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Nov. 9, 2024

The Difference Between Living According to the Inner Truth of One’s Being or the External Ego Personality

The Difference Between Living According to the Inner Truth of One’s Being or the External Ego Personality

reference: Sri Aurobindo and the Mother, Powers Within, Chapter VII Attitude, pp. 78-79 This episode is also available as a blog post at https://sriaurobindostudies.wordpress.com/2024/11/07/the-difference-between-living-according-to-the-inner-truth-of-ones-being-or-the-external-ego-personality/

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The mother draws a clear
distinction between the

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individual who is in contact
with his own deepest inner truth

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of being, his swadharma, and the
individual who does not pay

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attention to this deepest truth
but lives what may be called a

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transactional existence focused
on the aggrandizement and

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enjoyment of his outer being and
personality.

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In the Mahabharata we can
identify two major people who

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embody these two opposite
tendencies.

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There is King Yudhishtira, later
emperor, who is the embodiment

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of Dharma, who works not for his
own self aggrandizement but to

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provide benefit to everyone
under his umbrella.

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Then there is Duryodhana, his
cousin, who while a king in his

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own right, with power and wealth
at his disposal, is so jealous

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of his cousin that he is willing
to lie, cheat and steal to win

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the wealth and Kingdom of
Yudhishtira and eventually

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becomes the proximate cause of
the great battle that led to the

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destruction of vast numbers of
Chatrias.

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In the battle of Kurukshetra,
one can see the peace and

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harmony at work in the person of
Yudhishtira and can observe the

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selfishness, bitterness and
jealousy eating away at

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Duryodhana and clouding his
wisdom.

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The mother notes quote the inner
law.

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The truth of the being is the
divine presence in every human

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being, which should be the
master and guide of our life.

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When you acquire the habit of
listening to this inner law,

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when you obey it, follow it, try
more and more to let it guide

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your life, you create around you
an atmosphere of truth and peace

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and harmony, which naturally
reacts upon circumstances and

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forms, so to say, the atmosphere
in which you live.

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When you are a being of justice,
truth, harmony, compassion,

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understanding of perfect
goodwill.

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This inner attitude, the more
sincere and total it is, the

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more it reacts upon the external
circumstances.

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Not that it necessarily
diminishes the difficulties of

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life, but it gives these
difficulties a new meaning, and

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that allows you to face them
with a new strength and a new

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wisdom.
Whereas the man, the human being

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who follows his impulses, who
obeys his desires, who has not

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time for scruples, who comes to
live in complete cynicism, not

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caring for the effect that his
life has upon others, or for the

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more or less harmful
consequences of his acts,

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creates for himself an
atmosphere of ugliness,

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selfishness, conflict, and bad
will, which necessarily acts

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more and more upon his
consciousness and gives a

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bitterness to his life that in
the end becomes a perpetual

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torment.
Of course, this does not mean

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that such a man will not succeed
in what he undertakes, that he

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will not be able to possess what
he desires.

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These external advantages
disappear only when there is

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within the inmost being a spark
of sincerity which persists and

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makes him worthy of this
misfortune.

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If you see a bad man become
unlucky and miserable, you must

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immediately respect him.
It means that the flame of inner

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sincerity is not altogether
extinguished and something still

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reacts to his bad actions.
End Quote.

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Reference Srioro Bindu and the
Mother Powers within, Chapter 7

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Attitude, pages 78 to 79.