A Podcast Featuring Sri Aurobindo Studies
Dec. 7, 2022

Becoming Aware of the Central Will of the Being

Becoming Aware of the Central Will of the Being
This episode is also available as a blog post: https://sriaurobindostudies.wordpress.com/2022/12/05/becoming-aware-of-the-central-will-of-the-being/
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The decisive spiritual
experiences and individual has

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stay with him throughout his
life, those who are anchored in

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their external lives, undergo
countless experiences.

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But these tend to fade become
jumbled, were simply blend into

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one, another, who can after all,
remember what they ate for

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breakfast, 10 days ago, much
less, 25 years ago.

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We remember high points in our
lives, whether they are external

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events such as a wedding day,
were the death of a loved one,

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or the birth of a child.
Spiritual experiences are

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remembered as they like the
external events, we tend to

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remember our high points in our
awareness.

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This happens naturally without
any prompting.

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In some cases these experiences
come upon one suddenly

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unannounced on asked for and yet
we remember them this

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illustrates the importance of
the experiences.

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The imprint of the spiritual
experience on the psyche of the

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individual is indelible and we
frequently observed that an

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individual who has had such an
experience tries to repeat and

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prolong the experience whenever
possible.

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These experiences are important
because they disclosed a deeper

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hidden truth of existence and
speak to our true in ourselves.

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The soul, the psychic being they
lead the individual beyond the

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domination of the body, the life
force, and the mind.

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And open up the Realms of the
Soul and Spirit, which is the

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origin, and source of the
central will in the beam, this

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leads eventually to the
aspiration and seeking for a

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constant experience of these
deeper truths of existence.

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It is a known fact that memory
is encapsulated and can be

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released through re-creation of
the site.

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The sound, the sent the
environment, the mental and

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emotional state, during which it
was experienced.

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The triggering effect of these
things, can either reopen the

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relation to the source of the
experience.

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Or at the very least, put the
body in a receptive state that

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takes on the qualities of the
experience.

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This is a secret behind visiting
shrines or sacred Groves or

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temples behind the burning of
incense behind practices of

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visualization or chanting of
mantras behind sitting for

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meditation in a space.
That is dedicated to the

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practice and doing so, at the
same time, on a consistent

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basis, assuming one is not doing
this by rote or by some

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mechanical process.
But focusing, the energy with

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awareness when is putting
oneself into a frame of

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reference that is related to the
experience.

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When is seeking to reproduce or
extend a devotee asks how can

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one become aware of the central
will?

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A mother responds.
First of all, one must become

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aware of what is highest most
true, most universal and eternal

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in one's Consciousness.
This is learned gradually when

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learned to discern among ones
ordinary, external movements and

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the different gradations of the
movements of one's inner

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Consciousness.
And if one continues to do this

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with a certain persistence, when
realize what it is, that puts

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this high as part of Ones being
into motion which represents the

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ideal of the being there is no
other way.

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Sometimes this awakens through
reading something, sometimes

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through a conversation,
sometimes through a more or less

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dramatic that is unexpected
event, which gives you a shock

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shakes.
You up, brings you out of your

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usual little run.
Sometimes when you are in very

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great danger, suddenly you feel
as though you are above yourself

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and beyond your small habitual
weakness, having within you

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something higher, which can hold
out against circumstances.

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Such occasions make you enter
first into contact with that

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afterwards by a methodical
discipline.

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You can make the contact
continuous.

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But usually this takes time.
But first you get it like that

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suddenly for one reason or
another long silence.

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This may come with a very strong
emotion with a very great

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sorrow, a very great enthusiasm.
When one is called to perform a

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fairly exceptional action in
circumstances which are a little

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exceptional, all of us that one
feels something as though

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breaking or opening within him
and one feels as though, he were

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dominating himself as though, he
had climbed up a higher rung.

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And from there was looking at
his own existence with the

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habitual senses.
Once one has experienced, this

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one does not forget, even if
only once it has happened, when

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does not forget it and one can
buy concentration, reproduced

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the state at will later.
This is the first step to

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cultivate it.
Afterwards.

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One can very easily call up the
state.

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Each time a decision is to be
taken and then one takes it in

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full awareness of the
implications and for seeing

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everything that's going to
happen.

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I don't think there's one
individual in the world who

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hasn't experienced it.
In any case, one cultured

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individual at least once in his
life, something that breaks and

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opens and one understands And
quote, reference SRI aurobindo

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in the mother growing within the
psychology of inner development.

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Chapter 2, Awakening of
Consciousness Pages 21 to 22.