Aug. 13, 2025

Jaie Williams Live on My Worthless 2cents Table Talk

Jaie Williams Live on My Worthless 2cents Table Talk
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Oh ya, that's me. That's your boy, the Louisiana country boy,

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coming at your life once more again. Also what I

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need for you to do? Sit back, relax, put on

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your head gear. Oh my worthless two senses, about to

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put something in your.

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We won't bring up.

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Facebook. I guess that means we live dure.

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Just like that. We just popped on like man. Know, hey,

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look at here, look at him. I gotta put my

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water down. Y'all know it's live. It's hot. They've been here.

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It's hot, probably because I'm sitting next to this.

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Who oh whoa Jesus have myself.

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Look at here, Look at here, y'all were alive right

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here at Ridge, were alive. Oh were here? We here,

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we here, TikTok Instagram, Facebook, We're alive here at Redgs.

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The Boy's back. The boy is back. The boy is

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back for another episode my worthless two cents table. Talk

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to night tonight. I have a special special special special guests.

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This phenomenal a maze seen incredible. See hey hey, this

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woman preneur, this actress, this TV phenomena, this see all

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of that, see all of that. And as they say,

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where I come from? Anna bag of chips. She's all

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of that. So it is an honor, It is a privilege.

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I gotta tell y'all. I chased her down for about

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five years, try to get it to come. She's she said,

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who in the heck is this old country fellow?

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Try?

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But now look at him.

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Here's what I know. It don't matter how long it takes,

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the fact that you here here.

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Here, what con soon outside?

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Hey, I would tell y'all.

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She messages me and saying, you raining over here.

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I ain't know what to say because it wasn't raining

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around was here.

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That's funny because I throw out of it, so it

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was perfect. It was.

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That's right, that's right. It's because you were meant to

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be here. You were meant to be here at this time,

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at this place, at this moment. If y'all know any

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thing about the old country boy, why she I'm telling you.

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She got me sweating. She got me sweating, like oh,

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in tchurch on the front road. Law, Jesus, the lights

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get the lies, classes the lies, the lies. But look

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at here, Oh man, I'm so honored. I'm so honored.

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I will I'm gonna do like country folks do. Look

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at here.

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I'm looking in your eyes, and I'm gonna tell you

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thank you.

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I give you honor for coming here, for taking your

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time out of your business schedule to come. Nobody comes

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for no reason. I say this all the time. This

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is not my platform, this God's platform. And some people

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ask me, well, what we're gonna talk about. I ain't

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even talk about nothing. I'm gonna just sit up here

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and look, you gonna talk because this is this platform

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is for you. It's for you. This is this is

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for you because there are people that may know me

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that don't know you. And what I know is there

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are people there are a lot of people that don't

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know what you finished share with them. I don't even

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know what you finished here, but what I know is

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their people that don't know it. So this is what

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this is about. This is what this is about. It

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is about being open, honest and transparent. I don't tell

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nobody what to talk about. I don't ask no ques.

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I do ask questions. I got three three three, that's all.

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Everything else is just conversations. So my people, my friends,

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it's the cram TikTok, Facebook, YouTube to you to be OOPI.

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And whatever else is out there.

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Look here, I need y'all to do me one favor,

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just one while I chew on this ice, do this

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for me. Well, you know what, Before I do that,

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I gotta do some metals. There's one thing I got

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hold up did Heavenly Father, thank you for this day.

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Thank you for your grace, thank you for your mercy.

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Thank you, thank you for who you are, for what

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you've done. Father God continued to watch over, protect and

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God each and every one of those. Father God, use us,

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use us, use us, move us out of the way,

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Father God, and use us as your vessels. All asked

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these prayers your son Jesus name. Amen. Amen, look here,

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it's all look here. So now I need y'all to

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do something. And look, you know, you know what's great

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about these mics.

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They can't hear nothing.

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Oh that's good.

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They can't hear nothing else nothing. I'm like nothing. Y'all

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don't even know what's going on behind us. You ain't

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got our clue what's happening behind us. But look if

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you don't know, now you know. Look, y'all, do me

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a favor, Do me a favor, Facebook, Instagram, TikTok one favor?

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What's that couch up? Buck?

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Sit? Back.

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We're not put on your head, gil Oh, say, will

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y'all put something in the ear? Welcome.

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Hey, look, I'm gonna tell y'all the DJ over you're

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kicking it though y'all can't hear it. But if y'all

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see me basting, Yeah, let you here. Welcome man, Welcome, welcome, No,

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thank you for coming. No introductions because none don't really

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need it. Oh wait a minute, I gotta do that

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like cut the folks say the next one you here.

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Yeah, I'm presenting to some introducing jump us.

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It.

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I love it.

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Oh lord, but.

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Look do your thing. Man, you don't need me.

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I'm just.

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And I have.

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She'd be back.

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It's live. Don't worry about time. They ain't going no where.

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Noah, we all here live, we'll here live, we'll hear

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live at rids, we'll here live at rids. Y'all come

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on down here. It's Dollar Wing's. I think of Dollar Wing's.

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Look here, good food, good environment, y'all come on down.

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Good drinks if you like, or drink man, come on

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down here and enjoy good show, live, do your think.

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Okay, so you know me from social media? Yes, okay,

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So just to give you a little background. I am

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Jave Williams. I am a podcast host for the Jay

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Williams Experience, and I'm on your YouTube and I like

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to spot white people on their inspiration on journey in

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the break now because I feel like people need to

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people need.

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To see people, you know what I mean, and people

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need to feel seen.

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Right, So that's the premise of my my show. I

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started my show back in twenty twenty three in like February,

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and then my dad got sick in June. And when

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he got sick, he was sick for five months. He

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was lung cancer, never has nothing, and he ended up

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passing away.

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Right.

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So after that, I decided, you know what, I need

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to get back into it because I know that's what

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he would want me to do, right say, Busy said, and.

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He's putting people in the forefront, you know, spotlighting people.

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So so I did. But wow, I was.

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While he was sick. I was upset because he got

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lung cancer. And my dad never hopped, he never smoke,

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never drank nothing. And what gave it away was he

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was he had a he had a tour on his mind.

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He started losing mobility all of a sudden, like numbness

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and his feet, and so he I talked to him,

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he talked me.

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I talked him into going to the emergency room.

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He would never go. He was seventy four years old,

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and he decided. You know what he said he said

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to me, he said, I'm just standing on faith.

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I know God gonna heal me. I said that base

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without words is dead.

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So I said, will you take let me take to

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the er fast forward took him. Found out he had

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a tumor on his mine that had a tasticized.

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From a mask on his lung.

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Oh wow, we had no idea.

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So what happened after that?

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And from June the sixth November thirty has ultimately passed away?

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Okay? And he was paraplegic when he passed.

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Oh wow.

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I was upset.

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I'm the oldest, I'm a daddy's girl. So I was like,

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I'm gonna sue the hospitals. I'm doing everybody. I don't care.

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They didn't know my dad, right, And I said, you

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know what, I'm gonna write a book about it. I'm

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gonna write about his experience, right. And then tomorrow I

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wrote the sadder I got And I said, you know

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what I prayed about it, and I said, you know,

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God doesn't want me to do this.

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It's not what he wants because my dad wouldn't want it.

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He wants me to heal from it, you know, because

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he did ultimately receive his healing.

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Right, it is ultimately right, and thank God for that.

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And it wasn't a long sickness God, so let me

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be grateful for that. So while he was in the hospital,

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I cover her to November, I spent more time with

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my parents than I ever had. I'm talking every day, Wow,

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all day. I listened to the hospital with my dad

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like I was there, and I hadn't spent that kind

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of time with my parents before. And you know, I

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don't know if you've ever had to deal with older

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people but as a caregiver, but they can be extra.

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They could be so extra.

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They do stuff, they say, things that just don't make sense.

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Some things are funny, some things are infuriating and of

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course more funny after you think about it in hindsight, right, right, right,

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So I decided to write about all my parents are

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were the inspiration to the answers that older people do

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and the crazy that they drive their caregivers.

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So wrote the book.

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And it's prob, you got nine minutes. It's a funny

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caregiver guy to raising your parents. Wow, And basically I

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touch on and it's just a guy. It's a guy

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because caregivers don't have a lot of time. And after

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every chapter it's else, you know, to be grateful for

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the time you have with elders because I just feel like,

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if we're blessed enough, one day, somebody's gonna care for us,

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you know what I mean. And it has taught me

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so much. I'm a wife, I'm a grandmother, I'm a mother,

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and I'm a grandmother and I hope that I can

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live a long, healthy life, right but if ever I'm

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in a p then a point where you know, I

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need care and somebody's trying to be there to take

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care of me and love on me and not throw me.

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Away because I see them a lot.

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Yes, you know what I mean.

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And so anyway, that's what my book is about. It's

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absolutely hilarious.

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Wow.

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Yeah, and then you guys had so after my dad passed.

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My mother you know, she's amazing. But you know how

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older people are when you call them, what are they

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talk about?

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They tell you if I go what somebody said, right.

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So it's like, okay, you're not trying to here a man.

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You want to you know you you want.

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To hear it, but you are hearing all the time anything, right.

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So I decided I would say, you know what, she

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got nine good minutes. And then I got it's gonna

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mean we're gonna eat.

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I'll be like, what you eat? Are your feeling? You

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need anything? That thing? All right? Okay, you know what

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I mean. So that's where that's how it came from.

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Wow, you got nine minutes. You got better, you better

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get it. You got nine minutes.

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I mean, of course I forget her more. I love

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my mom and that she and my dad were the inspiration.

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But yeah, it's one of those things that's really relatable

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to everybody. If, like I said, if we're all blessed

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to get old and have someone care for us, which

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is a blessing.

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You know, people try to fight age. I don't fight age.

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I mean, like I said, I'm a grandma, are you

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and all your platinum?

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That's right?

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Let it go, let it go go, let your hot. Wow.

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I think that's so funny because when you talk about aging,

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men ain't so much.

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Better than women.

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Because because y'all can go break and it looks good,

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they don't look.

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At on all of us.

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I don't know now, okay, okay, a lot of them. Yes, well,

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I'm gonna tell you. I tell you a little secret.

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When I started, I was dying, man, I was, I

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don't know, loved my mind. But let me tell.

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You the true story.

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God say, ain't happening, boy, I said, yeah it is.

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And I started dying. And let me tell you what happened.

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You know where I stopped dying it because the last

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time I did, I had so much chemical burns. My

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face swole up. I said, yes, sir, I will not

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put it. Yeah, I was just ty.

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And you know it was funny because.

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Speaking of gray, I saw a friend of mine many

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many years ago, and he had a beard.

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Okay, it was just black. I'm going like, by you

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a this, I am how you got right?

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But look, one day I got really close to him.

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He was he was he was putting some of that that.

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No, but I get Look, I guess God burnt hells too,

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because he putting it on. He stopped putting it on

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his But you know, and I guess I get it

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to a point I mean, I guess you just have

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to embrace it. You have to just say I'm here

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and I'm grateful for being here. Every one of these

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right here was iron. Baby. They did not come free.

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They will iron, And I'm gonna show him off, right,

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I know that's right? Yeah, Lord, the same way.

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I'm blessing up where I don't have a lot.

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My grandmother, my dad's mother, she didn't have she never

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grain she was she was seventy nine years old.

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She had no brain.

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Wow.

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So I think I'm putting her and I'm good with

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But when it comes.

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It excepted, it's a beautiful thing.

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And you know when I guess that, I guess it's

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like passing that torch for real. You just really don't want.

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You feel like I'm stepping into something and I ain't

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ready it is, but I am like, I ain't ready,

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h and I don't know what. For years, when we

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were little, we was waiting to get older, couldn't wait,

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couldn't wait. Then when we got a little bit, when

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we turn to teenagers, I can't wait to be grown.

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Yeah, And then when we got wrong, we realized it.

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Is wait, is it what I mean? You know it

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can be it can be.

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It can at it's ghetto. Hey, children, adulthood, ain't all

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this cracked up to me? Don't be don't be believing.

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That you're a child for a little while forever.

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Because if I could go back to my mama house,

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let me do what she said.

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No, I do every thing. The baby and the transfer

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was down.

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Oh my, okay, she wouldn't have to worry about it.

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Listen, don't touch your thermostats, worry about it. I'm not

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gonna go with.

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All of that, all of that, yeah, what would be

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talking about. I can't wait to get out of police.

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I couldn't wait to go back.

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Yes, yes, my grandmother told me when I became a grandmother,

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my grandson.

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Has aided, okay.

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And she told me, she said she was blessing. We

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were blessed to have her when my grandson was born.

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This is my granny, okay. And she said, this is

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a promotion. And she said that means that I'm gonna

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went to a move.

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Out of the way.

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Your mom is gonna look into my position. And I said,

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I didn't sign up for that. You can't go like,

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what do you mean?

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Right?

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But it's the circle of life. It is the reality

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of this, and so why not embrace it?

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True?

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So so so true. I mean in this it's this journey.

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You know. I'm sure you've experienced so many things on

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this journey. You know you talked about your father and

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being a daddy's girl.

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Man, I've never had anybody on the shoulder.

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Actually, tell me about that, because you know I got

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you know, I got too little of it.

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So tell me about that. Tell me about that.

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Then wait a minute, are your spaw daddy's girl, well,

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your spaw daddy girl.

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I was well, I.

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Wouldn't say spoiled. I would say like, well taken care of.

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Okay.

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I mean, I'm the oldest, I was the leader of

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the past. But I had my dad first.

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So wait a minute.

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You looked the deal I had. I had him first

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was very much.

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He loved racing. Wow to this day as a result,

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you know what I mean.

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So yeah, spoiled my kids, I think they're spoiled.

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What were my grandson? Oh? Lord?

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And I'm sure he loved granted, buddy, that's uh. You know,

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that's a beautiful thing. As you talked about this progression

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of life and going through life, it's amazing, you know,

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you get to a certain point and you look back

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and you just be.

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Like, wow, yeah, dude.

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You know, for me, all of my good days, all

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of my bad days, I still won't complain of everything

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that that I've been through an ups and downs I want,

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I can't complain because I'm here.

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I'm here all day. Yes, yes, a God for it,

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every day all day.

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I'm telling you, I you yeah.

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You know. Some people look at things and in so

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many different ways. I just and comic grazy, but I

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got these rolls colored glasses on and I ain't taking

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them off.

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I ain't taking them off because I'm not taking them off.

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Because I see it when you look and you see

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grace and mercy, and you see and look of all

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the things I sit here today with you and offer.

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A mother, a grandmother, a woman put newer, a moving star.

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You know, all of these things, all of these And

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I will say this, let me ask this first question.

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This ain't really the first question, but it's just something

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he just gave me. This, as my co host will say,

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heaven sense of all of the things that being a mother,

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being a writer, being a business woman, being a woman, preneur.

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When you take all those away, who are you, Oh.

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You can't matter, Okay, Well I am.

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I believe.

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Well, I am a child of the most hot God first,

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and I believe that He's chosen me for a purpose.

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And I believe that everything that I have, everything and

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people in my life, people that love me, and the.

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Things that I may love how much for his grace. Yes,

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So that's it. That's who I am. I'm a child

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of God.

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Amen. I mean, you know, and I asked that because

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a lot of people, you know, describe themselves by the things.

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But when you take the things away, because they can go.

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When you take the things away, how do you continue

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to stand when when you know you talk about low

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seen your father, how do you continue to stand?

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That's a good one.

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All I can say is that I I said, I

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guess at the age that I am now, I can

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see things so differently. You know, if I were younger,

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I would definitely be one of those man describe myself

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based on what I have and what I've accomplished material things.

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It's just different from me now now that I've promoted

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to a different stage in my life. Yes, I just

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see it differently. I do, and I mean I can't.

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I mean, that's it. My view of everything is completely different.

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When did when did the change happen?

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Oh?

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I mean, I mean, okay, so listen, you know, I

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mean you coming with. But here's the thing I have.

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I had so many things and it's funny, my husband

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I had this conversation just yesterday.

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Wow, I've had so many challenges.

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Everybody has challenges in their life, but I've had some

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major things happened in my life. You know, I lost

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my dad. My son was missing for five years.

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Wow, he's back now, thank God.

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And I hadn't told everybody.

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That, but wow.

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Yeah, And you know, just different things that I've experienced

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and parage and divorce and you know, all the things.

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And through it all, I've been able to I'm still standing.

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I don't look like what I've been through. And it's

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not about the aesthetics of it, but just what I'm saying.

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And again, I mean, if I we would literally need

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a whole day for me to tell you how it went,

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just for you to understand and be like wait a minute,

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what and what wait? How did you? And I'm so grateful.

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You know, I asked God to purge people out of

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my life.

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Oh no, you didn't.

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I did.

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Had to wait a minute. He got one question because

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be asking. You know, folks, be like, God remove them.

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And then they be like it was damn because have

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you you.

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Went down the road. I'm a drive him.

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Have you ever noticed that some people say God removed

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this that other God, take this thing away, take this away?

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But when God removes we go back and pick it up. No, no,

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you better not why I'm just saying that folks, they

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are folks that God. They will pray and ask God

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to remove something God revealed to me and he goes

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like bamn.

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And they'd be like, oh, that can't be. It can't be.

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Let me tell you something. When he says no, and

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he say get your.

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Hands off of it, you better get your hands tell

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them you better get talk about. I mean, if you

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want this blessing, you want to live out from under

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the curves. If he tells you to do something, you

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just need to do with and granted Whippert when we're

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in perfect people, so we're gonna error. We may make

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this a mistake, but we need to recognize it and

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go back to Him and and ask for his forgiveness

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and not do it again.

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Turn away, run away, Get away.

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It's so so true. You know, it is so true.

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You know when when I think about that and I

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ask that because you know, I know that there are

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things that we're surprised sometimes when you talked about you know,

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God revealed me these things. You know, sometimes we confuse

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a lot of people get on. Okay, I have in

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my life confused an assignment with an attachment. I'm again

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confused an assignment assignment with an attachment.

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Just got just yes, yes, I thought it was thought.

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It was that's it, that's what it looked like.

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And not understanding that was just an assignment it wasn't

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and and and we want spoke them human things.

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Yeah, oh, lor I mean, the tests are real, and

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they're on purpose.

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There's an intention there, and it's important that.

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When we recognize it, Yes, when we, I mean, you

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gotta recognize it and then make sure that used to

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move in the direction he wants you to go, or

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you set yourself up for hard ball and.

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The punishment that God gets.

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The Yeah, yeah, I don't want to part of that, right, right.

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So let me do what he says. So that's what

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I mean.

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I'm not perfect, I'm not even trying to be perfect,

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but I definitely am intentional about what I do, who

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I'm around, what I how I spend my.

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Time, all of that, because and that's that's the one

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thing that you just said, Be intentional, Be intentional about

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what you're doing, being intentional about your walk, be intentional

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about your talk, be intentional about your actions. Yeah, people

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missed that.

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They just fulk bell here.

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You can talk yourself into a whole or you can

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lift yourself all the way up.

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And it's funny because I'm I believe in the power prayer, but.

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I also believe that you have what you're saying come right,

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because I've handed you.

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Know, I know it's real.

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I know it's real, and so I just I'm a

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I'm a firm believer. Just being very intentional about how

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you move on, what you do.

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How you speak.

487
00:29:41.039 --> 00:29:44.119
Yes, yes, yes, I agree with you. I agree with

488
00:29:44.160 --> 00:29:48.240
what you're saying. You know, but for me, life had

489
00:29:48.240 --> 00:29:51.640
to had to teach me them things, going through them things.

490
00:29:52.960 --> 00:29:55.799
As you talk about the tests, the test, the test

491
00:29:55.839 --> 00:29:59.160
of life, you know, and some people act like they've

492
00:29:59.200 --> 00:30:00.599
never had tests.

493
00:30:00.680 --> 00:30:05.319
Yeah, yeah, yeah, it's true.

494
00:30:05.680 --> 00:30:07.519
And you know, and here's the thing, for me, I'm

495
00:30:07.559 --> 00:30:11.000
not ashamed of any tests. Yeah, I'm not ashamed of

496
00:30:11.119 --> 00:30:15.960
anything that I have done. And the reason is is

497
00:30:15.960 --> 00:30:18.480
because God brought me on this. I had see I

498
00:30:18.519 --> 00:30:20.960
had to go through some things because if I hadn't

499
00:30:21.000 --> 00:30:23.519
went through those things, I would have been somewhere.

500
00:30:24.519 --> 00:30:27.119
Yeah, well your steps are ordered right there.

501
00:30:27.000 --> 00:30:30.960
You go, Come on, your steps are order. Yes, you

502
00:30:30.960 --> 00:30:32.720
have to go through, but you went through it. You

503
00:30:32.720 --> 00:30:34.279
didn't say you went through.

504
00:30:36.039 --> 00:30:39.359
That's my that's my word, folks. Folks be missing. I'll

505
00:30:39.400 --> 00:30:43.200
be saying even even your mind. When you ask somebody

506
00:30:43.240 --> 00:30:47.759
somehow you doing what I'm going through. You already said

507
00:30:47.839 --> 00:30:50.119
I'm not stuck in where I'm at. I'm going through

508
00:30:50.440 --> 00:30:53.799
you already, you already have confessed there's another side to this.

509
00:30:54.839 --> 00:30:57.119
And don't even realize I'm just going through something.

510
00:30:57.680 --> 00:30:59.960
Well, you should be shocking when you say I'm going

511
00:31:00.119 --> 00:31:04.359
through something. You usued to be jumping them down. This

512
00:31:04.759 --> 00:31:08.799
ain't here forever. This is not here forever. And that

513
00:31:08.799 --> 00:31:12.319
that is for me is how I view life. Every day.

514
00:31:12.319 --> 00:31:15.839
Every day every day is like no matter what it is, God,

515
00:31:16.319 --> 00:31:17.880
woo oooh.

516
00:31:17.799 --> 00:31:20.319
Thank you. Look you didnet gave me another one.

517
00:31:20.960 --> 00:31:23.480
Come on and you can and you can handle things

518
00:31:23.519 --> 00:31:25.480
a lot better when you have that mindset.

519
00:31:25.599 --> 00:31:26.759
Yes, you know you.

520
00:31:26.720 --> 00:31:29.440
Don't feel stuck because you know it's only a season.

521
00:31:30.359 --> 00:31:32.839
You know, if you trust and believe it, Stan Burma

522
00:31:32.880 --> 00:31:34.480
his promises, he'll bring you through it.

523
00:31:34.640 --> 00:31:39.400
Yes, every time, every time, women, And when when when

524
00:31:39.440 --> 00:31:42.759
people don't believe it, Yeah, I say, just look back

525
00:31:42.799 --> 00:31:45.279
over your life. Uh huh, look me. If you don't

526
00:31:45.279 --> 00:31:48.160
believe it, he'll bring you. Wait a minute, remember six

527
00:31:48.279 --> 00:31:51.799
years ago when you thought that this was the worst,

528
00:31:51.880 --> 00:31:54.279
I ain't gonna never get past it. You remember ten

529
00:31:54.359 --> 00:31:59.240
years ago when you was like, man, remember when remember

530
00:31:59.240 --> 00:32:00.799
when Boo hurts you so bad?

531
00:32:00.920 --> 00:32:03.680
You was falled up and you was like, oh, I

532
00:32:03.720 --> 00:32:04.440
was there. I was there.

533
00:32:07.000 --> 00:32:09.759
When you was there and you thought that you could

534
00:32:09.880 --> 00:32:13.880
never that was ten years ago. If he brought you

535
00:32:14.759 --> 00:32:20.160
ten years if he didne brought you thus far. See

536
00:32:20.680 --> 00:32:28.200
for me, my testimony is this. Everybody, everybody at some

537
00:32:28.440 --> 00:32:33.599
point in my life has left me or disappointed me.

538
00:32:33.839 --> 00:32:40.599
But one wow, my god, my mother passed away, my

539
00:32:40.680 --> 00:32:43.799
mother left me, my father passed away, my father left me.

540
00:32:44.119 --> 00:32:49.079
The only person who has never left me nor forsaken.

541
00:32:54.200 --> 00:32:56.880
I mean, that's how I look at it, That's how

542
00:32:56.920 --> 00:32:59.920
I look at it. If everything of relationships I've been

543
00:32:59.920 --> 00:33:02.480
in them folks left of friends I had that came

544
00:33:02.519 --> 00:33:06.119
and got the only person in my whole life in.

545
00:33:06.160 --> 00:33:09.279
Sixty years, in sixty years, in sixty.

546
00:33:09.000 --> 00:33:12.960
Years, there's only been one who has never left me,

547
00:33:13.880 --> 00:33:16.400
not for sake of me, no matter how low I been,

548
00:33:16.519 --> 00:33:18.720
no matter how high I've been, no matter how dirty

549
00:33:18.759 --> 00:33:20.880
I've been, no matter how clean I've been, no matter

550
00:33:20.920 --> 00:33:22.759
what I've been, no matter if I was a drunk,

551
00:33:22.880 --> 00:33:24.440
no matter if I was a whole, no matter if

552
00:33:24.480 --> 00:33:26.079
I was in church sitting on the front road.

553
00:33:26.240 --> 00:33:27.759
There's only one right.

554
00:33:28.039 --> 00:33:33.720
And that's for sure that I know for sure.

555
00:33:34.160 --> 00:33:37.279
And that's what I walk on. That's what I stand.

556
00:33:37.319 --> 00:33:38.240
Though I.

557
00:33:39.799 --> 00:33:41.839
Know that's right, I better get with it.

558
00:33:42.960 --> 00:33:43.680
That's why for.

559
00:33:43.759 --> 00:33:47.039
Me, when when when when you see.

560
00:33:46.680 --> 00:33:53.160
Me this joy that I have, the world didn't give

561
00:33:53.200 --> 00:33:57.160
it to me, I can't take it away. And them facts,

562
00:33:57.480 --> 00:34:00.279
them fact, that's the real real, that's the real me.

563
00:34:00.759 --> 00:34:02.599
And that's how I'm able to do it because I know.

564
00:34:04.359 --> 00:34:07.000
I know people experience things. I know people go through

565
00:34:07.039 --> 00:34:10.960
some things. And you know you yourself talk about the

566
00:34:10.960 --> 00:34:16.960
things you've experienced, things you've gone through. Yeah, but you're here.

567
00:34:16.719 --> 00:34:25.119
You are here still, I stand still. That's grace.

568
00:34:25.599 --> 00:34:27.280
Thank God, He's so good.

569
00:34:27.559 --> 00:34:30.280
That is that. That is grace. That is grace. You know.

570
00:34:32.000 --> 00:34:35.079
I had a friend of mine that was going through

571
00:34:35.119 --> 00:34:39.199
some things and he had called me. This was it

572
00:34:39.239 --> 00:34:41.920
was some years back. He called me and and I

573
00:34:41.920 --> 00:34:45.000
don't know why people called me for advice because I'm

574
00:34:45.039 --> 00:34:45.519
probably not.

575
00:34:45.800 --> 00:34:50.039
You know, I don't do the whole. I just keep

576
00:34:50.280 --> 00:34:52.039
you called me, asked me something. I'm gonna just give

577
00:34:52.039 --> 00:34:53.199
it to you. He called me.

578
00:34:53.280 --> 00:34:54.920
He was going through and he was like, man, I

579
00:34:55.000 --> 00:34:58.400
just don't I say, I need you to do me

580
00:34:58.440 --> 00:35:01.760
a favor. I said, I need for you to walk outside.

581
00:35:04.079 --> 00:35:07.239
And I said, I need for you to say, is

582
00:35:07.239 --> 00:35:11.039
that all you got? Is that all you got? That's

583
00:35:11.039 --> 00:35:13.719
all you? Wait a minute. Now, you're looking at yourself.

584
00:35:13.719 --> 00:35:16.760
You still standing, and whatever came it hits you. It

585
00:35:16.800 --> 00:35:18.719
may occurried you over, but you can raise up and

586
00:35:18.760 --> 00:35:20.519
you can look at it and say, oh, that's all

587
00:35:20.519 --> 00:35:24.199
you got.

588
00:35:24.760 --> 00:35:28.800
Wait a minute. See, let me tell y'all something. I

589
00:35:28.960 --> 00:35:29.480
tell you what.

590
00:35:29.639 --> 00:35:33.719
Folks don't know if the enemy could have killed you,

591
00:35:34.639 --> 00:35:38.599
he would have. He don't have the power nor the

592
00:35:38.719 --> 00:35:41.400
strength to But what he can do is allow you

593
00:35:41.480 --> 00:35:44.719
to take you out. If you start believing that, then

594
00:35:44.760 --> 00:35:47.000
you will take you out. He can't take you out.

595
00:35:47.239 --> 00:35:50.119
That's why when I say, boy, look at it, look

596
00:35:50.159 --> 00:35:52.920
at it and even though it bent you over.

597
00:35:53.400 --> 00:35:56.519
Yeah, yeah, And you know saying that, it's so funny

598
00:35:56.599 --> 00:36:00.599
that you say that, because when people say things like that,

599
00:36:00.760 --> 00:36:02.559
that one did this, so the enemy did this.

600
00:36:03.039 --> 00:36:05.760
He didn't. He don't have that kind of power.

601
00:36:07.239 --> 00:36:07.480
Power.

602
00:36:08.400 --> 00:36:10.679
He ain't do nothing to me because I'm talking about

603
00:36:10.679 --> 00:36:11.039
the blood.

604
00:36:11.519 --> 00:36:11.800
Come on.

605
00:36:12.199 --> 00:36:15.039
So I would never say or speak that over myself,

606
00:36:15.039 --> 00:36:16.079
but people do and.

607
00:36:16.039 --> 00:36:18.559
They don't because they don't know, right, you know.

608
00:36:19.039 --> 00:36:21.360
But I just feel like it's important, like I said,

609
00:36:21.719 --> 00:36:25.679
to recognize and see you recognize that just breaks that

610
00:36:25.760 --> 00:36:28.039
help bring us through all the thing to go through.

611
00:36:28.079 --> 00:36:30.639
It's him, it's him, anybody else.

612
00:36:30.679 --> 00:36:33.360
Nobody's got that kind of power.

613
00:36:34.440 --> 00:36:36.360
I say. You know, when you say that, that's the

614
00:36:36.400 --> 00:36:40.519
funny story I've heard about that is you know, we

615
00:36:40.679 --> 00:36:43.280
sometimes get to deal with so much credit for so

616
00:36:43.360 --> 00:36:46.960
many things, you know, and everybody gets to talking about

617
00:36:47.320 --> 00:36:49.599
I've heard people talk about their going through there that

618
00:36:49.800 --> 00:36:55.840
Joel period. I'm going through my Joel period, and I

619
00:36:55.960 --> 00:36:59.119
was given a word when I heard people talking about that. Now,

620
00:36:59.320 --> 00:37:03.320
sometimes everybody's going through a Joel period. Sometimes we just

621
00:37:03.360 --> 00:37:15.519
reaping what we sold. Well everything. Ain't the devil trying

622
00:37:15.519 --> 00:37:19.679
to attack you. Sometimes it's that boomerang coming back around. See,

623
00:37:19.719 --> 00:37:23.280
some folks think I can do whatever to whoever. It

624
00:37:23.480 --> 00:37:26.880
ain't nothing gonna happen. See, sometimes when that thing, you

625
00:37:27.000 --> 00:37:31.559
got to sit in that exactly. Sometimes you got to

626
00:37:32.039 --> 00:37:39.079
sit in that thing. You got to be like yeah, yes,

627
00:37:41.119 --> 00:37:42.960
as they say in the country, boy take your lick,

628
00:37:46.400 --> 00:37:51.239
take an gone, don't take it. I don't know why. See,

629
00:37:52.840 --> 00:37:58.599
you you ain't broke because the devil is trying to

630
00:37:58.639 --> 00:38:01.719
steal your finances. You up broke because you have poor

631
00:38:01.760 --> 00:38:06.760
management money management skills. That what that ain't ain't got

632
00:38:06.760 --> 00:38:09.440
nothing to do with the devil. A lot of folks

633
00:38:09.760 --> 00:38:15.599
you not. You not not finding the right mate because

634
00:38:15.639 --> 00:38:16.840
the devil taking them off.

635
00:38:17.119 --> 00:38:20.920
No, you have issues communicating with that.

636
00:38:20.920 --> 00:38:21.599
Ain't got nothing.

637
00:38:21.639 --> 00:38:25.840
That's but we want to put it all on boy.

638
00:38:26.519 --> 00:38:29.880
You know, the devil probably going like, you know, I'm

639
00:38:29.920 --> 00:38:31.599
taking all this, but you know some of this mess

640
00:38:31.639 --> 00:38:35.960
ain't even mine. Y'all just giving me y'all, y'all do

641
00:38:36.119 --> 00:38:38.039
send me to the principal's office, and I ain't even

642
00:38:38.159 --> 00:38:46.119
do nothing. You know, sometimes so many folks use the

643
00:38:46.119 --> 00:38:48.440
devil as a scapegoat because they don't want to take

644
00:38:48.440 --> 00:38:51.840
account building and responsibility for their choices or their actions.

645
00:38:52.719 --> 00:38:56.920
I agree.

646
00:38:56.719 --> 00:39:02.440
And that that part, that's that thing right there. But anyway,

647
00:39:02.920 --> 00:39:07.360
enough about me, back to you and yours, back to

648
00:39:07.400 --> 00:39:10.719
you and your Okay, tell me more, tell me more,

649
00:39:10.760 --> 00:39:12.599
Tell me more about your book, Tell me more about

650
00:39:12.679 --> 00:39:19.039
everything that you are doing outside of motherhood and grandmotherhood

651
00:39:19.039 --> 00:39:21.079
and wife the hood, and go ahead.

652
00:39:21.159 --> 00:39:25.039
I'm a positive impactor, positivity impactor, Okay.

653
00:39:25.239 --> 00:39:26.199
I believe in being.

654
00:39:26.079 --> 00:39:30.000
Optimistic and it's positive about if anybody that knows me

655
00:39:30.079 --> 00:39:36.559
knows I believe it positive and everything, you know, being

656
00:39:36.559 --> 00:39:37.320
the human again.

657
00:39:38.280 --> 00:39:42.320
But I am. I am enjoying my show to day

658
00:39:42.320 --> 00:39:43.800
Williams experience I've had.

659
00:39:43.840 --> 00:39:46.960
I've been so boys to be amazing people.

660
00:39:47.079 --> 00:39:50.519
I have an amazing set, my producer is amazing.

661
00:39:50.920 --> 00:39:54.599
I've had some brave guests that are really making a

662
00:39:54.679 --> 00:39:58.599
difference and in believing in print in the city and

663
00:39:58.679 --> 00:40:00.440
out and outside of the c beyond.

664
00:40:00.880 --> 00:40:02.440
So I'm very grateful.

665
00:40:03.599 --> 00:40:06.239
I have I've been I've been able to work with

666
00:40:06.280 --> 00:40:09.840
some amazing designers and models. I've been able to be

667
00:40:09.920 --> 00:40:12.360
on stage Nisi Donfel Dobbins is amazing.

668
00:40:12.400 --> 00:40:13.599
I love her with all my heart.

669
00:40:13.920 --> 00:40:17.920
She gave me an opportunity and I appreciate her for that.

670
00:40:18.960 --> 00:40:21.880
I was a child after h and so once I

671
00:40:21.920 --> 00:40:22.239
got my.

672
00:40:22.239 --> 00:40:25.039
Kids out of the way and everything, then it's like,

673
00:40:25.159 --> 00:40:28.039
let me focus on me and do some things.

674
00:40:27.880 --> 00:40:29.559
I want to do I love to do.

675
00:40:29.639 --> 00:40:31.760
And so she did. She gave me an opportunity. I

676
00:40:31.800 --> 00:40:33.400
will forever appreciate her for that.

677
00:40:33.599 --> 00:40:33.840
Wow.

678
00:40:35.199 --> 00:40:37.440
So yeah, I mean between all that and just uh

679
00:40:37.599 --> 00:40:40.360
different appearances and things like that, and my book before us,

680
00:40:40.400 --> 00:40:43.800
I'm already working on the next one, and so yeah,

681
00:40:43.920 --> 00:40:48.960
just stand busy, stand active, staying young. You know what

682
00:40:50.440 --> 00:40:54.880
you stay young? I mean I said young, meaning youthful.

683
00:40:55.840 --> 00:40:58.079
Look, you ain't got you know what I mean?

684
00:40:59.639 --> 00:41:03.760
Say what you want to say? The hate she said

685
00:41:03.800 --> 00:41:04.440
what she said?

686
00:41:06.639 --> 00:41:08.280
Hey, you know in the country they say you as

687
00:41:08.440 --> 00:41:12.960
young as you feel. They didn't say you as youthful

688
00:41:13.000 --> 00:41:16.320
as you feel. They say you as young as you feel.

689
00:41:18.639 --> 00:41:21.320
What man, Look I got you, I got you right here,

690
00:41:21.360 --> 00:41:25.079
I got you right here. And country boy loves to

691
00:41:25.119 --> 00:41:28.239
do this and I hear about your you know, the

692
00:41:28.320 --> 00:41:31.320
show and all the wonderful. Can I get a job?

693
00:41:31.360 --> 00:41:32.719
I mean, can I get a Can I come on

694
00:41:32.760 --> 00:41:33.119
your show?

695
00:41:33.679 --> 00:41:37.280
Question? I mean, you know, I see I like to

696
00:41:37.280 --> 00:41:38.719
ask that. You know, I'd be like, I'm gonna ask.

697
00:41:41.360 --> 00:41:50.719
Yeah, hate if you hate, If you hate, I don't,

698
00:41:50.760 --> 00:41:52.480
I don't. You know, thank you?

699
00:41:52.639 --> 00:41:57.440
But no, this is not This is just country. It's

700
00:41:57.519 --> 00:41:58.599
just just country.

701
00:41:58.639 --> 00:42:03.880
This just not real. There's just nobody. It's just nobody.

702
00:42:03.920 --> 00:42:08.280
But look, I'm grateful. I'm grateful and like I said,

703
00:42:08.320 --> 00:42:10.599
to be sitting next to you. Your book.

704
00:42:10.679 --> 00:42:13.039
Oh, I need a copy of the book too.

705
00:42:15.039 --> 00:42:15.800
I will sign it.

706
00:42:16.880 --> 00:42:21.760
I got a book, y'all better get.

707
00:42:21.639 --> 00:42:23.760
A book to. Y'all better get a book to y'all

708
00:42:23.760 --> 00:42:24.599
better get a book too.

709
00:42:25.199 --> 00:42:29.440
Is on Amazon, and I have a website. Jay Williams

710
00:42:29.559 --> 00:42:33.239
is j A I E. Williams dot me and everything

711
00:42:33.239 --> 00:42:37.800
about me is there. I'm also a makeup artist, so

712
00:42:37.840 --> 00:42:42.599
I work with brands and bride all my book is there,

713
00:42:44.239 --> 00:42:47.760
my podcast information is there, booking me for modeling and

714
00:42:47.840 --> 00:42:48.199
all that.

715
00:42:48.320 --> 00:42:48.880
It's all there.

716
00:42:49.320 --> 00:42:54.400
An Wow, that is that is truly amazing. I told

717
00:42:54.400 --> 00:42:57.760
you I really don't ask questions but they are a

718
00:42:57.800 --> 00:42:59.880
couple book that will really that will really press on me.

719
00:43:00.000 --> 00:43:01.719
And the reason I ask him is because I think

720
00:43:01.719 --> 00:43:07.719
that it's important. One. You know, it's not about I

721
00:43:07.719 --> 00:43:10.119
said before, It's not about those things, because we everybody's

722
00:43:10.159 --> 00:43:16.480
got things. It's about people connecting with you who you are.

723
00:43:17.199 --> 00:43:18.760
That's what a lot of this is about. That's what

724
00:43:18.800 --> 00:43:21.920
this is for me. This show is about people connecting

725
00:43:21.960 --> 00:43:24.639
with people. You know. Cause let me tell y'all. She

726
00:43:24.719 --> 00:43:27.239
said it, She said it, she said, I don't look

727
00:43:27.280 --> 00:43:29.000
like what I've been through. Let me tell y'all something.

728
00:43:29.480 --> 00:43:32.880
This is my testimony. Nobody knows how many tears your

729
00:43:32.920 --> 00:43:38.400
pillar have coughed. Nobody don't nobody know how many tiers

730
00:43:38.880 --> 00:43:42.119
your pill. You know, people go like, man, you just

731
00:43:43.159 --> 00:43:45.599
People may see you out and they may see you smiling,

732
00:43:46.119 --> 00:43:52.920
but they don't know what it took. People may see

733
00:43:52.920 --> 00:43:54.760
the country but but y'all don't know. But when I

734
00:43:54.800 --> 00:43:57.800
get up in the car, I might bust out in tiars,

735
00:43:59.320 --> 00:44:04.519
But I know that it's bigger than me. That's that's uh.

736
00:44:04.880 --> 00:44:09.840
It's bigger than me because there's somebody that is watching you.

737
00:44:10.880 --> 00:44:12.760
There's somebody that is watching you.

738
00:44:12.760 --> 00:44:15.760
You you you and you there's somebody that is watching

739
00:44:17.239 --> 00:44:19.639
and see some folks watching to see if you're gonna fail.

740
00:44:20.639 --> 00:44:24.840
But then there's others watching and rooting for you to succeed.

741
00:44:25.280 --> 00:44:27.440
There are others watching going like I want to get

742
00:44:27.440 --> 00:44:40.800
out too, I want to make it through. And you, well,

743
00:44:40.880 --> 00:44:43.159
there it is. It's back. And I might be like

744
00:44:43.239 --> 00:44:49.400
I look, I look at it like my mom.

745
00:44:49.519 --> 00:44:52.960
I look like and they say, I'm sorry.

746
00:44:51.960 --> 00:44:56.519
But there are people that are that are watching and

747
00:44:56.519 --> 00:44:59.840
and they need the inspiration that only you can give.

748
00:45:00.039 --> 00:45:03.039
That's why I tell people walk in your purpose, follow

749
00:45:03.119 --> 00:45:08.039
your vision. See people be scared sometimes, but there's somebody

750
00:45:08.039 --> 00:45:11.440
that's waiting just for you. God designed just for you

751
00:45:11.519 --> 00:45:14.679
to speak a word in two believe that nobody else

752
00:45:14.800 --> 00:45:16.880
they done hurt a million people. They don't see a

753
00:45:16.920 --> 00:45:21.480
million people. But there's something that you say. They go like,

754
00:45:23.000 --> 00:45:26.039
I can do it. Yeah, yeah, I can get up,

755
00:45:27.840 --> 00:45:31.280
I can write that book, I can model across that stage.

756
00:45:32.199 --> 00:45:34.920
Now a hundred folks be but I told you that, but.

757
00:45:34.920 --> 00:45:35.880
You wouldn't have one.

758
00:45:36.000 --> 00:45:36.639
It was for me.

759
00:45:38.599 --> 00:45:41.599
I believe that. I believe that, and I'm like that,

760
00:45:41.679 --> 00:45:45.199
I wonder if I can at least one yes and

761
00:45:45.320 --> 00:45:50.119
help somebody. That's all I want to do. Yes, really quick,

762
00:45:51.000 --> 00:45:54.760
proceeds from this, it sounds go to the American Lung Association.

763
00:45:55.239 --> 00:45:57.679
Okay, try to care for lung cancer.

764
00:45:58.280 --> 00:45:59.039
I have to say that.

765
00:45:59.519 --> 00:46:02.360
Amen. Amen, Well, I want to ask you this question. Yes,

766
00:46:05.159 --> 00:46:09.360
downtown where we're at, we in Cypress. Downtown Cypress. They're

767
00:46:09.360 --> 00:46:12.719
building a brand new library. Did you know that they

768
00:46:12.760 --> 00:46:14.920
are downtown? I don't even know what downtown Cypress is,

769
00:46:14.960 --> 00:46:19.960
but downtown Cypress. They are building a brand new library. Yes,

770
00:46:20.440 --> 00:46:24.440
and they came to you. They came. Yet, they're coming

771
00:46:25.159 --> 00:46:30.000
came to you because they are going to bury a

772
00:46:30.159 --> 00:46:36.559
time capsule and they want a message from you that

773
00:46:36.679 --> 00:46:39.079
will be open one hundred years from now.

774
00:46:39.480 --> 00:46:43.239
What's your message?

775
00:46:43.679 --> 00:46:51.400
I'm sorry.

776
00:46:52.960 --> 00:46:57.480
No matter what you go through, no matter what, trusting

777
00:46:57.519 --> 00:46:59.320
the Lord with all your heart and leaning out into

778
00:46:59.360 --> 00:47:02.480
your own understand on your way to the cham and

779
00:47:02.519 --> 00:47:03.519
he will direct your path.

780
00:47:03.920 --> 00:47:07.920
And if you trust stand on his promises, everything will

781
00:47:07.960 --> 00:47:08.360
be okay.

782
00:47:08.920 --> 00:47:13.559
Amen Amen, Okay, that's good, all right?

783
00:47:13.679 --> 00:47:20.840
All right? Let me see here them up. I got

784
00:47:20.840 --> 00:47:22.960
two more. I'm just trying to see which one I

785
00:47:23.039 --> 00:47:23.840
want to throw at you.

786
00:47:25.400 --> 00:47:28.880
This one is really really really really really dear, and

787
00:47:28.960 --> 00:47:31.440
I'm sitting here listening to you and everything that you're saying.

788
00:47:32.000 --> 00:47:36.000
The question is this as you sit here today, this

789
00:47:36.119 --> 00:47:40.280
very moment, at this very time, of all the things

790
00:47:40.280 --> 00:47:40.800
that you've.

791
00:47:40.639 --> 00:47:46.360
Told me about your kids, your your your dad, your mom,

792
00:47:47.840 --> 00:47:51.480
all the success that you've had, all the things that

793
00:47:51.519 --> 00:47:55.000
you've gone through. I like to build up to that question.

794
00:47:55.599 --> 00:47:56.960
I like to build it up. I like to build

795
00:47:56.960 --> 00:48:00.119
it into but ask the question of all the things

796
00:48:00.119 --> 00:48:00.960
that you have him.

797
00:48:03.639 --> 00:48:05.239
Had to make it through, had to push past.

798
00:48:06.559 --> 00:48:09.719
The question is this to you today, at this very moment,

799
00:48:09.800 --> 00:48:13.840
at his very time, what are you on the other

800
00:48:13.920 --> 00:48:14.320
side of?

801
00:48:16.039 --> 00:48:23.039
What am I on the other side of? M Well,

802
00:48:26.199 --> 00:48:29.159
that's a good one. What am I on the other

803
00:48:29.239 --> 00:48:29.599
side of?

804
00:48:29.800 --> 00:48:33.159
I mean to be honest, I'm just taking it one

805
00:48:33.199 --> 00:48:36.199
day at a time and just trusting God every single

806
00:48:36.239 --> 00:48:40.079
step that I tak because, honestly, at the end of

807
00:48:40.280 --> 00:48:43.599
all of the success and all the everything, when it's

808
00:48:43.639 --> 00:48:45.519
time for me to go, when he calls my name,

809
00:48:45.639 --> 00:48:47.360
when he calls my he tasks me on my.

810
00:48:47.320 --> 00:48:48.960
Shoulder, I want to go where he is.

811
00:48:49.880 --> 00:48:52.400
And so that's the bab That's where I said, at

812
00:48:52.400 --> 00:48:54.719
this point in my life, I wanna.

813
00:48:54.760 --> 00:48:55.119
I want to.

814
00:48:55.199 --> 00:48:58.000
I want to leave an imprint. I want to leave positivity.

815
00:48:58.039 --> 00:48:59.960
I want to do whatever he has for me to do.

816
00:49:00.840 --> 00:49:02.760
And then when it's my time, I want to I

817
00:49:02.880 --> 00:49:06.239
want him to say, I'm well done, You're good and

818
00:49:06.280 --> 00:49:07.039
faith observant.

819
00:49:07.119 --> 00:49:09.639
That's what I want to hear. So that's that's where.

820
00:49:09.519 --> 00:49:11.039
I am to.

821
00:49:13.840 --> 00:49:17.280
Wait a minute and I get Yeah, let me go

822
00:49:17.360 --> 00:49:21.360
deeper into question. I get where you are, But the

823
00:49:21.440 --> 00:49:23.280
question was what are you on the other side of?

824
00:49:24.920 --> 00:49:27.360
What are you on the other side of? I know

825
00:49:27.360 --> 00:49:33.440
where you are to be here? What have you gone through?

826
00:49:33.679 --> 00:49:35.320
What is the one thing you say? This is what

827
00:49:35.400 --> 00:49:38.320
I'm on the other side of? This is what This

828
00:49:38.519 --> 00:49:42.320
is my the liar, This is the go liath in

829
00:49:42.360 --> 00:49:44.800
my life that got because if I had not have

830
00:49:44.880 --> 00:49:49.000
defeated this the liar, I wouldn't be here today.

831
00:49:49.239 --> 00:49:58.119
Okay, So yeah, okay, So what would I say? There's

832
00:49:58.159 --> 00:49:59.039
been so many things.

833
00:50:00.679 --> 00:50:03.039
I mean, well, you know, and it's not And when

834
00:50:03.039 --> 00:50:04.679
I say that, that's why I asked you at this

835
00:50:04.800 --> 00:50:07.000
very moment, because what happens. God put that one. It

836
00:50:07.000 --> 00:50:08.400
could be a million of them, but God, go to

837
00:50:08.480 --> 00:50:11.880
this one, the one that comes to your home.

838
00:50:12.159 --> 00:50:13.280
The one that comes to your mind.

839
00:50:14.000 --> 00:50:15.480
Yeah, yeah, yeah, Well.

840
00:50:15.400 --> 00:50:18.400
It's like I mean that I've been through so many things,

841
00:50:18.440 --> 00:50:21.320
but at this point where God I got here today.

842
00:50:21.679 --> 00:50:27.599
I think, honestly, it's just God's favor, God's favor that

843
00:50:27.679 --> 00:50:28.400
have gotten here.

844
00:50:28.599 --> 00:50:31.880
I don't know. I don't know how else to answer it. Honestly,

845
00:50:32.039 --> 00:50:33.519
it's just.

846
00:50:34.519 --> 00:50:39.360
What I mean with with with you know, marriage, divorced, kids, wife,

847
00:50:40.159 --> 00:50:45.480
my kids, my dad, you know, I mean, I mean,

848
00:50:45.559 --> 00:50:47.280
I have a lot of chapters in this book of

849
00:50:47.360 --> 00:50:48.880
my life, you know what I mean. So it's not

850
00:50:48.960 --> 00:50:51.639
I don't think there's one thing I really that I

851
00:50:51.679 --> 00:50:55.800
can say this particular thing that got me. I think

852
00:50:55.840 --> 00:50:58.039
after like I said, my kids are you know, they're

853
00:50:58.000 --> 00:51:02.599
in their thirties. So now that my kids are adult, man,

854
00:51:02.639 --> 00:51:05.679
I'm in a stage where I can do different differently

855
00:51:06.280 --> 00:51:07.320
and be more of.

856
00:51:07.280 --> 00:51:11.519
A I want to serve. I want to be a positive.

857
00:51:11.119 --> 00:51:13.679
Impact right right advocate.

858
00:51:14.280 --> 00:51:15.559
That's what I want to do. I want to make

859
00:51:15.599 --> 00:51:16.800
a difference.

860
00:51:17.280 --> 00:51:18.039
And you're doing it.

861
00:51:18.679 --> 00:51:21.679
I'm trying. I want to That is where my.

862
00:51:21.679 --> 00:51:25.920
Heart is, and you're definitely definitely doing that. You're making

863
00:51:25.960 --> 00:51:29.960
the impact, You're changing lines. And here's the thing, is

864
00:51:30.000 --> 00:51:32.920
that you're changing lives. Just like I said before, you're

865
00:51:33.000 --> 00:51:35.679
changing lives of people that may never come up and

866
00:51:35.719 --> 00:51:36.960
say you changed my life.

867
00:51:37.039 --> 00:51:37.320
Wow.

868
00:51:38.599 --> 00:51:39.199
And that's something.

869
00:51:39.599 --> 00:51:40.559
And I'm okay with that.

870
00:51:41.960 --> 00:51:46.159
You are impacting people that you don't even know. Do

871
00:51:46.239 --> 00:51:49.800
you know some people may roll across their Facebook page. Yeah,

872
00:51:50.400 --> 00:51:53.239
that don't even know you. That's in as my mama

873
00:51:53.280 --> 00:51:58.960
would say, Timbuth too. They and timbuthtoo, and they run

874
00:51:59.039 --> 00:52:03.639
across and it's all something. Yeah, because it wasn't just

875
00:52:04.360 --> 00:52:09.559
by coincidence. It wasn't just by happenstance. See what you

876
00:52:09.639 --> 00:52:14.599
said earlier. God our danger steps everywhere, we stepped, everywhere,

877
00:52:14.639 --> 00:52:20.280
we stepped everyone we run across, He planted them there.

878
00:52:21.159 --> 00:52:22.039
I believe, I believe.

879
00:52:25.079 --> 00:52:27.960
I believe it's divine. I believe this is divine. This

880
00:52:28.159 --> 00:52:30.480
is this is our purpose. I do.

881
00:52:30.960 --> 00:52:33.519
Yes, I totally agree. You know. And and here's the

882
00:52:33.599 --> 00:52:35.400
thing that I learned about this is that when when

883
00:52:35.400 --> 00:52:37.440
when I laughed about it earlier, we talked about it earlier.

884
00:52:37.760 --> 00:52:39.519
Sometimes we want things on our time.

885
00:52:40.320 --> 00:52:44.480
Yeah, we wanted, we wanted, but God said no, no, no,

886
00:52:46.039 --> 00:52:51.119
trust in me, Trust in me, trust in what I'm doing,

887
00:52:51.519 --> 00:52:54.800
Trust in this Oh, I'm gonna make it happen. I'm

888
00:52:54.800 --> 00:52:57.639
gonna make it happen. But see, we want to make

889
00:52:57.679 --> 00:53:02.199
the impact. We want to make the impact. It ain't

890
00:53:02.239 --> 00:53:03.480
about us making the impact.

891
00:53:04.559 --> 00:53:05.280
We want to do it.

892
00:53:05.719 --> 00:53:07.039
It's about him making the impact.

893
00:53:07.119 --> 00:53:07.360
That's it.

894
00:53:07.719 --> 00:53:10.039
It's about him, and that's it.

895
00:53:11.800 --> 00:53:16.960
That's it out right there, I have one more, one more,

896
00:53:17.079 --> 00:53:19.519
one final question I'm giving I'm giving it back to you.

897
00:53:19.599 --> 00:53:22.119
It's your show. I'm just sitting up here. She allowed

898
00:53:22.159 --> 00:53:24.360
me to come. Thank you so very much for allowing

899
00:53:24.440 --> 00:53:30.280
me on your program today. I'm very grateful. The last

900
00:53:30.360 --> 00:53:36.559
question that I have for you is this. It's almost

901
00:53:36.639 --> 00:53:40.719
like the others, but it's this, and you've already pretty

902
00:53:40.800 --> 00:53:43.039
much said it, but I'm gonna let you say it again.

903
00:53:44.199 --> 00:53:45.039
What is your Whye?

904
00:53:45.519 --> 00:53:46.000
My wife?

905
00:53:46.199 --> 00:53:49.800
Yes, my wife is. I'm a legacy person.

906
00:53:51.039 --> 00:53:54.000
Anything that I do is always about it's all It's

907
00:53:54.039 --> 00:53:56.960
all about, you know, legacy and building a legacy for

908
00:53:57.119 --> 00:54:00.239
my kids and my grandkids. I want when I you

909
00:54:00.320 --> 00:54:03.400
know that was a legacy, or you know, you want

910
00:54:03.440 --> 00:54:06.360
to leave something for your kids, and you're biblically speaking,

911
00:54:06.440 --> 00:54:09.320
you leave something for your children's children, right, and inheritance

912
00:54:10.039 --> 00:54:13.559
children and and and it's to me, it's it's financial.

913
00:54:13.599 --> 00:54:16.480
But it's not just that I want to leave a legacy.

914
00:54:16.519 --> 00:54:18.599
I want my grandkids to say my mom mom. They

915
00:54:18.679 --> 00:54:21.840
call me my mom, my mom. You know, she worked hard,

916
00:54:21.960 --> 00:54:24.280
and she loved us, and she was a godfaring woman

917
00:54:24.360 --> 00:54:27.440
who taught us and instilled in us the importance of

918
00:54:27.480 --> 00:54:31.400
trusting and trusting God and following him. Yes, that's that's

919
00:54:31.519 --> 00:54:34.599
my wif my grandkids and leaving a legacy for them.

920
00:54:35.519 --> 00:54:39.159
That that that is so I love it. I love

921
00:54:39.199 --> 00:54:42.719
it because that's I feel that. I feel that it's

922
00:54:42.800 --> 00:54:45.679
it's not about these things that will be gone. It's

923
00:54:45.719 --> 00:54:52.119
about leaving that legacy behind. It's about It's about it's

924
00:54:52.159 --> 00:54:57.639
about me here and this moment, being able to say, yes,

925
00:54:58.039 --> 00:55:05.440
that Isaphine Lewis, who my great grandmother, that thing, Yes, yes, yes,

926
00:55:05.880 --> 00:55:09.199
It's about me being able to talk about Philip Lewis,

927
00:55:09.199 --> 00:55:14.199
who was my great great great grandfather, you know, that thing,

928
00:55:15.000 --> 00:55:19.039
and being able to speak on it in a positive

929
00:55:19.119 --> 00:55:21.800
manner and have pride when you and you sit up

930
00:55:21.800 --> 00:55:22.159
and go like.

931
00:55:23.400 --> 00:55:27.519
That that what you're talking about is leaving that thing

932
00:55:28.039 --> 00:55:30.719
that you're great great great grandkids.

933
00:55:31.880 --> 00:55:33.960
You know, exactly.

934
00:55:34.960 --> 00:55:41.639
Money came by that, money came by that. Yeah, so okay,

935
00:55:41.800 --> 00:55:42.239
I'm done.

936
00:55:42.480 --> 00:55:45.679
Look, she is going to tell them about yourself, tell

937
00:55:45.719 --> 00:55:48.280
them where they can come find you, and y'all know

938
00:55:48.320 --> 00:55:50.559
where to go find that. But you know she's gonna

939
00:55:50.599 --> 00:55:51.159
tell you again.

940
00:55:52.639 --> 00:55:56.519
So my website is Jane Williams Got Me. You can

941
00:55:56.559 --> 00:55:59.760
find everything about me there. I'm on Facebook under Jay

942
00:55:59.760 --> 00:56:01.320
Williams j A I E.

943
00:56:01.559 --> 00:56:07.800
Williams. Instagram is at Gorgeous Day and yeah, you can

944
00:56:07.840 --> 00:56:08.599
find me everywhere.

945
00:56:08.880 --> 00:56:12.800
Oh and my podcast is the Jay Williams Experience Podcast

946
00:56:12.880 --> 00:56:13.880
and it is on YouTube.

947
00:56:14.239 --> 00:56:14.679
Check it out.

948
00:56:14.840 --> 00:56:17.440
YouTube it go get up, go get Jay Williams.

949
00:56:17.760 --> 00:56:22.320
Man. Look and y'all get you one. Don't forget about

950
00:56:22.360 --> 00:56:23.679
to get to get you one.

951
00:56:23.920 --> 00:56:27.079
You got nine minutes a funny Caregipper's Guide to Raising

952
00:56:27.119 --> 00:56:28.960
your Parents, Sam nine minutes.

953
00:56:29.039 --> 00:56:32.119
That's it. That's it. Thank you so very much. I

954
00:56:32.199 --> 00:56:35.440
am so so so honored to have you here. Thank you,

955
00:56:35.679 --> 00:56:38.360
thank you, thank you. It has been a pleasure. She

956
00:56:38.559 --> 00:56:42.079
swam up here, she swam up here.

957
00:56:42.519 --> 00:56:45.960
I do it again for sure.

958
00:56:46.199 --> 00:56:48.440
Thank you for having me. She's talking about I'm loading

959
00:56:48.519 --> 00:56:49.440
up the arc right now.

960
00:56:50.960 --> 00:56:51.480
I did.

961
00:56:53.480 --> 00:56:58.639
I'm putting the animals in I'll be there shouting. But look,

962
00:56:58.719 --> 00:56:59.599
it has been a pleasure.

963
00:56:59.639 --> 00:57:01.079
I have love it. I love it. I love it.

964
00:57:02.599 --> 00:57:05.559
And I say this on behalf of myself, your favorite

965
00:57:05.599 --> 00:57:10.199
Comfortable the Louisiana country Boy and my Worklesstuc's Table talk.

966
00:57:10.559 --> 00:57:15.000
If there's anything that we can do to help to support,

967
00:57:16.039 --> 00:57:18.960
we're here because that's what it's about. For me, that

968
00:57:19.119 --> 00:57:22.159
is truly what it's about. I say this, and I

969
00:57:22.239 --> 00:57:24.079
was talking to somebody Earliert. These are my real words,

970
00:57:24.119 --> 00:57:26.440
and I said to so many people, if we don't

971
00:57:26.480 --> 00:57:33.320
support each other, then who will never be ashamed of

972
00:57:33.800 --> 00:57:38.239
what you're doing. Don't don't water yourself down for nobody.

973
00:57:38.840 --> 00:57:41.679
Let your light shine you, continue to let your life.

974
00:57:41.800 --> 00:57:44.360
Not that I gotta tell you, let me tell y'all,

975
00:57:46.000 --> 00:57:49.280
but continue to be everything that God has caused you

976
00:57:49.360 --> 00:57:54.840
to be. Continue to walk on purpose, in purpose, continue

977
00:57:54.880 --> 00:58:00.880
to follow your vision. That's hey, that's how oh coachy bunch. God,

978
00:58:00.880 --> 00:58:03.280
I'm gonna close it the way, y'all ready for me

979
00:58:03.320 --> 00:58:05.400
to close this thing and shut my country mouth and

980
00:58:05.519 --> 00:58:07.480
go over here and get me a bugger, a buger

981
00:58:07.519 --> 00:58:09.559
in surprise. Look at here. I'm gonna tell y'all like

982
00:58:09.639 --> 00:58:12.159
this while I'm sitting up here with this fantastic lady.

983
00:58:13.239 --> 00:58:15.480
Thank y'all first and foremost for tuning in. Thank you

984
00:58:15.559 --> 00:58:17.360
for your support, thank you, thank you, thank you. I

985
00:58:17.400 --> 00:58:18.960
know y'all can't see me, y'all don't need to see me,

986
00:58:19.159 --> 00:58:23.079
but thank you so very much. When I say this.

987
00:58:24.239 --> 00:58:26.360
And I don't just be saying these things just because

988
00:58:26.400 --> 00:58:28.599
it's a cute cliche. I say it because it's real.

989
00:58:30.039 --> 00:58:34.320
She knows this, because I see her. God has given

990
00:58:35.159 --> 00:58:39.880
a purpose. God has given us vision. Let me tell

991
00:58:39.880 --> 00:58:42.719
you something about purpose and vision and having it. You

992
00:58:42.880 --> 00:58:48.320
know this. Everybody can't see your vision. Everybody's not going

993
00:58:48.400 --> 00:58:51.599
to believe in your vision. Everybody is not going to

994
00:58:51.760 --> 00:58:54.679
support you in the vision. Everybody is not gonna be

995
00:58:54.760 --> 00:58:58.199
around you and crapping when you start walking in your purpose.

996
00:58:59.320 --> 00:59:01.480
I don't care what your purpose is. If it's to act,

997
00:59:02.280 --> 00:59:05.159
if it's to model, if it's to sing, if it's

998
00:59:05.239 --> 00:59:08.480
to dance, if it's to write, if it's the paint nails,

999
00:59:08.760 --> 00:59:12.400
if it's the draft pictures. It doesn't matter what your

1000
00:59:12.599 --> 00:59:17.000
purpose is or what your vision is. Continue to walk

1001
00:59:17.119 --> 00:59:21.199
in it. I don't know if Miss Williams has had

1002
00:59:21.280 --> 00:59:25.719
this experience, but Old countrybole has that will be people

1003
00:59:25.800 --> 00:59:28.719
that will turn away from you and leave you when

1004
00:59:28.760 --> 00:59:33.280
you're walking in your purpose. If they leave you, let

1005
00:59:33.320 --> 00:59:36.360
them leave, because if they walk away from you, they

1006
00:59:36.440 --> 00:59:39.280
were never meant to walk with you. Get the mom

1007
00:59:40.679 --> 00:59:43.159
Let them go. There will be people who will down

1008
00:59:43.280 --> 00:59:45.480
you and talk about you and call you crazy for

1009
00:59:45.599 --> 00:59:47.719
doing it. Or you're trying to write a little book,

1010
00:59:47.719 --> 00:59:49.119
and that's what they're saying. You're trying to write a

1011
00:59:49.159 --> 00:59:50.960
lit love book. Oh you think you're gonna do it?

1012
00:59:51.039 --> 00:59:54.119
Lit lo show? Oh who you think you here? See

1013
00:59:54.840 --> 00:59:57.880
and understand this. What they're doing is they're not really

1014
00:59:58.039 --> 01:00:04.119
talking about you. They're just revealing themselves to you. They

1015
01:00:04.119 --> 01:00:07.800
an talking about you, They just revealing themselves. See a

1016
01:00:07.920 --> 01:00:10.719
lot of people want you to stay right where you

1017
01:00:11.000 --> 01:00:16.280
are because they're comfortable where you are. When you start

1018
01:00:16.360 --> 01:00:19.960
to grow, then they are uncomfortable because now they think

1019
01:00:20.000 --> 01:00:24.400
they need to do something. That's why they see. They're

1020
01:00:24.440 --> 01:00:27.199
not mad at the vision. You know, folks don't really

1021
01:00:27.239 --> 01:00:30.039
be mad at the vision. People are not mad at

1022
01:00:30.119 --> 01:00:34.159
the purpose. People are upset because God gave it to you.

1023
01:00:36.360 --> 01:00:37.920
And all you have to do is look at them

1024
01:00:37.960 --> 01:00:40.079
and say, well, God cave you vision in purpose to

1025
01:00:42.000 --> 01:00:44.719
what He gave me. Is not just exclusively for me.

1026
01:00:44.960 --> 01:00:46.000
He gave you a vision.

1027
01:00:47.039 --> 01:00:50.480
Walk in yours, your walk in yours.

1028
01:00:52.400 --> 01:00:56.840
Don't stop, don't quit, don't give up, don't give in.

1029
01:00:58.000 --> 01:01:01.480
Regardless of what they say, keep on going, because if

1030
01:01:01.559 --> 01:01:04.679
God gave you a vision, he will provide the provision

1031
01:01:04.800 --> 01:01:05.480
for the vision.

1032
01:01:05.760 --> 01:01:09.239
Trust me when I say that. Right and lastly, but

1033
01:01:09.360 --> 01:01:11.079
not leastly, they damn.

1034
01:01:10.840 --> 01:01:18.079
It over here. Yeah, I'm sorry, y'all, don't know what's

1035
01:01:18.079 --> 01:01:21.320
happening over here. Look here, look at here. When I

1036
01:01:21.400 --> 01:01:25.400
say this on behalf of myself, your favorite boy, then

1037
01:01:25.480 --> 01:01:28.360
lose you on a country boy and my guests right here,

1038
01:01:28.400 --> 01:01:30.800
Miss Williams, thank you, Thank you for coming, thank you

1039
01:01:30.840 --> 01:01:32.960
for tuning in when I say this, no this, know

1040
01:01:33.119 --> 01:01:40.320
this from the bottom of my country heart. I love you.

1041
01:01:41.760 --> 01:01:44.960
I love you, I love you, I love you, and

1042
01:01:45.199 --> 01:01:49.079
I love you unconditionally.

1043
01:01:49.760 --> 01:01:53.599
And let me explain what that means for me. Unconditional

1044
01:01:53.679 --> 01:01:55.639
means this. If you like me, I still love you.

1045
01:01:55.960 --> 01:01:58.679
If you talk about me, I still love you. If

1046
01:01:58.719 --> 01:02:01.159
you don't like me, I still love you. If you

1047
01:02:01.320 --> 01:02:04.440
support me, I still love you. If you don't support me,

1048
01:02:04.599 --> 01:02:08.280
I still love you. If you out there scandalizing my name,

1049
01:02:08.480 --> 01:02:11.559
I still love you. Why why can you do that,

1050
01:02:11.679 --> 01:02:14.519
country boy? Because my love is not tied to what

1051
01:02:14.679 --> 01:02:17.639
you do or don't do for me. My love is

1052
01:02:17.719 --> 01:02:21.559
tied to him and it is unconditional. It ain't nothing,

1053
01:02:22.159 --> 01:02:27.840
absolutely positively nothing that you can do about it.

1054
01:02:28.360 --> 01:02:30.880
Thank y'all, and we are out of here from jail.

1055
01:02:30.960 --> 01:02:32.000
I'm uh

1056
01:02:35.719 --> 01:02:35.840
Yes,