Oct. 30, 2025

The Cure for the Spiritual Aspirant for Doubt, Guilt, Feelings of Unsuitability and Despair

The Cure for the Spiritual Aspirant for Doubt, Guilt, Feelings of Unsuitability and Despair

reference: Sri Aurobindo, Bases of Yoga, Chapter 2, Faith — Aspiration — Surrender, pp. 27-28

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As long as we base ourselves in
the individual personal

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identity, what we term the ego
consciousness, we are subject to

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mistakes, failures,
indiscretions and other

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situations where we do not meet
our own internal concept of what

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we should do.
Most of this is based on the

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background and training we have
received in our society and the

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expectations that are put upon
us by that societal setting.

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When an individual takes up the
spiritual life, he adds to the

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embedded background
expectations, a new set of

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expectations based on what he
interprets or what he is told

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the requirements of the
spiritual path he is on to be.

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In some cases, eventual results
are taken to be rules to follow

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from the outset, even though the
seeker is not wholly prepared to

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do that to the extent he remains
in the consciousness of the

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individual ego personality.
This can lead to feelings of

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unsuitability, doubt, guilt or
despair of achieving the desired

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result.
The primary prescription that

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resolves these feelings is to
shift to the divine standpoint

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and away from the ego
standpoint, to thereby act from

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the impulsion of the Divine and
not be anguished thereby by

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normal human difficulties,
failures or troubles.

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This is the liberation from the
ego personality that provides

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the basis for a dedicated,
consecrated and still active

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life in the world.
The more the seeker focuses on

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turning his attention to the
Divine, the less he is bothered

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by the inevitable weaknesses and
failures that are the issues

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that act as obstacles during the
transition from ego nature to

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divine nature.
Obsessing over all the

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impediments of the natural being
as developed in the past and

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present simply creates friction
in the process of transitioning

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to the basis of the next phase
of consciousness that is

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manifesting through the seekers
who open to its capabilities.

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Sri Aurobindo notes quote you
ask how you can repair the wrong

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you seem to have done, admitting
that it is as you say.

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It seems to me that the
reparation lies precisely in

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this, in making yourself a
vessel for the Divine Truth and

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the Divine Love, and the first
steps towards that are a

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complete self consecration and
self purification, a complete

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opening of oneself to the
Divine, rejecting all in oneself

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that can stand in the way of the
fulfillment in the spiritual

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life.
There is no other reparation for

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any mistake, none that is wholly
effective at the beginning.

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One should not ask for any other
fruit or results than this

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internal growth and change, for
otherwise one lays oneself open

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to severe disappointments.
Only when one is free can one

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free others, and in yoga it is
out of the inner victory that

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there comes the outer conquest.
End Quote Reference Sri

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Aurobindo, Bases of Yoga,
Chapter 2 Faith, Aspiration

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Surrender, pages 27 to 28.