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So I had a reading done for myself.
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I come another medium that knew nothing about me,
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nothing about my granddaughter.
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And she says, oh, your granddaughter in spirit,
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says, why haven't you written the book, grandma?
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I knew right then and there, I was supposed to write the book.
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And my daughter had no idea, wrote it.
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Started to write it, got a gal who did all the drawings,
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illustrations, and even had somebody to help me publish it.
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My daughter wasn't even pregnant yet.
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Hi, Caitlyn.
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Hi, Cassie.
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Hi, creepy people.
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Hello.
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If you're new to our creepy corner of the world,
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this is PNW Haunts and Homicides, where we chat about true crime, (pnwhauntsandhomicides.com)
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the paranormal, all things creepy and witchy,
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and otherworldly, sometimes just weird, also very weird.
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I'd like to add, but also from the Pacific Northwest.
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Yeah, sometimes it's a stretch, but that's our barogative.
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That's fine.
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Stretching is good for you.
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Stretching is so good for you.
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We also do another thing that is so good for you.
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Tarot readings at the end of every episode
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helps us get a little more insight into our topics.
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It does.
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We love it.
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I think everyone loves it, to be honest.
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All of our guests so far have loved it, so that's what I'm going by.
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They have fun with it.
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And this particular guest that we have on today has her own Oracle deck,
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so we both pulled from an Oracle deck today.
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Hot damn.
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And sadly, Caitlyn won't be here, but she and all of our Patreon members
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can watch the video of my interview with Teresa on Patreon,
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where it's going to be posted.
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That's where it is.
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No where else.
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All right.
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So today we are joined by Theresa Watson from Healing Hearts Medium.
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What kind of services do you offer, Theresa?
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I do readings on the phone or in person.
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I do Facebook and Zoom and all those.
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I do one hour readings.
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I also do mentorship for one hour or longer if people want.
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Oh, what's involved with the mentorship?
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Mentorship, I really love because I get to kind of make it all about them.
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What, where they're at in their skill level, if they're even at the beginning of the
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middle of the end or whatever it is.
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And I help them understand what gifts they have, what I experienced with the same gifts,
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or what friends of mine, just my experience of doing this for about nine years.
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And really helping to understand where there are what their next step is.
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That's such a great resource for anyone who thinks they might be a medium.
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Yeah.
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It can be that or they could just say I see spirits and I don't know what to do about it.
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Or I'm having all this stuff happen in my house.
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What can I do about it?
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So it's just tailor-made to so many different subjects and said, "I want to be a medium."
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And are you the right person to teach me?
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Oh, that's amazing.
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Can you also write books as well, you're an author?
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I just wrote my first book and got it published this summer.
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It was something that was really special to me.
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My daughter lost my first grandbaby about two and a half years ago and she was seven months
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pregnant.
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And so it was pretty traumatic for the family.
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And she wasn't sure if she wanted another baby.
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And my granddaughter, past kept on talking about my future grandson and said, "I'm going
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to have a brother.
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I'm going to have a brother."
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So I started to write it all down and I kept on looking like a book, like a children's story.
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And I'm like, "Okay, that's just too weird.
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I kept putting it aside because you get these visions and you just think I'm just crazy."
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And so I had a reading done for myself.
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I found another medium that you, nothing about me, nothing about my granddaughter.
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And she says, "Oh, your granddaughter in spirit says why haven't you written the book, grandma?"
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And I knew.
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Oh, right.
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That is so sweet.
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I knew right then and there.
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I was supposed to write the book.
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So my daughter had no idea, wrote it, started to write it, got a gal who did all the drawings,
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illustrations, and even had somebody to help me publish it.
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My daughter was even pregnant yet.
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Oh, my goodness.
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Did she read the book?
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She got the book in July.
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She came out and she had a brand new baby boy in her arms when she read it.
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Oh, my gosh.
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Healthy, just like my granddaughter kept on telling me, "I'm going to have a baby brother.
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He's going to be fine.
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He's going to be healthy.
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Tell my mommy that.
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Tell them I'm on me that."
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It's a children's book about her being involved in the family still and all the things that she
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thinks her daughter's going to miss.
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She's not missing.
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She's still with him.
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It's just in a different way now.
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My granddaughter's name was Adley, so I wrote the book as Adalie the Angel, Becomes a Sister.
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That is so beautiful.
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I personally know people who have lost children.
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So it's, oh my God, I can't even, I don't have kids and I just cannot even imagine.
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It's about the worst thing I think a family can experience.
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It was a labor of love and I meant it just for my daughter, but as I was writing it, I do
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a lot of readings for people who lost children because right after my granddaughter died, my
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daughter put my information into a support group and didn't tell me.
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And all of a sudden, all these women were getting in touch and contacting me about, "Will
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you do a reading for me?"
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And I was like, "I'm like, there's a baby, there's a baby, there's a baby, must have been
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25 readings in a row, there's a baby."
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And I told my daughter that I said, "Wow, it's just like baby after baby."
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She goes, "Oh, I forgot to tell you.
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I put your name inside of a group because so many people were getting ripped off my mediums
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and I knew that you wouldn't do that because I have 100% money back guarantee.
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And she knew I was valid, you know?
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I was going to be valid with that."
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And so my experience with that was going on.
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So I told people about the book.
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They're like, "Please write that book and please get me a copy.
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You don't know how much that would mean to me."
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And then I started realized, "Okay, this is more of a support book for other people, not
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just a book for my daughter."
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So I ended up getting it published on Amazon instead of self publishing it and just keeping
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it as one book.
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Oh, perfect.
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So we can find it on Amazon.
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Yes, yes.
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It's on Amazon.
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Adalie the Angel Becomes a Sister.
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Oh, that is so beautiful.
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I just feel like, obviously, you were meant to do this.
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Like this was your path, for sure.
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When did you know that you were on this path of being a medium?
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Definitely saw stuff as a child.
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Didn't understand it because I had zero support.
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I did not have the best support system growing up.
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Single mom, four kids.
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So I kind of mixed up in the chaos.
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I lived in San Diego.
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I was the only one that saw ghosts in the house and obviously it made me different.
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So I didn't want to be different.
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So I just shut up.
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I didn't want to tell people what I saw.
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And so that kind of carried through until I was about 12 and I started to really start seeing
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them again, but mostly the intuition came.
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It was such such strong intuition.
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It scared people.
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It was like, please don't go there.
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Don't go.
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There's something bad's going to happen and then something bad happened.
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And so it was like, oh, okay, maybe we need to listen to her instead of ignoring her.
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Yeah.
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I was going to say, I hope people learn to listen and take that seriously.
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The only ones, the only one in my whole life that that never did.
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Was my now ex-husband.
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Three times I told them not to go to work.
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He got attacked by a pit bull.
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He got in a truck accident and he got hit by a tree.
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What?
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You would think.
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After the first time that he would pay attention.
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But yeah, you would think that he took my feelings.
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It was like gut instinct.
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Like something bad's going to happen.
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They please don't leave the house.
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And I don't say that unless I really feel it, I would never scare someone on purpose.
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Yeah.
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That just that real gut instinct of, like my sweating profusely, I feel sick to my stomach.
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Please don't leave the house today.
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And if I tell people that, I can hopefully listen to my daughters do.
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Good.
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Good.
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So I've always experienced this, but I've been experiencing it just like a ton.
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Deja Vu.
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Oh, yes.
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How do you feel about it?
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Do you have an explanation for it?
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I get Deja Vu a lot.
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And the way that I feel it, it's like we had a thought about it before and then it happens.
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And it's almost like a, oh, this is supposed to happen like you're on the right track.
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That's what it's always felt for me.
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Like you're on the right track with that train the thought or what's going on.
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And so it's like where you're supposed to be, where you're supposed to be at that point
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of time.
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There's okay.
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Take it.
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And I don't know why I think that no one's ever told me that.
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I never read it that way.
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It's just the way that internally feels.
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That's what it feels like for me, too.
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Yeah.
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That's awesome.
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We feel the same way.
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We just have confirmation each.
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Yes, it's very validating.
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It is.
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I love that.
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And then I do have another question because it's something that has come up to and just
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kind of random things I've been experiencing.
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I haven't really talked a lot about it.
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But past lives, do you ever do past life readings for anybody?
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I have not, but they've come up in readings like I'll feel something very strong.
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Like I feel like and I'll get a vision.
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So really small things, but it's definitely something I'm going to put some energy into
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the new year because I really feel like I have that ability.
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I've had a past life regression myself with from Brian Weiss, Dr. Brian Weiss.
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Famous, yes.
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I went to one of his very large gatherings up in, I think it was Portland.
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My sister came and joined me and we went up there and I had a really fantastic past life
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regression.
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And so when I saw that in my head, that's what I see when I'm doing reading.
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So I know they're real.
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Okay.
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Like, oh, I wasn't thinking about that.
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It was just what came in.
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And so it's just no different really than doing a reading.
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And I think we're so connected to our past and it just happens to be, you know, it's all
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in there.
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So whether I'm reading for somebody right there or reading for somebody that is from hundreds
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of years ago, it doesn't matter.
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It's the same soul.
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Wow.
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So that's how I see it.
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That is so cool to me.
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I don't know why I've been so interested in that lately.
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And I haven't done any past life like meditations or anything like that.
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So I feel like I need to start doing that.
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Yeah.
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You know, I think what happens is it really helps show where you are now from, can I share
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my past life experience very shortly?
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Yes.
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If you want to.
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So when he put us kind of in that meditative state when I was there years ago, gosh, this
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must have been about six years ago.
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I just visioned like it came so fast and it left so quickly that it was like, ah, but I
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was in the little house in the prairie days.
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Is it about the only way I can explain it?
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Okay.
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I get it.
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It looked like that in the background with the hills and, you know, and I always loved
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little house in the prairie.
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And so it was like, that's like, oh, I was, I was very drawn to that era.
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My mom said I was like glue to the TV as soon as it came on.
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And I had a bonnet on my head.
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I was a mom.
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I had two daughters, which I do in this lifetime too.
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I have two daughters.
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One was in my arms.
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She was a baby.
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She had a bonnet on too.
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We all were wearing white linen cloth outfits.
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The other daughter had the bonnet on as well.
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And she was right beside me.
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We were running.
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And I was like, run faster, run faster to my little girl.
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And I couldn't hold her and the newborn too.
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And we were just running as fast as we can.
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My heart was racing.
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I can feel it.
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I was like, you've had this overwhelming fear and I kept looking back.
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And when I looked back, I saw a man chasing us.
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In my mind, I knew he was a husband, husband in that era.
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But he was very mean, very angry.
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We were running from him to save our lives.
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And he came upon us, grabbed me by the hair that was sticking out the bonnet and pulled me
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back through me on the ground, took our children out of my hands and sliced their fruits from
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me.
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And then when it didn't kill me, left me to live, so I had to witness it.
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And I just remember, that's why I'm a helicopter, mom.
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Yeah.
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Mediate knowledge.
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And I think that's a great thing about knowing about your past life.
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Mediate knowledge of why you do the things now that you do.
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Yeah.
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And so it was like, oh my gosh, I'm always worried about my daughter's safety.
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Both of them constantly, they're 25 and 29.
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You think I'd like slow down a little bit.
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And nope, it's still there.
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Oh, man.
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That's like why I don't want to have kids, because I just know I would just be anxiety constantly.
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I feel like I just wouldn't be able to let it go.
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It is.
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It's one of those things that you have to have enough faith so that the fear can't come
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in when you're raising them and just, you know, and when you're done raising them, you just
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have to trust the universe to take care of them.
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And it means that we just don't have enough faith.
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It's like more fears coming in than the faith.
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And it's really hard to do that.
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It really is.
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I'm having my own battle right now and getting through a lot of fear of a lot of different things.
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So I think that's great.
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Something that we don't work on enough and that brings, it comes up in everything we do.
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I still have fears about doing readings.
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I've probably done over 2,000 readings.
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And when you look on, like sometimes I have to remind myself, I'm real.
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I'm not an imposter.
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It's really hard because we just get that imposter syndrome, you know, really quickly.
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And I'll look back on my review sometime on my Facebook just to do.
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I have like over 100 of five stars.
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And I'm like that person loved me, that person, they've, I needed to hear that.
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They really, and so I have to remind myself and my fear still comes up right before every
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reading.
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I feel like my failure, my failure and what I realize it really is just because I want
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to be perfect and I can't be.
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Exactly.
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And that causes anxiety.
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And so like I said, I have 100% money back in your tea.
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When I started reading, it's the first thing I tell them, like, if it doesn't go well, don't
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worry.
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I'm going to stop the reading within like 10 or 15 minutes.
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You don't owe me a thing or will reschedule.
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I'll either refund or reschedule.
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And that kind of draws my anxiety a little bit.
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So we got to find little ways that work for us to let that anxiety go.
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Like, why am I feeling this and what can I do to make sure it doesn't come back in
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again?
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But it's such a great way to combat other people's fear to coming in.
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And like they can let go of a little bit of that fear because yeah, definitely.
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And that's the first thing.
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And I felt that from spirit about a year ago.
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It's just like, do this.
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And I was like, oh, okay.
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And I wrote it down.
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I'm like, oh, okay.
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And it made me feel better.
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I'm like, oh, I thought that.
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And so when I listened to spirit, they always direct me in the right place.
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I hope so.
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I know you said you don't like to scare people, but has anything really scary ever come up
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in someone's reading that you're like, ooh, I don't want to tell them.
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It kind of even scares me.
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I have not.
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I only asked for spirits of the white light.
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And I only asked for the highest and best good.
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I'll get warnings.
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And people can think that's frightening or the snap, but it's not.
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For example, I probably probably about four years ago.
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I was doing a reading for a gal.
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And she just sat down and I went, ooh, your mother is not well.
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Like I felt it come over me so strongly.
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And I had to talk about her mother.
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And she goes, oh, my mom's been fine.
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And I go, they're really telling me you need to take her to the hospital.
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Like this needs to be addressed.
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And I was like, ooh, so I get like overheated and overwhelmed.
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And she called me a couple days later and said, I took my mom to the hospital.
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And she has stage four cancer.
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She has about a month to live.
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Wow.
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And she has about a year and a half to go to the hospital.
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And she has about a year and a half to go to the hospital.
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And she has about a year and a half to go to the hospital.
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And she has about a year and a half to go to the hospital.
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And she has about a year and a half to go to the hospital.
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And she has about a year and a half to go to the hospital.
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And she has about a year and a half to go to the hospital.
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And she has about a year and a half to go to the hospital.
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And she has about a year and a half to go to the hospital.
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I get something what they call peekaboo's.
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Oh.
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Peekaboo's spirits.
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And it cracks the people up because what I'm seeing is they're a little behind me.
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And I see their head kind of down and shame.
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And they're looking around the corner like, is it okay?
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Peekaboo.
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Peekaboo and that's the feeling.
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Those are the ones that have a lot more shame associated with their life and their
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or their death.
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Some spirits that have committed people have committed suicide will sometimes be back
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there.
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They've took responsibility for their own life, their own death.
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And then people who have sexually assaulted, busted, physical, physical hitting and stuff
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like that, they all these are coming up and they're behind me and they need permission
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to come through because I've got the are spirits of the white light.
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They're just in a lot more, you know, they're just learning.
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They're learning on the other side about what they left behind and they have a lot of
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shame left.
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And so I have to get permission to bring those people through.
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And 99.9% of the time people allow that to happen.
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First thing they want is to apologize, apologize, apologize, apologize.
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I am so sorry for this and they're right on.
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They're like, they're talking about this, this, this and this and they're like, yep, yep,
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yep, yep.
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And they're like, thank you.
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I needed to hear that.
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Well, they didn't even, wow.
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They needed it.
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And that's the great thing about spirit.
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Spirit knows what we need.
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And so spirit will direct that whole thing.
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It's crazy.
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Yeah, I try to have to remind myself that all the time, like when there's something I'm not getting,
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that I want.
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And I'm like, uh, yes, it's not meant to be right now.
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Yeah.
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It's fine calm down.
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I always tell people, this isn't me doing it.
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I'm just a conduit.
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I am that middle person.
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And so when people sit down for reading with me, I always tell them, if I don't do a great
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job, it's not you and it's not spirit.
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It's me.
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It's, I'm, we're a triangle and I'm not feeling well that day.
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I will literally cancel the reading if I don't feel great because part of the triangle,
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I have to feel good.
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I have to, I have to be in a good place mentally, physically and spiritually to be able to connect
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to that spirit and do a great job.
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Yeah.
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We've experienced that on the show because I told you we do tarot readings on, in every
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episode.
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Nice.
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So one of the episodes I was doing and I was coming off of COVID and I was still really
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sick.
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Like I was whoo sweat and during the whole thing, I'm just not feeling good.
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And I pulled a card that was so opposite from the story.
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I was like, there's, this is an obvious sign that like something is wrong here and this
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is not the right card.
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And my co-host was like, well, I heard that when you're sick, your intuition or your psychic
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abilities might be blocked.
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And I was like, well, that's it.
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It's so true.
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Yeah.
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When I had COVID, the first thing I did was cancel all my readings for two weeks because
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I knew I would get the COVID brain, which I did.
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And with that COVID brain, it's like, you're still, spirit's still using me and I still
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have to process it and I have to use my brain to do it.
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A lot of people think, oh, we don't use my brain.
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Like, no, I'm thinking and I'm talking.
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So my brain is being used.
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It's just a different part of my brain is being used.
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It's not my logical thinking.
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I don't do logical while I'm reading because this is not logical to freaking--
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Yeah.
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--fair it's, you know?
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I always tell people, oh, there's nothing logical about speaking the spirit.
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So they don't use that part of it.
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And you've seen probably seen some of the mediums on TV that have gotten those little, you
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know, brain testing done.
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And the frontal lobe gets cleared out and kind of blue.
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It's almost like we're daydreaming when we're speaking.
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We're in kind of a dream state, but we're talking and we're very aware.
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Oh, that is cool.
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It's so cool.
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But it's so true because that's exactly how I feel.
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I feel like I'm in a different plane for a little while, but I'm so very aware of everything
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that's going on.
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Wow.
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Do you lose a dream, too?
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I do have very lucid dreams.
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Not all the time, but I do when I do.
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It's like, whoa, that was so cool.
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Do you think you help people in your dreams?
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I have had so many people say that I come to them in their dreams, but I have no memory of
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it.
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They're like, you helped me in my dream last night.
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Like, are you kidding me?
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I've had at least three people tell me that like you visit me in my dream.
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You helped me through this and you helped me through that.
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I'm like, I was busy last night.
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I thought I was, you know, but apparently I know how to do this, but I had no memory of
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it whatsoever.
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That is really cool.
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They were tapped into me.
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I was tapped into them.
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And I am connected to, you know, I think we're all connected, but I think I'm connected
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to certain people just a little bit more.
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And when they need me or I need them, I think that we're in our sleep state that we really
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do try to help each other.
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Why not, right?
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Right?
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We're not doing anything else.
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We need our bodies are what needs the rest, you know.
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We need our bodies need the sleep, but our spirit mind and our consciousness is going
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like, woo, you know, that was a place.
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That's what I feel like when I'm asleep, I feel like when I wake up, I've just been so
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active during the night and doing things and my doctor's like, it's probably because you're
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not sleeping well.
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And I'm like, I think it's, I think it's something more, but I don't know.
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I love it.
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I love getting visits from spirit that are associated with me.
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My father-in-law just passed away last month.
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We just did a several yesterday.
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And my husband actually said, he visited him in a sleep the other night and gave him a hug.
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And not particularly spiritual, like what I do.
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He's more Christian-based religion, and which I have no problems with whoever wants to do
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what they want to do.
492
00:22:10,620 --> 00:22:13,980
I am completely open to anybody being who they need to be.
493
00:22:13,980 --> 00:22:16,860
This is our life, our choices.
494
00:22:16,860 --> 00:22:18,180
So he doesn't make fun of me.
495
00:22:18,180 --> 00:22:20,500
I will make fun of him because we're different.
496
00:22:20,500 --> 00:22:23,500
And he said, oh, my dad gave me the biggest hug last night.
497
00:22:23,500 --> 00:22:25,100
And I wanted to say, of course, he did.
498
00:22:25,100 --> 00:22:26,100
That's what spirit does.
499
00:22:26,100 --> 00:22:28,060
You know, but I said, that's wonderful, honey.
500
00:22:28,060 --> 00:22:29,700
I'm so glad that you felt him.
501
00:22:29,700 --> 00:22:33,980
That's all that I, you just kind of have to stop sometimes.
502
00:22:33,980 --> 00:22:37,580
And I'm not here to convince people to believe what I believe.
503
00:22:37,580 --> 00:22:38,580
Yeah.
504
00:22:38,580 --> 00:22:44,980
You're just here to answer my questions and hope that someone will come along if they feel
505
00:22:44,980 --> 00:22:45,980
it.
506
00:22:45,980 --> 00:22:48,180
That's so true.
507
00:22:48,180 --> 00:22:49,700
I have a random question.
508
00:22:49,700 --> 00:22:52,900
Are you okay if I ask you like a personal question about one of my dreams?
509
00:22:52,900 --> 00:22:53,900
Absolutely.
510
00:22:53,900 --> 00:22:57,380
I don't know if you'll be able to answer it or not, but it was kind of weird.
511
00:22:57,380 --> 00:23:00,460
So I've had this recurring dream of a cemetery.
512
00:23:00,460 --> 00:23:03,780
And every time in there, I just, I love cemeteries anyway.
513
00:23:03,780 --> 00:23:06,180
But I just love this cemetery.
514
00:23:06,180 --> 00:23:08,340
It's so beautiful and big.
515
00:23:08,340 --> 00:23:12,620
And then there's this beautiful building I go in and I can like research things.
516
00:23:12,620 --> 00:23:14,860
I don't ever remember what I've been researching.
517
00:23:14,860 --> 00:23:17,820
But apparently I go through and I research things.
518
00:23:17,820 --> 00:23:22,020
But the other night, I hadn't had this dream in a while.
519
00:23:22,020 --> 00:23:25,020
And I was in the car with some people and we were coming around to corner and also and
520
00:23:25,020 --> 00:23:29,380
I see the cemetery from like a different view because usually I'm in it.
521
00:23:29,380 --> 00:23:32,180
And I see like pulling up and I just knew it's this cemetery.
522
00:23:32,180 --> 00:23:35,500
And I was like, I'm home.
523
00:23:35,500 --> 00:23:38,740
And I woke up and I was like, that was really cool.
524
00:23:38,740 --> 00:23:39,740
Like a great feeling.
525
00:23:39,740 --> 00:23:41,860
But it was also really like creepy.
526
00:23:41,860 --> 00:23:43,980
Why am I saying I'm home in a cemetery.
527
00:23:43,980 --> 00:23:44,980
Yeah.
528
00:23:44,980 --> 00:23:49,340
Somehow or another, I feel the past life you were connected to a cemetery or something similar
529
00:23:49,340 --> 00:23:50,820
to that.
530
00:23:50,820 --> 00:23:55,100
And you're just having kind of recall dreams, recall thoughts and stuff like that.
531
00:23:55,100 --> 00:24:00,860
So it's not a, it's not a coincidence that you like cemeteries.
532
00:24:00,860 --> 00:24:01,860
Okay.
533
00:24:01,860 --> 00:24:03,780
So I think you're connected to cemeteries.
534
00:24:03,780 --> 00:24:05,860
That's the first feeling that I got.
535
00:24:05,860 --> 00:24:08,180
Like you were connected to in some way.
536
00:24:08,180 --> 00:24:09,260
Cemeteries don't do anything for me.
537
00:24:09,260 --> 00:24:10,540
I don't get scared in them.
538
00:24:10,540 --> 00:24:12,660
I don't get happy in them.
539
00:24:12,660 --> 00:24:13,900
I don't get sad in them.
540
00:24:13,900 --> 00:24:16,020
I don't think of people being in them.
541
00:24:16,020 --> 00:24:19,020
I just see, I just feel, that's where all the dead bodies are.
542
00:24:19,020 --> 00:24:22,860
And I don't like cemeteries as far as not that I don't like cemeteries.
543
00:24:22,860 --> 00:24:24,700
I don't like the idea of being buried.
544
00:24:24,700 --> 00:24:28,180
I just want to be cremated and I don't want to be buried anywhere.
545
00:24:28,180 --> 00:24:31,740
And that's a personal thing because I don't want to take up space and on earth.
546
00:24:31,740 --> 00:24:35,040
That's just my feelings of it because I feel like there's just not going to be enough room
547
00:24:35,040 --> 00:24:36,040
down the line.
548
00:24:36,040 --> 00:24:37,780
Everything is cemetery everywhere.
549
00:24:37,780 --> 00:24:39,340
And people are like weird about it.
550
00:24:39,340 --> 00:24:41,220
And I'm like, oh, we just got too many of them.
551
00:24:41,220 --> 00:24:42,820
I think we should just get into it.
552
00:24:42,820 --> 00:24:43,820
Do you know?
553
00:24:43,820 --> 00:24:44,820
But that's my thought.
554
00:24:44,820 --> 00:24:47,300
I hear that a lot from almost everyone.
555
00:24:47,300 --> 00:24:54,460
And I'm just like, can you please build me a coffin from like random wood and bury me
556
00:24:54,460 --> 00:24:55,460
in a cemetery?
557
00:24:55,460 --> 00:24:57,340
And I want a beautiful headstone.
558
00:24:57,340 --> 00:24:59,140
And I want to become a skeleton.
559
00:24:59,140 --> 00:25:00,140
Is that?
560
00:25:00,140 --> 00:25:01,700
That's funny.
561
00:25:01,700 --> 00:25:05,740
So it's just like the appearance that you've had or like, you know, maybe that was a task
562
00:25:05,740 --> 00:25:10,340
that you were assigned to do in a past life where you prepared bodies and you took care
563
00:25:10,340 --> 00:25:11,340
of bodies.
564
00:25:11,340 --> 00:25:12,660
And it was very normal to you.
565
00:25:12,660 --> 00:25:14,460
So you've normalized it.
566
00:25:14,460 --> 00:25:17,660
That is really interesting because I've always wanted to be like a mortician.
567
00:25:17,660 --> 00:25:20,340
It just never, it just never happened.
568
00:25:20,340 --> 00:25:22,060
Maybe it could still happen.
569
00:25:22,060 --> 00:25:23,060
Funny.
570
00:25:23,060 --> 00:25:28,020
The funny thing is when I started school about, oh gosh, probably 14 years ago, I was trying
571
00:25:28,020 --> 00:25:32,340
to figure out what to be when I was going to grow up and I was 40.
572
00:25:32,340 --> 00:25:33,340
Right.
573
00:25:33,340 --> 00:25:35,180
Like all is 54 now, like, oh God.
574
00:25:35,180 --> 00:25:39,340
But I was 40 and I remembered going back to, I did go to college.
575
00:25:39,340 --> 00:25:45,620
And while I was there, you know, they gave those Myers Briggs testing to see where, what level
576
00:25:45,620 --> 00:25:51,620
you should, you know, what place you should go and focus your energy on.
577
00:25:51,620 --> 00:25:53,340
You know, logical thinking this and that.
578
00:25:53,340 --> 00:25:55,340
Mine kept on coming up as being a mortician.
579
00:25:55,340 --> 00:25:56,340
Oh, no.
580
00:25:56,340 --> 00:25:58,660
Pretty close.
581
00:25:58,660 --> 00:26:00,660
I did three of them.
582
00:26:00,660 --> 00:26:03,060
Oh my gosh, I should take one and see what it does.
583
00:26:03,060 --> 00:26:06,180
It's just like funeral home director or mortician.
584
00:26:06,180 --> 00:26:08,820
I'm like, I'm not doing that job.
585
00:26:08,820 --> 00:26:10,460
I don't like dead bodies per se.
586
00:26:10,460 --> 00:26:12,980
I talk about the dead, but I don't like dead bodies.
587
00:26:12,980 --> 00:26:14,820
And I really wasn't into this back then.
588
00:26:14,820 --> 00:26:15,820
It really wasn't.
589
00:26:15,820 --> 00:26:17,060
It was something that was like there.
590
00:26:17,060 --> 00:26:18,860
I knew it, but I was ignoring it.
591
00:26:18,860 --> 00:26:21,820
I really got into my mediumship about nine years ago.
592
00:26:21,820 --> 00:26:22,820
Oh, wow.
593
00:26:22,820 --> 00:26:28,540
Well, I was in my problem in my last semester of school and I was like, okay, I can't
594
00:26:28,540 --> 00:26:29,540
do night now.
595
00:26:29,540 --> 00:26:31,860
It's here.
596
00:26:31,860 --> 00:26:33,860
What made you say that?
597
00:26:33,860 --> 00:26:39,660
So my daughter's friend, they were still in, they were out of high school, but it was her
598
00:26:39,660 --> 00:26:41,260
high school friend.
599
00:26:41,260 --> 00:26:45,660
My daughter and her boyfriend had their own apartment and then they were done with that
600
00:26:45,660 --> 00:26:46,980
apartment and wanted to move.
601
00:26:46,980 --> 00:26:50,620
And so we were going to go do the clean out for her.
602
00:26:50,620 --> 00:26:52,100
So we were on the way over there.
603
00:26:52,100 --> 00:26:54,020
And she's, I'm going to ride with you, I'm going to ride with you.
604
00:26:54,020 --> 00:26:55,260
And we got stuck behind traffic.
605
00:26:55,260 --> 00:26:58,660
So we were there a little, you know, traffic a little longer than everybody else.
606
00:26:58,660 --> 00:27:00,980
And funny how spirit works that way.
607
00:27:00,980 --> 00:27:03,100
And she just kind of looked at me.
608
00:27:03,100 --> 00:27:08,100
I was driving and she goes, Teresa, she ever filmed my grandma and I looked at her and I
609
00:27:08,100 --> 00:27:10,460
said, I feel a lot of things.
610
00:27:10,460 --> 00:27:12,500
I just don't know who they are.
611
00:27:12,500 --> 00:27:15,700
And I said, so I can't honestly answer that question, sweetie.
612
00:27:15,700 --> 00:27:17,820
But if I ever do, I'll let you know, is that okay?
613
00:27:17,820 --> 00:27:21,300
And she goes, I would really love it if you could communicate with my grandma.
614
00:27:21,300 --> 00:27:26,220
I know that you see things and feel things because you know, all the kids always love my stories.
615
00:27:26,220 --> 00:27:31,700
And all the high schoolers, oh my God, we'd have the best Friday nights.
616
00:27:31,700 --> 00:27:36,660
Go stories now, but they were all real stuff and they were like, oh my God.
617
00:27:36,660 --> 00:27:39,100
And so we're at the apartment.
618
00:27:39,100 --> 00:27:40,820
She's upstairs and I'm downstairs.
619
00:27:40,820 --> 00:27:42,340
I'm back in.
620
00:27:42,340 --> 00:27:44,540
Back in has always been that white noise to me.
621
00:27:44,540 --> 00:27:47,380
That's always triggered.
622
00:27:47,380 --> 00:27:50,700
And funny thing is I had a house cleaning business while I raised my kids.
623
00:27:50,700 --> 00:27:51,700
Oh, wow.
624
00:27:51,700 --> 00:27:52,700
Okay.
625
00:27:52,700 --> 00:27:53,700
Back to me, my hands a lot.
626
00:27:53,700 --> 00:27:54,700
And so, you vacuum in.
627
00:27:54,700 --> 00:27:59,300
I'd be like, oh my God, they're all around me.
628
00:27:59,300 --> 00:28:00,300
Why is it?
629
00:28:00,300 --> 00:28:04,860
So I literally had to turn up music really loud, distract myself with like singing or something.
630
00:28:04,860 --> 00:28:08,260
So I went see and feel everything that I was seeing.
631
00:28:08,260 --> 00:28:12,540
So I was vacuuming and all of a sudden I was like, what was that?
632
00:28:12,540 --> 00:28:15,860
It was a new sensation I had never gotten before.
633
00:28:15,860 --> 00:28:19,340
It looked like a chalkboard in my head and somebody wrote a big letter on it.
634
00:28:19,340 --> 00:28:22,100
It was a new feeling that her B as an boy.
635
00:28:22,100 --> 00:28:24,700
And I went, what the heck was that?
636
00:28:24,700 --> 00:28:27,580
It was just like all of a sudden thing.
637
00:28:27,580 --> 00:28:32,900
And I'm screaming, per Katie to come downstairs because it scared the bacheezey's out of me.
638
00:28:32,900 --> 00:28:34,100
I'm on.
639
00:28:34,100 --> 00:28:35,740
And she comes running down the stairs because she's okay.
640
00:28:35,740 --> 00:28:41,100
She's out of got electrocuted or something because I was like, and she was, what's wrong?
641
00:28:41,100 --> 00:28:43,380
And I said, I don't know.
642
00:28:43,380 --> 00:28:45,660
Got this weird thing just in my head.
643
00:28:45,660 --> 00:28:46,660
But my eyes are open.
644
00:28:46,660 --> 00:28:47,660
And I'm seeing it in my head.
645
00:28:47,660 --> 00:28:48,980
And she goes, what would you see?
646
00:28:48,980 --> 00:28:54,700
And I said the big letter B. And she laughed and she goes, that was my grandma's name.
647
00:28:54,700 --> 00:28:58,540
We called her grandma B.
648
00:28:58,540 --> 00:29:01,420
And I was like, no, it's not that.
649
00:29:01,420 --> 00:29:02,420
It's not that.
650
00:29:02,420 --> 00:29:03,420
No.
651
00:29:03,420 --> 00:29:04,420
And she goes, it is.
652
00:29:04,420 --> 00:29:05,660
I just know it is.
653
00:29:05,660 --> 00:29:08,100
And then I said, okay, okay.
654
00:29:08,100 --> 00:29:10,220
And I said, I'm going to call myself down.
655
00:29:10,220 --> 00:29:12,020
And because I was pretty freaked out.
656
00:29:12,020 --> 00:29:13,580
It was a really new experience for me.
657
00:29:13,580 --> 00:29:15,420
This was something they were communicating with me.
658
00:29:15,420 --> 00:29:18,340
And I already freaked out when people, spirits are always around me anyway.
659
00:29:18,340 --> 00:29:22,380
I'm always like, oh, God, they're going to touch me.
660
00:29:22,380 --> 00:29:24,180
And so this was new.
661
00:29:24,180 --> 00:29:32,340
And so to my backup stairs and I'm going, all right, grandma B, if you're here, let me know
662
00:29:32,340 --> 00:29:34,380
if you're doing it a good way, doing it a good way.
663
00:29:34,380 --> 00:29:36,140
Don't touch me or anything like that.
664
00:29:36,140 --> 00:29:39,020
And I'm going to like to just show me that you're here.
665
00:29:39,020 --> 00:29:44,780
And I got a very simple picture in my head of like the only way I can explain is like
666
00:29:44,780 --> 00:29:48,100
a jewelry box opening and closing.
667
00:29:48,100 --> 00:29:49,100
Okay.
668
00:29:49,100 --> 00:29:51,660
I knew it was a jewelry box because I had like the same one.
669
00:29:51,660 --> 00:29:53,620
They used my frames of references.
670
00:29:53,620 --> 00:29:56,300
I had a jewelry box as well, girl with a little ballerina.
671
00:29:56,300 --> 00:29:58,500
And that's what I saw.
672
00:29:58,500 --> 00:30:02,900
And I went, okay, that was not something that I would have thought about.
673
00:30:02,900 --> 00:30:04,540
So that's what doing a reading is.
674
00:30:04,540 --> 00:30:05,540
It's not my thoughts.
675
00:30:05,540 --> 00:30:08,060
So I called her back down.
676
00:30:08,060 --> 00:30:13,140
And I said, I think your grandma wants me to talk about a jewelry box.
677
00:30:13,140 --> 00:30:18,420
And Katie just fell to the floor crying.
678
00:30:18,420 --> 00:30:24,580
I just was walking up the stairs and in my head, I asked my grandma to please show her the
679
00:30:24,580 --> 00:30:28,500
jewelry box so that we know that it's her.
680
00:30:28,500 --> 00:30:31,300
That's when I, and they're doing it live time.
681
00:30:31,300 --> 00:30:35,820
Like I'm really feeling this at the exact same time they're saying it and showing it to me.
682
00:30:35,820 --> 00:30:39,980
So we just sat there both and just like, wow, and she goes, this is new on I go, it's
683
00:30:39,980 --> 00:30:43,900
freaking new.
684
00:30:43,900 --> 00:30:46,820
Oh my freaking God knew, you know, and I was like freaking out.
685
00:30:46,820 --> 00:30:48,740
And she was like, what else you got?
686
00:30:48,740 --> 00:30:49,740
What else you got?
687
00:30:49,740 --> 00:30:53,900
No, the thing I realized that day, I stopped being scared.
688
00:30:53,900 --> 00:30:54,900
Oh God.
689
00:30:54,900 --> 00:30:59,180
Here I've seen those pictures in my head and everything was gone.
690
00:30:59,180 --> 00:31:04,700
By the end of the day, I was seeing the last thing I saw got tons of stuff for her.
691
00:31:04,700 --> 00:31:06,020
It was very personal to her.
692
00:31:06,020 --> 00:31:09,060
I kept on seeing that puzzle that was incomplete.
693
00:31:09,060 --> 00:31:13,420
That was sitting on a flat surface and I called her up at the end of the day because it was
694
00:31:13,420 --> 00:31:16,980
after we dropped her off and I said, Katie, I see an incomplete puzzle.
695
00:31:16,980 --> 00:31:18,340
Does that mean anything to you?
696
00:31:18,340 --> 00:31:21,540
Because I don't know why I'm seeing it while I'm shopping at the grocery store.
697
00:31:21,540 --> 00:31:27,780
And she goes, wow, dad, she just saw the puzzle.
698
00:31:27,780 --> 00:31:29,180
And they're like, oh my God.
699
00:31:29,180 --> 00:31:31,460
And I'm like, oh my God, what I get, what I get.
700
00:31:31,460 --> 00:31:35,540
She was doing a puzzle on her lap when she was found dead on her chair.
701
00:31:35,540 --> 00:31:36,540
Oh my gosh.
702
00:31:36,540 --> 00:31:39,020
It was very specific to them.
703
00:31:39,020 --> 00:31:46,660
So I really realized that day that spirit really wanted me to communicate and sat in the hot
704
00:31:46,660 --> 00:31:52,700
tub, asked the spirit to guide me and let me know what's going on.
705
00:31:52,700 --> 00:31:54,700
And I looked at it was the night before.
706
00:31:54,700 --> 00:31:58,060
The night before I'd asked the spirit to kind of guide me because I was getting a lot of
707
00:31:58,060 --> 00:32:01,380
sensations and stuff when I was down in San Diego on a vacation.
708
00:32:01,380 --> 00:32:04,260
And that was the production the next day.
709
00:32:04,260 --> 00:32:09,260
12 hours after I asked for it to get stronger or go away, that happened.
710
00:32:09,260 --> 00:32:10,260
Wow.
711
00:32:10,260 --> 00:32:13,380
That was the most significant thing I think that changed my whole thing was.
712
00:32:13,380 --> 00:32:14,980
I asked for it.
713
00:32:14,980 --> 00:32:15,980
I did.
714
00:32:15,980 --> 00:32:20,500
For it to either go away, I was fine with it to go away or to make it stronger so I can understand
715
00:32:20,500 --> 00:32:21,500
it.
716
00:32:21,500 --> 00:32:24,940
And I asked the universe that 12 hours before she asked me about her grandmother.
717
00:32:24,940 --> 00:32:25,940
Wow.
718
00:32:25,940 --> 00:32:28,940
That's just crazy validation.
719
00:32:28,940 --> 00:32:29,940
Oh my God.
720
00:32:29,940 --> 00:32:30,940
Yes.
721
00:32:30,940 --> 00:32:32,940
And it's been a validation ever since.
722
00:32:32,940 --> 00:32:33,940
Wow.
723
00:32:33,940 --> 00:32:39,540
You know, some of the stuff is, you know, some of my experiences, not during readings or
724
00:32:39,540 --> 00:32:43,740
anything like that, but I've had experiences myself that could be so scary and that could
725
00:32:43,740 --> 00:32:46,300
totally shoot me away for what I'm doing.
726
00:32:46,300 --> 00:32:51,420
But I always stand very firm with anything negative and I'm like, you're not going to deter
727
00:32:51,420 --> 00:32:52,420
me from this.
728
00:32:52,420 --> 00:32:53,420
That's awesome.
729
00:32:53,420 --> 00:32:54,420
Yeah.
730
00:32:54,420 --> 00:32:57,620
It's like kind of how I am with negative stuff.
731
00:32:57,620 --> 00:33:01,100
I'm just like, no, you can't come in here.
732
00:33:01,100 --> 00:33:02,100
Yep.
733
00:33:02,100 --> 00:33:03,100
Yep.
734
00:33:03,100 --> 00:33:05,340
I've had quite a few of you want me to share those I can.
735
00:33:05,340 --> 00:33:06,340
Yes.
736
00:33:06,340 --> 00:33:11,340
If you feel comfortable sharing any, I would love for people to hear the really scary stuff
737
00:33:11,340 --> 00:33:15,020
and that you're still doing it and to hear all the good stuff.
738
00:33:15,020 --> 00:33:20,020
I just push it right through because I know that light is stronger than dark and I will
739
00:33:20,020 --> 00:33:22,260
always honor that.
740
00:33:22,260 --> 00:33:25,460
Just about maybe, let's see, must have been May.
741
00:33:25,460 --> 00:33:31,260
My daughter was in the hospital for about a month while she was in labor with this baby.
742
00:33:31,260 --> 00:33:35,220
The current ones, she ended up same issue and so they kept on the hospital for a month and
743
00:33:35,220 --> 00:33:38,820
she ended up being okay and he was okay, which was awesome.
744
00:33:38,820 --> 00:33:41,220
But so the whole month of May, she was in the hospital.
745
00:33:41,220 --> 00:33:46,500
So we live about 15 minutes from my daughter and I have about 30 minutes outside of town.
746
00:33:46,500 --> 00:33:50,020
So it was quite the hospital 30 minutes that way.
747
00:33:50,020 --> 00:33:53,820
Her house 15 minutes, both was that way, taking care of her animals and her home while
748
00:33:53,820 --> 00:33:58,060
she was in the hospital and going to take care of her and trying to work.
749
00:33:58,060 --> 00:34:03,580
So man, my due dead tired, just canceled all my readings for the month of May, just dead
750
00:34:03,580 --> 00:34:05,220
tired to the world.
751
00:34:05,220 --> 00:34:10,300
And those are the times when darker energies can really sneak in.
752
00:34:10,300 --> 00:34:14,340
So those are the times when you really need to protect yourself with that white light,
753
00:34:14,340 --> 00:34:17,700
do a meditation daily and really, really protect yourself.
754
00:34:17,700 --> 00:34:23,540
I wasn't doing it because I was just so exhausted and I was worried and I had not only the
755
00:34:23,540 --> 00:34:28,740
fear of losing another grandchild, losing my daughter because she would have lost another
756
00:34:28,740 --> 00:34:30,340
child, I would have lost my daughter.
757
00:34:30,340 --> 00:34:33,340
And it just, that big on my heart.
758
00:34:33,340 --> 00:34:34,340
So May sucked.
759
00:34:34,340 --> 00:34:37,820
So it wasn't that long ago, it was four or five months ago.
760
00:34:37,820 --> 00:34:42,180
And went to bed one night and I asked my husband, are you coming to bed too?
761
00:34:42,180 --> 00:34:44,780
Because it was getting pretty late and he says, yeah, I'm coming.
762
00:34:44,780 --> 00:34:46,940
And I could have sworn I heard him click off the TV.
763
00:34:46,940 --> 00:34:50,420
I just could have sworn I heard it, but you know, you just hear things and stuff.
764
00:34:50,420 --> 00:34:54,460
I walked down the hallway, we have a pretty long hallway to our bedroom and the room was
765
00:34:54,460 --> 00:34:58,760
really dark and I just kept it that way and slid right in and it's like, oh my god, I
766
00:34:58,760 --> 00:35:04,220
get to sleep, you know, for four hours before I have to do this all over again.
767
00:35:04,220 --> 00:35:08,340
And I felt the bed move.
768
00:35:08,340 --> 00:35:10,820
Nothing as far as lights changed or anything like that.
769
00:35:10,820 --> 00:35:12,340
I felt the bed moved.
770
00:35:12,340 --> 00:35:15,420
I felt the small of my back like a light touch.
771
00:35:15,420 --> 00:35:19,060
And I thought, oh, my head is a bit, I get to snuggle and I love snuggles.
772
00:35:19,060 --> 00:35:24,540
And so I'm kind of moving more towards his side, but with my back face there and all of
773
00:35:24,540 --> 00:35:32,220
a sudden I heard a growl, a very distinct, awful, horrible growl in my ear.
774
00:35:32,220 --> 00:35:35,820
I knew my husband would never in my, in his life growl like that.
775
00:35:35,820 --> 00:35:38,320
It was, it was nasty.
776
00:35:38,320 --> 00:35:43,260
And I turned around because when I have anything that happens to me negatively, I face it.
777
00:35:43,260 --> 00:35:46,940
I never, ever coward out because I know that that's what they want.
778
00:35:46,940 --> 00:35:52,180
So I turned and I was thinking, I'm going to see something pretty nasty right now, but it
779
00:35:52,180 --> 00:35:55,060
didn't show itself to me, but I felt its presence.
780
00:35:55,060 --> 00:36:00,860
And I just sat up in bed and my husband was still, I could still see the TV light down the
781
00:36:00,860 --> 00:36:04,740
hallway since I was looking that way now.
782
00:36:04,740 --> 00:36:08,980
And looked and I looked over there and I just went, get the hell out of my house and don't
783
00:36:08,980 --> 00:36:10,980
you ever fucking come back.
784
00:36:10,980 --> 00:36:12,580
And I'm screaming at it.
785
00:36:12,580 --> 00:36:15,100
And my husband's like, what honey and I go, oh, nothing, honey.
786
00:36:15,100 --> 00:36:20,260
I just, the cat ran across my face.
787
00:36:20,260 --> 00:36:21,260
And I got mad at the cat.
788
00:36:21,260 --> 00:36:23,260
You know, I had to pick up like a story really fast.
789
00:36:23,260 --> 00:36:27,820
I'm like, uh, uh, uh, uh, I'm reading an entity from his side of the bed and he's going to
790
00:36:27,820 --> 00:36:29,340
have to come to bed here all soon.
791
00:36:29,340 --> 00:36:30,700
It wasn't going to happen.
792
00:36:30,700 --> 00:36:35,700
And so I felt the presence leave like immediately and the shift and the air changed everything,
793
00:36:35,700 --> 00:36:38,020
but I was like, oh my God.
794
00:36:38,020 --> 00:36:41,300
And I knew immediately right then and there, I'm too tired.
795
00:36:41,300 --> 00:36:45,780
I need to take a little mental break and I need to get some really good sleep.
796
00:36:45,780 --> 00:36:49,580
So I kind of revenge my schedule will definitely the next day to meditate, to get some rest,
797
00:36:49,580 --> 00:36:55,820
and eat some good food and to, you know, really be a little better about not accepting that
798
00:36:55,820 --> 00:36:58,700
kind of energy in my home because of my fatigue.
799
00:36:58,700 --> 00:37:00,220
And so that's what we need.
800
00:37:00,220 --> 00:37:06,060
As light workers really need to be careful that we get broke down, they get a creep in.
801
00:37:06,060 --> 00:37:10,300
And so being a child, you can creep in all the time because children don't have those
802
00:37:10,300 --> 00:37:11,460
defense mechanisms.
803
00:37:11,460 --> 00:37:17,580
My daughter was, my daughter who had the baby was terrified by spirits as a child, by negative
804
00:37:17,580 --> 00:37:19,860
entities as a child.
805
00:37:19,860 --> 00:37:23,500
We went through a bottle of tons probably every two months in our house and it was because
806
00:37:23,500 --> 00:37:25,140
she had heartburn constantly.
807
00:37:25,140 --> 00:37:26,140
Aww.
808
00:37:26,140 --> 00:37:27,740
Or baby, I had no idea.
809
00:37:27,740 --> 00:37:33,060
I had no idea what was going on because she was, uh, unable to speak.
810
00:37:33,060 --> 00:37:37,900
So she got, I at such a young age that she really didn't get to develop and they didn't
811
00:37:37,900 --> 00:37:42,540
diagnose her until she was like two, that she was starting to speak and all of a sudden tongue
812
00:37:42,540 --> 00:37:43,540
twisted.
813
00:37:43,540 --> 00:37:52,220
And I talked to a few mediums down the line and they're like, that's from pure fear.
814
00:37:52,220 --> 00:37:54,980
That's from pure fear because she was talking and then all of a sudden it twisted.
815
00:37:54,980 --> 00:37:56,860
It wasn't, she was born that way.
816
00:37:56,860 --> 00:38:00,380
Her son was born with a tongue twist, which isn't just a tongue tie.
817
00:38:00,380 --> 00:38:04,860
And so she was not, she did not get diagnosed as a baby and she was talking.
818
00:38:04,860 --> 00:38:07,860
She was able to speak and then all of a sudden nothing.
819
00:38:07,860 --> 00:38:09,340
She just couldn't even get words out.
820
00:38:09,340 --> 00:38:11,340
So she couldn't speak to me.
821
00:38:11,340 --> 00:38:14,500
She wasn't speaking to therapy for three days a week for a year.
822
00:38:14,500 --> 00:38:17,460
So she couldn't speak to me and tell me what she was seeing.
823
00:38:17,460 --> 00:38:19,340
All she had was fear in her eyes all the time.
824
00:38:19,340 --> 00:38:21,700
And that is so heartbreaking.
825
00:38:21,700 --> 00:38:28,380
That is one of the, you know, one of the reasons I'm, I'm an advocate really for people who
826
00:38:28,380 --> 00:38:31,580
have been children with issues in the house.
827
00:38:31,580 --> 00:38:32,900
I will go to your house.
828
00:38:32,900 --> 00:38:34,620
I will talk to you for an hour on the phone.
829
00:38:34,620 --> 00:38:36,140
I will do anything to help that child.
830
00:38:36,140 --> 00:38:38,300
I do not want that.
831
00:38:38,300 --> 00:38:40,860
I do not want that for children because my child lived it.
832
00:38:40,860 --> 00:38:41,860
I lived it.
833
00:38:41,860 --> 00:38:43,420
No one understood what I was seeing.
834
00:38:43,420 --> 00:38:47,900
I didn't have the ability to communicate to my family about what was going on.
835
00:38:47,900 --> 00:38:54,260
We were living in dire situations with, you know, being very poor.
836
00:38:54,260 --> 00:38:55,860
There was no resources for that kind of stuff.
837
00:38:55,860 --> 00:38:56,860
And I didn't understand it anyway.
838
00:38:56,860 --> 00:39:01,260
So I just zipped it and shut it and didn't speak about it.
839
00:39:01,260 --> 00:39:02,780
But my daughter couldn't speak.
840
00:39:02,780 --> 00:39:05,620
I was the worst thing about it, you know.
841
00:39:05,620 --> 00:39:08,460
So I like to give children voices if possible.
842
00:39:08,460 --> 00:39:09,460
Yeah.
843
00:39:09,460 --> 00:39:11,500
Oh, that is so amazing.
844
00:39:11,500 --> 00:39:13,940
Kids shouldn't have to do with that.
845
00:39:13,940 --> 00:39:14,940
They got enough going on.
846
00:39:14,940 --> 00:39:16,900
They just do not need that.
847
00:39:16,900 --> 00:39:21,580
So yeah, it's, it's a gift when, when we can help the little ones.
848
00:39:21,580 --> 00:39:22,580
That's for sure.
849
00:39:22,580 --> 00:39:23,580
It is.
850
00:39:23,580 --> 00:39:27,340
And it's nice to know that there's another option too of something to look at.
851
00:39:27,340 --> 00:39:33,300
Even if you don't necessarily believe in it, maybe just even look at it as an option to
852
00:39:33,300 --> 00:39:36,540
help if you've gone, you know, and tried to do everything else.
853
00:39:36,540 --> 00:39:37,540
Right.
854
00:39:37,540 --> 00:39:41,500
If we can just offer any advice or say anything to them to give them any kind of guidance or
855
00:39:41,500 --> 00:39:42,500
help, definitely.
856
00:39:42,500 --> 00:39:46,220
I'm currently helping this little little lady in my town, she's 97.
857
00:39:46,220 --> 00:39:52,180
And her family got ahold of me through social media and put it out there saying, I'm looking
858
00:39:52,180 --> 00:39:56,380
for a meeting in the area, please don't judge me kind of a thing.
859
00:39:56,380 --> 00:40:00,420
But if anybody can contact in, I guess my name was mentioned on there quite a few times
860
00:40:00,420 --> 00:40:03,620
because I live in a pretty small, you know, area, Eugene, Oregon.
861
00:40:03,620 --> 00:40:06,620
And it's not tiny, but it's not huge.
862
00:40:06,620 --> 00:40:10,340
But a lot of people that put me down and so she contacted me and I'm so glad she did.
863
00:40:10,340 --> 00:40:15,300
Her mother's so sweet, 97 years old, lives by herself still and wants to.
864
00:40:15,300 --> 00:40:20,140
But from the best of what I can become is she has a portal in her house.
865
00:40:20,140 --> 00:40:23,740
She keeps on getting spirits and keeps visiting her different ones every night.
866
00:40:23,740 --> 00:40:27,140
And she looks at me and I like it out of my house and they'll get up and walk right out
867
00:40:27,140 --> 00:40:28,140
of the closet.
868
00:40:28,140 --> 00:40:29,140
It's always the closet.
869
00:40:29,140 --> 00:40:32,260
So you got a little portal going on in her closet.
870
00:40:32,260 --> 00:40:33,860
Why is it always the closet?
871
00:40:33,860 --> 00:40:36,900
Oh no, my daughter was horrified by her closet.
872
00:40:36,900 --> 00:40:41,780
But I'm going to go over there this week since I'm back from being out of town and all that
873
00:40:41,780 --> 00:40:42,780
kind of stuff on the stage.
874
00:40:42,780 --> 00:40:44,420
I'm going to put some crystals out.
875
00:40:44,420 --> 00:40:48,700
And but I've been given the family advice with like salt to do all the, you know, openings
876
00:40:48,700 --> 00:40:51,100
being very verbal about this is what I don't want.
877
00:40:51,100 --> 00:40:52,100
This is what I want.
878
00:40:52,100 --> 00:40:53,940
And it has been helping.
879
00:40:53,940 --> 00:40:57,580
There has been some less activity, but I want it gone.
880
00:40:57,580 --> 00:41:01,180
97 year old woman doesn't need to be faced with that kind of stuff.
881
00:41:01,180 --> 00:41:04,700
It's just, you know, hard enough to get up in the morning and deal with it and everything
882
00:41:04,700 --> 00:41:05,700
in her ailments.
883
00:41:05,700 --> 00:41:09,140
But she's very with it, you know, and she's just like, they just sit at the end of my
884
00:41:09,140 --> 00:41:13,420
bed and they stare at me and I'm like, oh, yeah, I know that one.
885
00:41:13,420 --> 00:41:15,180
I had a house with a portal.
886
00:41:15,180 --> 00:41:16,180
So I understand.
887
00:41:16,180 --> 00:41:20,700
Oh, and they just stare at you from the hallway and they under your bed and had that
888
00:41:20,700 --> 00:41:21,700
grown up too.
889
00:41:21,700 --> 00:41:25,660
And you wake up and you're seeing spirit just staring at you.
890
00:41:25,660 --> 00:41:26,660
Why?
891
00:41:26,660 --> 00:41:28,660
I know why.
892
00:41:28,660 --> 00:41:36,940
I've never seen anything during, like, during my waking time that I know of anyway.
893
00:41:36,940 --> 00:41:42,780
But I've had, I had really bad sleep paralysis dreams, which now I've just, I've explained
894
00:41:42,780 --> 00:41:47,580
away by science now, but it's so freaky.
895
00:41:47,580 --> 00:41:53,220
But one of them was like, I would wake up and be seeing my room, but I like knew my eyes
896
00:41:53,220 --> 00:41:55,620
were closed, but I could still see my room.
897
00:41:55,620 --> 00:42:00,060
And I saw like a little creepy girl standing at the end of my bed staring at me and I was
898
00:42:00,060 --> 00:42:02,540
just like, seriously.
899
00:42:02,540 --> 00:42:07,780
It got so bad with my daughter, we were public and she would say, she's probably about eight.
900
00:42:07,780 --> 00:42:11,900
She looked over a side of her eyes and looked over and she go, do you see that?
901
00:42:11,900 --> 00:42:12,900
And I go, I do.
902
00:42:12,900 --> 00:42:14,180
And she goes, okay.
903
00:42:14,180 --> 00:42:16,980
And she'd be like, I just want to make sure she was real.
904
00:42:16,980 --> 00:42:21,860
It got so bad because she was seeing so many and that she was being really bombarded by
905
00:42:21,860 --> 00:42:22,860
spirit.
906
00:42:22,860 --> 00:42:24,380
She has a lot of PTSD today because of it.
907
00:42:24,380 --> 00:42:25,380
She admitted.
908
00:42:25,380 --> 00:42:26,380
Like, I can't go there mom.
909
00:42:26,380 --> 00:42:27,780
I don't want to talk about it.
910
00:42:27,780 --> 00:42:29,300
Just way too much PTSD.
911
00:42:29,300 --> 00:42:31,500
She was probably one of the most horrific things.
912
00:42:31,500 --> 00:42:32,500
She was about 16.
913
00:42:32,500 --> 00:42:37,340
So very aware, very much awake, middle of the day, towards the end of the day, but it's
914
00:42:37,340 --> 00:42:40,060
about maybe like five, six o'clock in the evening.
915
00:42:40,060 --> 00:42:44,740
And her then, then boyfriend now ex-boyfriend was in the bathroom.
916
00:42:44,740 --> 00:42:46,340
We had a very long hallway.
917
00:42:46,340 --> 00:42:49,300
He was in the bathroom in the middle of the hallway.
918
00:42:49,300 --> 00:42:53,420
Her bedroom was at the far end of the hallway at the left.
919
00:42:53,420 --> 00:42:55,180
And I was in the kitchen way over here.
920
00:42:55,180 --> 00:42:59,260
So was like, you know, quite a distance away from me, but I heard the blood-curdling screen
921
00:42:59,260 --> 00:43:01,460
that I'd never heard before.
922
00:43:01,460 --> 00:43:05,380
And he pops his head out of the bathroom like, what was that?
923
00:43:05,380 --> 00:43:06,660
So I know he didn't scare her.
924
00:43:06,660 --> 00:43:08,820
It was like, there was no way within that immediate.
925
00:43:08,820 --> 00:43:10,620
I was right there.
926
00:43:10,620 --> 00:43:13,180
And he's like, like, go, like, go to her.
927
00:43:13,180 --> 00:43:14,700
You know, you can get there faster than I do.
928
00:43:14,700 --> 00:43:16,580
I was trying to get to her.
929
00:43:16,580 --> 00:43:19,980
And by that time she ran across a man in a my room.
930
00:43:19,980 --> 00:43:22,860
And she was, she couldn't speak.
931
00:43:22,860 --> 00:43:25,580
She was so hysterical.
932
00:43:25,580 --> 00:43:26,580
She couldn't speak.
933
00:43:26,580 --> 00:43:27,580
She couldn't breathe.
934
00:43:27,580 --> 00:43:28,580
She was turning blue.
935
00:43:28,580 --> 00:43:30,580
I was just like, just breathe.
936
00:43:30,580 --> 00:43:31,580
And she was just breathing.
937
00:43:31,580 --> 00:43:35,980
And she was trying to get the words out and finally got a calm down.
938
00:43:35,980 --> 00:43:40,580
And she was standing at the edge of the bed, grabbing a few things off the top of the bed.
939
00:43:40,580 --> 00:43:44,620
And something underneath the bed grabbed and hung onto her ankle.
940
00:43:44,620 --> 00:43:45,620
No.
941
00:43:45,620 --> 00:43:46,620
There are the bed.
942
00:43:46,620 --> 00:43:47,620
And she's 16.
943
00:43:47,620 --> 00:43:51,660
She's not like a little five-year-old saying and making this up.
944
00:43:51,660 --> 00:43:52,660
She was horrible.
945
00:43:52,660 --> 00:43:54,940
My kid, she never lied about that kind of stuff.
946
00:43:54,940 --> 00:43:58,380
I had never once ever thought she was faking it or anything like that.
947
00:43:58,380 --> 00:44:01,580
She didn't want to, especially that kind of attention.
948
00:44:01,580 --> 00:44:04,060
And a new her boyfriend couldn't have done it because of where he was.
949
00:44:04,060 --> 00:44:07,580
He couldn't have got under a bed and got that, no matter the second.
950
00:44:07,580 --> 00:44:08,580
And so I'm just like, it's okay.
951
00:44:08,580 --> 00:44:09,580
It's okay.
952
00:44:09,580 --> 00:44:10,580
Mommy will take care of it.
953
00:44:10,580 --> 00:44:13,580
And she's like, you can't take care of something like that.
954
00:44:13,580 --> 00:44:15,980
You're never walking in that room again.
955
00:44:15,980 --> 00:44:17,220
And she was hysterical.
956
00:44:17,220 --> 00:44:18,980
I took her and taking him home.
957
00:44:18,980 --> 00:44:21,340
And she came back, slept in my room.
958
00:44:21,340 --> 00:44:24,340
And the next day, I went and got him while she was at work.
959
00:44:24,340 --> 00:44:27,820
I said, you're helping me rid whatever's in there.
960
00:44:27,820 --> 00:44:29,420
He goes, I'm not going there there.
961
00:44:29,420 --> 00:44:31,620
I'm not going to your house ever again.
962
00:44:31,620 --> 00:44:32,780
I'll break up with her.
963
00:44:32,780 --> 00:44:33,780
I don't care.
964
00:44:33,780 --> 00:44:36,020
But you come with me.
965
00:44:36,020 --> 00:44:40,180
And he agreed to come with me to the house and we got the sage out.
966
00:44:40,180 --> 00:44:41,940
And I had about a 1,600 square foot house.
967
00:44:41,940 --> 00:44:46,820
So we started at one end and worked our way there because we were both very much feeling
968
00:44:46,820 --> 00:44:47,820
it.
969
00:44:47,820 --> 00:44:49,060
And he's as sensitive as well.
970
00:44:49,060 --> 00:44:53,980
He picked a boy from that had the same gussets her at a best friend with the same guss.
971
00:44:53,980 --> 00:44:57,500
So there was a lot of stuff going on because we were all feelers and seers.
972
00:44:57,500 --> 00:44:58,500
Yeah.
973
00:44:58,500 --> 00:44:59,500
Oh my god.
974
00:44:59,500 --> 00:45:00,500
Back it be bad.
975
00:45:00,500 --> 00:45:02,580
So we went around the whole house and ended up in her room.
976
00:45:02,580 --> 00:45:06,420
I did under the bed, the couch, opened up, I had the windows and the whole house opened
977
00:45:06,420 --> 00:45:08,060
doors, everything.
978
00:45:08,060 --> 00:45:10,100
And I say, I say, get out of my house.
979
00:45:10,100 --> 00:45:11,100
You're not welcome.
980
00:45:11,100 --> 00:45:12,100
Anything of the white light can stay.
981
00:45:12,100 --> 00:45:13,820
I want everything else gone.
982
00:45:13,820 --> 00:45:17,620
And we both felt it like the back of your neck hair.
983
00:45:17,620 --> 00:45:22,260
And he was looking at his arm and he was like, it's not gone.
984
00:45:22,260 --> 00:45:23,260
It's not gone.
985
00:45:23,260 --> 00:45:25,700
And he goes, this isn't going anywhere.
986
00:45:25,700 --> 00:45:31,180
And I remember something that my son and law has said to me, his family from Mexico.
987
00:45:31,180 --> 00:45:36,760
He said they scream at them that they scream at the dark energy that the dark entities
988
00:45:36,760 --> 00:45:40,340
to get out their house and they scream in Spanish really, really loud.
989
00:45:40,340 --> 00:45:42,220
And I was like, you know, I'm going to try that.
990
00:45:42,220 --> 00:45:43,220
Why not?
991
00:45:43,220 --> 00:45:44,220
I'm mad.
992
00:45:44,220 --> 00:45:45,220
I'm mad at this point.
993
00:45:45,220 --> 00:45:46,220
It's not leaving.
994
00:45:46,220 --> 00:45:47,220
It's my daughter's room and we need to have the space.
995
00:45:47,220 --> 00:45:48,220
I'm a bear.
996
00:45:48,220 --> 00:45:49,900
I'm a bear came out full force.
997
00:45:49,900 --> 00:45:57,500
So I screamed some very, very loud words and stage underneath the bed one more time.
998
00:45:57,500 --> 00:46:03,420
And then we were standing at the closet with our white sage and he goes, oh my God.
999
00:46:03,420 --> 00:46:05,740
And I looked over and through the mattress.
1000
00:46:05,740 --> 00:46:12,140
I'm talking through the mattress, a dark swirl of smoke came through and sage is white
1001
00:46:12,140 --> 00:46:13,860
light, white, white smoke.
1002
00:46:13,860 --> 00:46:14,860
We were nowhere near it.
1003
00:46:14,860 --> 00:46:16,780
And it was coming through the mattress.
1004
00:46:16,780 --> 00:46:17,780
And I'm looking at him.
1005
00:46:17,780 --> 00:46:21,460
He's looking at me and he goes, keep looking at it.
1006
00:46:21,460 --> 00:46:23,860
And he just like keep looking at it and I go, you're right.
1007
00:46:23,860 --> 00:46:26,900
We need to tell it like it doesn't belong here.
1008
00:46:26,900 --> 00:46:30,820
It all came through and then it just hovered right above her bed and it hovered.
1009
00:46:30,820 --> 00:46:32,980
It was like testing me.
1010
00:46:32,980 --> 00:46:35,260
I had never seen anything like that in my life.
1011
00:46:35,260 --> 00:46:36,580
I felt it though.
1012
00:46:36,580 --> 00:46:37,580
It was awful.
1013
00:46:37,580 --> 00:46:39,140
Ugly energy.
1014
00:46:39,140 --> 00:46:40,540
And I just did one more scream.
1015
00:46:40,540 --> 00:46:45,220
I said, get the fuck out of my house and don't you ever come back and I point at the window
1016
00:46:45,220 --> 00:46:47,220
and that's where it went.
1017
00:46:47,220 --> 00:46:48,220
That is amazing.
1018
00:46:48,220 --> 00:46:49,860
And so he looked at me.
1019
00:46:49,860 --> 00:46:50,860
I looked at him.
1020
00:46:50,860 --> 00:46:52,820
We couldn't have got out that room fast enough.
1021
00:46:52,820 --> 00:46:55,820
We were stumbling each other through the doorway all the way.
1022
00:46:55,820 --> 00:46:58,260
I must have fallen down the hallway.
1023
00:46:58,260 --> 00:47:01,340
We made it to the other side of the house and he goes, what the hell was that?
1024
00:47:01,340 --> 00:47:04,260
And I go, that is what grabbed my daughter yesterday.
1025
00:47:04,260 --> 00:47:06,540
He goes, you got rid of it.
1026
00:47:06,540 --> 00:47:10,220
And I go, well, you helped.
1027
00:47:10,220 --> 00:47:11,420
But we got rid of it.
1028
00:47:11,420 --> 00:47:12,700
She came home from work.
1029
00:47:12,700 --> 00:47:15,460
She never knew up until a month ago or so.
1030
00:47:15,460 --> 00:47:16,460
She was 16.
1031
00:47:16,460 --> 00:47:18,060
She was 25 now.
1032
00:47:18,060 --> 00:47:20,980
She didn't know until about a month ago that I did that.
1033
00:47:20,980 --> 00:47:21,980
Oh wow.
1034
00:47:21,980 --> 00:47:25,780
She came home and she took a deep breath down the hallway because she needed to get something
1035
00:47:25,780 --> 00:47:28,020
on the room and she took a deep breath at the doorway.
1036
00:47:28,020 --> 00:47:30,740
And I was standing right there and I go, you're fine.
1037
00:47:30,740 --> 00:47:31,740
Everything's fine.
1038
00:47:31,740 --> 00:47:34,260
She went in there and she goes, it feels different.
1039
00:47:34,260 --> 00:47:36,500
And then she never told me why it felt different.
1040
00:47:36,500 --> 00:47:37,980
I never told her that I did that.
1041
00:47:37,980 --> 00:47:38,980
He never told her.
1042
00:47:38,980 --> 00:47:40,740
But yeah, she found out about a month ago.
1043
00:47:40,740 --> 00:47:42,340
I had posted something.
1044
00:47:42,340 --> 00:47:45,260
And she saw it and she goes, in my room.
1045
00:47:45,260 --> 00:47:48,220
And I'm like, oops.
1046
00:47:48,220 --> 00:47:50,180
I forgot to tell you that one.
1047
00:47:50,180 --> 00:47:52,180
Yeah, just slipped my mind.
1048
00:47:52,180 --> 00:47:54,500
I didn't think you can handle it back then, honey.
1049
00:47:54,500 --> 00:47:55,500
You were pretty stressed out.
1050
00:47:55,500 --> 00:47:57,540
But I don't want to talk about it.
1051
00:47:57,540 --> 00:47:58,540
I don't want to talk about it.
1052
00:47:58,540 --> 00:47:59,540
And I never did.
1053
00:47:59,540 --> 00:48:00,540
She never asked about it.
1054
00:48:00,540 --> 00:48:01,540
Oh, yeah.
1055
00:48:01,540 --> 00:48:06,180
She was like, that would make me feel so protected though that I had a mother who
1056
00:48:06,180 --> 00:48:09,100
was that powerful against something so dark.
1057
00:48:09,100 --> 00:48:14,060
It felt really good to be able to be that mom that my mom couldn't because she didn't understand
1058
00:48:14,060 --> 00:48:15,060
it.
1059
00:48:15,060 --> 00:48:18,180
But I could be this mom to her until she was older.
1060
00:48:18,180 --> 00:48:19,780
I wasn't able to help when she was younger.
1061
00:48:19,780 --> 00:48:22,820
And I think that's why I love helping the little.
1062
00:48:22,820 --> 00:48:26,900
I just, I feel like that's just something that's part of me.
1063
00:48:26,900 --> 00:48:31,740
And like, you know, from past experiences, past lives, whatever it is, it's just something
1064
00:48:31,740 --> 00:48:32,740
in me.
1065
00:48:32,740 --> 00:48:35,620
But that dark energy, you know, some people don't believe in dark energy.
1066
00:48:35,620 --> 00:48:36,620
I don't care what they believe.
1067
00:48:36,620 --> 00:48:38,540
I said, I'm not here to convince anybody.
1068
00:48:38,540 --> 00:48:40,380
I just know my own experiences.
1069
00:48:40,380 --> 00:48:42,580
And that was the really nasty experience.
1070
00:48:42,580 --> 00:48:43,580
Yeah.
1071
00:48:43,580 --> 00:48:44,580
Oh my gosh.
1072
00:48:44,580 --> 00:48:47,340
So how do you feel about Ouija boards?
1073
00:48:47,340 --> 00:48:49,340
I actually stay away from anything like that.
1074
00:48:49,340 --> 00:48:53,380
My friend actually made a spirit board.
1075
00:48:53,380 --> 00:48:54,380
He called it.
1076
00:48:54,380 --> 00:48:55,700
And so it's very similar to a Ouija board.
1077
00:48:55,700 --> 00:48:56,700
It was blessed.
1078
00:48:56,700 --> 00:49:01,460
And he was a, he's still practices being a Buddhist monk, but he is a medium.
1079
00:49:01,460 --> 00:49:03,380
So it's kind of a contradictory of terms.
1080
00:49:03,380 --> 00:49:04,380
Oh, okay.
1081
00:49:04,380 --> 00:49:05,380
That's really cool though.
1082
00:49:05,380 --> 00:49:10,540
He's my walking, talking contradiction of a friend, of a Buddhist monk.
1083
00:49:10,540 --> 00:49:12,580
We have a lot of laughs together.
1084
00:49:12,580 --> 00:49:14,780
But he actually made this board and had it blessed.
1085
00:49:14,780 --> 00:49:15,940
And he blessed it as making it.
1086
00:49:15,940 --> 00:49:20,180
And this, and I actually used it one time during a reading for a friend.
1087
00:49:20,180 --> 00:49:22,020
And names were coming through and this and that.
1088
00:49:22,020 --> 00:49:24,740
But it's just a tool.
1089
00:49:24,740 --> 00:49:25,740
It's just a tool.
1090
00:49:25,740 --> 00:49:29,060
I don't think Ouija boards is something that most people should play with.
1091
00:49:29,060 --> 00:49:34,020
If it's used as a tool for people who already know what they're doing, it could be okay.
1092
00:49:34,020 --> 00:49:38,620
But I don't think people should use it because I think anything could come through, but
1093
00:49:38,620 --> 00:49:40,660
anything could come through with a lot of things.
1094
00:49:40,660 --> 00:49:41,660
Yeah.
1095
00:49:41,660 --> 00:49:44,380
But more of an opportunity is what I'm saying.
1096
00:49:44,380 --> 00:49:45,860
You know, you get tired.
1097
00:49:45,860 --> 00:49:47,900
The spirit and dark spirit can come through.
1098
00:49:47,900 --> 00:49:49,300
You have a lot of grief.
1099
00:49:49,300 --> 00:49:50,740
Dark spirits can come through.
1100
00:49:50,740 --> 00:49:54,940
This is just another way for it to come through by using a board.
1101
00:49:54,940 --> 00:49:59,540
Yeah, I was kind of wondering why it's always seems to be dark energy coming through
1102
00:49:59,540 --> 00:50:00,540
Ouija board.
1103
00:50:00,540 --> 00:50:04,300
I don't think I've had a good story about Ouija board.
1104
00:50:04,300 --> 00:50:05,300
Yeah.
1105
00:50:05,300 --> 00:50:11,380
Because it's not something that most people should play with.
1106
00:50:11,380 --> 00:50:15,180
They don't have the ability to communicate with spirit.
1107
00:50:15,180 --> 00:50:17,140
Why are they communicating with spirit on a board?
1108
00:50:17,140 --> 00:50:18,140
I can be.
1109
00:50:18,140 --> 00:50:19,780
You have to go the proper way.
1110
00:50:19,780 --> 00:50:20,780
Learn a technique.
1111
00:50:20,780 --> 00:50:22,100
Do it and see what you get.
1112
00:50:22,100 --> 00:50:26,140
But don't use something that can just so easily trick you and manipulate you.
1113
00:50:26,140 --> 00:50:29,860
Always cracks me up when I hear people say.
1114
00:50:29,860 --> 00:50:31,220
All mediums and stuff.
1115
00:50:31,220 --> 00:50:35,060
You guys are just all, you know, you're just getting a mold of dark energy and they're fooling
1116
00:50:35,060 --> 00:50:37,180
you and this and that.
1117
00:50:37,180 --> 00:50:40,140
My take on that is this and my grandma actually said it to me.
1118
00:50:40,140 --> 00:50:42,660
She was very religious before she died.
1119
00:50:42,660 --> 00:50:46,900
She says, I actually like that you're a medium and I actually believe that you do have this
1120
00:50:46,900 --> 00:50:50,580
gift and I commend you for moving forward on your gift.
1121
00:50:50,580 --> 00:50:51,860
And she died about six years ago.
1122
00:50:51,860 --> 00:50:55,100
So I was, you know, kind of newer but not too new.
1123
00:50:55,100 --> 00:50:57,780
But she said, she asked because she asked me this one day.
1124
00:50:57,780 --> 00:50:59,260
She always called me baby Terry.
1125
00:50:59,260 --> 00:51:03,580
She said, baby Terry, do you ever feel anything negative when you do a reading?
1126
00:51:03,580 --> 00:51:04,580
I said, absolutely not.
1127
00:51:04,580 --> 00:51:06,060
She goes, do they leave feeling good?
1128
00:51:06,060 --> 00:51:07,060
And I said, absolutely.
1129
00:51:07,060 --> 00:51:10,700
And she goes, then that's your answer.
1130
00:51:10,700 --> 00:51:12,100
She says anything negative.
1131
00:51:12,100 --> 00:51:18,100
She says the dark, dark energy is, she called it the devil wherever you want to call it,
1132
00:51:18,100 --> 00:51:20,620
is never going to make people feel better.
1133
00:51:20,620 --> 00:51:21,620
Right.
1134
00:51:21,620 --> 00:51:26,140
So if you're doing something that makes people feel better, keep doing what you're doing.
1135
00:51:26,140 --> 00:51:30,460
And I will always, always 100% feel that way.
1136
00:51:30,460 --> 00:51:32,340
I love that so much.
1137
00:51:32,340 --> 00:51:33,500
That's beautiful.
1138
00:51:33,500 --> 00:51:36,380
So how do you feel about tarot cards and stuff like that?
1139
00:51:36,380 --> 00:51:39,060
Is it the same as like a Ouija board or do you?
1140
00:51:39,060 --> 00:51:41,780
No, I actually love tarot readings.
1141
00:51:41,780 --> 00:51:45,900
I have a deck but I really don't use my use oracle cards because I feel that they're same
1142
00:51:45,900 --> 00:51:46,900
thing.
1143
00:51:46,900 --> 00:51:47,900
Yeah.
1144
00:51:47,900 --> 00:51:49,380
The tool, it's just a tool.
1145
00:51:49,380 --> 00:51:53,780
If the person doing it is a medium, it's just a tool to use to get that same message
1146
00:51:53,780 --> 00:51:58,100
that they're going to get from feeling spirit and from seeing spirit and communication.
1147
00:51:58,100 --> 00:51:59,740
It's just a different way of communication.
1148
00:51:59,740 --> 00:52:03,900
I don't have any odd feelings or negative feelings about tarot at all.
1149
00:52:03,900 --> 00:52:04,900
Oh, that's awesome.
1150
00:52:04,900 --> 00:52:08,420
Yeah, because we have some people, we don't have a lot of people say it, but I just know
1151
00:52:08,420 --> 00:52:12,500
that there's people out there that think it's evil and people are always going to have
1152
00:52:12,500 --> 00:52:14,500
their opinion, right?
1153
00:52:14,500 --> 00:52:19,820
That scared the crap out of me when you moved your phone.
1154
00:52:19,820 --> 00:52:23,620
It sounded like a breathing and I was looking down and I was like, was it the
1155
00:52:23,620 --> 00:52:24,620
evil?
1156
00:52:24,620 --> 00:52:25,620
I love it.
1157
00:52:25,620 --> 00:52:29,620
That's so funny.
1158
00:52:29,620 --> 00:52:34,020
So I actually brought my moon oracle deck today.
1159
00:52:34,020 --> 00:52:35,420
Should I pull a card?
1160
00:52:35,420 --> 00:52:36,420
Yeah, sure.
1161
00:52:36,420 --> 00:52:37,420
Let's do it.
1162
00:52:37,420 --> 00:52:38,420
I can pull one too if you want me to.
1163
00:52:38,420 --> 00:52:39,420
Yeah.
1164
00:52:39,420 --> 00:52:40,420
What do you have?
1165
00:52:40,420 --> 00:52:41,420
I got mystical journey.
1166
00:52:41,420 --> 00:52:42,420
Ooh, I love it.
1167
00:52:42,420 --> 00:52:43,420
Yeah.
1168
00:52:43,420 --> 00:52:44,420
Those are so pretty.
1169
00:52:44,420 --> 00:52:46,420
I love this deck.
1170
00:52:46,420 --> 00:52:51,300
Yeah, this one would not let me leave the store without it.
1171
00:52:51,300 --> 00:52:55,260
I tried and I was like, no, I had to take it home.
1172
00:52:55,260 --> 00:52:56,260
Got to do it.
1173
00:52:56,260 --> 00:52:57,260
Got to do it.
1174
00:52:57,260 --> 00:52:58,260
I love that.
1175
00:52:58,260 --> 00:52:59,260
Yeah.
1176
00:52:59,260 --> 00:53:01,980
We've had a beautiful relationship ever since.
1177
00:53:01,980 --> 00:53:02,980
And these are my colors.
1178
00:53:02,980 --> 00:53:04,980
I was very drawn to the colors.
1179
00:53:04,980 --> 00:53:09,860
These are just when you're drawn to color and you're drawn to different artwork and stuff.
1180
00:53:09,860 --> 00:53:13,460
Like, speaking to you, like, oh, you got to do that.
1181
00:53:13,460 --> 00:53:14,460
That's going to be something.
1182
00:53:14,460 --> 00:53:16,660
That's what I pay attention to.
1183
00:53:16,660 --> 00:53:19,460
Who already had a card that popped.
1184
00:53:19,460 --> 00:53:22,180
Oh, you're dead.
1185
00:53:22,180 --> 00:53:23,180
Yeah.
1186
00:53:23,180 --> 00:53:25,180
You're more talented than me.
1187
00:53:25,180 --> 00:53:28,300
My flip, flip, flip, it flips right out.
1188
00:53:28,300 --> 00:53:29,300
It'll fall on the floor.
1189
00:53:29,300 --> 00:53:30,300
Also my lap.
1190
00:53:30,300 --> 00:53:31,500
It's crazy.
1191
00:53:31,500 --> 00:53:32,500
People have seen it.
1192
00:53:32,500 --> 00:53:34,220
They're like, oh, my stars.
1193
00:53:34,220 --> 00:53:36,060
That's crazy how fast that comes through.
1194
00:53:36,060 --> 00:53:38,140
And it's usually two, three in.
1195
00:53:38,140 --> 00:53:39,140
And I got a card.
1196
00:53:39,140 --> 00:53:40,140
Oh, I love that.
1197
00:53:40,140 --> 00:53:41,140
Yeah.
1198
00:53:41,140 --> 00:53:42,140
That happens to me sometimes.
1199
00:53:42,140 --> 00:53:45,780
I don't think of somebody during the day too, like my stepdaughter down to San Diego.
1200
00:53:45,780 --> 00:53:49,420
I'll be thinking of her and I'll be like, oh, I got a full record card, like immediately.
1201
00:53:49,420 --> 00:53:54,500
And I'll go do her and send the card and send a picture of the book.
1202
00:53:54,500 --> 00:53:57,060
And she goes, you have zero idea right now.
1203
00:53:57,060 --> 00:53:59,620
How flip and much I needed to hear those words.
1204
00:53:59,620 --> 00:54:03,860
Like, it is always spot on and try to on Facebook every Saturday.
1205
00:54:03,860 --> 00:54:07,380
I pull, I put out three cards and I put them upside down.
1206
00:54:07,380 --> 00:54:11,980
And I say, pick one that you're drawn to from just the energy.
1207
00:54:11,980 --> 00:54:16,060
And then on Sunday, generally, I turn it around and I take a picture of it and I give
1208
00:54:16,060 --> 00:54:18,340
the message down below.
1209
00:54:18,340 --> 00:54:26,260
I tell you, almost every single person that ever partakes in that, they're like, it's
1210
00:54:26,260 --> 00:54:29,460
like spot on me for this, what's going on this weekend, what's going on my life when
1211
00:54:29,460 --> 00:54:31,500
I'm anticipating tomorrow blah, blah, blah, blah.
1212
00:54:31,500 --> 00:54:32,900
This is like, how was that so?
1213
00:54:32,900 --> 00:54:34,660
And it's just like, because you drew it.
1214
00:54:34,660 --> 00:54:35,660
Yeah.
1215
00:54:35,660 --> 00:54:36,660
You felt the energy.
1216
00:54:36,660 --> 00:54:37,660
You felt the energy.
1217
00:54:37,660 --> 00:54:38,660
You went to it.
1218
00:54:38,660 --> 00:54:41,340
So we have more power than we know.
1219
00:54:41,340 --> 00:54:44,500
We need to realize that we do have a lot of power.
1220
00:54:44,500 --> 00:54:45,500
Everybody has this gift.
1221
00:54:45,500 --> 00:54:46,500
It's just act upon it.
1222
00:54:46,500 --> 00:54:47,500
Yeah.
1223
00:54:47,500 --> 00:54:50,940
We're all connected.
1224
00:54:50,940 --> 00:54:52,980
So we all obviously have the same gifts.
1225
00:54:52,980 --> 00:54:57,540
We just have it in different levels and different ways because some of us actually study
1226
00:54:57,540 --> 00:54:59,780
it and move forward with it.
1227
00:54:59,780 --> 00:55:03,580
I mean, I decided to practice it as soon as it started becoming more real like that one
1228
00:55:03,580 --> 00:55:05,460
day with my daughter, Shron Katie.
1229
00:55:05,460 --> 00:55:09,180
It was like, well, I guess this is what I am now.
1230
00:55:09,180 --> 00:55:13,460
So they're to get on the ball and start doing it.
1231
00:55:13,460 --> 00:55:15,660
I guess this is my life now.
1232
00:55:15,660 --> 00:55:18,580
You're like, you know, hard to just a date when you're in medium.
1233
00:55:18,580 --> 00:55:19,580
Oh my gosh.
1234
00:55:19,580 --> 00:55:20,580
I bet.
1235
00:55:20,580 --> 00:55:22,020
I could write a book on that.
1236
00:55:22,020 --> 00:55:23,620
Oh my gosh.
1237
00:55:23,620 --> 00:55:27,300
My current husband, we've been together for four years now.
1238
00:55:27,300 --> 00:55:31,660
When we went our first date a little over four years ago, he was going to be my last date.
1239
00:55:31,660 --> 00:55:32,740
I put out to the universe.
1240
00:55:32,740 --> 00:55:34,260
I don't want to date anymore.
1241
00:55:34,260 --> 00:55:36,980
If this is the one, make it happen otherwise, I'm done.
1242
00:55:36,980 --> 00:55:38,540
And he was the one.
1243
00:55:38,540 --> 00:55:40,740
And he had said, he pretty much said the same thing.
1244
00:55:40,740 --> 00:55:41,740
He was like, feeling the same way.
1245
00:55:41,740 --> 00:55:43,860
He was just like, I hate this dating stuff.
1246
00:55:43,860 --> 00:55:44,860
It's just, yeah.
1247
00:55:44,860 --> 00:55:48,180
This is too hard, especially when you're in your 50s or we were both in our late 40s.
1248
00:55:48,180 --> 00:55:49,420
I think he just turned 50.
1249
00:55:49,420 --> 00:55:50,940
I was turning 50.
1250
00:55:50,940 --> 00:55:55,940
And so he started talking about his past and this and that.
1251
00:55:55,940 --> 00:55:57,420
And I was like, thank you for sharing.
1252
00:55:57,420 --> 00:55:59,540
That is such a hard thing to share.
1253
00:55:59,540 --> 00:56:01,140
And I said, can I share something about me?
1254
00:56:01,140 --> 00:56:02,140
He said, sure.
1255
00:56:02,140 --> 00:56:08,180
I said on the medium and he goes, oh, you look more like a small.
1256
00:56:08,180 --> 00:56:09,980
Where I fell in love with him that night.
1257
00:56:09,980 --> 00:56:10,980
Oh, good answer.
1258
00:56:10,980 --> 00:56:11,980
Good answer.
1259
00:56:11,980 --> 00:56:12,980
Good answer.
1260
00:56:12,980 --> 00:56:14,980
And I go, do you know what a medium is?
1261
00:56:14,980 --> 00:56:19,420
And he goes, not particularly, but I didn't want to insult you.
1262
00:56:19,420 --> 00:56:20,420
You look like a small.
1263
00:56:20,420 --> 00:56:21,820
That is so freaking cute.
1264
00:56:21,820 --> 00:56:24,540
That is because I wasn't trying to be cute.
1265
00:56:24,540 --> 00:56:26,460
It just felt right to say it.
1266
00:56:26,460 --> 00:56:27,460
Oh my gosh.
1267
00:56:27,460 --> 00:56:29,780
And I absolutely was falling in love with him that night.
1268
00:56:29,780 --> 00:56:30,780
It was so funny.
1269
00:56:30,780 --> 00:56:32,420
I thought it was so sweet.
1270
00:56:32,420 --> 00:56:33,820
Oh my goodness.
1271
00:56:33,820 --> 00:56:37,220
So I did have a card pop out.
1272
00:56:37,220 --> 00:56:40,660
So I was, you know, doing shopping and it popped out.
1273
00:56:40,660 --> 00:56:41,660
Nice.
1274
00:56:41,660 --> 00:56:42,660
It was authentic.
1275
00:56:42,660 --> 00:56:44,780
I love it.
1276
00:56:44,780 --> 00:56:46,020
I love it.
1277
00:56:46,020 --> 00:56:50,980
Which I feel like totally relates to what we were talking about today.
1278
00:56:50,980 --> 00:56:51,980
Definitely.
1279
00:56:51,980 --> 00:56:57,260
So I'm going to go to the little page here and see what it says.
1280
00:56:57,260 --> 00:56:59,780
So these have a quote in here.
1281
00:56:59,780 --> 00:57:01,940
So it says authentic.
1282
00:57:01,940 --> 00:57:05,660
The privilege of a lifetime is to become who you truly are.
1283
00:57:05,660 --> 00:57:07,580
CJ Young.
1284
00:57:07,580 --> 00:57:08,980
I love that.
1285
00:57:08,980 --> 00:57:09,980
Yes.
1286
00:57:09,980 --> 00:57:11,220
This is so perfect.
1287
00:57:11,220 --> 00:57:12,220
I love it.
1288
00:57:12,220 --> 00:57:17,500
So true because, you know, to be your authentic self and really push forward.
1289
00:57:17,500 --> 00:57:21,900
And if you know you have a gift and you want to do something in life, if you don't use
1290
00:57:21,900 --> 00:57:24,780
it, it's just like wasting this lifetime of this time.
1291
00:57:24,780 --> 00:57:28,420
You need to be able to do things like, like I said, I'm very drawn to helping children
1292
00:57:28,420 --> 00:57:29,420
and this and that.
1293
00:57:29,420 --> 00:57:33,300
I feel like I was supposed to be here to help with that.
1294
00:57:33,300 --> 00:57:38,260
It's like that is a huge purpose of mine and giving children a voice.
1295
00:57:38,260 --> 00:57:41,820
That's actually my next book I'm working on.
1296
00:57:41,820 --> 00:57:44,140
And so it's really important to me.
1297
00:57:44,140 --> 00:57:49,100
So you've got to take what you already are feeling and then you've got to push forward.
1298
00:57:49,100 --> 00:57:53,300
Even if you do it in such a small way or a very magnified way, does it matter?
1299
00:57:53,300 --> 00:57:54,300
You still use it.
1300
00:57:54,300 --> 00:57:55,300
Yeah.
1301
00:57:55,300 --> 00:57:58,620
You know, like it's help people, even if you just fall into your time and you do this,
1302
00:57:58,620 --> 00:58:00,980
da da da da, you're using that gift.
1303
00:58:00,980 --> 00:58:05,700
You're helping develop something inside of you and others and that's really what being
1304
00:58:05,700 --> 00:58:06,700
authentic is.
1305
00:58:06,700 --> 00:58:07,700
Yeah.
1306
00:58:07,700 --> 00:58:08,700
And start small.
1307
00:58:08,700 --> 00:58:09,700
Don't put any pressure on it.
1308
00:58:09,700 --> 00:58:10,700
Certainly.
1309
00:58:10,700 --> 00:58:16,700
There's times like, I mean, some days, some months are just reading after reading after reading
1310
00:58:16,700 --> 00:58:21,740
after reading and then other months it's like really slow and I take pride in that I take.
1311
00:58:21,740 --> 00:58:23,340
I'm like, oh thank god it's slow right now.
1312
00:58:23,340 --> 00:58:27,780
I can breathe again for a little while and I kind of look forward to the down moments.
1313
00:58:27,780 --> 00:58:30,620
And then there's sometimes I feel like I don't want to do this anymore.
1314
00:58:30,620 --> 00:58:35,140
I'm too busy or this is going on and I just remember and I go back and I'm like, no,
1315
00:58:35,140 --> 00:58:36,140
I'm supposed to do this.
1316
00:58:36,140 --> 00:58:39,820
It's just that means life is talking to me right now and I need to step back a little bit.
1317
00:58:39,820 --> 00:58:42,180
And I'm in a step back period right now.
1318
00:58:42,180 --> 00:58:43,180
It's been a busy year.
1319
00:58:43,180 --> 00:58:44,700
We've had a lot of losses here.
1320
00:58:44,700 --> 00:58:46,500
I've lost, follow my mom.
1321
00:58:46,500 --> 00:58:51,980
My nephew, my whole thing with my daughter having the baby, all these things came up and
1322
00:58:51,980 --> 00:58:54,660
said, just hold them out of time.
1323
00:58:54,660 --> 00:58:55,660
That's just been since May.
1324
00:58:55,660 --> 00:58:59,980
And it's only in October and it's just was one thing after that.
1325
00:58:59,980 --> 00:59:01,740
I haven't had a lot of time to breathe.
1326
00:59:01,740 --> 00:59:06,340
And so stepping back from what your gift is is, okay, it doesn't mean you're never going
1327
00:59:06,340 --> 00:59:07,340
to do it again.
1328
00:59:07,340 --> 00:59:08,940
It just means you need a breather.
1329
00:59:08,940 --> 00:59:09,940
We're only human.
1330
00:59:09,940 --> 00:59:11,340
We're in this body.
1331
00:59:11,340 --> 00:59:12,500
We need to take care of this body.
1332
00:59:12,500 --> 00:59:14,540
Otherwise we can't do what we're doing.
1333
00:59:14,540 --> 00:59:15,540
Exactly.
1334
00:59:15,540 --> 00:59:17,180
That's really important.
1335
00:59:17,180 --> 00:59:20,020
So my card would love.
1336
00:59:20,020 --> 00:59:21,980
My card was take back your power.
1337
00:59:21,980 --> 00:59:23,460
Oh, I love that.
1338
00:59:23,460 --> 00:59:25,620
These like totally go together.
1339
00:59:25,620 --> 00:59:32,220
Black, it mine doesn't have a short little thing, but the action card, the action at the end
1340
00:59:32,220 --> 00:59:36,860
is use the symbol of the water lily as encouragement to speak your truth and acknowledge
1341
00:59:36,860 --> 00:59:38,020
how you really feel.
1342
00:59:38,020 --> 00:59:43,580
When you speak up and honor your soul, if you don't speak up and stay underwater, you
1343
00:59:43,580 --> 00:59:45,620
cannot shine your true light.
1344
00:59:45,620 --> 00:59:47,620
Oh, that's so beautiful.
1345
00:59:47,620 --> 00:59:49,620
Oh, then tick.
1346
00:59:49,620 --> 00:59:50,620
Seriously.
1347
00:59:50,620 --> 00:59:51,620
Okay, easy.
1348
00:59:51,620 --> 00:59:52,620
This has more to it.
1349
00:59:52,620 --> 00:59:55,980
It has a whole little page and I think I should read it now.
1350
00:59:55,980 --> 00:59:56,980
You should.
1351
00:59:56,980 --> 00:59:57,980
You should.
1352
00:59:57,980 --> 00:59:58,980
Yeah, mine has a whole page.
1353
00:59:58,980 --> 00:59:59,980
I just said the last part too.
1354
00:59:59,980 --> 01:00:00,980
Oh, okay.
1355
01:00:00,980 --> 01:00:01,980
Yeah, let's see.
1356
01:00:01,980 --> 01:00:02,980
Okay.
1357
01:00:02,980 --> 01:00:07,100
So the keywords are shed and brace and true begin to peel away your layers.
1358
01:00:07,100 --> 01:00:13,220
Try to reverse and go back from adulthood to childhood to discover your authentic self.
1359
01:00:13,220 --> 01:00:18,860
Unfortunately, society can influence us slowly molding us into cookie cutter humans.
1360
01:00:18,860 --> 01:00:23,660
By the time we reach adulthood, we have often lost sight of our genuine selves.
1361
01:00:23,660 --> 01:00:29,700
Your peer and raw being is safely tucked away in your deepest core where you protect it
1362
01:00:29,700 --> 01:00:31,020
from others.
1363
01:00:31,020 --> 01:00:38,580
Be brave and do not let others unnecessarily influence you, your beliefs, values and opinions.
1364
01:00:38,580 --> 01:00:39,900
Stay true to yourself.
1365
01:00:39,900 --> 01:00:43,060
Embrace your private thoughts and entertain your passions.
1366
01:00:43,060 --> 01:00:44,060
Oh, my God.
1367
01:00:44,060 --> 01:00:48,180
Celebrate all that you have learned from your life's experiences.
1368
01:00:48,180 --> 01:00:52,500
Carry your own unique and individual torch high with pride.
1369
01:00:52,500 --> 01:00:54,460
Oh, yeah.
1370
01:00:54,460 --> 01:00:59,700
And the intention says, like go of the facade, you may be wearing to please others.
1371
01:00:59,700 --> 01:01:03,980
Purify, feel your freedom and embrace your true self.
1372
01:01:03,980 --> 01:01:04,980
Wow.
1373
01:01:04,980 --> 01:01:05,980
Wow.
1374
01:01:05,980 --> 01:01:06,980
Wow.
1375
01:01:06,980 --> 01:01:09,100
It likes to talk to me about tracks like five times.
1376
01:01:09,100 --> 01:01:10,980
I'm like, whoa, whoa.
1377
01:01:10,980 --> 01:01:16,260
It's so true and it's taking back the power card that I pulled is so similar that authentic
1378
01:01:16,260 --> 01:01:18,260
self.
1379
01:01:18,260 --> 01:01:22,780
I'll read a little bit more to the water lily because it's a water lily on there.
1380
01:01:22,780 --> 01:01:24,020
Oh, I love that.
1381
01:01:24,020 --> 01:01:27,660
The water lily is an ancient symbol that signifies hope, rebirth and purification.
1382
01:01:27,660 --> 01:01:31,660
It represents your earth bound human self reaching for the light on this card.
1383
01:01:31,660 --> 01:01:35,220
The lily roots are very deep in the mud, which symbolizes your earth life.
1384
01:01:35,220 --> 01:01:39,540
The beautiful flowers emerge from the water and reach towards the sky, embodying your
1385
01:01:39,540 --> 01:01:41,740
yearning to connect with your higher self.
1386
01:01:41,740 --> 01:01:45,460
In this image, the woman's soul is being tethered by pillars because she is not expressing
1387
01:01:45,460 --> 01:01:46,460
her needs.
1388
01:01:46,460 --> 01:01:47,460
Stop being authentic.
1389
01:01:47,460 --> 01:01:48,460
Wow.
1390
01:01:48,460 --> 01:01:53,020
Our people and herself small can be hesitancy to speak your truth.
1391
01:01:53,020 --> 01:01:57,620
Instead, you say silent in an effort to keep the peace and minimize conflict.
1392
01:01:57,620 --> 01:02:01,740
Speaking up means being true to yourself and taking back your power.
1393
01:02:01,740 --> 01:02:05,580
Maybe you are scared of making a mistake of making some changes or finding yourself alone.
1394
01:02:05,580 --> 01:02:08,860
The taking back your power card appears when you need to say something you've been wishing
1395
01:02:08,860 --> 01:02:10,740
to verbalize for a long time.
1396
01:02:10,740 --> 01:02:12,220
Remember who you truly are.
1397
01:02:12,220 --> 01:02:16,660
For your soul knows that if you speak your truth, you will not only survive, but will
1398
01:02:16,660 --> 01:02:17,660
thrive.
1399
01:02:17,660 --> 01:02:22,220
Express how you feel even if you are scared or you run the risk of losing your spirit.
1400
01:02:22,220 --> 01:02:23,220
Woo!
1401
01:02:23,220 --> 01:02:24,220
Wow.
1402
01:02:24,220 --> 01:02:25,220
Those are good.
1403
01:02:25,220 --> 01:02:31,180
How did we get such connected cards and how far apart are we?
1404
01:02:31,180 --> 01:02:32,180
Right.
1405
01:02:32,180 --> 01:02:33,180
Isn't that crazy?
1406
01:02:33,180 --> 01:02:34,180
Yeah.
1407
01:02:34,180 --> 01:02:39,220
And we're really talking about that about being true to who we are and being honest about,
1408
01:02:39,220 --> 01:02:43,340
you know, being a medium and being who I am and helping kids speak their truth.
1409
01:02:43,340 --> 01:02:45,860
It's like, that's the authentic.
1410
01:02:45,860 --> 01:02:47,500
I want kids to be authentic.
1411
01:02:47,500 --> 01:02:51,700
I want little girls, little boys to grow up and just be their authentic self no matter what
1412
01:02:51,700 --> 01:02:52,700
it is.
1413
01:02:52,700 --> 01:02:57,740
You know, giving our little ones the power, I think, is the most important thing we can do
1414
01:02:57,740 --> 01:02:58,740
for them right now.
1415
01:02:58,740 --> 01:03:00,380
I love that.
1416
01:03:00,380 --> 01:03:04,220
And I also think we always say we do tarot on the show.
1417
01:03:04,220 --> 01:03:06,340
You know, we're a true crime and paranormal podcast.
1418
01:03:06,340 --> 01:03:12,380
So it kind of goes tarot with the paranormal side, but we don't really see that a lot, but
1419
01:03:12,380 --> 01:03:16,900
everyone always asks why we want to incorporate the tarot readings just to be unique.
1420
01:03:16,900 --> 01:03:20,860
But it was mostly just because that's just who we are.
1421
01:03:20,860 --> 01:03:24,820
So we just want to do what we do every day.
1422
01:03:24,820 --> 01:03:25,820
Yes.
1423
01:03:25,820 --> 01:03:27,340
You want to do what makes you feel right.
1424
01:03:27,340 --> 01:03:30,820
You also want to have an audience and you need to be able to relate to many people.
1425
01:03:30,820 --> 01:03:35,540
And, you know, like, you know, with me working with the light, I can't help but the dark
1426
01:03:35,540 --> 01:03:40,300
tries to get me sometimes, you know, I don't sometimes have a choice.
1427
01:03:40,300 --> 01:03:44,500
But, you know, we got to remember the light and the dark are always there.
1428
01:03:44,500 --> 01:03:46,660
They're best of each other.
1429
01:03:46,660 --> 01:03:50,380
But so yeah, I stick with the white light, but look at the dark stuff.
1430
01:03:50,380 --> 01:03:51,780
So it tries to sneak in.
1431
01:03:51,780 --> 01:03:53,260
I can't help that.
1432
01:03:53,260 --> 01:03:54,260
Yeah.
1433
01:03:54,260 --> 01:03:58,740
We all just have to be strong and remember that we have the power we can do.
1434
01:03:58,740 --> 01:03:59,740
Yes.
1435
01:03:59,740 --> 01:04:00,740
Absolutely.
1436
01:04:00,740 --> 01:04:06,900
The power is truly the most important gift that we can give them because that will last
1437
01:04:06,900 --> 01:04:07,900
a lifetime.
1438
01:04:07,900 --> 01:04:12,660
It's like the old saying with teacher man to fish, you know, so he can he can fend for
1439
01:04:12,660 --> 01:04:14,260
himself for lifetime.
1440
01:04:14,260 --> 01:04:15,260
It's the same thing.
1441
01:04:15,260 --> 01:04:19,460
Giving somebody the power to be able to protect themselves.
1442
01:04:19,460 --> 01:04:26,860
I've done many, many, many little small clips and I even did a class one time about protecting
1443
01:04:26,860 --> 01:04:29,260
yourself, protecting your energy and how to do it.
1444
01:04:29,260 --> 01:04:34,420
One of the main things is to keep the light around you and that is taking care of yourself,
1445
01:04:34,420 --> 01:04:42,540
self-care wise, going into nature and really absorbing nature, eating well, meditating daily,
1446
01:04:42,540 --> 01:04:46,660
keeping those vibration levels up because that when I realized that that dark entity had
1447
01:04:46,660 --> 01:04:51,060
gone through and growled in my ear, I realized that my vibrational level must have been so
1448
01:04:51,060 --> 01:04:54,260
low that he's like, oh, I'm going to match you.
1449
01:04:54,260 --> 01:04:58,300
You're right at my level now because I was so down deep and dark.
1450
01:04:58,300 --> 01:05:04,140
And what I realized at that time too is with my daughter being in the hospital, I was having
1451
01:05:04,140 --> 01:05:09,500
so much fear because of what happened before to her losing that baby and what it was going
1452
01:05:09,500 --> 01:05:10,500
to do to her.
1453
01:05:10,500 --> 01:05:18,420
And so my granddaughter actually stepped in one night when all this was going on and she
1454
01:05:18,420 --> 01:05:24,780
had me remember, grandma, you can't have faith in fear in your heart at the same time.
1455
01:05:24,780 --> 01:05:26,660
Figure out which one you want and keep that one.
1456
01:05:26,660 --> 01:05:31,300
And so my daughter was actually in the ER when this was happening right before she got
1457
01:05:31,300 --> 01:05:33,140
put in the hospital for 30 days.
1458
01:05:33,140 --> 01:05:38,940
She was in the ER for a scare and that's when my granddaughter came to me and she goes, grandma
1459
01:05:38,940 --> 01:05:41,860
she's going to be okay.
1460
01:05:41,860 --> 01:05:44,500
I told her I'm going to have a brother and he's going to be okay.
1461
01:05:44,500 --> 01:05:49,500
And so I had to take that fear out of my heart and I had to replace it with that faith
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01:05:49,500 --> 01:05:50,740
and I just knew.
1463
01:05:50,740 --> 01:05:53,340
And ten minutes later she called and she says, oh, I'm good.
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They're sending me home.
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01:05:55,220 --> 01:05:57,820
And I was like, okay.
1466
01:05:57,820 --> 01:05:59,860
Thank you, Adalie.
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01:05:59,860 --> 01:06:01,100
Thank you.
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01:06:01,100 --> 01:06:06,860
Also, I noticed while you were saying that this kind of, it's like a pink moon and it kind
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01:06:06,860 --> 01:06:11,060
of looks like, you know, the little, what are those called above baby's cribs?
1470
01:06:11,060 --> 01:06:12,860
Oh, the little mobile.
1471
01:06:12,860 --> 01:06:13,860
Yeah.
1472
01:06:13,860 --> 01:06:14,860
It looks like a mobile up there.
1473
01:06:14,860 --> 01:06:15,860
He loves mobile.
1474
01:06:15,860 --> 01:06:16,860
Oh my God.
1475
01:06:16,860 --> 01:06:19,780
He just, there looks at those mobiles.
1476
01:06:19,780 --> 01:06:22,700
He's, I swear, he sees a sister when I'm sure.
1477
01:06:22,700 --> 01:06:24,940
The face is going everywhere.
1478
01:06:24,940 --> 01:06:25,940
He looks over.
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01:06:25,940 --> 01:06:30,260
They have a memorial stand in the corner and he dares at that memorial stand ever since he
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01:06:30,260 --> 01:06:31,260
was two months old.
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01:06:31,260 --> 01:06:32,940
He just stares at it, stares at it.
1482
01:06:32,940 --> 01:06:39,660
And I'm like, my God, he sees her and he's done the whole, what do you do around me?
1483
01:06:39,660 --> 01:06:41,660
And I, God, I love seeing that.
1484
01:06:41,660 --> 01:06:45,540
I'm like, it's so beautiful.
1485
01:06:45,540 --> 01:06:46,540
It's so beautiful.
1486
01:06:46,540 --> 01:06:48,540
It is amazing.
1487
01:06:48,540 --> 01:06:52,660
It's truly amazing to be able to do a reading for somebody who's lost a baby.
1488
01:06:52,660 --> 01:06:57,340
To me has been one of the greatest gifts of being a medium because they get to not only
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01:06:57,340 --> 01:07:02,580
know that their baby stays with them in spirit and is always with them, but I mean, I got names
1490
01:07:02,580 --> 01:07:05,300
and I remember saying one time I was like doing one.
1491
01:07:05,300 --> 01:07:11,580
I'm like, she wants to say Lily, Lily, Lily, I keep on and she was just like, she goes,
1492
01:07:11,580 --> 01:07:14,620
that was supposed to be our little girl's name when we changed the name.
1493
01:07:14,620 --> 01:07:15,620
And you wait at that.
1494
01:07:15,620 --> 01:07:18,380
They're like, they're like all over.
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01:07:18,380 --> 01:07:23,100
You're trying to like, she'll know if you say Lily.
1496
01:07:23,100 --> 01:07:28,220
And so I love it because they get that immediately crocodile tears are going, but it's of joy.
1497
01:07:28,220 --> 01:07:29,700
And so it's like they aren't with me, huh?
1498
01:07:29,700 --> 01:07:31,940
I'm like, they're with you and don't worry.
1499
01:07:31,940 --> 01:07:33,180
There's another baby coming out.
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01:07:33,180 --> 01:07:35,220
I usually know and there's another baby coming.
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01:07:35,220 --> 01:07:39,980
There's been some tragedy and stuff like that with some, you know, cases, but I only feel
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01:07:39,980 --> 01:07:44,660
what I feel like there's another baby coming that I can't always know exactly.
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01:07:44,660 --> 01:07:48,140
I'm not a, you know, not a fortune teller.
1504
01:07:48,140 --> 01:07:56,180
But I feel like these pregnant, I've definitely felt that I've even guessed a baby name one
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01:07:56,180 --> 01:07:57,180
time.
1506
01:07:57,180 --> 01:07:58,180
Oh my gosh.
1507
01:07:58,180 --> 01:08:02,980
My friend of mine's her sister was pregnant and they just found out that it was a girl and
1508
01:08:02,980 --> 01:08:04,500
they had a girl name picked out.
1509
01:08:04,500 --> 01:08:06,780
Nobody knew the name and she was like, touch my belly.
1510
01:08:06,780 --> 01:08:07,780
And I'm like, okay.
1511
01:08:07,780 --> 01:08:08,780
And she goes, see if you know.
1512
01:08:08,780 --> 01:08:10,540
And I'm like, this isn't going to work.
1513
01:08:10,540 --> 01:08:12,540
I don't know what you're talking about.
1514
01:08:12,540 --> 01:08:13,540
There's a girl.
1515
01:08:13,540 --> 01:08:15,620
I'm like, you're not, I'm not going to know this.
1516
01:08:15,620 --> 01:08:17,340
And I'm like, oh my god.
1517
01:08:17,340 --> 01:08:19,180
I started to get the letters.
1518
01:08:19,180 --> 01:08:20,180
I started to get the letters.
1519
01:08:20,180 --> 01:08:21,900
And I'm like, I don't want to say it.
1520
01:08:21,900 --> 01:08:22,900
She was just saying it.
1521
01:08:22,900 --> 01:08:23,900
Just say it.
1522
01:08:23,900 --> 01:08:27,660
And I said the name and she was just like, no.
1523
01:08:27,660 --> 01:08:32,500
And everybody's like in the family because only two people knew her and her husband, nobody
1524
01:08:32,500 --> 01:08:33,500
else.
1525
01:08:33,500 --> 01:08:34,500
Like, is that her name?
1526
01:08:34,500 --> 01:08:36,300
They're like, oh my god.
1527
01:08:36,300 --> 01:08:38,300
And I want that.
1528
01:08:38,300 --> 01:08:39,540
I don't think it was a baby telling me.
1529
01:08:39,540 --> 01:08:41,540
I think it was grandma telling me.
1530
01:08:41,540 --> 01:08:43,380
Grandma, I think spirit was telling me.
1531
01:08:43,380 --> 01:08:45,460
It could have been the baby, but I don't know.
1532
01:08:45,460 --> 01:08:48,180
I don't know how that works.
1533
01:08:48,180 --> 01:08:50,220
But the babies are just amazing.
1534
01:08:50,220 --> 01:08:51,220
Baby energy really is.
1535
01:08:51,220 --> 01:08:54,420
I just want people to know their babies don't leave them.
1536
01:08:54,420 --> 01:08:56,460
Their babies don't leave them.
1537
01:08:56,460 --> 01:08:57,660
That's why I wrote that book.
1538
01:08:57,660 --> 01:09:00,940
Their babies don't leave them.
1539
01:09:00,940 --> 01:09:05,900
Thank you so much for sharing all of those very personal stories with us.
1540
01:09:05,900 --> 01:09:07,420
I'm an open book, literally.
1541
01:09:07,420 --> 01:09:10,140
And that's why, my life, I'm an open book.
1542
01:09:10,140 --> 01:09:15,420
And I feel like, if I share my story with others, then they won't be.
1543
01:09:15,420 --> 01:09:17,540
So apprehensive of sharing theirs.
1544
01:09:17,540 --> 01:09:18,740
And we are all of one.
1545
01:09:18,740 --> 01:09:21,180
We're all supposed to be just, we're all connected.
1546
01:09:21,180 --> 01:09:23,420
Let's connect more, you know?
1547
01:09:23,420 --> 01:09:25,140
And that way they don't live in fear.
1548
01:09:25,140 --> 01:09:28,300
That's the last thing I want anybody to do is live in fear for the rest of their life in
1549
01:09:28,300 --> 01:09:29,300
this world.
1550
01:09:29,300 --> 01:09:30,300
It's not worth it.
1551
01:09:30,300 --> 01:09:31,300
It's too much time.
1552
01:09:31,300 --> 01:09:32,300
Takes too much energy.
1553
01:09:32,300 --> 01:09:33,300
Seriously.
1554
01:09:33,300 --> 01:09:34,300
Thank you so much.
1555
01:09:34,300 --> 01:09:38,780
Is there anything else that you wanted to talk about or share or plug?
1556
01:09:38,780 --> 01:09:42,300
My healingheartsmedium.com page.
1557
01:09:42,300 --> 01:09:47,740
That's my website, healingheartsmedium.com and Adalie the Angel Becomes a Sister.
1558
01:09:47,740 --> 01:09:49,140
It's on Amazon.
1559
01:09:49,140 --> 01:09:50,140
Perfect.
1560
01:09:50,140 --> 01:09:51,140
Yay, thank you so much.
1561
01:09:51,140 --> 01:09:53,140
I was so great to talk to you.
1562
01:09:53,140 --> 01:09:54,140
I was so great to talk to you.
1563
01:09:54,140 --> 01:09:55,980
I appreciate this time.
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01:09:55,980 --> 01:09:57,380
You have a wonderful afternoon.
1565
01:09:57,380 --> 01:09:58,380
You too.
1566
01:09:58,380 --> 01:09:59,980
Have a creepy ass day.
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