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Aug. 14, 2024

Do We Create Our Own Thoughts and Feelings?

Do We Create Our Own Thoughts and Feelings?

reference: Sri Aurobindo and the Mother, The Hidden Forces of Life, Ch.8 Life — A Mass of Vibrations, pp. 180-181 This episode is also available as a blog post at https://sriaurobindostudies.wordpress.com/2024/08/09/do-we-create-our-own-thoughts-and-feelings/

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Tayar de Chardin described what
he called a nuosphere, a belt of

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mental energy that encompasses
the Earth and which moves

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vibrations that can be perceived
at the mental level and

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converted into thoughts and
thought forms.

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This is similar to the biosphere
at the level of the life energy

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and the ionosphere that protects
the planet through absorption

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and reflection of solar
radiation.

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In our normal ego status, we
tend to attach to ourselves the

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thoughts and ideas and exertions
of willpower that we express.

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We take ownership of them and
say that they are my thoughts,

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my ideas, my will.
If we look more closely at the

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situation, however, we can see
that we did not manufacture

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these things from raw materials
or building blocks of thought,

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but actually received them from
the mental atmosphere,

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internalized them, and then
rebroadcast them out while

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overlooking or forgetting the
source from whence they came

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originally.
We sometimes wonder how a

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similar idea or invention can
develop in multiple places

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around the world at virtually
the same time without active

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connection between the
individuals involved.

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Once we see that these ideas are
available and can be received by

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anyone with the receptivity and
preparation to work with them.

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In some cases, based on the
spirit of the times that

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prepares the mind to address
certain ideas that previously it

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was not prepared to entertain,
we can easily understand the

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facts involved.
Similarly, there is a vital

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atmosphere that communicates
emotions and feelings which we

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can receive and express without
necessarily understanding that

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they have come from outside,
vibrated within us, awakened a

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corresponding vibration which we
then express as our own feeling

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or emotion.
The common thread here leads to

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a new understanding.
Once we remove the ego

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attachment from the center of
these phenomena.

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We recognize then that we are
receiving and transmitting

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stations, not original sources
of thoughts, ideas, emotions, or

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feelings.
A disciple asks, But then what

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is mental and vital will?
The mother answers quote that is

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an expression of something which
is not personal.

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If you analyze carefully, you
see, for instance, that all that

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you think has been thought by
others, that these are things

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which circulate and pass through
you, but you have not produced

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this thought.
You are not the originator of

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this thought.
All your reactions come from

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atavism, from those who gave you
birth, and from the environment

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in which you have lived, from
all the impressions which have

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accumulated in you and
constituted something which

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seems to you yourself, yet which
is not produced by you, but

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merely felt and experienced.
You become aware of it in

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passing, but is it is not you
who created it, not you who gave

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it birth?
It could be said that these are

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like sounds, any kinds of
sounds, words, music, anything

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recorded by an instrument then
reproduced by another instrument

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which plays them back, like a
gramophone, for instance.

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You wouldn't say that the
gramophone has created the

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sounds you hear, would you?
That would never occur to you.

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But as you are under the
illusion of your separate

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personality, these thoughts
which cross your mind and find

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expression, these feelings which
pass through your vital and find

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expression, you think have come
from you, but nothing comes from

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you.
Where is the you which can

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create all that?
You must go deep, deep within

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and find the eternal essence of
your being to know the creative

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reality in yourself.
And once you have found that,

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you will realize that it is one
single thing, the same in all

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others.
And so where is your separate

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personality?
Nothing's left any longer.

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Yes, these are recording and
reproducing instruments, and

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they're always what might be
called distortions.

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They may be distortions for the
better, they may be distortions

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for the worse, they may be
fairly great changes.

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The inner combinations are such
that things are not reproduced

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exactly as they pass from one to
the other, because the

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instrument is very complex, but
it is one in the same thing

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which is moved by a conscious
will quite independent of all

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personal wills.
End Quote Reference Sri Robindo

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and the Mother, The Hidden
Forces of Life, Chapter Eight

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Life, A Mass of Vibrations,
pages 180 to 181.