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You're listening to the Weird Reader podcast.
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An extension of Jason's Weird Reads found on YouTube.
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Welcome hello today.
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I am I am joined by one of my favorite
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book tubers. I gotta I gotta be careful because I
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when I go to say book two, book talk always
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wants to come out. Yau TikTok is so huge, and
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I watch a lot of book content on there too.
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But uh so I want to welcome Jen Jen from
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Literary Love one two three. I've been wanting to do
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this topic with you, Jen, since you were on my
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other podcast, Short Bites, a Stephen King podcast. Now that
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episode is out at the time of this recording, but
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we discussed the first short story in Stephen King's collection
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of short stories, night Shift, which is Jerusalem's Lot. It's
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a very Gothic and Lovecraftian story. And during that conversation
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you really taught me about the gothic genre. Things I
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didn't really like. I probably knew, but it didn't you know,
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register until you talked about it. And so I really
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appreciate you and for you coming on. I want to
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pick your brain about this topic somewhere, and so thank
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you for coming on and discussing this subgenre with me
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here on weird Reads.
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I'm excited to be here. I'm looking forward to our discussion.
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Awesome.
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So, just before we begin, I would like you if
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you want to tell us about your YouTube channel, Literary
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Love one, two three, and what it is you discussed there.
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I use my masters in English and my passion for
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the horror genre to you talk about the books that
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I read.
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Awesome. How long have you been doing.
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It a little over a year now, Nice?
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What do you do you like? First of all, do
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you enjoy doing it? And if so, what do you
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enjoy most out of doing your YouTube channel.
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I enjoy it, especially enjoy the community. I don't have
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a large subscriber number, but I have built some real
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relationships with people who watch my channel and I watched
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their channel, and this past weekend I actually got to
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meet two of the people I've met through book t
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in person. So I have really learned to not focus
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as much on the subscriber number, which is not to
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say it doesn't get to me sometimes. I mean it does.
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I'm human, but I am centering my you know, focus
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more so on the building of community and connection and
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just getting to talk about books with other people who
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love books.
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I've fallen down that rabbit hole of like us sing
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over subscriber numbers and how did you pull yourself out
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of that?
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By telling other people what I was feeling talking to
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other book tebers and saying, I feel like, why am
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I doing this? Nobody cares and they just reiterated to
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me about the community I've built and just trying to
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focus more on that. And then one of one of
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the book teevers that I actually met last weekend, Kat,
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from Kat's novel Adventures. I believe she said this is
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a quote from Mel Robbins, but Kat likes to quote
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it too, and she'll say, don't swim in the toilet
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bowl of comparison. So just that you know that statement there.
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I keep telling myself that and literally thinking about I
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don't want to be in, you know, the nasty toilet water.
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So I'm going to quick compare myself to other people.
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Do you do you suffer a lot from comparisons? I
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do a lot. I mean it's something I've had to
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over and I think I have.
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Yeah, I used to. It got really bad for me
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when I first got into my grad school program dealing
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with bath you know, compare myself to other people and
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then also imposter syndrome. But you know, again, I just
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talked to other people about it, and I talked to
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my therapist about it, and so she's, you know, also
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given me some tools about just focusing on what I'm
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doing and not letting myself look at other people, because
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most of us, anyway, are going to tend to cast
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ourselves in a less favorable way when we try to
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compare ourselves with other people. So for my mental health,
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I also have gotten very adept at saying nope, not
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going to do it, Yeah, going to do it.
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That's a good point because you can slip into doing
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that very very easily. I find myself doing it without
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even noticing. But I have learned to catch myself and say,
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you know, my own entity. I am my own thing,
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and they're their own thing. I don't need to compare
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myself to that. Do you find yourself catching yourself now
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when you slip into it?
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I will, because it's that tendency is still there. But
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I'm able to, you know, put it out of my
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mind and say exactly what you said, I'm doing my
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thing and nobody else is doing exactly what you're doing,
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and nobody else is doing exactly what I'm doing, So
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we have our area. You know, that makes us who
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we are. And some people will get on board with
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it and some won't, and that's okay.
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Yeah, I'm glad you're having fun with it. I've always said,
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even when I was obsessing over the numbers, and that
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I think the most important thing about doing videos or
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podcasting or anything is you can't be you can't be
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chasing the dream of you know, this being your main job.
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You have to you have to be having fun. If
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you're not having fun, then there's no point in doing it.
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And I think I actually talk to people out of
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doing their channels before by saying that, and it wasn't
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like an intentional thing, but if they weren't having fun,
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then then there's no point. If you're having fun doing it,
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then you know the sky's limit. Just don't obsess over
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that stuff exactly.
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Now on the.
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Other side of the spectrum here, what's your least favorite
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part of doing your channel Editing?
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Yes, editing, Like I am, I've still got a lot
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to learn with editing, but I just get in there
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and do the best I can. I feel most self
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conscious about my vlogs. And I've done a lot of vlogs,
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but I look at some other people's vlog footage and
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it seems so seamless and very aesthetically pleasing, and mine
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is not always those things. But that's that's like, if
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I can hire somebody do my editing, I would do
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I would do it in a second, because I hate
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that part of things.
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Yeah me, you know what, me too?
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Uh?
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I hate.
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What I hate is putting the pictures in because it
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takes so much time getting them the right size and
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where you want them and everything, And it takes me
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up to an hour to two hours to edit a video,
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where editing a podcast takes me about maybe a half
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hour depending. It's it's it's it's incredibly annoying. So moving
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on here, What are some of the best books you've
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read since you started your channel that you probably would
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not have read if you weren't hosting literary love?
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That one is kind of a tough one for me,
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but trying to think of like some book club books
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I read and enjoyed that I might not have read
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otherwise like in other people's book clubs. One of them
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I read was I had no. Oh, no, I know.
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It was for Elizabeth Sagewood's channel.
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I like, I love Elizabeth.
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Yeah, she's great. It was a it was a Hesser
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Fox book, okay, and I cannot remember the name of it.
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But it talked about, uh, this murder mystery and they
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were all connected to different Edgar Allen Poe stories, and
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so I liked it for that reason. But I never
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would have necessarily picked up hester Fox. Even though she
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is Gothic, she doesn't exactly fit into the horror gothic.
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It might have been called the Widow of Pale Harbor,
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but I am not sure. I am not sure. I
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think it's Widow something.
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But yeah, you know what, I know exactly how you
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feel in My brain always goes blank on me.
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I hate that.
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It's like an aging thing too. It never used to
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happen quite this bad. But man, I even know what
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it is I want to talk about, and then I'll
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be like, oh, what.
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Was it again?
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Yes, So where do you see your channel going to?
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Say? Like the old five years from now?
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I am excited about doing more collaborations. I had my
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first collaboration and that video is going up later today.
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But there is a literary salon host. Her name is
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Marissa and you can find her at Less Salon Literary Discussions,
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and she lives in Canada, and she has a master's
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in English too, and she hosts literary salons, which is
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kind of diving deeper than a book club into the
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books that you read. And so I joined a couple
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of her literary salons. Joined hers for Frankenstein, which we'll
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talk about more in a minute. I joined for The
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Phantom of the Opera, which is what we're talking about
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in our collaboration video that will be up later today,
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and for We Have Always Lived in the Castle by
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Charlie Jackson. And then I've done a couple of more
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collaborations that should be coming out soon. So I really
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enjoyed that aspect of having people to get on with
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me and talk with them. So I'm hoping to do
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more of that and also hoping to do more video
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essays in the future too.
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Nice.
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your in books that influenced you video for you turning
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for your birthday right. Yes, I was like I want
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some of these because you mentioned in that video You're like,
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I could do some of these Stephen King books an
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essay for him on like a video essay, and I
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was like, yes, please do that.
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Yeah, I've got some in the work, so I'll prepare
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everybody ahead of for my video essay about Beverly from it.
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It's controversial to some, but you talk about.
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It controversy in the Stephen King world as an aside.
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Here is okay because I think Stephen King fans are
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the best fans in the world. You don't get too
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many trolls.
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Yes, I agree.
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Now you throughout this little Q and A here just
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getting to know Jen, You've You've brought up a lot
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of Gothic stuff here, so you're like, this is the
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one reason why I asked you to be here is
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because you're steep deep into the Gothic literature, and so
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I want to know what is it about Gothic fiction
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that speaks to you most.
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The themes of power and power dynamics, the present being
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haunted by the past, the delve into the sublime that
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I do of something that evokes both terror and all
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you fill that pull towards it. There's something appealing or
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beautiful about it, but at the same time there's also
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something terrifying about it. I like family, secrets, drama, ghosts, vampires,
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all the good good stuff.
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Whenever I see dead flowers, I can't help but think
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of the gothic. Okay, before we get into the actual
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fiction aspects that we break down a little bit, let's
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discuss some movies because we're both movie buffs and I
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rewatched one of these movies for this episode. So what
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are some of your favorite gothic core movies?
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Want to I want to bring this one up first
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because we talked about this a little bit in messaging
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Instagram messages, and it's the one I re watched. It's
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not Sparatu. It's such a beautiful film, the four version
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that time. Yes, yeah, I love that movie. So that
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movie is is quite disgusting though, I mean it's slow moving,
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but everything about it it's either beautiful or it's absolutely
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gross and grotesque.
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I loved it, and I may get in trouble, but
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my husband, if he hears me, he already knows count
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Orlock being played by Bill Scarsguard. That's my hear me out,
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if you know what I mean, that is my hear
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me out. I absolutely loved Nosparati. I like the original
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The Silent Film alle me too. And I just think
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what Robert Eggers was able to deal with it, and
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the way that we really got such a spotlight on
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our main female protagonist, the way that she calls on
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his presence and just it was just perfect.
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gothic themes in there. If you want to know what
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gothic horror is, I think this movie is like a
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poster child for that. It has like the family secrets,