March 18, 2026

Monique White joins My Worthless 2cents Table Talk

Monique White joins My Worthless 2cents Table Talk
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Be real talk. It's gonna be real, real talk.

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It's gonna be real life, not your life, because I

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don't know what it's gonna be my life. It's gonna

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be real life. I ain't got nothing to have. All

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I'm gonna give you is my truth. But here it's

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gonna be real. It's gonna be natural, and it's gonna

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be authentic. But here, I an't going to say what

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God puts on my heart to say. So what I

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need for you to do is sit back, relax, put

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on your head, give me and God are about to

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put something in you.

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Ah, And here we go, Here we go, Here we go.

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Oh your favorite comfortable all the way from Exit eighty one,

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k Louisiana Country Boy, Come and access Live, coming at

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your Live and I'm live in.

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The real place.

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Live.

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Why I am your bad man. I'm honored to be here.

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Is an honor, it is a privilege. This is my

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first my first take advances off of y'all, my first guests,

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my first guest for Women's History Month.

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And this is a woman that has some history right here.

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This is a woman who has done a lot of things,

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and it is an honor. It is a privilege for

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me to have her to come and join, to accept

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the invitation to be the first guest to keep this

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thing off with me, your favorite country boy, the Louisiana

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country boy.

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But y'all know before I get started, y'all know what

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I gotta do. Look and I got his head. Also,

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I can hear everything she's been tagged over here. She

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can't not. But but look here.

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Before I do anything, I gotta do the foundation of

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this thing that this did. He the Father, effect you

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for this day. Thank you for your grace, thank you

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for your mercy. I think I thank you. I thank

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you forgot there are those who are going through there,

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those who are they are those who are dealing with

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things and they don't know which way to turn when

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you are the way, Father God.

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I come here. I come here right now. I come

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here this night, this evening, this day, standing in the

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gap for those who are going through dealing, who are.

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Suffering with whatever it may be mentally, emotionally, physically.

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I come standing in the gap, Father God, I come saying, and.

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You are the way, You are the truth, and you

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are life, Father God, that those who are seeking some

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things and dealing with some things, they ain't going in

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something they coming out, something ain't coming out right in

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the middle of Father God, you are there because you

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have told each and every one of us that you

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shall never leave us off for sake.

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Because Father God, I asked for you to watch over

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this program.

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I asked you to watch over my guests for tonight.

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Father God made it something that is said. May something

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that has happened. May you bring somebody in here that

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needs to receive whatever it is that she's about to be.

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I'm God, I thank you, I thank.

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You, I thank you, I thank you, I thank you.

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I asked this chress, Son Jesus, name a man, A man,

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A man?

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All right, I prophone up, lak yeah, Facebook, Instagram, TikTok

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YouTube LinkedIn.

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That's right.

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We all on all there, see every podcast station, see

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every place around the world. To each and every one

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of you that is tuning in tonight, you are in

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for a treat. She is the queen of the of

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the media. She she she yeah, look, I'm knew to this.

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She true, it is, I'm new to this.

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She true. It is the award winning, the stunning, the beautiful.

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The intelligence, the magnificent, the woman of many, many, many,

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hats the.

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Woman who deserves all the accolades. Man. You know, I'm

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just honored. I'm honored to have her. I'm honored to

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have her to come to ship, to be here shut

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without a fun up to.

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Oh, sit back, relaxed, put on your head gear.

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Oh you white way?

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When you wait?

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When you wait?

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Wait, don't you guys herself? It's about to put something

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in the yo.

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Yeah, hello, y'all.

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I was saying, Hey, wait a minute, I'm a cracking jail.

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Y'all look here.

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I already know I got the lights on me. Okay,

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I do have the lights on, but y'all know you

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know I'm country black up in here. Okay, I got

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on this black shirt and black hand and I'm sitting

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in the black shir know y'all really can't see you

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up in here.

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But y'all get my boy stoke.

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I'm in the palace now because boys in the past saturated.

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I do one day, I'm gonna make it.

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I can't. It's not.

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Thank you.

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For one for thinking about me. I'm always.

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You deserved.

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Thank you very much.

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Well, like I said, so many other.

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Women you could have picked to put in your line up.

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So thank you, girl.

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You know, I'm glad she made some room in the schedule.

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I'm just out.

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I love whenever she hauld say she she lain't spacey.

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She said, look, you know that, but I know it

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is an honor.

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It is an honor. There is so and and I

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will tell you you know, God worked it out. How

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it worked it out, because I was unaware that it

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really was Women's History Month. I was like, you know,

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I ain't feeling I did not know.

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But but how And to have you as the.

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First guess.

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To start this off, it's an honor because you you

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you are I mean, you know y'all this media queen

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for real.

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I mean, she is, She's done it. There's so much

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about this lady. And I'm gonna I'm gonna shut up

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because she got man.

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Look at una start.

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We love we wont you know when you when you

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have a banana and you break it, you don't think

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we're side start, you just start peeling.

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It moved here going on thirty five years, Wow started

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media going on sixteen years. No broadcasting your group and

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I went it was directly to TV. So we have

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so much going on out with podcasts, radio, all that

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him stuff and and everybody is able to dive into

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that world.

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But I have always been.

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On both Day One Wow Access Cable here in Houston

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and then signed with a uh never out of Alabama

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female Home for four years and street all.

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Over the world.

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Wow, that is so so tell us about? How was that?

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I mean?

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And then again it's when it's so tell us about.

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I initially started with my business Partners and on my

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first show that around acces Stable for two years, two

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and fifteen, I wanted to I really after the two years,

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I just wanted.

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To go back to a regular world. I was the

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face of the show. I was the person that fired

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people that worked, was on the show. I was everything

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at one point and I just and I'm.

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Still new to everything. I was still learning. My producer

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for eight years was Mom o'bron. It was my producer

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for eight years, so I.

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Learned a lot under her and learned what I needed

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in the studio, what it needed to look like, what

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kind of camera, what kind of flights I've armed all day?

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And after two years of my first show of my

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business Partners, I just want to look back to work.

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The work and my friends was like ay. The mom

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was like you can do this. You don't need them.

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People do this on your own.

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And I'm like, I don't know, you know, so literally

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I tell people I had to grow to be the

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person I am today because I cried for eight years

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in this media world. I had to grow with a

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tough skin. I had to learn how to say, you know.

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I was fifteen.

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I didn't want to go back to doing shows. When

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we get shows with people in the community that you

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wouldn't see on regular TV, on regular news, and I

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didn't want to go back to that. And I saw

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a moves. I was watching the news one day and

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it was a young lady that I don't know who

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she was, but she was on freeway somewhere chasing her

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placement while he was in the car with another woman

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and on the phone with a friend. At the time.

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No one seemed to be I don't know if they

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were telling her to stop or whatever. But she ended

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up getting into a carcident and she done well.

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And at that point, looking at that and looking how

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reality shows had just hit the scene, and looking at

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all of this, I was like, people don't know who

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they are.

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People wear masks.

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So that's where our life came from. It was about

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removing your masks, no matter what it was. And I've

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done shows on the masic violence, I've done shows on

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breast cancer, but I take it to a whole of

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the level with our life, I would I would go

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right to that edge to the clip.

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Well, so I would ask.

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Those questions that was just real questions that about real

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media wouldn't ask you that, you know. So that's that's

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our life.

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And that ran for many years, and I wanted to

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retirement three years wow people along here, wow wow.

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So before I moved into the retirement phase. So with

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all of the things, let me ask you just about

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because you know, again I'm new to this, but I'm

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learning this. And I heard some things you said about

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learning and getting the tough skin and about the same. No,

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and for the time that you have been in question,

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what have you seen in people that has changed? And

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what have you seen in media.

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That has changed?

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People are still so I hope I don't think. I

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don't think too much of it has changed. It's got worse.

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People are still wearing masks, people are still walking in

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other people's purpose in life.

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And not their own foot.

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It's what I see.

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People do not.

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Research people just jump to whatever is shiny and literally

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and haven't looked into anything to see if it's legit.

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And I can say this because I felt with someone

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that was a major celebrity good and I had to

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learn and that taught that experience, not going in detail,

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but that experience taught me how to research.

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So I research people face because a lot of the varity,

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but lesson.

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Back then with media, I see people, I'm still people

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were with mea. I see people who do what I do,

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maybe TV, podcast or whatever, But what is the reason

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why you're doing Come on, I've met young people.

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I'm gonna do what you do. Why do you want

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to do with Because what I do is not easy.

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What I've been in retirement and a true I have

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been enjoying it because I don't have to get up

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to get ready to take a show at six o'clock

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in the morning. If my makeup artist wasn't there, I'm.

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Doing my makeup, but I have to get with my

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stylis on on a weekly basis. However, I'm taking shows

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and God will be it.

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When I was traveling, I was traveling to Alabama because

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she had a studio out there, so I would go

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to Alabama and take shows. Well, so I'm taking hearing

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you stuff and I have a whole studio that I

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had free ready to in Alabama.

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So I'm going back and forth. So I have it's

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a lot of moving forward. Look, when I'm here in Houston,

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I was putting shows together.

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So when I would come home with my regular job

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because I was at a regal job, come home from

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my regular job, I'm sitting now with my assistant going

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over this shows the next show.

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Sometimes I'm on two shows at one.

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Time, and people say they want to do this, but

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are you gonna be consistent with are you?

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Are you do you know? Why are you doing this?

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Are you doing this because you want to be on

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the red carpets?

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Are you doing this because you think it's gonna bring

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you money? Because that's not that's that's not mechanics. Do

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you think you're gonna do a couple of shows and

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you're gonna be picked up immediately.

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It doesn't work that way. It doesn't work that way.

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I'm in a social media problems.

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You got to work come and that's that's that's when

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you say that, you know, that's one of the things.

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It's why you're doing it.

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You know when when you look at it, what what

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are and and here's his mind. No, I ain't gonna

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tell nobody know nothing. Whatever reason you're doing it, make

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sure you stick today.

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Whatever it's purpose. Yes, you just don't do it.

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Just be sitting in front of right right right right,

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and and you know, and especially now, I mean everybody.

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Wants to hot to say that you show, you have

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your own show. You were off again. I have many titles,

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but you have the same firm in each of those titles.

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Hey man, I want it ain't easy.

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I yes, I mean.

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It ain't.

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But no, that insight because you've had years of experience

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of seeing it and going through and knowing these things.

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And you know, and I have to keep in mind,

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I had to roll into the person that I am now.

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I was not the person when I first started.

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I was not.

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At all.

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I have to grow.

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You have to have with media in the entertainment world.

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You have to have experience, because if you don't, you

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getting at and right. You have to be able to

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take christ Us and not let it roll off the shoulder.

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I had to row in today.

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Yeah, I agree, I agree, it is it is. It

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is not for to be serious about it, to be

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really a self. Yeah, because there will come sometimes that

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will come some things, you know, and if you are

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one of those.

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And keep in mind, this was not in my mind,

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This was not my path. This was my business. I

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met with my business project to manage for my m

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and this was his journey. He wanted to put something

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that was positive and I started in twenty ten doing

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tea Wow. So he wanted to do something that was positive.

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But I got on the train with him. He told off.

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I said, on the train and make it work with.

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Disgrateful And then I had to realize and with the

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help of friends and stuff, this is what.

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He was supposed to be doing, and I it douse.

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Yeah about life, you can have it, all of this.

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Nothing and you dont have enough.

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Way you say that because when you when you talk

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about that is is it is about being driven. It

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is about something being consistent and staying there. You talking

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about the simple facts like you you're working.

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A whole nother job and then doing and look and

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sometimes you forget that this is not the side.

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Yeah, you can't be like, well, this is.

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What I'm doing on the side.

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It's you don't even it's like any side.

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Keep you, They try to keep me out of the time.

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Some they gonna find something, kick me out something.

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Well, you know, and that's a good thing because what

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that says is that what you have.

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The thing we always talk about the legacy, the legacy

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that you have, and you know this is whomen's history

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you have.

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You have laid that down as people can look at

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you and say, man, I want you to be a

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part of this.

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What you have, what you have gained, and what you

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have done in this business, you made a foundation and

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a positive work and not for that.

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I mean, hey, yeah, I want to come over because

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when I started, there's no one else.

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We have so many people doing stuff now, but no

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one else could.

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It was only like a handful of people I can

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count on my hand that were doing what I was

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doing back then. Well and then my uh, the way

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the vision that I saw. I wanted to the show

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because I always I tell people you.

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Want to be on TV.

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You want to shop the show host where you need

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to model the show like you're already on TV.

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And that's how I did, especially with Paul our brand

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the show like it like a nationally syndicate show with

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run on TV, a talk show with run On TV,

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and I was just doing what I thought I needed

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to do.

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But then one day I actually went sitting. I went

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to sit in at a National Synicate show and watched

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Howler Brand.

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And I leading up to run my show that same

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exact way without googling anything. This is the vision I

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had in my head. So you if you want to

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be looked at, pick the.

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You have to pass whatever you're doing, maybe podcast or

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whatever in.

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That same in my playing like it's already naturally syndicated. Yes,

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if not. Because even when I was with a network

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in Alabama, I started.

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Reviewing shows, and I reviewed the show and the content

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was good because they were talking about.

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Sports, but they talked to my sports for like two longs.

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First of all, no, and then you you you're set up.

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You have one one person why.

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My stream in the dark and in coming into the

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house and joining the.

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Rest of you.

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It's like no.

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And by the time I've.

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Finished, I had like twenty things, and I told the network,

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I said, I got twenty things in particular. Listen, this

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is their concept is very good, but it's like, oh

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my god, whereas see when you want to use a

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green story but you don't know how to use the

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green screen and you're flowing and trying to talk.

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You know.

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No, So it's just you have to if you're serious

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about it, you need to learn certain things.

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So when when are you gonna start.

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Your here we go, Here we go, here we go.

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No, I'm just.

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So, where are you.

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Gonna start your your classes in your seminars on our

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TV show?

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Uh didn't have classes, But you have to give people

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that we want to partake in it. So the people

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I had that partaking in my classes when I was doing.

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Them up, I mean not with the growing with the

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growing number of billions and buildings, billions of people out

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there now and everybody is a star. Everybody got a show.

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They gave a whole country Buffalo, they're show. So so

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I mean, but what you know and the knowledge and

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being able to give that because you've got you, I mean,

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so you're gonna start it. I just know.

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I'm just I'm trying to get y'all people to see

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what you're gonna come out and start teaching class.

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Thanks, I do have things on the table.

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As a start that I was offered for uh huh,

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but I don't know.

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Oh, I don't know. Everybody wants me to go back

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to TV, but I think I'm gonna.

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I don't know.

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Yeah, yeah they won't.

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I don't think there will be t Everybody expect me

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to come back to TV.

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But it has to make sense. The space has to

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make sense. So it costs. And I think that's another thing.

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When people want to jump into maybe podcast people whatever,

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they don't understand it's a cost. Yes, and it's not

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a Chicken TV definitely, it's not a chick coax. But

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I was writing studios to go into.

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Uh.

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I had staff. I wasn't just a little man band

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I have. I have so it's a house to do.

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Oh yeah, I wanna switch life because yeah, yeah, I

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know you to do Damn, I'm back on your work.

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That working out.

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Listen And you're right, because you know, I thought that

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I was gonna be fancy things. And I started on

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the Down Network and I was running the show five

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a m.

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In the mam.

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Let me tell you it wasn't but once a week,

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five am. And after four I went to work.

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And I had.

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After that first year, yeah what and it was and

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and I was like, yeah, I must because I was still.

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Doing my mom guest and then was a lot.

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It's a lot so, I mean part of me, mystic,

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part of in the studio, another part of me. What

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is your say.

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Yeah, she said it's not for the week, you said

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it's not, and and here's this, how about the same.

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I have to learn how to say no. So now

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I'm a problem no now what I still have a

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little problem with. It's just saying no. It's not giving

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your explanation. But I know it's no. I cannot.

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I've learned that one.

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Yeah, I had to learn. I'm serious. I had to.

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I had to really work. Uh and and I'm worriedful

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that I wouldn't jump for anything that looked good at

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read and shining. I did research and.

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Or I called up to hey, so you know, so

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I'm glad after that person of your experience.

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I don't know a lot right, and I learned how

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to move.

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I did not always partner. Why I really did partner

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with everybody. I did not connect our life to everything

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and everybody. If I if I did something in joint

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connection with anybody, I knew you were.

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I knew how to get the business right.

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So that's that's just how I feel that's good though.

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I mean that that's really because listen, you know, and

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I'm learning from you and I learned from you know,

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sries and I learned.

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From you know.

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I love it because it's what I say, is the

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one thing that I am grateful for is that I

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have been blessed to be around people who have not

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been afraid to share and say, hey, this is that other. Yeah,

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you know, you'd be around some folks, and.

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I haven't been around the folks.

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Is walking.

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That's a whole happen.

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You know, than one of them, rob, But you don't.

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Happen with that.

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I definitely understand. I can definitely understand because I've seen it's.

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Uh, it's again you said before. It's it's about having

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the tough skin. It's it's about.

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For me. It's not taking person I wouldn't you know what.

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And it's also I said, this is somebody today. Actually

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I had to learn also what was gonna ben Yes,

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and on God's time for me to get whatever accolades

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or or elevate however I need to elevate and I

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have to learn as well. But always when I.

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Started offering the business, I always looked at both of

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the all sudden, Why ain't getting this and why ain't

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getting this when I started off in two thousand ten. Uh,

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in the early years of our life as well, and

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I had to learn what's remuted, its reputed, and if

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that is for you to have it, and that's what

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God I had lined up in your ha. Nobody is

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gonna take that away and this going and that's gonna happened.

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And I had to learn as well.

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So it was this journey was with.

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A lot of learning.

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Food.

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I wouldn't restrain it. Why hey man, amen, well I'm

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gonna I don't.

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I'm'na skip off the leading m cause you said you

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had retired.

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Yeah, so how has.

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Retirement looked for you?

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I can sing tell me one of good.

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I don't have to get the.

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I don't have to fit with my cusband and talk

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about this guest, a guess or a guest college because

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they want this, that and the others, all of them.

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I don't have to anymore. I don't have to sit

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with I had a h uh, Nicky myers, Uh, she

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can get all my gifts. So my my guests came.

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They actually got very nice, so I didn't have to

497
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sit down. I don't have town with more to.

498
00:30:38.720 --> 00:30:42.079
Say, Hey, I need ten years so I got this

499
00:30:42.440 --> 00:30:43.240
large shoulder.

500
00:30:43.880 --> 00:30:44.440
I don't have to.

501
00:30:46.200 --> 00:30:48.599
Well, well, so what are you doing?

502
00:30:49.359 --> 00:30:53.799
I'm in mental health. I am a certified mental Hope

503
00:30:53.920 --> 00:30:57.880
here support specially mental hope has always been a part

504
00:30:57.920 --> 00:30:59.359
of my life time was a kid.

505
00:31:00.079 --> 00:31:00.720
Of my mom.

506
00:31:01.000 --> 00:31:03.880
But that's why I do now own the very bases.

507
00:31:04.079 --> 00:31:11.200
I'm also a assist training, which is applies suicide intimation skills.

508
00:31:12.160 --> 00:31:12.799
Oh wow, so.

509
00:31:15.240 --> 00:31:16.160
That's pretty much.

510
00:31:18.160 --> 00:31:20.319
I work with back of that, it's life pretty much

511
00:31:20.359 --> 00:31:25.319
every day when I'm not somewhere. So lately I can

512
00:31:25.880 --> 00:31:29.039
speaking engagements all with with mental health about mental health,

513
00:31:29.640 --> 00:31:32.440
and that's pretty much unless I'm posting somebody.

514
00:31:39.519 --> 00:31:45.039
Well you know, and that for me, I feel very very.

515
00:31:45.319 --> 00:31:51.000
Struggling about media, but also about for mental health. It's

516
00:31:51.240 --> 00:31:56.880
it's real, it's real, it's real, real, it's real.

517
00:31:57.240 --> 00:31:59.480
People people don't think it's.

518
00:32:01.039 --> 00:32:07.480
I had speaking engagement where are aware I don't believe

519
00:32:07.480 --> 00:32:11.680
dispecuary where I was on the same stage with Oh

520
00:32:11.839 --> 00:32:17.480
Shade from the Queensent and I said, what I.

521
00:32:17.640 --> 00:32:20.480
Normally do is like your statistics when.

522
00:32:20.359 --> 00:32:24.000
I speak, but I'm truly now tonight give statistics I'm

523
00:32:24.079 --> 00:32:29.799
truly giving too, because you need to understand certain things.

524
00:32:29.880 --> 00:32:32.119
When you have someone in front of you that's in

525
00:32:32.200 --> 00:32:34.640
a been on health crisis. So one of the things

526
00:32:34.680 --> 00:32:38.759
that I said, how many of you are aware that

527
00:32:39.839 --> 00:32:44.759
we have clinicians, mental health clinicians that ride with HVV

528
00:32:45.000 --> 00:32:49.000
and the Sheriff's apartment here in Houston and all the

529
00:32:49.400 --> 00:32:52.799
all people that raise at hands were there. Well the room,

530
00:32:53.440 --> 00:32:56.519
no one else knew that. And I said, when you

531
00:32:56.720 --> 00:32:57.039
have a.

532
00:32:57.279 --> 00:33:01.759
Mental health crisis and you call line the one you

533
00:33:01.920 --> 00:33:06.000
need to ask for a mental home officer, Well, you

534
00:33:06.160 --> 00:33:09.200
need to ask for SIRT, which is a Crisis Individual

535
00:33:09.279 --> 00:33:13.960
Response to They ride. These are police officident ride with

536
00:33:16.079 --> 00:33:19.599
HBD in the Sheriff's partment. Oh well, so I use

537
00:33:19.680 --> 00:33:23.920
the example if your in used, then everyone knows about

538
00:33:24.119 --> 00:33:25.839
the older lady that should down.

539
00:33:26.720 --> 00:33:26.880
Yes.

540
00:33:27.079 --> 00:33:33.519
Yes, So the newspeople said, the negotiator got her. That

541
00:33:33.720 --> 00:33:37.759
wasn't a negotiator, that was the Crisis Individual Response Team,

542
00:33:37.920 --> 00:33:41.920
that was HVD and the Sheriff's department out there. They

543
00:33:42.160 --> 00:33:42.960
got her off.

544
00:33:43.880 --> 00:33:44.119
Wow.

545
00:33:44.799 --> 00:33:48.440
And they and there's a training to deal with any

546
00:33:48.559 --> 00:33:50.000
mental hope of crisis.

547
00:33:50.119 --> 00:33:52.960
And they know when they have a clinician that's right

548
00:33:53.079 --> 00:33:55.359
in the vehicle. They only let the Polish come out

549
00:33:55.400 --> 00:33:58.960
on the say so they yeah, but most people don't

550
00:33:59.039 --> 00:33:59.279
know that.

551
00:33:59.559 --> 00:34:05.000
Well, wow, I had no idea. I had no idea. Uh,

552
00:34:05.240 --> 00:34:08.679
but it is, you know, the mental health, it is

553
00:34:08.920 --> 00:34:14.360
so so so the things that people deal with the.

554
00:34:17.440 --> 00:34:20.639
Depression and going through these things, you know, and not

555
00:34:20.840 --> 00:34:24.159
feeling of being alone and and I can't turn nowhere,

556
00:34:24.199 --> 00:34:26.400
and I can't talk to nobody cause ain't nobody gonna

557
00:34:26.440 --> 00:34:28.360
understand it, And I'm just crub up.

558
00:34:28.840 --> 00:34:32.280
Been there, yeah, been there, have have have been through

559
00:34:32.360 --> 00:34:32.800
that thing.

560
00:34:35.280 --> 00:34:38.960
And I often say to people when I'm talking, is

561
00:34:39.119 --> 00:34:41.320
you never know how to close somebody instead?

562
00:34:42.559 --> 00:34:45.000
That is fair? And you and I and I say

563
00:34:45.079 --> 00:34:50.159
that as well, because you have now and I see

564
00:34:51.440 --> 00:34:56.239
the racust with that music saying you have so many

565
00:34:56.440 --> 00:34:58.599
people now that are.

566
00:34:58.639 --> 00:35:03.519
Calling themselves therapy that are not licenses, they're not certified.

567
00:35:04.480 --> 00:35:05.880
And you have to be very.

568
00:35:05.880 --> 00:35:10.400
Careful because you can be talking to somebody they're right

569
00:35:10.519 --> 00:35:13.639
on the edge and the reallest thing that you can

570
00:35:13.840 --> 00:35:14.800
say to them.

571
00:35:14.920 --> 00:35:16.679
Yes, you will trigger.

572
00:35:16.440 --> 00:35:21.079
Them and they will end up community suicide. Yes, And

573
00:35:21.960 --> 00:35:26.679
people don't understand that. You can't if you're.

574
00:35:26.639 --> 00:35:32.920
Not trained, not certify, don't.

575
00:35:32.880 --> 00:35:39.400
Fully understand that person's diagnosis. You need to step back,

576
00:35:39.840 --> 00:35:42.360
But you need to you have to be very careful

577
00:35:42.400 --> 00:35:44.719
in what you say, even when you working in the

578
00:35:44.800 --> 00:35:47.480
field that I'm working in and I train and I

579
00:35:47.760 --> 00:35:52.559
know how to appunct somebody when they're enterprisis, and I

580
00:35:52.800 --> 00:35:53.719
know pretty.

581
00:35:53.519 --> 00:35:54.119
Much what to say.

582
00:35:54.159 --> 00:35:57.400
But I see on myself, have a lunch what I

583
00:35:57.559 --> 00:36:01.599
say because I can say something and that I'm no,

584
00:36:01.800 --> 00:36:04.639
I'm trained, and I'm saying that writing. But that person

585
00:36:04.719 --> 00:36:10.559
that also envisioned b and someone at harm and seeing

586
00:36:10.639 --> 00:36:11.440
me as a the rant and.

587
00:36:11.519 --> 00:36:14.199
Attack me, right, you know. So I even have to

588
00:36:14.320 --> 00:36:16.039
watch what I say when.

589
00:36:16.360 --> 00:36:18.960
I'm dealing with that kind of situation. So but a

590
00:36:19.039 --> 00:36:20.199
lot of people don't understanding that.

591
00:36:20.280 --> 00:36:21.800
They just want oh you just.

592
00:36:26.679 --> 00:36:34.440
Yeah, yeah, and that you know. And that's the thing

593
00:36:34.679 --> 00:36:37.559
again with with it where we are and and I'll

594
00:36:37.599 --> 00:36:38.679
i'll use that with it.

595
00:36:40.440 --> 00:36:43.880
Talking about the leg and thinking everybody's gotta showing. Everybody

596
00:36:44.000 --> 00:36:46.039
thinks to stir pas and everybody thinks.

597
00:36:45.960 --> 00:36:53.280
Still trouble, nobody life, nobody license my life.

598
00:36:53.440 --> 00:36:56.440
Third five Hey, wait a minute, now, a lot I

599
00:36:56.599 --> 00:37:07.280
want thirty five. It's not up theer time.

600
00:37:09.760 --> 00:37:12.280
You have, especially.

601
00:37:13.480 --> 00:37:18.280
Just a lot of people there are really yes, yes,

602
00:37:19.280 --> 00:37:23.440
and you have to be very caul with what advice

603
00:37:24.440 --> 00:37:26.239
your yes.

604
00:37:27.880 --> 00:37:32.280
And that's people that are not strong today and that

605
00:37:32.519 --> 00:37:34.679
thing and a lot of people and you're right, they're

606
00:37:34.719 --> 00:37:36.760
out there offerings these things and.

607
00:37:37.199 --> 00:37:37.800
And not.

608
00:37:40.679 --> 00:37:45.679
From from the perspective of the person. Let me see

609
00:37:45.679 --> 00:37:47.800
if I can say this right, y'all know, I'm comfious

610
00:37:47.840 --> 00:37:50.079
of dealing with me for a man, not from the

611
00:37:50.199 --> 00:37:53.480
perspective of the person you're talking to. But you've given

612
00:37:53.519 --> 00:37:56.159
them advice from your perspectives exactly.

613
00:37:56.840 --> 00:37:57.519
You're telling them.

614
00:37:57.800 --> 00:38:01.159
You're telling them what you would have done, you, how

615
00:38:01.360 --> 00:38:03.519
you would have had it, and what you would have did,

616
00:38:05.639 --> 00:38:07.599
not from the perspective, but where they saying that?

617
00:38:09.719 --> 00:38:10.159
And and.

618
00:38:12.599 --> 00:38:15.760
Oh and not knowing what you just said.

619
00:38:15.800 --> 00:38:19.239
A lot of people are not only people or where

620
00:38:19.400 --> 00:38:25.320
for people are searching? Yeah, so many hurt people out

621
00:38:25.320 --> 00:38:26.639
of your search.

622
00:38:33.920 --> 00:38:41.159
And when something and you come across, like you care are.

623
00:38:41.119 --> 00:38:44.719
You come across, then they gravitate to it and everything

624
00:38:44.880 --> 00:38:47.760
you say they have taken its golden Yeah.

625
00:38:49.119 --> 00:38:54.159
K wow, that is yeah, that that is a trinous thing.

626
00:38:54.280 --> 00:38:58.360
But I I bodge you for for your you know,

627
00:38:58.639 --> 00:39:03.000
going through and what you're doing and taking these things up. Well,

628
00:39:03.079 --> 00:39:12.800
tell me some more, tell me some ship. Yeah, I'll

629
00:39:12.800 --> 00:39:14.239
tell you what. I'm gonna let you tell. I'm gonna

630
00:39:14.239 --> 00:39:17.079
put on my y'all, I'm gonna do something I'll never do.

631
00:39:18.400 --> 00:39:19.559
I'm gonna put on my glasses.

632
00:39:20.199 --> 00:39:25.440
I'm gonna actually try to read you, both of both,

633
00:39:25.719 --> 00:39:27.280
both of them, can't even one of us.

634
00:39:28.840 --> 00:39:42.840
I'm fun to put on my reason read. That's what

635
00:39:42.960 --> 00:39:46.519
we're doing. We we we We're gonna muddle through it though.

636
00:39:50.840 --> 00:39:53.360
Can't she know me no cran beer and juice. No,

637
00:39:54.840 --> 00:39:57.239
she don't give me something. She don't give me something

638
00:39:57.280 --> 00:40:00.920
wild to talk about here. I couldn't get no crab Uh.

639
00:40:01.199 --> 00:40:05.880
There is mental health equip. Oh, okay, that's here. There's

640
00:40:06.000 --> 00:40:11.400
there's mental illness equip. If you're not training, allow someone

641
00:40:11.480 --> 00:40:18.480
who is. Yes, yes, yes, but see that y'all think

642
00:40:18.519 --> 00:40:22.119
they trained them. I'm gonna just tell you, I ain't

643
00:40:22.119 --> 00:40:22.480
gonna lie.

644
00:40:22.519 --> 00:40:24.679
They don't think they trained, They think they trained, they

645
00:40:24.760 --> 00:40:27.400
think they think they know the answer.

646
00:40:33.559 --> 00:40:40.800
Yes, yes, yes, I totally agree. That's up. So where

647
00:40:40.920 --> 00:40:47.519
are you junior midtal health training? What what some things

648
00:40:47.519 --> 00:41:01.199
about that? Tell us about Okay, yah, y'all got I

649
00:41:01.360 --> 00:41:01.679
work for.

650
00:41:04.760 --> 00:41:07.000
Boy, You're not finna come knocking at the don't time

651
00:41:07.039 --> 00:41:13.519
about me.

652
00:41:21.480 --> 00:41:26.880
I say, kind, but now I work on this.

653
00:41:30.159 --> 00:41:39.239
Okay years now Again. I work with the home and

654
00:41:39.960 --> 00:41:47.480
because of my my title, that's basically someone that has

655
00:41:47.559 --> 00:41:48.400
to be spare.

656
00:41:49.920 --> 00:41:55.719
So I will why write you things. But I share

657
00:41:56.679 --> 00:42:00.639
reds and pieces depending on the situation of my experience.

658
00:42:01.199 --> 00:42:05.159
So when meeting sometimes I work you know the situation.

659
00:42:05.800 --> 00:42:08.400
I might work up my mother my mom's six pen

660
00:42:11.239 --> 00:42:14.159
and uh stay six years in the middle institution after

661
00:42:14.239 --> 00:42:17.559
she shadow itself. Oh well wow, and I was a teen.

662
00:42:20.079 --> 00:42:23.280
Depending on the situation, I will share with them that

663
00:42:23.400 --> 00:42:25.960
I've tried to commence with that. So I've tried to

664
00:42:25.960 --> 00:42:29.000
commit suicide many many years ago. I was in my students.

665
00:42:29.760 --> 00:42:29.880
Uh.

666
00:42:30.360 --> 00:42:33.239
And I have been homeless, so I home to my lists.

667
00:42:33.280 --> 00:42:37.239
So I've been home time thirty four years of well

668
00:42:37.440 --> 00:42:40.639
at one of those sign ups on TV home wow.

669
00:42:41.159 --> 00:42:47.599
So and then I also worked with UH clients as well,

670
00:42:48.280 --> 00:42:51.880
So I would sometimes share the life of my brother

671
00:42:52.119 --> 00:42:53.400
because my brother was go.

672
00:42:56.000 --> 00:42:56.119
Uh.

673
00:42:56.280 --> 00:43:00.480
So we had some teach well so I and it

674
00:43:00.599 --> 00:43:04.400
depends on the situation, right uh And what I'm dealing

675
00:43:04.480 --> 00:43:07.280
with at the time of that individual of what I

676
00:43:07.360 --> 00:43:10.320
have to share. Normally when I share certain things.

677
00:43:10.119 --> 00:43:12.800
And now because they look at me for what you

678
00:43:12.920 --> 00:43:17.320
see now. But and when I tell them about.

679
00:43:17.800 --> 00:43:21.800
My past, they're like, miss pop, you tell them the

680
00:43:21.920 --> 00:43:24.679
truth for real, because.

681
00:43:24.639 --> 00:43:27.960
They just say, I'm somebody that works there. But you know,

682
00:43:28.239 --> 00:43:32.840
they don't think I have a pass that's very similar

683
00:43:32.960 --> 00:43:33.159
to this.

684
00:43:33.920 --> 00:43:35.719
Wow, So that is.

685
00:43:37.920 --> 00:43:40.880
That's amazing. And I say that because that's that's something

686
00:43:41.000 --> 00:43:44.159
I truely believe, is that for me personally, I don't

687
00:43:44.239 --> 00:43:46.360
think that anything.

688
00:43:46.880 --> 00:43:49.199
That I have and do it on this journey.

689
00:43:51.239 --> 00:43:54.840
Now, I don't be wrong because some people use everything

690
00:43:55.039 --> 00:43:58.320
that I have gone throughout this journey was like every.

691
00:43:58.119 --> 00:44:01.039
Single thing, every we know, all of it was mine,

692
00:44:01.960 --> 00:44:03.159
all of it everybody.

693
00:44:03.360 --> 00:44:06.159
I don't put it on nobody else, nothing I've done nothing,

694
00:44:06.239 --> 00:44:08.880
I'm that's it's all mine.

695
00:44:09.280 --> 00:44:10.119
We started.

696
00:44:12.079 --> 00:44:17.400
And that's what I too feel. Even though it's all mine,

697
00:44:18.119 --> 00:44:22.199
it was not for me. I was led through these.

698
00:44:22.119 --> 00:44:24.320
Things, and I suffered through these things, and I came

699
00:44:24.440 --> 00:44:27.880
out of these things nothing to go share to be

700
00:44:28.000 --> 00:44:30.840
able to show somebody who was in that thing, the

701
00:44:31.000 --> 00:44:33.480
thing that he brought me out of them to be

702
00:44:33.559 --> 00:44:35.360
able to tell them people you can get out too.

703
00:44:35.719 --> 00:44:37.480
I'm not just gonna tell you what the books say.

704
00:44:37.920 --> 00:44:40.280
I'm not just gonna tell you what some story I

705
00:44:40.400 --> 00:44:43.800
heard allowed me to share the things that I haven't

706
00:44:44.000 --> 00:44:49.719
cursed and had to deal with, and a lot of

707
00:44:49.800 --> 00:44:50.360
people don't.

708
00:44:50.400 --> 00:44:51.360
A lot of people still do.

709
00:44:51.719 --> 00:44:53.320
Like everybody ain't share.

710
00:44:53.920 --> 00:44:58.960
Sometimes you can't always share your story, right, Sometimes you

711
00:44:59.159 --> 00:45:01.320
share history people that story.

712
00:45:02.800 --> 00:45:02.880
So.

713
00:45:04.480 --> 00:45:09.679
Amen, oh lord, they will. But let me say this,

714
00:45:11.639 --> 00:45:17.039
if y'all ever shared your story and somebody this is

715
00:45:17.079 --> 00:45:18.480
my personal after y'all, it's just.

716
00:45:20.840 --> 00:45:23.840
If you ever shared your story and somebody threw it

717
00:45:23.880 --> 00:45:26.280
in your face and you said, what, I ain't never gonna.

718
00:45:26.079 --> 00:45:31.480
Tell another don't do just because they did. That's still

719
00:45:31.599 --> 00:45:35.760
somebody that your journey can help, exactly. Don't be don't

720
00:45:35.800 --> 00:45:40.039
be like, well, just because that idiot did.

721
00:45:39.920 --> 00:45:44.239
That, don't don't don't say I'm never ever gonna help

722
00:45:44.360 --> 00:45:50.599
nobody else because that one person I wanted, one person.

723
00:45:50.440 --> 00:45:56.679
That they take something from or change their life.

724
00:45:57.960 --> 00:46:03.480
Yes, Yes, And that's that's that's what it's about. That

725
00:46:03.719 --> 00:46:06.239
is for me, that's what I know it's about. It's

726
00:46:06.280 --> 00:46:10.119
always about, you know, that's thing nothing nothing nothing. We

727
00:46:10.280 --> 00:46:14.039
all have our liar that we don't face. Ain't that's

728
00:46:14.639 --> 00:46:17.559
ain't nobody got no job, ain't facing you shouldn't be

729
00:46:17.599 --> 00:46:19.760
and me like know my face to keep on the way.

730
00:46:20.039 --> 00:46:21.000
You better get your rocks.

731
00:46:21.039 --> 00:46:24.199
He because he's coming, because I say all the time

732
00:46:24.679 --> 00:46:33.000
is like a tone, dark tone, dark faces.

733
00:46:33.679 --> 00:46:35.199
Side down and.

734
00:46:39.159 --> 00:46:41.440
Yes yes yeah.

735
00:46:45.679 --> 00:46:53.440
To the ground at the jumping off this sudden.

736
00:46:53.320 --> 00:47:05.199
Stop because I ain't getting nobody here. All right?

737
00:47:05.280 --> 00:47:13.079
Look, oh okay, wasn't uh tell us more? Give me more,

738
00:47:13.280 --> 00:47:15.559
give me more up? I mean you're I mean, you

739
00:47:15.639 --> 00:47:19.159
know it's your show mill you know country boy just

740
00:47:19.760 --> 00:47:22.119
country boy.

741
00:47:22.119 --> 00:47:22.719
Is up in here.

742
00:47:28.519 --> 00:47:31.480
Mm hmm, I'll love it. Give it up.

743
00:47:33.199 --> 00:47:35.599
You're gonna ask me anything. I'm very transparent.

744
00:47:36.960 --> 00:47:40.880
I'm really trans I'll give you along answer.

745
00:47:41.639 --> 00:47:50.400
Shock. Alright, hold on, let me look. Let's see here. Okay,

746
00:47:50.599 --> 00:47:54.480
so we have all right so that I can see

747
00:47:54.559 --> 00:47:56.880
now all right, listen, listen, listen. Okay.

748
00:47:57.079 --> 00:48:03.519
So by last few minutes of the show, we've discussed

749
00:48:04.960 --> 00:48:11.480
your past, we have talked about your present.

750
00:48:13.800 --> 00:48:17.320
Can you give us some insight on the future.

751
00:48:20.360 --> 00:48:22.000
I'm definitely still.

752
00:48:21.880 --> 00:48:24.760
Being for sure.

753
00:48:25.559 --> 00:48:35.800
Uh, the upcoming thing it's as upon me, ah by

754
00:48:35.920 --> 00:48:41.519
myself and obskay.

755
00:48:43.840 --> 00:48:44.119
TV.

756
00:48:44.960 --> 00:48:51.119
Going back to that, I don't know, that's still in

757
00:48:51.199 --> 00:48:57.519
the air. Definitely want to do more be gay because

758
00:48:57.519 --> 00:48:59.159
I have to go back and forth like between.

759
00:48:59.159 --> 00:49:01.119
You can't hope that right, all right?

760
00:49:01.360 --> 00:49:03.719
Right, I like back and forth, back and forth.

761
00:49:05.760 --> 00:49:11.320
That's the kind of books for my stress free as

762
00:49:11.480 --> 00:49:12.599
much as possible.

763
00:49:14.360 --> 00:49:19.159
I'm ordy for my awards, have shows for them.

764
00:49:19.039 --> 00:49:21.960
Now, so well you be showings out that.

765
00:49:26.039 --> 00:49:38.199
Let the first yes, she said, let yes.

766
00:49:43.159 --> 00:49:51.920
Uh best on the stream wow uh from the point

767
00:49:52.039 --> 00:49:55.880
network out well uh.

768
00:49:56.360 --> 00:49:59.360
And what she did was open up bothing the while

769
00:49:59.840 --> 00:50:02.480
the the United States. So I went up to get

770
00:50:02.559 --> 00:50:09.320
shown in California as other places and I want wow,

771
00:50:10.599 --> 00:50:11.079
and then.

772
00:50:12.480 --> 00:50:16.119
I want to get wow. So this was the first

773
00:50:16.239 --> 00:50:23.119
and this was this showed me that the consistency everything

774
00:50:23.199 --> 00:50:25.920
that I know were to call the crime and the

775
00:50:26.079 --> 00:50:28.559
late nights and not that I don't want to do

776
00:50:28.679 --> 00:50:30.719
this my mode of any boys.

777
00:50:31.760 --> 00:50:37.280
Yeah, this showed me after eleven years of giving this, everything.

778
00:50:36.960 --> 00:50:39.280
I've done so far wasn't anything right.

779
00:50:40.400 --> 00:50:42.360
Because that's how I took me first.

780
00:50:42.480 --> 00:50:51.119
Wow, that's all the time, but for real, for real Okay.

781
00:50:50.559 --> 00:50:56.000
And now I have a shuffle, So I'm grateful. Anybody

782
00:50:56.079 --> 00:51:07.239
wants to honor me, I will be honored. Okay, so

783
00:51:07.440 --> 00:51:08.280
this is UH.

784
00:51:10.280 --> 00:51:19.920
With UH so that would be sixty Well congratulations. Well

785
00:51:20.119 --> 00:51:27.360
well well would or well deserved for everything that you

786
00:51:27.480 --> 00:51:30.880
put in. So I don't have no questions like that,

787
00:51:31.000 --> 00:51:34.639
but I do have questions. I don't know how question.

788
00:51:36.639 --> 00:51:43.360
My questions are more and more comfortable questions one and

789
00:51:43.519 --> 00:51:45.280
we we we kind of touched on it. So but

790
00:51:45.360 --> 00:51:49.719
I want you to elaborate on them. Of all things

791
00:51:49.880 --> 00:51:51.519
that you've done and have been doing.

792
00:51:52.960 --> 00:52:00.320
What one? It's your driving factor behind the basics Greek?

793
00:52:00.880 --> 00:52:04.360
What's your wife? What's your wife? For people going here?

794
00:52:04.760 --> 00:52:05.800
What is your life?

795
00:52:09.519 --> 00:52:12.360
Whatever I do, I want to leave some type of

796
00:52:12.480 --> 00:52:18.199
impact with the world I want. I always wanted to

797
00:52:18.280 --> 00:52:22.000
do something that was informative because I don't want you

798
00:52:22.119 --> 00:52:25.000
to leave my show. I never wanted you to leave

799
00:52:25.039 --> 00:52:27.119
my show, and I'm taking something from it.

800
00:52:28.280 --> 00:52:33.840
So I had to learn with TV first that this

801
00:52:34.199 --> 00:52:36.400
was your purpose of life to be walking in and

802
00:52:36.639 --> 00:52:41.440
now with mental health. I lived mental health all my

803
00:52:41.599 --> 00:52:43.719
life with my mom starting.

804
00:52:43.400 --> 00:52:46.880
Out, but never did I dream I would people working

805
00:52:47.880 --> 00:52:51.239
in that book. So when I stepped into that role.

806
00:52:51.599 --> 00:52:56.400
I was like, I'm literally now living and walking in

807
00:52:56.639 --> 00:53:00.880
both of my purposes. Well so uh and I and

808
00:53:01.159 --> 00:53:06.039
even with that, anything that I do with the clients,

809
00:53:06.519 --> 00:53:12.159
I want to give them something that they can learn

810
00:53:12.320 --> 00:53:16.679
from and take with them. Yes, Uh, to be able

811
00:53:16.880 --> 00:53:22.480
to live a normal life. Like I tell people all

812
00:53:22.480 --> 00:53:25.760
the time, you know, matter what your diagnosis is, uh,

813
00:53:26.639 --> 00:53:30.159
that doesn't define who you are. Now that diagnosis is

814
00:53:30.440 --> 00:53:33.000
what it is because a diagnosis, it would never define

815
00:53:33.079 --> 00:53:35.400
who you are as an individual.

816
00:53:35.960 --> 00:53:42.760
Never man, hey man, wow, okay, And there's no right

817
00:53:42.880 --> 00:53:44.320
wrong answers. It's on your answer.

818
00:53:45.880 --> 00:53:47.519
The second.

819
00:53:48.920 --> 00:53:58.840
Question would be this, if there were and there's what

820
00:53:58.960 --> 00:54:04.480
that was? It was that one message, that one message

821
00:54:04.480 --> 00:54:10.559
from you that you could leave behind. What is that message?

822
00:54:12.519 --> 00:54:16.760
If you have a dream of Sam firmly and walk

823
00:54:16.840 --> 00:54:19.360
in that dream and make that dream come like doublet

824
00:54:19.480 --> 00:54:23.400
someone tell you you can't do because I was told

825
00:54:24.159 --> 00:54:26.639
if you think me on TV. Because to keep in mind,

826
00:54:26.920 --> 00:54:30.519
I saw this when all we knew was over and

827
00:54:30.800 --> 00:54:36.119
all had ont so people you think that you know,

828
00:54:36.440 --> 00:54:41.239
that's not you know, And sixteen almost sixteen years later,

829
00:54:42.360 --> 00:54:47.880
I did it. It was successful. Now I'm not I

830
00:54:47.960 --> 00:54:50.239
mean I screamed all over the world and all that

831
00:54:50.360 --> 00:54:54.920
this stuff. I'm not a child live thirty nine plus still,

832
00:54:57.360 --> 00:55:01.920
so I'm grateful that I stu week. Yes, I would

833
00:55:02.000 --> 00:55:04.679
tell anybody if you don't have to be.

834
00:55:05.079 --> 00:55:09.119
Entertainment, whatever do you want to do. If you are

835
00:55:09.320 --> 00:55:11.719
passionate about that, then that's what you want to do.

836
00:55:11.800 --> 00:55:14.480
If you stick with that, you don't let anybody tell.

837
00:55:14.400 --> 00:55:18.639
You, because you will have people tell you they.

838
00:55:20.880 --> 00:55:21.920
Sure gonna do.

839
00:55:23.880 --> 00:55:26.280
I need it with two dollars what I did.

840
00:55:28.599 --> 00:55:30.400
Come off?

841
00:55:31.559 --> 00:55:38.199
Well, you can't let from seven real hey man, love it.

842
00:55:38.960 --> 00:55:43.599
And my final question and then I'm giving it to you,

843
00:55:45.719 --> 00:55:45.880
is this.

844
00:55:48.239 --> 00:55:52.239
If we sit here and what is this twenty twenty six,

845
00:55:54.400 --> 00:55:59.880
celebrating Women's History Month, here twenty twenty six, as we

846
00:56:00.079 --> 00:56:04.679
sit here this day, at this moment, this time, sixteen

847
00:56:04.800 --> 00:56:11.440
years in the medium, all things that you have done,

848
00:56:11.480 --> 00:56:14.920
all things that you have faced, all things that you

849
00:56:15.039 --> 00:56:16.519
have come through.

850
00:56:18.599 --> 00:56:22.079
When you look right now at this moment, right here,

851
00:56:22.599 --> 00:56:23.639
and you close your.

852
00:56:23.559 --> 00:56:28.920
Eyes at this moment and you think back, what would

853
00:56:28.960 --> 00:56:32.840
you say, this is one am on the other side of.

854
00:56:38.400 --> 00:56:41.199
This one thing. If you close your eyes right now.

855
00:56:43.400 --> 00:56:45.559
And you can look at all the things that you

856
00:56:45.679 --> 00:56:48.840
have come over and you can come past and you've defeated.

857
00:56:49.559 --> 00:56:51.880
What is that one thing that you say right down

858
00:56:52.000 --> 00:57:00.239
this moment. I'm on the other side of this. Yeah,

859
00:57:02.800 --> 00:57:03.119
mm hmm.

860
00:57:04.599 --> 00:57:08.119
I know how to handle. I know how to look

861
00:57:08.199 --> 00:57:19.559
at the light, so I'll overcome. Yeah, I can stay

862
00:57:20.760 --> 00:57:24.599
and and I'm not all shaking around like I was before.

863
00:57:25.639 --> 00:57:25.880
Wow.

864
00:57:27.280 --> 00:57:30.519
Wow, don't get me wrong sometimes.

865
00:57:34.280 --> 00:57:35.360
But it ain't like it was.

866
00:57:36.039 --> 00:57:38.480
That's amen.

867
00:57:38.840 --> 00:57:44.079
That's life. That that is that is life. That is life.

868
00:57:47.639 --> 00:57:54.800
Yeah, I am with you. Look, I'm just pushing some buddy. Yeah,

869
00:57:55.159 --> 00:57:59.239
it is. It is your time again to share here

870
00:57:59.639 --> 00:58:02.360
here here, right here. That's right, y'all.

871
00:58:02.440 --> 00:58:05.079
I got the one, the only right here, right here,

872
00:58:05.320 --> 00:58:08.400
live city with the country boy, and I'm going to

873
00:58:08.480 --> 00:58:10.559
give her this thing and let her do what she does.

874
00:58:11.639 --> 00:58:16.760
It's it's your moment to shine, right right. You already shine.

875
00:58:16.880 --> 00:58:21.199
But anyway, show these people in it, but leave them

876
00:58:21.239 --> 00:58:23.920
with any information whatever you want to.

877
00:58:24.639 --> 00:58:26.800
It is yours country for y'all. Could have seen me

878
00:58:26.840 --> 00:58:35.559
over here, no way, but it's not out here.

879
00:58:42.639 --> 00:58:43.480
All this black.

880
00:58:50.320 --> 00:58:50.840
I love this.

881
00:58:51.119 --> 00:58:58.920
I I'm sorry, go ahead, I'm show uh.

882
00:59:00.599 --> 00:59:00.639
Know.

883
00:59:00.719 --> 00:59:03.199
More of the show was still active I'm still posting.

884
00:59:03.880 --> 00:59:08.039
I'm still doing stuff in the community. I'm just not

885
00:59:08.159 --> 00:59:14.320
on but youk about I like TV show on face

886
00:59:14.440 --> 00:59:22.360
books or the sorry Facebook, Instagram. I do matter what

887
00:59:22.480 --> 00:59:23.079
its PA.

888
00:59:24.639 --> 00:59:25.159
Or I like.

889
00:59:27.559 --> 00:59:27.679
Uh.

890
00:59:27.840 --> 00:59:30.559
If if you need, anybody can come out and coach

891
00:59:30.639 --> 00:59:34.239
you for their progress, uh through their production.

892
00:59:34.840 --> 00:59:35.920
So I do that as well.

893
00:59:37.480 --> 00:59:38.519
Speaking engagements.

894
00:59:38.599 --> 00:59:45.039
I come out and speak with kids anything for regarding media.

895
00:59:45.280 --> 00:59:48.400
And then I also speaking to gain mental health of

896
00:59:48.519 --> 00:59:51.000
the lady. That's pretty pretty much what I've done a

897
00:59:51.079 --> 00:59:51.800
lot of lately.

898
00:59:52.679 --> 00:59:52.800
Uh.

899
00:59:53.239 --> 00:59:55.039
Just reach out to me that I like TV show

900
00:59:55.079 --> 01:00:00.440
at email dot com and email me I will I'm that.

901
01:00:02.039 --> 01:00:10.800
Not a week later, I'm being honored, uh for the

902
01:00:11.039 --> 01:00:12.079
Meta Awards.

903
01:00:12.199 --> 01:00:13.320
It's May sixteen.

904
01:00:14.199 --> 01:00:16.679
It's I can help me the you know, I'll give

905
01:00:16.679 --> 01:00:21.840
you a block uh May seventeen. I believe at a

906
01:00:21.920 --> 01:00:24.840
mental mental health gave up, but she sent Paris I

907
01:00:25.000 --> 01:00:25.320
made you.

908
01:00:26.159 --> 01:00:26.280
Uh.

909
01:00:26.440 --> 01:00:31.280
So those are the things that I have upcoming the podcast.

910
01:00:33.079 --> 01:00:36.360
I will assume be mad cause people want me to

911
01:00:36.440 --> 01:00:37.119
come back and.

912
01:00:37.599 --> 01:00:38.199
Do what I do.

913
01:00:39.239 --> 01:00:42.159
Uh, it's just it has to for me now. It

914
01:00:42.280 --> 01:00:43.280
has to make sense.

915
01:00:45.400 --> 01:00:48.840
Things are more expensive now, so it's everything that's hap

916
01:00:48.960 --> 01:00:50.760
to make sense, especially the way I like to do.

917
01:00:51.320 --> 01:00:52.480
But that's so.

918
01:00:57.719 --> 01:01:05.039
I'm honored.

919
01:01:06.719 --> 01:01:10.199
I have honored, I have honored. Thank you so so

920
01:01:10.719 --> 01:01:13.400
so very much. From the from buy my heart. I

921
01:01:13.440 --> 01:01:35.800
will say this, Oh my goodness, it isn't It is

922
01:01:35.840 --> 01:01:36.840
an honor. You know.

923
01:01:37.880 --> 01:01:40.800
I say this, And if y'all don't know me, if

924
01:01:40.840 --> 01:01:43.559
I say it in private, I say the public nothing.

925
01:01:43.840 --> 01:01:50.719
I ain't skilling nobody but God, from the moment that

926
01:01:51.840 --> 01:01:56.639
I met you, it has always been been very pleasant.

927
01:01:56.719 --> 01:01:57.639
You've always been.

928
01:01:57.599 --> 01:02:01.239
Kind, not even knowing who this old fellow was, you

929
01:02:01.360 --> 01:02:05.000
knowing he was a big mouth, loud, but you never

930
01:02:08.079 --> 01:02:19.320
yeh all, but you never you never treated me less

931
01:02:19.400 --> 01:02:24.000
than you never treated me like some folks. You know

932
01:02:24.039 --> 01:02:26.039
what I'm saying? What I when I say that, and and.

933
01:02:28.639 --> 01:02:31.519
I respect that and so.

934
01:02:31.679 --> 01:02:34.480
So very much, And for you to to take out

935
01:02:34.559 --> 01:02:37.920
the time, and and let me say, it's across the board,

936
01:02:37.960 --> 01:02:39.079
so everybody knows, for.

937
01:02:39.239 --> 01:02:44.159
Anybody, anybody, anybody who's ever answered the call and taken

938
01:02:44.199 --> 01:02:45.440
out the time, you know, I get.

939
01:02:45.280 --> 01:02:49.280
That must respect to say hey, and for you to

940
01:02:49.400 --> 01:02:53.480
invite me into your palace to come, it is an honor.

941
01:02:54.559 --> 01:02:55.239
I say that.

942
01:02:55.840 --> 01:02:59.320
And I say that with my whole army that know

943
01:02:59.519 --> 01:03:02.159
how much I appreciate you, Know how much I respect

944
01:03:02.239 --> 01:03:06.519
you for everything that you've accomplished. Know how much I

945
01:03:06.599 --> 01:03:09.760
appreciate you and I respect you for everything you've done.

946
01:03:10.280 --> 01:03:13.280
But no more importantly, I.

947
01:03:13.400 --> 01:03:16.559
Respect you and I appreciate you for who you are

948
01:03:19.199 --> 01:03:22.480
because the other things, the other things, what you've done,

949
01:03:22.599 --> 01:03:25.039
is that and the other which it will go with

950
01:03:25.320 --> 01:03:26.079
who you are.

951
01:03:26.519 --> 01:03:27.519
Because what I will.

952
01:03:27.440 --> 01:03:28.280
Tell you is is.

953
01:03:30.440 --> 01:03:35.039
What I see is intiguity and character.

954
01:03:36.440 --> 01:03:41.760
Thank you, And that's that speaks louder than anything else

955
01:03:42.159 --> 01:03:43.400
that all the other stuff.

956
01:03:43.440 --> 01:03:44.519
Folks they talk about.

957
01:03:44.719 --> 01:03:46.400
You can have all this, you can have all the

958
01:03:46.480 --> 01:03:48.440
money in the world, but the ain't got no intigity

959
01:03:48.719 --> 01:03:49.599
and no charge.

960
01:03:50.880 --> 01:03:56.000
Yeah, and that's what people don't understand about me. I

961
01:03:56.199 --> 01:03:57.280
have all of the things.

962
01:03:57.519 --> 01:03:58.239
I have all.

963
01:04:00.280 --> 01:04:04.159
I've been called out different places out street doll of work.

964
01:04:04.280 --> 01:04:09.800
I've had billboards in Atlanta and of me, and I'm

965
01:04:09.880 --> 01:04:12.320
just so giddy when I first saw it. But at

966
01:04:12.360 --> 01:04:15.480
the end of the day, I don't look at myself.

967
01:04:15.519 --> 01:04:16.239
I'm just a.

968
01:04:16.360 --> 01:04:22.880
Regular over from a weekend going right. I don't look

969
01:04:22.920 --> 01:04:27.159
at myself. I don't none of that. It's like Okay,

970
01:04:27.960 --> 01:04:29.920
that's thank you, Jess told.

971
01:04:32.760 --> 01:04:34.519
Because at the end of the day, like you say,

972
01:04:34.800 --> 01:04:39.159
none of them matter. You have to do stuff in

973
01:04:39.320 --> 01:04:41.679
the order and in the right way. You have to

974
01:04:41.800 --> 01:04:44.880
trick people respect. I don't care how much.

975
01:04:44.719 --> 01:04:49.880
Of a celebrity you are. You before he was a celebrity,

976
01:04:50.000 --> 01:04:53.440
you was just a regular person, sure, and then you

977
01:04:53.639 --> 01:04:58.320
have to treat everybody with respect. And I don't look

978
01:04:58.360 --> 01:05:01.840
at yeah, I don't at anything. I don't look at what.

979
01:05:02.000 --> 01:05:09.599
I don't know. Maybe they have a dollar. I was

980
01:05:09.760 --> 01:05:15.679
liking many tables that I that I never about our

981
01:05:15.840 --> 01:05:22.840
thief at those takings around certain people that are celebrities

982
01:05:22.920 --> 01:05:26.119
and famous and all the new music, you know, and

983
01:05:28.280 --> 01:05:29.440
I just regularly.

984
01:05:30.920 --> 01:05:34.880
So maybe they't done. They don't put me around enough

985
01:05:34.920 --> 01:05:36.320
people no more, because I look at it.

986
01:05:36.679 --> 01:05:42.840
Let you know what, look get it. I looked at

987
01:05:42.920 --> 01:05:44.599
them and I look at their pants and go like

988
01:05:44.719 --> 01:05:51.199
you put yours on, you puts like I put on.

989
01:05:55.599 --> 01:06:01.000
The house. I just and and I don't know if

990
01:06:01.039 --> 01:06:05.360
they had to do without the work, right right, But.

991
01:06:07.039 --> 01:06:10.639
Yeah, yeah, cause all right, I'm feel the clothes. But

992
01:06:10.639 --> 01:06:12.800
I'm gonna sleep my country for I'm finna go.

993
01:06:13.360 --> 01:06:14.239
Let me tell you something.

994
01:06:14.800 --> 01:06:15.920
I don't care if you.

995
01:06:16.000 --> 01:06:20.519
Got one dollar, uh big dollars, but raves still gonna

996
01:06:20.559 --> 01:06:21.320
be the same size.

997
01:06:21.599 --> 01:06:35.519
Okay, okay, basic, look O, don'tay how much money you got.

998
01:06:35.559 --> 01:06:36.599
There ain't going for six feet.

999
01:06:36.800 --> 01:06:44.239
Okay, you can be, you can get all. You ain't

1000
01:06:44.239 --> 01:06:47.559
gonna any for six feet. You ain't get but six

1001
01:06:49.480 --> 01:06:51.719
your big, your big, it ain't gonna even get you

1002
01:06:51.719 --> 01:06:53.760
a you ain't gonna get you for six.

1003
01:06:57.239 --> 01:06:59.719
Look, man, thank you so very.

1004
01:06:59.679 --> 01:07:04.000
But until it is, thank you so very much for

1005
01:07:04.400 --> 01:07:09.199
having me. Thank you for opening your whole, thank you.

1006
01:07:09.320 --> 01:07:13.400
For opening your heart. Thank you for being true. I

1007
01:07:13.559 --> 01:07:16.000
appreciate you. I love you. I love you. I love you.

1008
01:07:16.760 --> 01:07:21.039
TikTok, Instagram, Facebook, YouTube, whoever else LinkedIn.

1009
01:07:21.280 --> 01:07:24.280
Thank y'all. This is the one, the.

1010
01:07:24.440 --> 01:07:30.199
Only, the amazing, the superstars herself and I sit here

1011
01:07:30.239 --> 01:07:36.639
at the palaces.

1012
01:07:38.599 --> 01:07:41.679
No, no, thank you, thank you. I appreciate it and

1013
01:07:41.800 --> 01:07:43.639
teaching every one of y'all. Thank you so very much.

1014
01:07:44.199 --> 01:07:51.840
This was the very first episode celebrating celebrating Women's History Month.

1015
01:07:52.440 --> 01:07:57.559
Celebrating Women's History Month, and here's the history making herself trailblazer.

1016
01:07:59.280 --> 01:08:02.360
So I'm looking forward to some more. I'm looking forward

1017
01:08:02.400 --> 01:08:06.239
to some more. I'm excited to be able to to

1018
01:08:06.480 --> 01:08:12.599
honor be wonderful, wonderful for the nomen No women. So

1019
01:08:13.360 --> 01:08:16.319
before I go, I'm gonna set a shout out too.

1020
01:08:18.119 --> 01:08:18.399
Mh.

1021
01:08:21.079 --> 01:08:24.960
Miss Stelle Williams, who was my if I did, I'm

1022
01:08:24.960 --> 01:08:26.760
gonna do it again, Miss Stelle Williams.

1023
01:08:26.439 --> 01:08:32.680
Who was my teacher in junior high. So I shout

1024
01:08:32.720 --> 01:08:35.319
out to her. She is a strong woman.

1025
01:08:35.399 --> 01:08:35.800
Let me tell you.

1026
01:08:35.880 --> 01:08:36.560
I want to tell you the.

1027
01:08:36.520 --> 01:08:37.960
Story by miss stell I think I got to talk

1028
01:08:38.000 --> 01:08:40.239
about it all the time. Miss Stellema when I was there,

1029
01:08:40.399 --> 01:08:44.880
really didn't want to take her class right. So when

1030
01:08:44.880 --> 01:08:46.920
Miss stell wan did this year she started.

1031
01:08:46.640 --> 01:08:50.960
Teaching, I was like, cool, we can go, kids and boles.

1032
01:08:51.800 --> 01:08:52.800
You're finna be up in there.

1033
01:08:52.960 --> 01:08:55.520
Misstelle Williams was teaching us the black mass Man from

1034
01:08:55.600 --> 01:08:57.159
y'all put the mouse to the side.

1035
01:08:57.760 --> 01:09:04.720
Ain't not finna do no ball, Miss Elma Williams say

1036
01:09:04.840 --> 01:09:06.800
anything to be no more all kicking up in here.

1037
01:09:07.000 --> 01:09:07.439
Not today.

1038
01:09:07.520 --> 01:09:09.640
We're gonna learn it up in here, I say, Lord,

1039
01:09:09.760 --> 01:09:11.520
one of these classes gonna be over so I can

1040
01:09:11.560 --> 01:09:12.920
see if I can tame my SPUs.

1041
01:09:16.560 --> 01:09:20.039
But anyway, I lover one of the women's, one of

1042
01:09:20.079 --> 01:09:23.199
the women who is a part of what this is

1043
01:09:23.319 --> 01:09:23.840
all about.

1044
01:09:24.640 --> 01:09:27.079
And every week I'm going to try to celebrate another

1045
01:09:27.800 --> 01:09:31.880
for me, for me who I think is another phenomenal woman.

1046
01:09:32.279 --> 01:09:35.520
So thank you, ma'am, thank you so very much, Thank

1047
01:09:35.600 --> 01:09:38.239
you'll for tuning in and the old country by fashions

1048
01:09:38.319 --> 01:09:40.800
just like this. I gotta take my glass off because

1049
01:09:40.800 --> 01:09:44.000
I need for y'all to see this. Got two things

1050
01:09:44.039 --> 01:09:46.319
to tell you. First and foremost is I believe. I

1051
01:09:46.399 --> 01:09:48.560
believe all my heart gave with God gave us three things.

1052
01:09:48.760 --> 01:09:51.640
He gave us a vision, he gave us instructions, and

1053
01:09:51.720 --> 01:09:54.439
he gave us a purpose. Vision, instruction and purpose. Vision

1054
01:09:54.560 --> 01:09:57.600
instructions are a purpose. Everybody's not going to read to

1055
01:09:57.640 --> 01:10:00.119
figure out what the instructions is. I'm just telling y'all.

1056
01:10:00.079 --> 01:10:04.039
Because everybody and everybody's not going to be able to

1057
01:10:04.079 --> 01:10:09.800
see your vision, and everybody is not going to support

1058
01:10:09.840 --> 01:10:14.800
you when you start walking in your purpose. But don't

1059
01:10:14.840 --> 01:10:18.279
you stop none of it. Don't you stop trying to

1060
01:10:18.439 --> 01:10:23.920
figure out what the instructions are. Don't you stop following

1061
01:10:24.039 --> 01:10:26.560
the vision that He's giving you, And don't you stop

1062
01:10:26.640 --> 01:10:27.560
walking in the purpose.

1063
01:10:29.840 --> 01:10:31.479
Don't stop don't.

1064
01:10:31.279 --> 01:10:33.560
Matter who walk away, don't matter who turn their back,

1065
01:10:33.800 --> 01:10:37.399
don't matter who's say what you walk in, You walk in,

1066
01:10:37.479 --> 01:10:39.399
and you walk in and you walk in it. And

1067
01:10:39.520 --> 01:10:41.640
for each and every one of y'all said every weeks,

1068
01:10:41.680 --> 01:10:44.119
I support you, I support you. I support you in

1069
01:10:44.199 --> 01:10:45.880
the vision that you have, and I support you in

1070
01:10:45.960 --> 01:10:49.199
the purpose that you're walking in. Because who am I

1071
01:10:49.880 --> 01:10:52.760
to say I don't support you when that's what God

1072
01:10:52.840 --> 01:10:53.199
gave you.

1073
01:10:53.520 --> 01:10:55.439
That's me trying to question him that you ain't getting

1074
01:10:55.520 --> 01:10:56.840
to them. And I'm not going to do that. I

1075
01:10:56.880 --> 01:10:57.520
ain't that chrasy.

1076
01:10:57.560 --> 01:11:01.840
I'm crazy, but I ain't that grace. So walk in

1077
01:11:01.920 --> 01:11:07.000
your purpose, even if you have to walk along, follow

1078
01:11:07.039 --> 01:11:10.840
your vision, even if you have to build along. Don't

1079
01:11:10.920 --> 01:11:12.119
you stop, don't you quit?

1080
01:11:12.199 --> 01:11:13.159
Don't you give me?

1081
01:11:19.520 --> 01:11:23.840
Oh when you woke up this morning and you're over

1082
01:11:23.880 --> 01:11:25.680
your eyes and clean out your ears and you tried

1083
01:11:25.720 --> 01:11:28.119
to heal, but the words of the country boar were

1084
01:11:28.399 --> 01:11:31.720
just not clear. And if you were out there the

1085
01:11:31.840 --> 01:11:36.000
day looking up, looking down, listening over here and listening

1086
01:11:36.119 --> 01:11:39.359
all around, but you're still didn't hear the.

1087
01:11:39.439 --> 01:11:44.439
Words what here? It is eight fourteen some time.

1088
01:11:46.880 --> 01:11:49.840
Gona have for myself You're favorite country Board all the

1089
01:11:49.880 --> 01:11:53.560
way from Exit eighty one, the Louisiana country Boy and

1090
01:11:53.680 --> 01:11:54.680
my wonderful.

1091
01:11:54.600 --> 01:11:58.600
Media clean againts. I say these words, I said with

1092
01:11:58.680 --> 01:12:01.079
my chest that got no listening, the shadow of a doubt.

1093
01:12:01.399 --> 01:12:03.720
I love you, I love you, I love you, I

1094
01:12:03.840 --> 01:12:04.119
love you.

1095
01:12:04.680 --> 01:12:10.119
I love you unconditionally, and there ain't be nothing, absolutely

1096
01:12:10.439 --> 01:12:13.000
positively nothing.

1097
01:12:13.439 --> 01:12:16.199
That you can do about it.

1098
01:12:16.520 --> 01:12:17.199
Thank y'all, and.

1099
01:12:22.760 --> 01:12:23.279
Out of here.

1100
01:12:23.760 --> 01:12:25.039
Out of here, I feel hit this end.

1101
01:12:25.119 --> 01:12:27.560
But so y'all see her right there, that's her right there,

1102
01:12:27.600 --> 01:12:29.479
the good shot. Get a good shot before we leave,

1103
01:12:29.680 --> 01:12:29.920
bat