A Podcast Featuring Sri Aurobindo Studies
April 24, 2024

My Personal Journey in the Adventure of Consciousness

My Personal Journey in the Adventure of Consciousness

Solving the existential crisis of our lives through the evolution of consciousness: my personal journey in the adventure of consciousness

Santosh has been studying Sri Aurobindo's writings since 1971 and has a daily blog at http://sriaurobindostudies.wordpress.com and podcast located at https://anchor.fm/santosh-krinsky

He is author of 20 books and is editor-in-chief at Lotus Press. He is president of Institute for Wholistic Education, a non-profit focused on integrating spirituality into daily life.

Video presentations, interviews and podcast episodes are all available on the YouTube Channel https://www.youtube.com/@santoshkrinsky871

More information about Sri Aurobindo can be found at www.aurobindo.net

The US editions and links to e-book editions of Sri Aurobindo’s writings can be found at Lotus Press www.lotuspress.com

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Namaste. We
struggle with finding

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meaning in our lives. There
is so much strife, so much

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confusion, so many issues
that threaten our very

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existence as a species. We
view enormous changes to

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the environment, the ever
dwindling supply of fresh

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water, the imminent collapse
of the ocean fisheries,

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increasing pollution, the
sixth planetary species die

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off, the clear cutting of
forests and the inexorable

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warming of the planet with
all the follow -on effects

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that these things have,
including income inequality,

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and the inequality, unequal
access to the world's

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resources, and the
consequence of war, famine,

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mass migration, etc. Many
believe we have entered the

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end times as a result. It
is easy to simply despair

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and give up, to immerse
ourselves in entertainment,

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physical enjoyment, and
superficial relationships,

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but in the end, deep
within ourselves, we know

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that this cannot be all
that life is about. We

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come then to what the
great sage Shri Aurobindo

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suggested, which is to turn
our attention to the core

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problem of our existence
and undertake what he

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called the adventure of
consciousness. We

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have tried to find the
answers of life everywhere,

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but within ourselves, within
our consciousness. While

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we searched the world for
answers, Shri Aurobindo

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proposed that these answers
lie within. Back

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in 1971, I had a personal
epiphany, a dramatic change

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in my life that led me to
search for meaning and

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begin to explore new
directions that I had never

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considered. In
fact, I had a near -death

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experience that led me to
challenge all the

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assumptions of education,
career, and family life

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that I had previously held.
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wound up abandoning all
those ideas and plans, and

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after dropping out of
college, I went to Europe

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and took up the study and
practice of yoga. It

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was there that I was
introduced to Shri

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Aurobindo's The Life Divine,
and it immediately resonated

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with me as providing some
light in what had been for

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me a dark tunnel that
apparently had no way out.

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There
was a war raging in

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Vietnam. The
country was torn apart.

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People
were beginning to raise

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serious concern about the
impact we as a species

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were having on the
environment, the pollution,

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the climate change, and all
the other effects. People

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were adamantly opposed to
one another with no one

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taking a solution that
would solve the problems

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that humanity had created
for itself as possible.

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Anger,
hatred, invective were the

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order of the day in our
societal life. The

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threat of nuclear disaster
hung over everything else

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as a doomsday that awaited
us, if we failed, to work

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out some form of positive
resolution. The

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key to Shri Aurobindo's
guidance was that these

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problems arise because we
are evolutionary beings, and

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our development is not yet
completed. Out

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of matter, life evolved.
Out

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of life and matter, mind
evolved. We

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are in the midst of a
transition as further forces

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of consciousness evolve with
new powers of understanding,

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action, and harmony that
can help us navigate the

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many issues that cannot be
solved with our present

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limitations. Some
50 or more years have gone

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by since that fateful
decision to take my life

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in an entirely new
direction. In

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the interim, I have lived
an isolated life for part

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of the time, have traveled
to many parts of the

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world, have examined many
spiritual, philosophical, and

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scientific paths, and
undertaken the commitment to

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turn my own life into that
adventure of consciousness

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that Shri Aurobindo
described. I

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have taken up business,
publishing, got married, and

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raised children. I
have spent some years

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reflecting on all the
various aspects of human

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development and come to
conclude that if we are to

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survive as a species, this
existential crisis, humanity

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must move beyond the
limitations of the body,

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life, and mind that lead
us to our own self

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-destructive actions through
our egoistic attachment to

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satisfying our desires, even
at the expense of the

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greater whole of which we
are a part. The

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evolution of consciousness
continues, and we have the

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opportunity to support this
process consciously and

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thereby speed up the
development of the new

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powers of unity, oneness,
harmony, love, and mutual

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respect that are so much
needed in today's world.

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Namaste.