July 4, 2025
Wielding the Torch of Perfect Sincerity -- the Way of Realisation on the Spiritual Path
reference: Sri Aurobindo and the Mother, Looking from Within, Chapter 5, Attitudes on the Path, pp. 119-120This episode is also available as a blog post at https://sriaurobindostudies.wordpress.com/2025/07/02/wielding-the-torch-of-perfect-sincerity-the-way-of-realisation-on-the-spiritual-path/
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Some years ago, there was a
movie coming out of Hollywood
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that was based on the premise
that someone was cursed with
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having to tell the truth at all
times.
4
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The premise was developed as a
comedy with the idea that rather
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than using flattering terms or
avoiding any harsh statements,
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the individual would blurt out
whatever thought or feeling
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occurred to him inwardly.
The person involved was an
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00:00:26,240 --> 00:00:29,960
attorney who had to defend
clients in court, and thus the
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00:00:29,960 --> 00:00:32,720
comedic plot was thickened even
further.
10
00:00:33,280 --> 00:00:36,760
While honesty does not require
people to simply spill their
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00:00:36,760 --> 00:00:41,080
impressions, feelings, emotions
or thoughts of the moment out in
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00:00:41,080 --> 00:00:45,840
full at each moment, the story
line made its point that we
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00:00:45,840 --> 00:00:50,600
essentially live a life that at
best hedges on full truth and at
14
00:00:50,600 --> 00:00:54,480
worst is purposely deceptive
based on self-interest.
15
00:00:55,800 --> 00:00:58,760
If we turn our attention then to
the question of spiritual
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00:00:58,760 --> 00:01:02,840
practice by an individual, we
can transfer the thought process
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00:01:02,840 --> 00:01:06,800
behind this premise to our own
lives, our own inner thoughts,
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00:01:07,040 --> 00:01:13,720
motives, drives, feelings,
emotions, desires and needs, and
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00:01:13,720 --> 00:01:17,760
compare these to the pure self
giving and consecration needed
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00:01:18,120 --> 00:01:21,880
for the opening to the Divine
and the transformation of our
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lives.
The Mother presents a challenge
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to us to try this even for half
an hour.
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We will soon recognize the
ground that needs to be covered
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to become true doers of Divine
works.
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The Mother notes quote
fundamentally, whatever be the
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path 1 follows, whether the path
of surrender, consecration,
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knowledge, if one wants it to be
perfect, it is always equally
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difficult.
And there is but one way, one
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only.
I know of only one that is
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perfect sincerity.
But perfect sincerity.
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00:02:03,760 --> 00:02:06,200
Do you know what perfect
sincerity is?
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00:02:07,160 --> 00:02:12,000
Never to try to deceive oneself.
Never let any part of the being
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00:02:12,000 --> 00:02:15,160
try to find out a way of
convincing the others.
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Never to explain favorably what
one does in order to have an
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00:02:19,400 --> 00:02:24,000
excuse for what one wants to do.
Never to close one's eyes when
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something is unpleasant.
Never to let anything pass,
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telling oneself that's not
important.
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Next time it will be better.
Oh, it is very difficult.
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Just try for one hour and you
will see how very difficult it
40
00:02:39,000 --> 00:02:42,400
is.
Only one hour to be totally,
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00:02:42,600 --> 00:02:46,960
absolutely sincere, to let
nothing pass.
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That is all one does, all one
feels, all one thinks, all one
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00:02:53,480 --> 00:03:01,000
wants is exclusively the divine.
I want nothing but the divine.
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00:03:01,000 --> 00:03:03,000
I think of nothing but the
divine.
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00:03:03,000 --> 00:03:05,920
I do nothing but what will lead
me to the divine.
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I love nothing but the divine.
Try, try, just to see.
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Try for half an hour.
You will see how difficult it
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is, and during that time take
great care that there isn't a
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part of the vital or a part of
the mind or a part of the
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00:03:24,320 --> 00:03:27,920
physical being nicely hidden
there at the back, so that you
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don't see it.
Mother hides her hands behind
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her back and don't notice that
it is not collaborating, sitting
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quietly there so that you don't
unearth it.
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It says nothing, but it does not
change.
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It hides itself.
How many such parts, How many
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parts hide themselves?
You put them in your pocket
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because you don't want to see
them, or else they get behind
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00:03:53,880 --> 00:03:57,480
your back and sit there well
hidden, right in the middle of
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00:03:57,480 --> 00:04:01,680
your back, so as not to be seen.
When you go there with your
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00:04:01,680 --> 00:04:07,600
torch, your torch of sincerity,
you ferret out all the corners
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00:04:07,680 --> 00:04:11,360
everywhere, all the small
corners which do not consent,
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the things which say no, or
those which do not move.
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I am not going to budget.
I am glued to this place of
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mine, and nothing will make me
move.
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You have a torch there with you,
and you flash it upon the thing,
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upon everything.
You will see there are many of
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them there behind your back,
well stuck.
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End Quote.
Reference Srioro Bindu and the
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Mother looking from within,
Chapter 5.
70
00:04:41,560 --> 00:04:45,640
Attitudes on the Path, pages 119
to 120.
00:00:01,000 --> 00:00:03,960
Some years ago, there was a
movie coming out of Hollywood
2
00:00:03,960 --> 00:00:07,720
that was based on the premise
that someone was cursed with
3
00:00:07,720 --> 00:00:10,520
having to tell the truth at all
times.
4
00:00:11,120 --> 00:00:15,200
The premise was developed as a
comedy with the idea that rather
5
00:00:15,200 --> 00:00:19,200
than using flattering terms or
avoiding any harsh statements,
6
00:00:19,520 --> 00:00:22,840
the individual would blurt out
whatever thought or feeling
7
00:00:22,840 --> 00:00:26,240
occurred to him inwardly.
The person involved was an
8
00:00:26,240 --> 00:00:29,960
attorney who had to defend
clients in court, and thus the
9
00:00:29,960 --> 00:00:32,720
comedic plot was thickened even
further.
10
00:00:33,280 --> 00:00:36,760
While honesty does not require
people to simply spill their
11
00:00:36,760 --> 00:00:41,080
impressions, feelings, emotions
or thoughts of the moment out in
12
00:00:41,080 --> 00:00:45,840
full at each moment, the story
line made its point that we
13
00:00:45,840 --> 00:00:50,600
essentially live a life that at
best hedges on full truth and at
14
00:00:50,600 --> 00:00:54,480
worst is purposely deceptive
based on self-interest.
15
00:00:55,800 --> 00:00:58,760
If we turn our attention then to
the question of spiritual
16
00:00:58,760 --> 00:01:02,840
practice by an individual, we
can transfer the thought process
17
00:01:02,840 --> 00:01:06,800
behind this premise to our own
lives, our own inner thoughts,
18
00:01:07,040 --> 00:01:13,720
motives, drives, feelings,
emotions, desires and needs, and
19
00:01:13,720 --> 00:01:17,760
compare these to the pure self
giving and consecration needed
20
00:01:18,120 --> 00:01:21,880
for the opening to the Divine
and the transformation of our
21
00:01:21,880 --> 00:01:25,200
lives.
The Mother presents a challenge
22
00:01:25,200 --> 00:01:27,840
to us to try this even for half
an hour.
23
00:01:28,560 --> 00:01:31,720
We will soon recognize the
ground that needs to be covered
24
00:01:31,720 --> 00:01:35,160
to become true doers of Divine
works.
25
00:01:36,400 --> 00:01:41,280
The Mother notes quote
fundamentally, whatever be the
26
00:01:41,280 --> 00:01:45,760
path 1 follows, whether the path
of surrender, consecration,
27
00:01:45,760 --> 00:01:51,000
knowledge, if one wants it to be
perfect, it is always equally
28
00:01:51,000 --> 00:01:54,920
difficult.
And there is but one way, one
29
00:01:54,920 --> 00:01:58,560
only.
I know of only one that is
30
00:01:58,560 --> 00:02:02,680
perfect sincerity.
But perfect sincerity.
31
00:02:03,760 --> 00:02:06,200
Do you know what perfect
sincerity is?
32
00:02:07,160 --> 00:02:12,000
Never to try to deceive oneself.
Never let any part of the being
33
00:02:12,000 --> 00:02:15,160
try to find out a way of
convincing the others.
34
00:02:15,640 --> 00:02:19,400
Never to explain favorably what
one does in order to have an
35
00:02:19,400 --> 00:02:24,000
excuse for what one wants to do.
Never to close one's eyes when
36
00:02:24,000 --> 00:02:27,640
something is unpleasant.
Never to let anything pass,
37
00:02:27,640 --> 00:02:30,400
telling oneself that's not
important.
38
00:02:30,640 --> 00:02:35,080
Next time it will be better.
Oh, it is very difficult.
39
00:02:35,640 --> 00:02:39,000
Just try for one hour and you
will see how very difficult it
40
00:02:39,000 --> 00:02:42,400
is.
Only one hour to be totally,
41
00:02:42,600 --> 00:02:46,960
absolutely sincere, to let
nothing pass.
42
00:02:47,520 --> 00:02:53,480
That is all one does, all one
feels, all one thinks, all one
43
00:02:53,480 --> 00:03:01,000
wants is exclusively the divine.
I want nothing but the divine.
44
00:03:01,000 --> 00:03:03,000
I think of nothing but the
divine.
45
00:03:03,000 --> 00:03:05,920
I do nothing but what will lead
me to the divine.
46
00:03:05,920 --> 00:03:12,440
I love nothing but the divine.
Try, try, just to see.
47
00:03:12,720 --> 00:03:16,240
Try for half an hour.
You will see how difficult it
48
00:03:16,240 --> 00:03:20,400
is, and during that time take
great care that there isn't a
49
00:03:20,400 --> 00:03:24,320
part of the vital or a part of
the mind or a part of the
50
00:03:24,320 --> 00:03:27,920
physical being nicely hidden
there at the back, so that you
51
00:03:27,920 --> 00:03:31,640
don't see it.
Mother hides her hands behind
52
00:03:31,640 --> 00:03:36,640
her back and don't notice that
it is not collaborating, sitting
53
00:03:36,640 --> 00:03:39,120
quietly there so that you don't
unearth it.
54
00:03:39,840 --> 00:03:42,840
It says nothing, but it does not
change.
55
00:03:42,840 --> 00:03:47,360
It hides itself.
How many such parts, How many
56
00:03:47,360 --> 00:03:50,600
parts hide themselves?
You put them in your pocket
57
00:03:50,600 --> 00:03:53,880
because you don't want to see
them, or else they get behind
58
00:03:53,880 --> 00:03:57,480
your back and sit there well
hidden, right in the middle of
59
00:03:57,480 --> 00:04:01,680
your back, so as not to be seen.
When you go there with your
60
00:04:01,680 --> 00:04:07,600
torch, your torch of sincerity,
you ferret out all the corners
61
00:04:07,680 --> 00:04:11,360
everywhere, all the small
corners which do not consent,
62
00:04:11,720 --> 00:04:15,480
the things which say no, or
those which do not move.
63
00:04:16,440 --> 00:04:19,680
I am not going to budget.
I am glued to this place of
64
00:04:19,680 --> 00:04:21,680
mine, and nothing will make me
move.
65
00:04:22,960 --> 00:04:27,000
You have a torch there with you,
and you flash it upon the thing,
66
00:04:27,000 --> 00:04:30,240
upon everything.
You will see there are many of
67
00:04:30,240 --> 00:04:33,480
them there behind your back,
well stuck.
68
00:04:34,480 --> 00:04:38,240
End Quote.
Reference Srioro Bindu and the
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00:04:38,240 --> 00:04:41,400
Mother looking from within,
Chapter 5.
70
00:04:41,560 --> 00:04:45,640
Attitudes on the Path, pages 119
to 120.
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