked as a publicist for the rapper at the height of his fame, in an exclusive interview. Now, mister Shooter's former star client is sitting in a Brooklyn jail, a short drive away from the Hampton to where he once presided over celebrity bashes. Mister combs fall from grace has been swift, with extensive federal criminal charges in a sex trafficking and racketeering conspiracy. So mister Shooter, who worked from Diddy from two thousand and two to two thousand and four, said mister Combs was at a pivotal moment in his career when he started working for the rapper. Mister Combs had founded the Bad Boy label in nineteen ninety three, and it represented some of the biggest name in hip hop, the Torris Big Usher and others. In nineteen ninety eight, he created Shaun John that later became a cultural phenomenon. From there, he dipped into Fragrance's alcohol and even set up a media company, becoming the host of multiple reality shows where he would discover new talent and make people stars. Mister Shooter said

6:34 that when he first joined the rapper's world, mister Combs wanted to transform his persona and elevate his career, looking to use his parties to keep himself at the center of the entertainment industry. He was just figuring out that how he could get the most attention was to become the party king of New York. Mister Shooter said mister Combs was obsessed with power in a deep desire to remain famous, explaining the star loved to have his photo taken and wanted to show off his lifestyle. It was mister Shooter's job to keep Ditty at the top. Being part of his entourage, he said, was like being part of a circus. The rapper was the ring master. He said.

7:16 He never witnessed any sexual misconduct. Of course, he's gonna say that I've seen the imbalance of power. What I haven't seen, which is now alleged, it's just horrific. The reason he was such a superstar is because he thinks all about Ditty from the minute he wakes up to the minute he goes to bed. Diddy's hobby is Ditty, and we've talked about that a lot on the show. This guy is the prototypical narcissist. He also claims mister Combs also held a deep fascination with the British royal family. Mister Shooter said he remembered being asked more than ten times to call Prince Harry and Prince of William with invites to the parties. A bet he wanted them there, offering to cover their tribal lodging and even pay for their security. In his lavish New York apartment, the rapper kept framed pictures of the princes. Mister Shooter said he thought of himself as a king, so it makes perfect sense that he would like to have two princes in his entourage. Both Harry and William never accepted an invite from mister Combs, he added, and I can bet you there is relieved as everybody else in the royal family that they didn't. But saying no to the music mogul wasn't something many others did. There were always guns around, did he, Mister Shooter said, describing metal detectors in his apartment that resembled those at the airport. It was strange.

8:44 Mister Shooter described firearms all over the Rapper's home. In his private living quarters, security guards had guns straight to their ankles. Mister Combs held a close circle and was serious about both his security and his image. You don't get to be ditty less. People around you were buttoned up. There was nobody around him sloppy, and can't fault him for that. He definitely needed security. Anybody worth that kind of money, you better have a entourage of guys taking guns right in the Los Angeles area, The Ripper lived on what has become known as Beverly Hill's most expensive street. The high fences allow celebrities to hide from prying eyes.

9:24 Hugh Hefner's playboy mansion such justifi doors down the towering gate of mister Kums of State if flaming torches burning day and night, and neighbors said that they often called police over his party. A four year request revealed that officers were dispatched two parties at the Diddy mansion fourteen times over the past seven years, on a street where discretion and privacy are the utmost importance. No one wished to be named, but neighbors described privately what they witnessed, saying they were fed up and disturbed by what they saw. One neighbor was quoted as saying for six or seven years, it was just parties, parties, parties, adding she saw females at all hours, coming out and sitting down in the street.

10:09 They didn't know where they were, She said. They appeared lost in their underwear was showing. Mister Combe's mansion in Beverly Hills was one of several venues he used to host his annual White Party, a flagship event which he held from ninety eight until two thousand and nine. He began the parties in New York's exclusive Hampton's area with a strict all white dress code, bringing together East Hampton's old money elite in the rising stars of hip hop. Mister Combs once described the parties as a way to break down racial and generational barriers, but the hottest party of the year was a facade that allowed for sinister conduct.

10:51 In a lawsuit filed this week, a man who was sixteen described the thrill of getting to attend mister Combe's first White Party in ninety eight. Walking into the Hampton's mansion, he saw celebrities and entertainment executives left and right. In the law, city said he believed the party could open doors to his music career and I covered all that, so I won't cover that again, but go listen to last week's episode to hear about it. But that's really a good article that really lays the foundation of what did he thought of himself? Just a total arrogant asshole, basically didn't care about anybody else. So now we're going to get into the wild stuff. And it was exceptionally wild last week when Jennifer Lopez ex husband came out with some pretty disturbing claims regarding j Lo in her history as it relates to the Freak Offs. As a matter of fact, he made an Instagram post with some pretty crazy accusations. So I'm going to read an article that references that Instagram post and this give some pretty interesting details, to say the least. So it says Jennifer Lopez has been accused of attending and participating in Shawn Didtycombe's now infamous Freak All parties during their time as a couple. O Janney Noah, Jael's first husband, took to social media to distance himself from any connection to the Comb's Freak All parties, but gladly claimed the singer and

12:24 actress was one of multiple celebrities present at those affairs. In a post on Instagram, Noah shared a list of stars who allegedly attended Ditty's parties, one being Lopez, whom Comb dated during the late nineteen nineties and early two thousands. I'm not on the list, and Noah captioned the post to those people in media outlets asking if I ever went to or participated in that piece of shit's freak off parties. No, no, and no, but my ex wife Jennifer Lopez ATKA J Loo did ask her. Lopez, disgruntled former lover, continued urging the public to question her regarding the alleged explicit recordings and other questionable items federal agents claim to have found during their investigation into Combs. Oh and ask her about the sex tapes, he added, the seven hundred and thirty four dildos in the baby oil.

13:24 Noah has expressed his seemingly disdain for both Lopez and Combs in recent week, amid the latter's federal indictment and arrest on racketeering and sex trafficking charges in September. A Johnny, who married Lopez in February of nineteen ninety seven before the couple's divorced less than a year later, blames their split on Combe's working relationship with Lopez. That relationship, which was forged during the making of lopez debut album On the Six, later became romantic with Diddyon Lopez, dating between nineteen ninety nine. In two thousand and one, before calling it quits, she went from Jen to being j Lo.

14:07 This big business bringing in millions. Noah once told The Daily Mail of the shift in their relationship. She had all these new people around here, all wanting to make money off of her. I would call in an assistant would say, I'm sorry, she's not available. Now it's important to mention this is an ex husband who is obviously disgruntled, so you have to kind of take what he's saying with a grain of salt. I'm not saying it's not true. I'm not saying it's true, but for him to come out and just blatantly say it, you know there may be some truth to it. And Jennifer Lopez has not commented on it, but it's all leg at this point and it didn't stop there for Diddy, and honestly, a beautiful playboy model has spoken out also saying that she was actually trick into a freak off with Diddy. And here's what she said. A former playboy model who was allegedly tricked into a freak off with Diddy Comb's claims the disgrace music mogul was a monster who forced her to watch Jennifer Lopez videos and directed his employees to do his dirty work. Rachel Kennedy recounted on a podcast meeting Combs at a topless club in Tokyo, Japan, called Seventh Heaven, where she worked as a dancer. Kennedy said the club was known to draw some A list celebrities, including Combs and his entourage, who came to party one

15:37 night in the year two thousand. Combs came back the next night and allegedly invited her and her friends to his hotel. Kennedy said when she arrived with two of her friends at the hotel, Combs answered the door wearing a bathroom and a champagne bottle was in his hand. I realized before we even walked through the front door that it was just him, the playboy and model said. I was like, this is not a party, This is not the kind of party. We were all expecting it was just him by hisself. I never expected that it would be just him by himself in the room, But we went in. We didn't really think anything weird. He was friendly enough to where we decided, okay, we'll just hang out with him. Kennedy said she was unaware that the bad Boy Mogul had invited her to eat freakolf, a term federal prosecutors said Combs used to describe wild drug and alcohol fueled sex parties. She said when she walked into the room, the television was already on and was playing Jennifer Lopez's video. The actress had been dating Combs at the time, and Kennedy said the rapper allegedly was also speaking to Jele on a cell phone while they watched the music video on a continuous loop. It was kind of an odd thing to find out that we were watching j Loo's videos, Kennedy said. It seemed kind of creepy to me, very disrespectful since we were already in his room and there was no party going on.

17:08 We were doing cocaine that evening, and he said he didn't like drugs and that he didn't want anything like that around him, so we would sneak into the bathroom and do it, because he said he only smoked pot and he didn't want the drugs around him. After about an hour, Comes allegedly told Kennedy and one of the other women to go into another room with him. He took us into the bedroom and proceeded to get meked. Kennedy said, he instructed us to go down on him, and we just well, we both did. We had quite a bit of champagne at that point, and we just did what he said. It wasn't forceful, There was nothing forceful about it. It was just he's like, this is what I want, and both me and the other girl proceeded to pleasure him that way. The sexual encounter lasted about twenty minutes. It wasn't impressive, Kennedy said of Comes Penis. Hoh, it wasn't impressive. Kennedy said of Comes Penis, which has been described by another alleged victim in the lawsuit as adolescent both in length and with The length is fine, she said, I mean it's nice, average length, but the width is you know, pencil like, it's very thin. Unfortunately, I still remember that, she added. Right after Comes finished, Kennedy said his bodyguard forcefully barged into the room. She claimed the bodyguard recognized her from the night before him was visibly angered when he saw comes with her. The bodyguard said, that's my girl, that's the girl from last night.

18:39 What's going on. That's when the man became more enraged. She claims he proceeded to start to try and like throw us out of the room, like grabbing at us, trying to kick. I would say stomp is more appropriate than kick. The model said. He was trying to like stomp us out of the room, grabbing at us, trying to, you know, just get us out any way he could. Combs allegedly did nothing to stop his out of control employee. The bodyguard was so violent and so angry. We just couldn't believe what was happening. We were in shock. First of all, how does he have that much access to puff daddy's room. That's the first thing I thought. How does he just come in like that? Kennedy said. She and her friends ran down the hotel hallway and fear of their lives. She claims Combs had rented out the entire floor, so they were unsure who they could turn to for help. Instead, they made it to the elevator and got away. Once inside the lobby, Kennedy claimed she used her house phone and called Combe's room several times.

19:43 He picked up, and I said, what's going on here? Why was he trying to hurt us? Why was he so angry and violent? Kennedy said, it was above and beyond the reaction that didn't have to happen. He just kept hanging up the phone. Years later, knowing now when I knew then, I think we were just lucky, Kenny said. Seeing the now viral hotel surveillance video of Comes kicking and attacking his former girlfriend, singer Cassie Ventura at an La hotel in twenty sixteen triggered the memory of her being violently chased out of Combs room. While she doesn't compare herself to the victims who have filed lawsuits claiming they were sexually assaulted, raped, and threatened by Comes, Kenny said it was ultimately the bad boy founder who controlled the situation. I'm in no way comparing myself to those other people that have been brutalized by him, but it makes sense now that I see everything that's going on, she said. He is the puppet master of this, and that's why people think it's okay, because he's teaching them that this kind of behavior is acceptable. And that's regular people.

20:50 They aren't celebrities or executives or whatever. We don't matter, our lives don't matter. We're just nothing to them. We're disposable. More bits of news, and then we're going to get to that interview. And the next thing I'm we'll tell you about is a witness who actually claims he saw sex tapes with eight celebrity victims in Diddy and it included two underage stores. So I'm just gonna reference us. An apparent witness embroled in the Shawan diddycomb sex trafficking probe claims he saw a handful of sex tapes featuring eight different celebrity victims, including at least two underage male stars.

21:32 Courtney Burgess, who testified before a grand jury in Manhattan on Thursday of last week, claimed in an interview with News Nations Banfield that he saw six males and two female celebrities engaging in sex acts with the disgraced mogul. Now it's important to mention he testified to this in front of a grand jury. That is extremely important. This isn't just somebody going on a podcast making a bunch of claim. This is a dude that testified in front of a grand jury. If he's proved lying, he goes to jail and he knows that. So I continue on. Asked how many of the stars appeared to be under the influence or inebriated on the tapes, Burgess alleged all of them. He went on to claim that all appeared to be victims. Of the eight celebs. Burchess initially claimed that two were male miners, before later saying it could be three who were underage. The alleged tapes were apparently included on eleven flash drives that he alleged were given to him by Combe's ex girlfriend, Kim Porter. Burgess, who claims he's one of Porter's former associates from which he worked in Atlanta, said he was also given a manuscript of the late model's memoir detelling her years with the accused sex trafficker. He didn't explain why or when Porter gave him the alleged tapes. It also wasn't immediately clear

23:03 when or if Burgess turned over the apparent evidence to investigators. That is huge. When you got a guy willing to testify to a grand jury, he's probably telling the truth. And kim Porter rest in peace, speaking from the grave on this one, and I'll keep you posted on that. Now, one last thing to cover, and then we're going to jump right into the interview with a woman who actually attended a freak off now Sean Diddy Combs had a less lavish birthday party than usual this year. While reports about parties thrown by the rapper have been circulating widely since his September arrest, Comes won't have the chance to celebrate in his preferred manner. He's turning fifty five in jail.

23:54 He's currently being held without bail in the Metro Detention Center in Brooklyn, and Fox Knew whose Digital confirmed the foods that will be served to him on his November fourth birthday. For breakfasts, the menu is simple. He received fruit cereal breakfast cake, and skim milk. His breakfast will be the same for the rest of the week, with coffee not available until Saturday. The lunch menu included pasta with Marinaia sauce with a choice of meatballs or chick bean marinia inmates also received a garden salad with assorted dressings, whole wheat, bread, fruit, and a beverage. With dinner, Comes will get the option of either having chicken fried rice or tofu fried rice. Black Beans and carrots will also be served with bread and another beverage. Come's son Justin shared a video on Monday with siblings Christian, Quincy, Chance, Jesse, Dalila, and Love in honor of his father's birthday. The group held a phone while Love, who is showing Combe's youngest child, saying happy birthday before blowing out a ca handle on a birthday cake. Comes this hurt on the other line, telling them he loves them and is proud of them.

25:07 I can't wait to see y'all, he said, thank you for being by my side and supporting me. I love y'all, and you're the best family in the world. Comes will seemingly remain in the detention center for the next several months, his criminal trials set to begin May fifth. He repeatedly has been denied bail. And so there you have it, Shawn Combe's birthday in jail. All right, So now I'm going to play you an interview. And this was conducted by our friends at Soft White Underbelly on YouTube, So go check them out. They do great work. And in the full interview Club I'm about to play you, they sit down with Tania and Tania was actually one of the attendees of a freak Golf. You've got to hear this in its entirety. What she describes is pretty shocking throughout the entire interview. And here is what that interview sounds like.

26:15 December of twenty two. Oh yeah, about to be twenty December. Of twenty two. You were here, did her first interview. You were just some girl that I met through a friend, right, and you were doing this interview and you mentioned something about. I accidentally mentioned it too, like its slipped out, but P Diddy? About P Diddy, You went to one of his parties, Yeah, crazy party, and. He's in the news now because of all the scandal. And they didn't believe me. But when it started, like when it started coming out, people were like mentioning me, like you were telling the troop about it, and I'm like, dumb, I'm not gonna lie about something like that. And I kind of like tried to briefly talk about it because I knew it wasn't gonna seem true because it was just too much.

27:09 It was too ray, it was too crazy. People were gonna think that I was just lying. It had like a lot of people involved, celebrities and stuff, so I was trying to be real vague about it. But that party traumatized me. How'd you get invited to it. By being with a prince that I met in LA He lived in Glendale, California, And you know, long story, Shirt, I got out of this crazy little contract and I was looking for somebody to invest in me, and I knew somebody who knew somebody that was like, I wanna introduce you to a prince. He know a lot of celebrities that are that I producers and stuff. So I never put two and two together that this prince knew P Diddy as he was from. He was a Arabian prince really yes, and he really was a prince for real.

28:02 But I wasn't worried about him being a prince. I was worried about who he actually knew. So when he invited me to he met me, he said, I want to invite you tomorrow to a music ultra week whatever, and it's like an event oh, Ultra Music Week. It's like an event for like two weeks where people party, party, party, including P Diddy. And they party at Club Live. They party at like just in South Beach, Star Island, like where P Diddy stays or throw his freak off sat And I never knew that we were gonna go there because I was there for two weeks and I knew it was something fishy. He kept saying, I got a surprise for you. I got a surprise for you.

28:46 I'm like, but I'm only supposed to stay for two weeks, and I'm here longer than three. I mean then two weeks and it was almost a month. It was basically a month by then. And he was like, no, cause I just want you to meet one special person. So he ended up telling me, like when we went to Club Live, he was like, guess where we're going tonight. I'm like where. He's like to pee Diddy's house. I'm like, oh really, I'm like that's crazy because I hear a lot about P Diddy and I'm like his house for what, like to go sing. He's like, no, he's throwing this wild party. Da da da. I'm like okay. So we went from club live. It ended at like the clubs ended at like three or four, not two like how our here is. So we waited around the match and the Prince's mansion for about an hour, and then soon as six thirty hit, we went. We all got in the car like a big uber and me and all.

29:39 The other girls. Now mind you, I'm the only black girl, so I'm like, oh, yeah, you know, I'm. About to meet Pete Diddy. Oh you know, like I'm probably gonna have to sing for him, Da da da, And I just tried to like keep my composure. So we get there. And that's when stuff got weird. And that's why they lock up our phones because they know what we see in there. You know, it's he can get in trouble, like right now. So basically, so we arrived, security guard patters is down. They put our phone in this little bubble case, so the bubble case is closed. They can't get unlocked until we walk out. So as we're in there, the only way of us taking any type of pictures is if we get in the photo booth. He has like a teen love photo booth or whatever, take like four pictures. So I you know, got pictures. I still got everything in my snap too, like of the photos everything that's all you could get.

30:35 So I'm walking around or whatever. So one of his sons, I'm not gonna tell you which one, but it was like recruiting, like whoever they wanted to go inside the house because the back the the freak off is inside the house and in the backyard, so you have the pull and they're playing loud house music like Mark. The House music. It makes you feel kind of woozy first of all, because it's like a rave or something, and it's real loud, so you can't really see nothing, but you're seeing everybody like walking around drunk, hopping around. It's still seven am, so the sun is like coming up, and people are walking around naked. Period, let's get into it. They're walking around naked already, and they're in a pool of skinny dipping and they're drinking Momosa's in a pool. But then it's like a waitress walking around giving people drinks, just passing people drinks, you know, and people are just taking them.

31:29 Me. I don't drink like that, but I'm like an occasion no drinking, Like I'll drink if we're partying or whatever. Just for that occasion. So because people are gonna keep saying drin, drink, drink, but I didn't take a sip a drink of a drink yet, but I just had it in my hand. So one of the sons seen me walk in my job with other girls, but we split up. So I was walking with one girl. She's a Puerto Rican girl. So P Diddy's son was like you and I'm like me or her, and then he was like, no, you come here. So I went to him and he gave me some shoes. So these shoes was like some terry cloth like robe shoes, white shoes, and I'm like, what am I supposed to do with thieves? He was like, go in the house with thieves. He was like, everybody who gets these shoes, you get to go in the house.

32:15 But I'm thinking you could just go in the house if you want to. But everybody can't go in the house. They're literally selectively picking who they want. So I'm like, well, what about my friend? He was like no, only you know, I'm like, okay, cool, I'm holding the shoes. I'm walking around. You know, I'm a good lawyer. Friend, I'm not gonna go inside a house where they said my friend can't go. So we just walking around mingling, but we tripping out looking at everybody like they off everything, smoking and jumping around like hooligans. And so I seen P Diddy or whatever, and I seen him with the Prince. I'm not gonna say what he was doing, but something really I get real nervous, something real crazy because I don't like to really expose people. I could talk about me, but when it's about like me and my family, cause it's us.

32:59 But when it's other people bro doing something real sexual. That's all I'm. Gonna say, so that we could see and so that we can get turned on. Okay, So he's doing something with himself and I'm like, girl, do you see him? She's like yes, but mind you. We're screaming like girl, did you see him? I'm like god because of the music, and I'm just like whatever. Then he starts to act like really ubnoxious, like I'm looking get the world, jumping around doing all this stuff. So I'm like, okay, that's regular P Diddy shit. But what got me was how he walked up to me and was like, why are you not in the house, And I'm like, what do you mean, like, how are you enjoying my house? So we had a little talk or whatever. He started talking about all these things. Oh yeah, you're the one that you know I've seen was telling me about the prince.

33:50 He's like, oh yeah, it's very nice. To meet you. Like your life is not going to be the same. Da da da da. They we start talking about going to Cuba. Are you going to Cuba with us? I'm like what. And that's the thing I didn't really know about this, So this is when I start asking around or whatever. I said that in the last interview. But to get to the point, I end up going to the house because he was on me like going that house, I'm like, okay. Then the person that he was dating at that time, we're not gonna say her name, but we all know she came and was like looking at him like what are you doing? Because he was talking to me for too long. So she came to like rubbing his shoulders or whatever, and he just pushed her and I'm looking like real uncomfortable, like, oh, I know what this is about. I don't want to be in the middle of there or whatever. So that's what made me go into the house because I'm like, okay, let me just go in the house. So I tell my friend, like, wait right here, girl, let me just put on his shoes. See what this house is about, walk up in there. I don't judge people because at the time I was just smoking weed.

34:49 But you know when people are out of their mind, and you know when people you know what you don't want to be a part of. And it's just like I'm seeing stuff that you see on the movies. This corner, this got going on this corner day over here doing this, this cordinerator over there having sex this corner. I'm just gonna say, cause I don't know what I can say because I'm not trying to be incriminating myself. But they were dressed up like little herod Juku barbies, like what little people. Okay, we're not gonna say what type of little people, but like a fetish and I'm looking like, what are they doing here? Like dressed up, little red lipstick, like they weren't supposed to be there. But I'm just looking like maybe it's some type of production going on, But why would they be at this party at seven o'clock in the morning with grown people?

35:37 Like why why would they be here? So I was just like, okay, whatever, like, but then when I'm looking in this corner, this corner, this person laid out and I'm looking like what's going on? Then I'm seeing like Instagram models or whatever. I'm like, oh hey, So I'm kind of getting distracted, feeling like kind of comfortable, like she's here, Oh my gosh, she's here. And then I see P Diddy, you know, walking through the house like with his eyes on me, like you know, like is this you know you see You're like a are you agreeing with this? Is this is? And I don't now mind you. I still got my friend out there, so I walked out of the house and I'm telling her like, oh my god, bitch like this nigga is this is? Oh my god, you should she like for real. But I'm just like I'm not even tripping, like oh well, like this nigga's weird, like you know. So I'm really looking at the situation like I don't even want to be involved in this type of stuff because once I see something, I can't get it out of my mind and I'm like a hypochondriac, like I keep on having flashbacks about it. So whatever, So of course I come out and then here he goes again, and another rapper, well known rapper comes and start feeling on me like hey you so now it just seems like everybody is faded at this point. They're either drunk or on all the drugs obviously with this house music. So now I just feel like trapped in, Like I don't like it, and I know the devil when I see it because by me being so spiritual and tapped in, I know when something is not right. I'm not judging, but I just don't want to be a part of it because how am I gonna get out of this shit? Like I'm already here, And then I heard conversations or whatever, and if he did, he was like that's the one that I want, that's I want her. So now I

37:08 feel like, you know, they plotting on me, like did you bring me here on purpose? Like is this the you know producer you was talking about? And I came here specifically with the Prince to rub elbows with people to network for the music week, But then I put two together, like the Prince have been saying, your life is never gonna be the same, You're gonna be happy somebody's expecting you, and I just feel like that was the time that I was gonna get sex traffic or you know, drugged or something like that. And then they kept trying to make me like I've been around celebrities before.

37:51 If a rapper wants you or somebody wants you, they're not gonna do it. They're gonna send somebody else to do it. So if a waitress is coming, or another girl or a pretty girl or a guy, they'll six somebody on you, like take this drink, do this, do that, and then you just feel eyes on you, like watching to see if you're gonna do it, when you're gonna do it. So I already know what time it was. And it's crazy because I had to leave that place. In my last interview, I told you I had to escape. I had to leave from the Prince because he was telling me we was leaving for Cuba the next day Cuba will would be diddy or what like. This is all crazy. So to see all of this stuff come out and I escape by leaving. I had to call the police and everything I had to leave with the Prince.

38:32 That's another story from the Prince. From that house, I didn't leave with the other girls. I had to get my phone unlocked, of course, but like I had to like catch a taxi, not even an uber a taxi to another location. And then I ended up going to the airport and I ended up leaving because I just felt bamboozo First I'm getting lied to about how long I'm supposed to stay there. Then you keep talking about I'm supposed to meet this producer, but we're not talking about nothing with music, but you're talking about going to Cuba. We didn't even do what we're supposed to do on Miami, or did we do what we were supposed to do in Miami at this freak off? But because I'm not. Cooperating with what I see, and I feel like like that's what the Illuminati and stuff is about, like a secret society, Like they want to.

39:13 See what you allow, what you cool with. And then next thing you know, boom, take that drink, you're drugged, Take that. You're out of it, Take that pill. Because everybody was off something, but you have to be being in. That environment like that. How many people were at this event. Like hundreds, even when it was a certain amount outside, but in the house was really crowded, you know what I'm saying, And you would think that like it was, Yeah, it was more people in the house walked around. Yeah, I walked around for about five minutes. I've seen what I need to see. And I was like, no, ma'am, no sir, because it was like, so your soul at that house. And if you like that, it's nothing to you.

40:04 But if you're not like that, you're gonna feel uncomfortable. And then it's like at first I used to think P Diddy was like so he like he always talked about team love and all of this stuff, like he's all about No, he all about sex hisself. And I know sex because I've dealt you know, I've dealt with men mark, so I know when somebody is trying to lead you on to stuff and sitting back acting like he just this macho man. And he is a charmer though, that's one thing, like he will charm the fuck out of you. But for me, that's so game tight. I'm like, I know what this is and I'm ready to get to the music. Like if that's the case, you should have been like, don't tell me you about to change my life? And da da da dah and oh have you been writing? Oh that's nothing to He was like, have you been writing the songs that I've seen been telling you to write? Because the Prince wanted me to write out all the songs I ever made in my life.

40:56 I said, without the beat, He's like, yeah, just start writing songs so you never know they'll take my music, drug me like me do whatever and just throw me away basically, or after you have something on me when we do do the music, you have that on me that this happened and now I'm blackmailed. Or some shit like that. So touching all on me at that party, even a rapper who touched all on me like that rapper was cool, Like I was liking that rapper. But when they were like hey you and doing all that, what can I do? All I could do is just say like movies saying like oh I'm fine, but you know, trying to like still be cool. But I'm like, why do everybody feel comfortable to just touch on you? Even P Diddy like why do you why y'all look up and you're right there and then like in my face, like are you like in my house? Like look like it's weird, Like looking at him. It's like when you're a kid and you're getting in trouble by your parenting and you can't look them in their face and it's like a demon telling you, like this dark spirit, like he possessing you as he's looking at you, that power that control.

42:05 So I'm like, I read the artist's seduction. Motherfucker, I know what you're doing, and you're trying to really seduce me right now and. Oh take a drink, Oh do this? Do that? Go on there? Like it's just not nothing, and I want to know why me go in the house and why not the girl? So now you're picking and choosing, So it's fishy to me. So when all this stuff started coming out, I was like. I know, I was right. I know it, Like it ain't no doubt about that P Diddy was doing all that. And like I said, I don't trust judge because I've been around people doing cocaine, but these hard drugs that. They was doing and just I ain't gonna lie. It was orgies and stuff going on. So all of this stuff going on, I'm like, why is people doing stuff all in the open, Like that's just offending me in assault to me, period, because where am I at? I didn't sign up for this, and how can I really get out? So I had to like ease my way on out. You know, it's security, but they not caring about what happens as long as that phone is closed. They damn they they damned there don't care if somebody died up in there, ain't nobody.

43:11 Could feel me, famous people or not. It was a whole bunch of. Famous people, like four famous people and then some Instagram models m hm. And the whole time he just was like trying to undress me with his eyes and I was thinking, like this is really no cap because at that time, you know, always been skinny. So at that time, the son who came up to me, I was like, boy, do it is it because I resemble your mom? Like you know, like kim Porter like stuff like that. Like you just never know, Like I feel like you know, he did. He does have a type. I feel like everybody that was in that house, it was a certain type of person. It was a certain type of something that he wanted and the way he liked and you could just tell like he get whatever he wants. That's why he has no problem touching on you. Being all in your face, popping up on you, being up notchious, and just hounding you until you do what he say.

44:05 And that's just how the industry is already, especially him, because he got a lot of money, you. Know, because you're a singer as well. Right, yeah, so they probably like, do you want this opportunity or what? And I'm like, not that damn bad, but I do want it. I do. But if I already got a bad vibe. And I'm seeing stuff that you're into, I already know how this is gonna be. So I don't want to, like, you know, ignore some redflax, and then I'll be in trouble because of you, like literally in trouble, like we know his past, like Shine the rapper, you know, being in jail because of him. Like don't think just cause I'm from where I'm from, you could just do anything. And that's the that's why I never really said nothing about it, because I just feel like, who am I?

44:48 You know? He got money, Like, ain't nobody gonna believe me? But I have all the receipts. I have it all in my snap to this day. It never went nowhere. That was just my experience just being in Miami for the first time. I didn't know that I was gonna end up at BDD's house. Did you take photos outside the. House when I got my phone back yet, videos or something. I took videos when I was going to the house before I knew this was some weird shit, and then when I got my phone, I ended up, yeah, recording, and then I had. The shoes on. Well you had the shoes. I left with the. Shoes on because I don't know where I put my shoes at when I put those on, and I was and it was a lot going on. It was real loud, so I don't know. It just tripped me out. And I was like, is he gay? You know, like and nothing against gays. I just I couldn't put my finger.

45:42 I was like, what does this do into but his house? His freak off? No, not like that. You know, I'm gonna make everything to a joke, but this is a real serious situation because it traumatized you. Because now I ain't trusted no producer. I look at everybody like if I went to the top of the and I've been looking at him like this top notch of Mogo and like. Whatever. But child, it's a lot. But it's some stuff you know that I did leave out because I don't I don't want to say too much, but because I told you it was some celebrities in there. But for these girls that did get drugged and did take these drinks, I feel like it's because everybody was.

46:33 All having fun. You know. You wouldn't think that somebody would do something like that to you until you get to seeing everything, and once she's intoxicated, it's too late. It's just too late. So that's why you gotta watch what drinks you take. And they was just pushing them on us too much. Take a drink, Take a drink, Take a drink. And I'm like no, because I was already, you know, sipping a little bit at Club Lift. So I wanted to like, mind you, I'm thinking, like he gonna ask me to sing in a minute. I don't want to be toe up, you know, until I put two the too together, and then I'm like, yeah, I'm glad I didn't. I'm glad you got out and survived. Yep, I'm always surviving. This is no joke.

47:14 You're a for real and it's like I'm still going through stuff. You know, you don't survive being traumatized, and these things do traumatize you because it's like, dang, I can't never get around this, like it always end up to this sex or some creep shit or somebody taking advantage of you or something or feeling all on you and you can't do nothing because. You thought the streets were dangerous. Yeah that's what I'm saying. I'm telling you, but yeah, so I just want to see, like, you know, what's gonna happen, because I know a lot of people was. He went to trial today? Hmm.

47:55 And I don't even know. It's gonna be in the news for a while. It's gonna be in the news and a lot of stuff it's gonna come out. So don't be saying I'm lying, because. I wasn't lying. Sounds sounds like it. It's pretty consistent with things that are in. The news, right, Yeah. Absolutely, And you did say this like two years ago. Exactly, and I told you I got sex trafficing vibes from it. Remember, I was like he was trying to sell us the prince. You know what I'm saying, Which one do you want? Which one? I want? That one feel like to be pedaled off like that to somebody powerful, is it? Is it?

48:35 It's scary. It's scary because what could happen? But it's like, come on, you know, I'm honored to be chosen, chosen period, but I don't want to be I don't want to end up in a ditch somewhere, you know, just because he's choosing so many people in assaulting people. I don't want to be assaulting and I don't want to be feel If you're gonna fill me up, make sure you ask me. Can I touch you? You know, you're a beautiful youth, not just you and my house, so I can. And I'm like, this is weird, you know, like tell me first, fool, because I would have charged you nothing, but.

49:20 And I just make you know. It did hurt my feelings, so you know whatever. I got over it and I didn't do music no more after that because I was like, I'm cool. On music, bro, have it scary out of the industry. Yeah, Like I'm like, this is what they this is all they want. I just let me just make an album and sing and write. You're a producer, ain't you? But no, you're a freak and a creep. Yeah, asks permission first, because you know, no means. No, So there it is right from the horse's mouth, a woman who actually attended a freak off and really a first part send a point of view of what occurs, everything you wanted to know and probably some things you did not want to know about these freak calls. And we will be back on Thursday with another installment of the murderaw series, so check that out. Please remember to rate us if you're enjoying the content. I can't tell you how much that helps us grow. Check out the Patreon.

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