My Personal Journey in the Adventure of Consciousness
Solving the existential crisis of our lives through the evolution of consciousness: my personal journey in the adventure of consciousness
Santosh has been studying Sri Aurobindo's writings since 1971 and has a daily blog at http://sriaurobindostudies.wordpress.com and podcast located at https://anchor.fm/santosh-krinsky
He is author of 20 books and is editor-in-chief at Lotus Press. He is president of Institute for Wholistic Education, a non-profit focused on integrating spirituality into daily life.
Video presentations, interviews and podcast episodes are all available on the YouTube Channel https://www.youtube.com/@santoshkrinsky871
More information about Sri Aurobindo can be found at www.aurobindo.net
The US editions and links to e-book editions of Sri Aurobindo’s writings can be found at Lotus Press www.lotuspress.com
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Namaste. We
struggle with finding
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meaning in our lives. There
is so much strife, so much
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confusion, so many issues
that threaten our very
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existence as a species. We
view enormous changes to
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the environment, the ever
dwindling supply of fresh
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water, the imminent collapse
of the ocean fisheries,
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increasing pollution, the
sixth planetary species die
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off, the clear cutting of
forests and the inexorable
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warming of the planet with
all the follow -on effects
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that these things have,
including income inequality,
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and the inequality, unequal
access to the world's
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resources, and the
consequence of war, famine,
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mass migration, etc. Many
believe we have entered the
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end times as a result. It
is easy to simply despair
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and give up, to immerse
ourselves in entertainment,
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physical enjoyment, and
superficial relationships,
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but in the end, deep
within ourselves, we know
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that this cannot be all
that life is about. We
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come then to what the
great sage Shri Aurobindo
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suggested, which is to turn
our attention to the core
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problem of our existence
and undertake what he
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called the adventure of
consciousness. We
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have tried to find the
answers of life everywhere,
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but within ourselves, within
our consciousness. While
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we searched the world for
answers, Shri Aurobindo
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proposed that these answers
lie within. Back
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in 1971, I had a personal
epiphany, a dramatic change
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in my life that led me to
search for meaning and
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begin to explore new
directions that I had never
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considered. In
fact, I had a near -death
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experience that led me to
challenge all the
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assumptions of education,
career, and family life
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that I had previously held.
I
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wound up abandoning all
those ideas and plans, and
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after dropping out of
college, I went to Europe
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and took up the study and
practice of yoga. It
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was there that I was
introduced to Shri
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Aurobindo's The Life Divine,
and it immediately resonated
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with me as providing some
light in what had been for
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me a dark tunnel that
apparently had no way out.
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There
was a war raging in
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Vietnam. The
country was torn apart.
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People
were beginning to raise
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serious concern about the
impact we as a species
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were having on the
environment, the pollution,
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the climate change, and all
the other effects. People
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were adamantly opposed to
one another with no one
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taking a solution that
would solve the problems
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that humanity had created
for itself as possible.
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Anger,
hatred, invective were the
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order of the day in our
societal life. The
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threat of nuclear disaster
hung over everything else
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as a doomsday that awaited
us, if we failed, to work
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out some form of positive
resolution. The
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key to Shri Aurobindo's
guidance was that these
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problems arise because we
are evolutionary beings, and
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our development is not yet
completed. Out
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of matter, life evolved.
Out
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of life and matter, mind
evolved. We
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are in the midst of a
transition as further forces
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of consciousness evolve with
new powers of understanding,
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action, and harmony that
can help us navigate the
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many issues that cannot be
solved with our present
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limitations. Some
50 or more years have gone
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by since that fateful
decision to take my life
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in an entirely new
direction. In
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the interim, I have lived
an isolated life for part
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of the time, have traveled
to many parts of the
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world, have examined many
spiritual, philosophical, and
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scientific paths, and
undertaken the commitment to
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turn my own life into that
adventure of consciousness
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that Shri Aurobindo
described. I
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have taken up business,
publishing, got married, and
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raised children. I
have spent some years
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reflecting on all the
various aspects of human
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development and come to
conclude that if we are to
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survive as a species, this
existential crisis, humanity
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must move beyond the
limitations of the body,
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life, and mind that lead
us to our own self
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-destructive actions through
our egoistic attachment to
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satisfying our desires, even
at the expense of the
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greater whole of which we
are a part. The
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evolution of consciousness
continues, and we have the
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opportunity to support this
process consciously and
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thereby speed up the
development of the new
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powers of unity, oneness,
harmony, love, and mutual
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respect that are so much
needed in today's world.
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Namaste.
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