Dec. 10, 2025

Alisha Dancy joins My Worthless 2cents Table Talk

Alisha Dancy joins My Worthless 2cents Table Talk
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I with another episode, another episode of My Worthless Too,

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says table Talk, and look at here, let me tell you.

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We are here to grow and we are here to glow.

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That's what we're gonna do. Right here.

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We're gonna share, open, honest, and transparent. That's what it's

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all about. I'm gonna share. I'm going to share what

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is on my heart, what God has placed on me

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to give to you. Look here, it's gonna be real.

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It's gonna be authentic. But one thing about it, it's

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gonna be the truth, straight from your boy, Louisian, a

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country boy. So what I need for you to do?

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Sit back, relax, put on your head, gears all. My

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Worthless Too says, it's about to put something in you.

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All.

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Get ready, ready, get a ready. Here we go, Here

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we go, Here we go. Oh yeah, it's me. It's

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your boy, your favorite counted boy all away from exit

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eighty one beat Louisiana. We're coming at your lot with

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a very very very special edition of My Worthless Too.

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Since table Talk.

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Look, look, oh, coumfortboy, I ain't gonna do a whole

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bunch of loan nothing.

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Man.

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It is Friday. It is Friday, and I am here,

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and man, I'm honored. I'm honored. I'm gonna tell you

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all right now, I am honored to be here tonight,

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tonight tonight to do this wonderful, wonderful show with this

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magnificent Yes. Hey, you know, when I think about it,

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you know what I say, It's been a lone long

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time coming, but I knew change gone come.

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Look here, oh yes.

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Look hey, y'all in for it tonight. Y'all are in

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for tonight. Man, We're here live, We're here live. I'm

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not gonna hold you. I'm not gonna try to do

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no productions. I'm not gonna y'all should have been watching

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all the posts and all the feeds and all the videos,

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so y'all know exactly who she is. But I'm not

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going to try to introduce her. And if you don't

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know why I don't introduce people, let me tell you

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why I don't introduce people, because I could never ever

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ever do you, your story, your name, your journey, any justice.

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So I'm not finna cut nothing up. I'm gonna allow

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you to do that. I'm gonna allow you to come

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or you come do what you do, because guess what

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it ain't about the country boy. It's all about you.

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This is your time. Not that you ain't already been shining,

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but this is your time. You are a powerful You

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are a encourager. You are a story and a journey.

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You are a testimony. And I am honored to have

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you here tonight. I'm honored to have you here. Y'all know,

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y'all know, Country boy ain't gonna get out know where

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Now I'm on the north side again again again again

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outside again again again again and again again. We're on

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the north side. But we are here. We are here.

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We're here, We're here. So but before I give her

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the microphone, before I move out of the way, this

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was I'm gonna do tonight. Wait a minute, y'all, let

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me tell y'all a couple of things before I do

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what I.

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Need to do.

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This is a magnificent This is a magnificent boutique.

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Did I say that right? He said, Country It's a sweet.

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We are in a sweet y'all know, Country Bo ain't

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never been in a boutique, okay before in his life.

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But I'm here in a sweet boot teek and it

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is fabulous. It is fabulous. This is a fabulous, fabulous,

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fabulous place, and y'all come on over and visit. When

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we get done. She's gonna tell you all about that.

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She's gonna tell you everything. Okay, I she she did that.

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She did that right, the vision make it plain?

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Mm hmm. She ran. That's what it's about. Hey, y'all

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in the back. Catch that one.

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She understood the fine meant all right, all right, no

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for that. But look, this is a wonderful place. I'm

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honored to be here. So what I'm gonna do before

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I give it to you, I'm gonna do what I

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have to do, whether it's on a Monday, whether it's

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on Wednesday, where it's on Thursday, wen it's on a Sunday.

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What I have to do for each and every one.

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Of y'all who may have missed it, Because if you

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missed it, then you know that.

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I got you. I got your cover.

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I got your cover, trust man, I got yourn comfortable,

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got your cover, hold on things by by by.

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Right thought I had a look, I'm sitting here thing.

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They don't. I'm trying to hear somebody to look at

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this thing and don't pay me. Can you eat him

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off the screen? Yeah, I can hear him. Yeah, I

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can hear him through the comments all you want to yeah,

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you know.

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Anyway, But look, oh, y'all, and she got me some

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waldough alright, and.

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She showed that. She showed me. Hey, hey she did that.

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She did that.

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But look before the count, but gives her the mic.

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I want to do this first and foremost. Take off

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my hat once more again and doubt and see me

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take it off before you look. I'm gonna tell you.

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I always tell folks that, you know, I always tell

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folks look at him. If you get talking about my

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head or I need to shave something, that means you

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didn't have your eyes.

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That's what I told My daughter told me is like daddy,

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you I say, you know what we're praying.

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I ain't got mine, you know how, because you ain't

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got doing clok. We're looking at me anyway, look at

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him before we get started. This is the most important

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part of this. The heaven and Father, thank you for

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this day. Thank you for your brace, Thank you for

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your mercy, Father God, thank you not for what you've done.

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Thank you for who you are. Father God, use us

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use us, use us, use us, use us use us.

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It's your best, your willing investors. That's the key, your

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willing vestors. Thank you so heavy, hen Father, thank you

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so very much, Father God. I asked this prayers, I

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asked this press. Because I asked these prayers for praise.

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I ask his prayers for guidance by the God. Right now,

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at this moment, here I am. I come, interceding for others,

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interceding for the ones in the hospital, interceding for the

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ones in the jail, interceding for those who are too

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like old comfortable, was too crazy, too dumb, too selfish

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to even pray for themselves. While God, I intercede for

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each and every one of those I interceed for all.

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Right now, I ask the prayers for our children, proud doults.

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I ask prayers for this city, for this country, for

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this stating, for this world. Father God, I pray.

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I pray.

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I don't pray for the things that other people may want,

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whither God, I pray for free things, strength, wisdom and understanding, strength, wisdom,

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understand because I know that strength, wisdom, and understanding are

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in your will. I don't pray for anything that's out

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of your will. That's how I pray that your will

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be done. That your will, Father God, right now, cover

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this young lady, this young lady, over this young lady,

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use her, use her, use her, use her testimony, use

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her story, use her journey to touch others to God

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them to show them. Father, God, allow her to come.

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Allow her to come open, honest and transparently and speak

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and speak the truth. Speak her journey. Continue. Blessings over her,

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over her business, over her relationship. Continue, blessings asked these

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prayers in your son Jesus name. Amen, Amen, Amen, look

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at her. I'm putting it back on a bunch of

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to the side, sweep it off like this.

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Ah. Hey, I'm for the country. I'm gonna give y'all

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one no shame. All right, look at here.

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Yeah, look at what I might get some up any

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of the night that right now, right now coming as

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as they say in the country. The next voice you hear,

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I would I wouldn't gage, I mean, I wouldn't. This

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is to tell you what I want. Oh Hey, what

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I will say is this, And you know I used

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to use this a long time ago. I don't know

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what we eating tonight, but I guarantee it's gonna be good.

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I guarantee it's gonna be good. So look here all

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my people, my family, my family, my family from Instagram,

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my family from TikTok, my family from YouTube, my family

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from Facebook. Man coming right now, coming right now. This

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is wonderful, wonderful, wonderful, fantastic lady, this vision there, this

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woman Purnure. So the next wort you hear after, my

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big old country mountain will beat her, coming in her

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own way, doing her thing how she do. So what

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I need for y'all to do is one thing for

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the old country boy. One thing, one thing each and

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every one of y'all just do one thing for me. Oh,

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sit back, relax, put on your head, gil Oh my queen.

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He's about to put something in your here. Oh hell

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your way.

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Welcome, welcome, welcome. Hey, I just want you to bring it.

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I want you to look here. I'm gonna sit in

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the passenger. See you drive this car however you want

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to look. Whether it's fast, whether it's slow, whether it's

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bumping or it's smooth. I ain't worried about it. You

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know why, because I'm a buckaler. You put it down.

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I'm hey, hey, let me tell you something. I don't

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roll with my co host.

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You know what I did. I went to sleep, I

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buckle up, went to sleep.

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I'm going to sleep because whatever have blood, I'm gonna

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either wake up on this side or the other. Okay,

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I'm just putting this up here so I can now.

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I just want to know.

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Act. I can hear you, and it looks it looked

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fancy in your head. No, no, no, no, Look.

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You know if y'all don't know what this this, this

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is this, you know what this is about. Look you

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act like it nerves up here.

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I know I have.

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It is true, It is true. You know. What I

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do know is that.

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You've got something. And here's what I tell people that

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have something. What you have, it's yours, truly, yours own it.

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It's yours, your journey, it's yours. Your tears is yours,

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your smile yours, your happiness, yours, your pain yours.

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It is all yours. But you're here tonight because it's yours,

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but it ain't for you. H yes, oh.

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Yes, ye.

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Yes, yes yeah h.

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M hm.

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Come on now, yeah, you keep on going because I'm

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gonna do some I'm gonna do some uh some technical work.

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Usually, keep on going, girl, I'm gonna be over him.

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They don't want to see me, no way, you just

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keep on roll.

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Uh huh.

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That's one of my favorites. Go ahead, I love, I love,

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go ahead.

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Oh hold on, y'all be gonna get back to the

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serious stuff.

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But shoulder.

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Thy, shout out. Okay, And.

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Like I was saying, victorious Styles was my Phoenite, my

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horizon after the ashes. I'd like to say, after slaying

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many the lions and many giants in my younger years,

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I got to a place where I finally felt like

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I was able to thrive, which I was doing.

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I was doing well driving in the healthcare sector, started political.

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After college, moved to administrative health, and you know, I

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was calming the latter, coming and cripp latter, doing all the.

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Things like society said you used to do, you know,

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go to college, gets the job, you know, gets the

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big stylary and all the things. And I finally was

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in a space where I felt like, Okay, I'm I'm

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finally able to breathe right out and got to the other.

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Side of everything that was I thought. Twenty twenty one, however,

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was other life shifting. A lot of times we go

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through with parkings and we think this.

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Right, and so the.

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Hardest thing that actually happens, you have to get through

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that as well. And twenty one both my parents four.

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Months four months.

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My father passed eighteen twenty one. First one, my mother

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passed August or that same year. And what's so crazy

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about the situation. They were not married, they were not together.

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My parents had me when they were teenager. My mom

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was sixteen and my dad. That was the extent of

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the relationship.

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My whole life. Wow. Yes, and I'm thirty seven. Yeah,

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I know I looked at but that was my whole life.

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They that was it.

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They had me and they were going they lived a

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separate life. Wow. But by talking home the same year

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for me, and you know.

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I'm strong, I've had to live through a lot of

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paying a lot of things that you know, make us,

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make us when, like you said earlier, sometimes when you realize, oh,

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no one's from the state, you gotta you gotta strap

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up your hoots right and get focused and hit you

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the those situations that tries not to keep me, keep

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you back.

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But that for me was one of those things I had.

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I had no understanding why why not allowed it to happen?

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For a few reasons, my dad growing up, he really

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wasn't a prominent position of my life. But back to

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what I said, just kind of going through my first

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wave of healing for my early twenties and learning.

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I taught me the importance of the hidings.

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And sometimes when we are growing in Christ and we

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are you know, healing and all the things right, becoming

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a better version of myself.

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Because a lot of times we gotta we gotta do work.

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It's easy to point fingers at everything and everyone else,

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but I always say, is that mirror up in your face?

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When you get that mirror up, oh right, and then

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the focus really comes off of everything and everyone else,

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and you start working with you because you realize I'm cute,

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but maybe right right right.

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So I part of my healing journeying was God. I began.

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I went to that for about everything right but brokenness.

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Why did they let this happened? I was and He

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allowed me to come and pull out, and then he

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started showing.

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We started showing me what I needed to what I

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allowed those circumstance in those situations to make me come,

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which was no nowhere near the person he had created.

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But you know, a lot of times when you are

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navigating with the world young and broken. He makes so

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many right and so we got to be set free

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and delivered from all of those Yes, And so I

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would like to say my first way was them, because

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it had to be another thing. But my first wave

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was hell when he taught me about then, and ironically

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the Holy Spirend, when I was just kind of in

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my in my prayer time and in the secret place

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that I like to call it, and I was learning

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how to forget because for me it was something that

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I did not know how to do naturally.

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I had to speak them.

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I needed his help and assistance on it because I

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was so hurried and a lot I was. I grew

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up being very angry. But when the Lord began to

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feel back the layers, that anger really was a.

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It was.

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A symptom of her, a symptom of brokenness, a symptom

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of the pain that I had to do early on.

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And so once he began to pull back those layers

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and teach me, he.

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Taught me the reason with the exact words that.

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I received were unforgiveness is to fill upsel mm hmm.

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And what I mean by that is those that know,

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you know, if we do were you know, lots of

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wife turned into a killer of salt because of yes,

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they had cultart instruction and to do what you know

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you were what did they have instructions to do.

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And don't look back?

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And unfortunately she chose to look back and turn into

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a pup. Now back in those times, right, it most

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likely was a physical killer ustot.

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But in our day and time, what that kill us

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thought looks like is we can't move.

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It's striving and you're striving and you find yourself I'm

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doing that right?

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How many times doing this? I'm moving out doing.

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This and you just mm hmm.

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Right, that is a lot of times what un forginness

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to do? What it looks what that killed herself will

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looking right and missing. You're constantly trying.

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To move forward in something.

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I think in this that so once the Lord would

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bring back to me I began to say, okay, well teaching.

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Mm hmm, because I didn't know, right, I didn't want to.

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I was mad, just being real the vision that everyone

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gets to meet now, the loving, joyful work.

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I wasn't always that earth right. This came with a

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lot of work, a lot of his and a lot

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of growth.

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And even more so at that time my loving husband

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now was a boyfriend and just realizing I had this

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amazing man that I.

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Have been.

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And I didn't know how to love him m hm

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mm hmm.

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Because I was I had such a discase for men

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based on what I went through as a child being

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molested in to you know, and so I didn't even

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realize that was an issue until I'm wondering, he's doing

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all these things right, though he's not perfect, but at

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the time, he's doing.

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All the things right. And like I said, but a mirror.

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I realized I was an issue. And it wasn't that

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I was a bad woman or anything afforded and want.

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I just had a stolen mm hmm wow.

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And I was not able to love the way that

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I didn't love getting in because I was being old.

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And so I had to cry out to that. I

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had to really begin to seek him to one take

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care of that person. Learn And once I got there,

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I said, Okay, my dad. By that time, my mom

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and I we had begun to know right, we had

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begun to feeld that mother and daughter relationship that you know,

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I always wanted. It wasn't perfect yet, but we were.

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We were you know, any in transition to becoming a

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better version of who we wanted to be. For my dad, however,

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he you know, he was in it. No, I have

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siblings on both sides, my sisters. I had two sisters

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and two brothers on my dad's side, and I have

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two brothers on my mother's And I didn't get to

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grow up with my siblings on my father's side. But

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we as we got older, we decided. So every now

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and then, you know how many times we changed number,

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We move all the stuff, right, especially when we're running

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away from the things, right, because I used to run

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a lot.

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Right.

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Anybody who knows, they probably be like, oh my gosh,

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she's a major communicator, and that I don't.

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I will cut you all so fast and act like

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you know, you would exist. But that was a defense.

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I learned that, lady, right, that was a defense mechanism.

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And so you know, he would get my number, my

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new number here, and everything, my sisters and everything periodically,

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you know, and the Lord cole.

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Me when he did each other let's see mm hmmm.

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Because I was angry with him, right, but I started

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to receive my alone member. I say all this to say, OK, yes, yes, because.

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That opened the door for me to learn more about him.

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And it was, like I said, hearing their periodic that

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periodically he would come in. And then I went to

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hear from him for maybe another year or two.

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But people popping, And even at the time where I

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wanted to be snappy, I stopped myself and I remember

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what I was I was ordered to do receive him,

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so I would stop. You know how you in the

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middle of Texas here, I don't know about nobody else.

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The Holy Spirit text me, okay, he gets me together?

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You know wat You do know when you be texting

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now that people can see, like when it's going and

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then it's stopped, that means you just erased because they

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see them little did nothing happen?

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Oh you don't even raised? Whatever you want, say something.

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Sweet or nice or loving? Right and fast forward? You

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know who would have known? Not just him, but both

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my parents will be going so early?

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Right?

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Right? And had I chose to allow ug.

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Had I chose to allow the anger and all the

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things stopped me from being open to having some kind

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of relationship even though it wasn't what I ought to be.

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Now I'm grateful for what God allowed, right, m hm.

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And I look back and I said, think I was

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obedient because I lived in that next It was very hard,

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but I thought knowing that I did.

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Wow, you know, not to cut you.

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But what I think about is this, And I said

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so many times when you talk about that, how it

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was hard to grief.

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But being able to forgive.

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That's that thing when they say forgiving is not for

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them because it was not about them, because it was taking.

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You to the next and people missed it. I ain't

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gonna forgive them.

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And when I tell you, when I a place where

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I was, I was able to stay.

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But a lot of times you don't know because when

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that person call you or text you or and then

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your first response, you know, you.

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Like, I don't forget your look. You know I said

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about that.

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You don't know that you're that you have passed something.

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The only way that you know that you're over something

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is when you come face to face with you don't know.

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You can talk, you can talk all that, man, I

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don't care about that no more until that thing go

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like bam and you be like you come on.

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That is that's it.

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That situation.

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Sometimes it's not right.

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Forgive yourself from the mistakes, and a lot of times

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when people here forgiveness, they automatically assume we need to

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forget someone else again that mirror, yes, but sometimes so

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the thing that's keeping you stuck for most is the forgiven, Yes,

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and for all the things you may have alive and

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the broken season for all those people both forgiven this

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you might have, but.

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That you nail, nail, nail, hamma to it, bam.

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And so don't when you evaluate that list of things

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you need to let go of and forget, don't forget yourself.

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Hey man, I've been there. That was my journey. Forgiveness

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was three parts.

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For me. It was.

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Learning to forgive others four parts I'm sorry, learning to

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forgive others, learning to ask for forgiveness, learning to forgive myself,

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and asking God to forgive me. When when you can

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complete those four, when you can complete those four, when

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you can dam, it's a whole different world. I'm telling you.

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It's like walking into a dog room and cutting the

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lights on things shield, you know.

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And that was for me.

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I don't know about nobody else.

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Y'all, y'all hold on whatever y'all want to, But for me,

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those four doing those you know, no longer holding it

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and no longer allowing it to hold me.

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Being, which is the promise.

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Yes, all those things that we were allowed to play, right,

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And it's funny you said it, because I was going

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to share with the audience that once I did it.

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A dejective up.

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Right, that's when I became the woman that the boyfriend

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decided to be a wife. Okay, that's when I became

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when I started to you think it's different that. Okay,

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I understand I had to walk with these parts. I understand,

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but it didn't happen to me. Yes, and then I

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make peace with the fact of knowing. And then for

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you know, a child out there that just that's battling

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with all the wrong things that that parents may have

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done or or allowed to happen. Sometimes you are called

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to be the even though you are a child. You

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have to sometimes be an example because like.

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Earlier, sometimes they're doing that they know to do.

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And it is a blessing that you now have gone

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forth as the first break, right, and now you get

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to live with them. You get to to experience things

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that they never experience, or family members or you know.

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Sometimes I always say when people say, oh believed you change,

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Yes I have.

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But I don't say that in a way of arrogance

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or anything. I say that in a way of rat.

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Right, because how many times people live and die and

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never become at mm hmm. But when you are that

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person that God has grace to go for now it

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is your responsibilities to show. It's not your responsibility to

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carry everyone right and to be used by everyone. It's

482
00:34:30.079 --> 00:34:36.320
not clear, but it's your responsibility to not. I learned

483
00:34:36.400 --> 00:34:44.280
about pressure. Yes I had the Uh, the God blessed

484
00:34:44.360 --> 00:34:47.760
me to be the first in my immediate to graduate college.

485
00:34:47.800 --> 00:34:51.199
Now let me go and show them how so I'm

486
00:34:51.280 --> 00:34:55.360
not I might have been the first, you know. And

487
00:34:55.519 --> 00:34:59.079
so once you understand that and you understand being the

488
00:34:59.159 --> 00:35:04.920
curse breaker, I was gonna stay fight the truth.

489
00:35:05.239 --> 00:35:05.559
The war.

490
00:35:06.840 --> 00:35:07.719
It's a war.

491
00:35:09.480 --> 00:35:10.880
It is definitely.

492
00:35:11.280 --> 00:35:13.239
It is definitely one of those things.

493
00:35:14.039 --> 00:35:16.559
And I think some people, a lot of people shy

494
00:35:16.679 --> 00:35:22.440
away from it because of feeling what's gonna happen.

495
00:35:25.559 --> 00:35:28.920
You're gonna be in a battle of either way. I mean,

496
00:35:30.880 --> 00:35:31.880
you're gonna be in a battle.

497
00:35:32.119 --> 00:35:34.880
If you're trying to run from it, You're gonna battle

498
00:35:34.960 --> 00:35:37.119
trying to run from it. Okay, I'm just there. You're

499
00:35:37.119 --> 00:35:41.320
gonna you're gonna run it all kinds and if you're

500
00:35:41.360 --> 00:35:48.400
go into it, you know, it's not that hard gonna

501
00:35:48.440 --> 00:35:53.239
say this. It's not that the danger and the it's

502
00:35:53.280 --> 00:35:59.079
nothing about people walking in their purpose. It's the fact

503
00:35:59.800 --> 00:36:03.840
that you're unlocking the door for others when you're walking

504
00:36:03.880 --> 00:36:05.719
in your purpose. If that makes any sense. I don't

505
00:36:05.719 --> 00:36:07.880
know if y'all Eve got that. It's not about you

506
00:36:08.119 --> 00:36:11.440
walking in your purpose. It's the fact that when you do,

507
00:36:13.679 --> 00:36:16.559
you're shifting things around for others.

508
00:36:20.039 --> 00:36:21.599
Come on so much.

509
00:36:23.039 --> 00:36:24.119
And sometimes.

510
00:36:25.719 --> 00:36:30.320
That when you are a po runner m hm, you're

511
00:36:30.840 --> 00:36:33.840
the first to do so, you're figuring out as you go.

512
00:36:34.039 --> 00:36:35.920
It's not gonna look perfect all the time. It's not

513
00:36:36.039 --> 00:36:40.840
gonna feel good all the time. But the mission at hand,

514
00:36:41.000 --> 00:36:43.800
like you said, is to not just be the first,

515
00:36:44.400 --> 00:36:45.119
to not be the.

516
00:36:48.199 --> 00:36:48.360
Yes.

517
00:36:48.400 --> 00:36:51.800
When those that came before us right did the things

518
00:36:51.880 --> 00:36:55.840
they had to do, Harry Toughman, all of them right.

519
00:36:55.960 --> 00:36:59.039
For us as African Americans to be free and driving

520
00:36:59.079 --> 00:37:02.880
all these things right now, it was easy, right.

521
00:37:03.119 --> 00:37:08.000
But we get to be free because they It's the

522
00:37:08.159 --> 00:37:14.440
same thing. With your purpose. You are going through those

523
00:37:14.559 --> 00:37:16.840
things fighting, not just with your freedom.

524
00:37:17.760 --> 00:37:22.199
Yes, yes, and and that's for me. That's the thing

525
00:37:22.320 --> 00:37:25.840
that makes you. That's the thing that when when people

526
00:37:26.000 --> 00:37:29.079
think that you don't or I don't have any.

527
00:37:29.000 --> 00:37:35.199
Value it, there's something that God placed in youth.

528
00:37:35.400 --> 00:37:39.519
Yes, and only that the world come on.

529
00:37:40.039 --> 00:37:46.199
That's the part. That's the part, that's the part of everything.

530
00:37:45.800 --> 00:37:48.519
And everybody else. And get comfortable with you.

531
00:37:49.039 --> 00:37:49.239
Yes.

532
00:37:49.920 --> 00:37:55.280
And that's when opportunities because that's spaces and people, because

533
00:37:55.360 --> 00:37:58.280
that's waiting for the authentic version of you. If you

534
00:37:58.440 --> 00:38:01.599
keep showing up with the mask, if you keep trying

535
00:38:01.599 --> 00:38:03.880
to be like this person or that person, they cannot

536
00:38:04.039 --> 00:38:09.880
identify right because they were called to the author's it.

537
00:38:10.400 --> 00:38:13.559
That is so too. I see it so much.

538
00:38:13.800 --> 00:38:17.840
And just walk when you walk in your truth, when

539
00:38:17.920 --> 00:38:21.920
people walk in, here's the thing, and I know I

540
00:38:22.039 --> 00:38:25.440
get it, been there, been down that road. When you

541
00:38:25.639 --> 00:38:28.199
start to do those things, you start to be like,

542
00:38:28.599 --> 00:38:30.480
well this person ain't gonna like me no more. Well

543
00:38:30.480 --> 00:38:32.239
they ain't gonna talk about me because I ain't like

544
00:38:32.360 --> 00:38:34.000
that no more. And I don't do this no more.

545
00:38:34.239 --> 00:38:44.280
And walk in, walk in, walk can't go And and

546
00:38:44.880 --> 00:38:48.400
here I'm gonna touch on two things that you see it.

547
00:38:50.199 --> 00:38:54.280
One is that people talk about. You know, you talk

548
00:38:54.320 --> 00:38:56.519
about the change, people say you change. Let me tell

549
00:38:56.559 --> 00:38:58.920
you something, country as I am, I don't know why

550
00:38:59.000 --> 00:38:59.360
this came.

551
00:39:00.840 --> 00:39:01.199
Do you know?

552
00:39:01.480 --> 00:39:05.000
If you take an apple, pluck it off the tree,

553
00:39:05.800 --> 00:39:09.639
send in a bowl, if you come back six months later,

554
00:39:09.719 --> 00:39:10.639
it doesn't change too.

555
00:39:11.559 --> 00:39:19.920
Change is ineffable. Come on what exactly exactly.

556
00:39:20.840 --> 00:39:26.320
You are striving? Change? Yes, should become a true version.

557
00:39:27.199 --> 00:39:29.800
Right, because a lot of times we are and it's

558
00:39:29.840 --> 00:39:33.960
not always that people are attended right. They are operating

559
00:39:34.119 --> 00:39:39.679
in a false version based on everything right, based on

560
00:39:39.800 --> 00:39:44.400
the trauma, based on being tainted by so many things

561
00:39:44.480 --> 00:39:47.840
that hurts, the things and everything that life could be hardy,

562
00:39:48.559 --> 00:39:52.960
and so that creates a false version of mm hm.

563
00:39:54.199 --> 00:39:58.159
And so you have to then work on shedding all.

564
00:39:58.079 --> 00:40:01.599
Of the lives to become garic. Can I say something?

565
00:40:02.800 --> 00:40:04.960
People have been faking it for so long now they

566
00:40:05.000 --> 00:40:12.719
believe it's the truth, that's my they they don't even

567
00:40:13.039 --> 00:40:17.000
know they have faked it for so long that they

568
00:40:17.079 --> 00:40:21.639
don't even know they are I tell people, don't try

569
00:40:21.679 --> 00:40:24.079
to be who somebody else has caused you to be.

570
00:40:25.440 --> 00:40:28.199
When is it you're going to be who?

571
00:40:28.559 --> 00:40:29.400
You will call it? Be?

572
00:40:30.119 --> 00:40:32.599
Not who who Mama and them said you should be

573
00:40:33.039 --> 00:40:36.119
uncle them becuzin their best friends them say you should

574
00:40:36.119 --> 00:40:40.559
be be who you will call it, be, be authentic you,

575
00:40:41.000 --> 00:40:42.119
the genuine you.

576
00:40:43.760 --> 00:40:55.079
And I understood that earlier, oh because based on trying

577
00:40:55.599 --> 00:40:58.679
not truly know who I was, right and living in

578
00:40:58.760 --> 00:41:02.320
the lives that would trying to the place I was

579
00:41:03.199 --> 00:41:06.840
becoming a challenge mm hmm.

580
00:41:07.920 --> 00:41:10.599
Driving nonetheless, right, I've.

581
00:41:10.559 --> 00:41:15.000
Met my season in healthcare with the lesson, and that's

582
00:41:15.079 --> 00:41:19.440
why I use it even in with Victorias. So Victoria's

583
00:41:19.440 --> 00:41:24.760
style is on the outside, of course it looks like layers,

584
00:41:25.280 --> 00:41:30.280
but we go be honest. Yes, sometimes I'm helping my

585
00:41:30.400 --> 00:41:36.599
clients with help, I'm helping my clients. I told you

586
00:41:37.159 --> 00:41:40.840
I had to get about petisues because where clients were

587
00:41:40.920 --> 00:41:45.119
coming in to be styled outwardly, to be you know,

588
00:41:45.360 --> 00:41:49.480
to look good, and then we begin worse and we

589
00:41:49.519 --> 00:41:52.360
stopped coming back those layers as to why they wanted

590
00:41:52.400 --> 00:41:57.440
this brand, why they wanted that, it became a transformation.

591
00:41:59.719 --> 00:42:01.800
And once huge transform.

592
00:42:05.119 --> 00:42:07.280
Come on, that is that is it?

593
00:42:07.719 --> 00:42:08.559
That is so it?

594
00:42:09.079 --> 00:42:11.039
You know when you said that, you know, it took

595
00:42:11.079 --> 00:42:13.559
me back to our conversation. Take me to the spot,

596
00:42:15.119 --> 00:42:20.679
Take me to the spot that was something for me.

597
00:42:23.519 --> 00:42:26.280
That spot and so many people's lives, has been covered

598
00:42:26.320 --> 00:42:29.039
up by so much stuff. It has been covered up

599
00:42:29.039 --> 00:42:31.320
by style, it has been covered up by education. It's

600
00:42:31.360 --> 00:42:34.199
been covered up by houses. It's been covered up by money.

601
00:42:34.519 --> 00:42:37.639
It's been covered up by stuff because they are so

602
00:42:38.679 --> 00:42:42.880
afraid of going back to that spot that they want

603
00:42:42.920 --> 00:42:48.559
to put covering over it so it looks good. You know,

604
00:42:48.679 --> 00:42:53.960
here's the thing I've seen as I drive around and

605
00:42:54.079 --> 00:42:58.119
go different places. I've seen some beautiful houses. I've seen

606
00:42:58.199 --> 00:43:05.199
some beautiful mansions, but that's on the outside. How many

607
00:43:05.280 --> 00:43:07.440
of those places are beautiful on the outside?

608
00:43:08.360 --> 00:43:09.559
Lawn is so well?

609
00:43:09.679 --> 00:43:13.360
Mad? Oh, it's just boy, they got that, They got

610
00:43:13.440 --> 00:43:15.280
them people that come every week and just.

611
00:43:18.320 --> 00:43:20.559
But if you open the door, ain't a liquor, furniture

612
00:43:20.599 --> 00:43:26.960
and beautiful on our side, but just emp and how

613
00:43:27.000 --> 00:43:28.440
long on the.

614
00:43:28.559 --> 00:43:31.840
Inside and when we are outating?

615
00:43:35.280 --> 00:43:36.440
How yeah?

616
00:43:38.480 --> 00:43:40.800
And that's why so many people go into.

617
00:43:42.159 --> 00:43:45.039
Right, so many, so many.

618
00:43:44.880 --> 00:43:49.840
People attach themselves to the law people because of that.

619
00:43:50.639 --> 00:43:57.760
Yes, yes, yes, and you know on both parts when

620
00:43:57.800 --> 00:44:02.159
you say that, sometimes when you're attracted and you've been

621
00:44:02.239 --> 00:44:03.679
attracted to that outside.

622
00:44:05.000 --> 00:44:06.840
It doesn't say much about that.

623
00:44:07.159 --> 00:44:08.960
It says a lot about yourself.

624
00:44:10.880 --> 00:44:14.199
You have to once more again, which talks about the mirror,

625
00:44:15.159 --> 00:44:17.719
the mirror, and that's the thing about that thing that

626
00:44:17.840 --> 00:44:18.280
other things.

627
00:44:18.360 --> 00:44:18.960
Forgiveness.

628
00:44:19.440 --> 00:44:22.280
Forgive me for for for this, you know, I walked

629
00:44:22.280 --> 00:44:26.599
into this. Forgive me for for walking into this. Forgive

630
00:44:26.719 --> 00:44:31.000
me for what I did. We want to forgive other folks,

631
00:44:31.119 --> 00:44:36.440
or well you hurt me? Well, you know what, At

632
00:44:36.480 --> 00:44:38.880
what point do I say, let me forgive me?

633
00:44:41.119 --> 00:44:47.159
Because let me forgive that yes, that made those decisions

634
00:44:47.760 --> 00:44:54.760
because they didn't know why, or because the greater version

635
00:44:54.840 --> 00:44:59.800
of you would have never there's a reason why.

636
00:45:03.599 --> 00:45:05.280
Mm hmm wow.

637
00:45:05.440 --> 00:45:13.639
Because that is truly I'm still I'm not perfect, But.

638
00:45:15.119 --> 00:45:19.440
Come on, come on, you know I just out this.

639
00:45:21.960 --> 00:45:31.360
How many of us adults are still protecting that child inside?

640
00:45:34.760 --> 00:45:35.719
How many of us.

641
00:45:38.320 --> 00:45:45.800
Are still as adults protecting that broken child, and that broken.

642
00:45:45.519 --> 00:45:48.880
Child is is like, well, I'm trying to I can't

643
00:45:48.960 --> 00:45:52.239
let you. Well, I'm trying to let you go out

644
00:45:52.280 --> 00:45:52.800
there and get you.

645
00:45:53.320 --> 00:45:53.639
I can't.

646
00:45:53.800 --> 00:45:54.800
I need to protect you.

647
00:45:58.360 --> 00:46:01.000
Because how many times you want through? And I'm talking

648
00:46:01.039 --> 00:46:04.639
about those of us that have to feel real right,

649
00:46:04.719 --> 00:46:09.840
not surface stuff that break. Yes, right, how many times

650
00:46:09.920 --> 00:46:12.920
have once we get through that right and we become strong?

651
00:46:13.000 --> 00:46:15.239
And maybe how many times have you said I don't

652
00:46:15.320 --> 00:46:16.920
never mm hmm.

653
00:46:18.559 --> 00:46:25.119
And that the first mechanism unfortunately sometimes becomes the thing

654
00:46:25.320 --> 00:46:30.679
that at a distant and stop from great. You stopped

655
00:46:30.840 --> 00:46:34.679
from yes because you only see because you're un here.

656
00:46:35.320 --> 00:46:42.360
You're only seeing things those, You're seeing people through those.

657
00:46:44.079 --> 00:46:48.480
But if you was here, you would realize that everyone. Amen, Yes,

658
00:46:48.559 --> 00:46:51.840
you need to protect yourself, but everyone is not a man.

659
00:46:52.119 --> 00:46:52.719
That's so true.

660
00:46:53.960 --> 00:46:55.920
I gotta I gotta jump off something. I said, I

661
00:46:56.000 --> 00:47:00.119
had one more thing, you know, I'll be forgotten me.

662
00:47:00.239 --> 00:47:01.000
Let you get it out.

663
00:47:04.239 --> 00:47:08.800
You said something way back, and you said about you know,

664
00:47:08.920 --> 00:47:12.119
the going through with you know, with your boyfriend and

665
00:47:12.320 --> 00:47:17.880
you know then and you said that that boyfriend saw

666
00:47:17.960 --> 00:47:21.400
that girlfriend and wanted to make her a wife. No,

667
00:47:22.760 --> 00:47:28.119
that husband saw that wife and was waiting on her.

668
00:47:29.320 --> 00:47:35.679
He he you saw yourself where you were, he saw you,

669
00:47:36.440 --> 00:47:37.360
and where you would be.

670
00:47:39.000 --> 00:47:47.920
So telly today.

671
00:47:48.039 --> 00:47:48.159
Yea.

672
00:47:53.400 --> 00:47:57.360
But I made that statement for all the baby that.

673
00:47:59.440 --> 00:48:01.039
I'm leaving a believe it.

674
00:48:01.519 --> 00:48:04.400
I made that statement for all the us that.

675
00:48:07.239 --> 00:48:11.960
Are wondering, right, you're put together, you look great, you're

676
00:48:12.000 --> 00:48:14.760
you're you're doing all the things, you're working the nine

677
00:48:14.760 --> 00:48:18.320
to five, you're running the businesses right, but you still

678
00:48:18.400 --> 00:48:25.360
haven't found that safe place. I made that statement because

679
00:48:25.599 --> 00:48:30.920
it took me realizing that I needed to kill because

680
00:48:30.920 --> 00:48:33.400
you're sometimes we're asking for things you want to go,

681
00:48:34.079 --> 00:48:34.559
but you're not.

682
00:48:36.199 --> 00:48:37.960
Right, and how can you?

683
00:48:38.320 --> 00:48:40.119
My grandma used to say something that Lad.

684
00:48:40.719 --> 00:48:43.679
Shout out to my grandmother, Lad, she's rocking with the

685
00:48:43.760 --> 00:48:45.679
Lord right now, but she's safe.

686
00:48:47.000 --> 00:48:47.960
Don't be a nickel looking.

687
00:48:51.000 --> 00:48:54.480
And what that means is that a lot of times

688
00:48:54.559 --> 00:48:59.559
we are asking for things we're not even. And once

689
00:48:59.679 --> 00:49:05.159
I realized that I was out of brokenness wanting him.

690
00:49:05.079 --> 00:49:08.719
To come in and put pieces together that he didn't

691
00:49:08.719 --> 00:49:13.119
even sure, yes, you know, and that he could not

692
00:49:13.239 --> 00:49:15.800
do that, that was a responsibility that was greater than

693
00:49:15.840 --> 00:49:16.400
what he can do.

694
00:49:16.639 --> 00:49:19.039
So I had to go to the yes.

695
00:49:20.559 --> 00:49:23.039
And once I begin to seek the Lord for my

696
00:49:24.400 --> 00:49:29.159
and not trying to obtain it rapidly.

697
00:49:28.880 --> 00:49:32.039
Through a man, that's what I, like, I said, became

698
00:49:32.599 --> 00:49:36.519
a better version of me than of the girl that

699
00:49:36.719 --> 00:49:44.760
was me. I had to do the work. I had

700
00:49:44.800 --> 00:49:54.880
to do the work I had to work. I never

701
00:49:55.000 --> 00:49:58.800
wanted to think that you don't have right.

702
00:49:59.400 --> 00:50:02.159
A lot of people one thing because it's sound good,

703
00:50:02.199 --> 00:50:04.760
that looks good and you see somebody else driving it,

704
00:50:05.079 --> 00:50:06.920
but you have no idea.

705
00:50:08.239 --> 00:50:12.920
What they had to live through, grow through and actually work.

706
00:50:12.840 --> 00:50:17.000
To that part that are.

707
00:50:18.880 --> 00:50:19.599
But it is hard.

708
00:50:19.679 --> 00:50:22.360
That's what a lot of people do. M hm oh,

709
00:50:22.880 --> 00:50:26.679
I thought, Wow, you still wanted You just don't want to.

710
00:50:27.960 --> 00:50:36.320
You you, yes, yes, do not judge your vision on

711
00:50:36.440 --> 00:50:37.360
what somebody else has.

712
00:50:38.400 --> 00:50:42.079
You have no because your shoes might kill you if

713
00:50:42.119 --> 00:50:45.039
you had to really things they had to walk through.

714
00:50:47.199 --> 00:50:53.440
Come on, come on, you can. Everybody thinks that you won't.

715
00:50:54.039 --> 00:50:57.360
You think that you won't what somebody else that you don't?

716
00:50:57.480 --> 00:50:59.719
You you you definitely listen.

717
00:51:00.079 --> 00:51:04.360
Well you know what I tell I don't even want

718
00:51:04.400 --> 00:51:05.000
what I got.

719
00:51:08.800 --> 00:51:11.119
I didn't even want to go what I went through.

720
00:51:11.519 --> 00:51:13.559
Why you think I would want to switch with you?

721
00:51:14.280 --> 00:51:18.920
That's why I'm encouraging people.

722
00:51:19.559 --> 00:51:20.519
I'm always.

723
00:51:22.320 --> 00:51:29.360
Yes, yes, yes, I tell them all the time. You

724
00:51:29.519 --> 00:51:32.119
have no idea when you see people. You have no

725
00:51:32.480 --> 00:51:36.039
idea of the amount of tears their pillows have caught.

726
00:51:37.079 --> 00:51:39.400
When you see you might see them, you don't know.

727
00:51:40.280 --> 00:51:42.280
You don't know, and I speak for me.

728
00:51:42.599 --> 00:51:44.440
You know, you don't know. When you see.

729
00:51:44.239 --> 00:51:47.320
Somebody out and you see them in the public and

730
00:51:47.440 --> 00:51:50.719
you see them doing whatever they do, they may be joyous,

731
00:51:50.760 --> 00:51:53.079
they may be happy, they may be encouraging. You know,

732
00:51:53.159 --> 00:51:55.599
there are some people that encourage others. They got nobody

733
00:51:55.679 --> 00:51:58.840
to encourage them. You know there are people that are

734
00:51:58.920 --> 00:52:01.920
they are rooting for others. Ain't got nobody rooting for them.

735
00:52:02.280 --> 00:52:06.880
You have no idea how many people pour out, pour out,

736
00:52:07.760 --> 00:52:10.280
go out and they inner seed, They go out and

737
00:52:10.360 --> 00:52:12.920
they pray for folks and they get in their car

738
00:52:13.039 --> 00:52:14.239
and they beating their starings with.

739
00:52:16.639 --> 00:52:17.199
Breaking down.

740
00:52:19.039 --> 00:52:24.960
That's that's how. But you're saying because sometimes with the

741
00:52:25.039 --> 00:52:26.039
word that I said, your.

742
00:52:27.679 --> 00:52:29.880
So a lot of times you can still operate in

743
00:52:30.000 --> 00:52:33.000
the things that you were talking to do right, But

744
00:52:33.320 --> 00:52:36.840
you are not fully One thing I'll say this I

745
00:52:37.039 --> 00:52:40.599
learned before from the old not the rector.

746
00:52:40.960 --> 00:52:45.679
Who Margaret, Yes, we are a lot of times.

747
00:52:46.119 --> 00:52:55.400
Running yes, pouring from it if yes, yes, yes.

748
00:52:55.679 --> 00:52:55.760
And.

749
00:52:58.360 --> 00:53:03.360
Why the Victoria's now freek is such a blessing. When

750
00:53:03.440 --> 00:53:05.119
I decided when my husband.

751
00:53:04.800 --> 00:53:10.079
And I moved here to Houston, I just needed after

752
00:53:10.480 --> 00:53:13.800
everything that you know, I didn't have been after I

753
00:53:13.880 --> 00:53:17.559
was actually leaving my office when I got the phone

754
00:53:17.920 --> 00:53:18.320
my father.

755
00:53:21.079 --> 00:53:24.199
Yeah a kid, think that I left person when I

756
00:53:24.360 --> 00:53:28.840
was just turning eighteen. I've never seen my father alive again.

757
00:53:29.239 --> 00:53:29.519
M hm.

758
00:53:30.119 --> 00:53:33.440
So the last time I physically seen him, I think

759
00:53:33.519 --> 00:53:38.119
I was sixteen, And the next time I physically seen him,

760
00:53:38.119 --> 00:53:41.400
although we were conversing over the phone over the Texans

761
00:53:41.679 --> 00:53:46.400
things like that, rebuilding, the next time I physically season

762
00:53:46.639 --> 00:53:54.000
I was thirty community mm hmm. My mother, however, that

763
00:53:54.159 --> 00:53:57.079
was that was like, you know, we had grown. We

764
00:53:57.199 --> 00:53:59.599
had a lot of growing to do as whether daughter.

765
00:53:59.840 --> 00:54:03.199
We literally grew up together, right, We've only studied year

766
00:54:03.199 --> 00:54:05.119
as far as we having some young But when we

767
00:54:05.320 --> 00:54:09.239
finally got to a place forgiving ourselves, forgiving to each other.

768
00:54:09.320 --> 00:54:11.880
Then when I finally understood that she.

769
00:54:12.039 --> 00:54:16.760
Was after I allowed myself to get past the anger

770
00:54:17.280 --> 00:54:19.719
in a position where we were able to us to

771
00:54:19.760 --> 00:54:25.719
take really I realized that I thought I was right,

772
00:54:26.760 --> 00:54:32.400
that she also was broken and living in trouma, and

773
00:54:32.559 --> 00:54:35.400
so I was able, even though it was very hard,

774
00:54:35.800 --> 00:54:38.000
my mother and I had a wonderful relationships.

775
00:54:40.079 --> 00:54:42.280
I was able, by the grace of God to take

776
00:54:42.360 --> 00:54:45.000
care of her it's kind.

777
00:54:46.639 --> 00:54:49.239
There was cancer, which is why you know I do

778
00:54:49.480 --> 00:54:53.239
the cancers writing invents different things like that because I

779
00:54:53.440 --> 00:54:57.199
know how hard did to be, not just on thefication

780
00:54:57.440 --> 00:54:58.599
of the person going through it.

781
00:54:58.719 --> 00:55:00.559
Right, but the because.

782
00:55:01.840 --> 00:55:03.559
His cancer ships everything.

783
00:55:04.159 --> 00:55:08.679
Yes, and you know, but that was that was odd

784
00:55:08.760 --> 00:55:12.239
to see your own I had done it for hundreds

785
00:55:13.400 --> 00:55:18.639
over like I said, I started, but to have to

786
00:55:18.719 --> 00:55:22.000
take care of my mother in law aspect.

787
00:55:22.400 --> 00:55:25.199
And literally see her to take her life.

788
00:55:25.679 --> 00:55:30.440
Right, and it was something that took a while to

789
00:55:30.519 --> 00:55:35.199
even get out over time, you know, right. So yeah,

790
00:55:36.199 --> 00:55:41.440
I'm just grateful that I was obedient vast direction of

791
00:55:41.760 --> 00:55:43.280
learning to forgive so that.

792
00:55:43.480 --> 00:55:47.079
I Kennedy in this place that you get to meet

793
00:55:47.159 --> 00:55:53.239
me and not in a place of h regret, because

794
00:55:53.280 --> 00:55:55.280
I believe I would have been, like.

795
00:55:55.320 --> 00:55:57.800
You said, the forgiveness and teaching that early on in

796
00:55:57.920 --> 00:56:01.119
life was for me now, m because I would have

797
00:56:01.159 --> 00:56:05.840
been living with so much of not myself.

798
00:56:05.480 --> 00:56:16.079
To build, yes, right, right, may just may, but that

799
00:56:16.280 --> 00:56:20.239
is that That's what I talked about when I said

800
00:56:20.280 --> 00:56:24.920
that that these things they're out, but it's not for.

801
00:56:27.039 --> 00:56:27.400
Do you know.

802
00:56:29.000 --> 00:56:37.239
How many people they never say a word watching and

803
00:56:37.320 --> 00:56:44.199
you're encouraging, You're uplifting, you're inspiring. There's that little girl

804
00:56:45.079 --> 00:56:45.800
that's going.

805
00:56:45.719 --> 00:56:54.519
Through you know how many times being younger and how

806
00:56:54.559 --> 00:57:03.440
many times the mmmmmm, how many times they're assuming I

807
00:57:03.559 --> 00:57:06.719
wanted to be ripped and running the streets was more

808
00:57:06.760 --> 00:57:13.559
of a safe place. So I just encourage what you're

809
00:57:13.639 --> 00:57:14.119
speaking of.

810
00:57:17.000 --> 00:57:17.320
A man.

811
00:57:18.159 --> 00:57:20.159
Amen, that is that is so so true.

812
00:57:22.199 --> 00:57:29.400
I'm now taking month off because you just never know.

813
00:57:29.639 --> 00:57:32.559
You you might be meeting them at a season that

814
00:57:33.039 --> 00:57:34.320
that transition.

815
00:57:34.519 --> 00:57:37.800
But you have no idea, I said before I laid

816
00:57:37.800 --> 00:57:42.119
the foundations of the community, right, so he already written,

817
00:57:42.559 --> 00:57:46.559
sort he said, but I know the planes and you

818
00:57:46.679 --> 00:57:48.599
have no idea of the plans that got.

819
00:57:50.119 --> 00:57:50.440
So be.

820
00:57:52.559 --> 00:57:54.840
You meeting Sometimes sometimes we meet people at a.

821
00:57:54.920 --> 00:58:00.079
Season that they're not right, you know. And here's what

822
00:58:00.159 --> 00:58:06.320
I Here's what I say about that is I know

823
00:58:06.400 --> 00:58:10.920
where I was at, So no matter where I meet someone,

824
00:58:11.039 --> 00:58:13.880
I remember where I was at. I remember where I

825
00:58:13.960 --> 00:58:17.719
came from. I remember what I better do. So you know,

826
00:58:17.800 --> 00:58:20.440
and I know people you want to say this, that

827
00:58:20.480 --> 00:58:23.000
and the other, but you don't know. When you say that,

828
00:58:23.119 --> 00:58:28.639
you don't know because sometimes we forget, we forget that

829
00:58:28.800 --> 00:58:29.840
God them took us out.

830
00:58:29.760 --> 00:58:30.360
Of some stuff.

831
00:58:30.960 --> 00:58:33.559
Don't nobody but him and one other person know about

832
00:58:37.559 --> 00:58:40.679
we was in some sensution. Y'all remember them lot for

833
00:58:40.800 --> 00:58:44.840
getting it out of this? And we forget that, and

834
00:58:44.960 --> 00:58:46.719
we see folks and then we want to look at

835
00:58:46.800 --> 00:58:49.360
them in theirs, and we forget.

836
00:58:51.320 --> 00:58:54.880
When we was in our so we forget that the

837
00:58:55.000 --> 00:59:01.880
reason that healed us up right for was to then

838
00:59:01.960 --> 00:59:04.119
be able to identify.

839
00:59:08.880 --> 00:59:12.679
The reason why exactly exactly.

840
00:59:12.840 --> 00:59:15.840
And I so agree with that. I so agree with that.

841
00:59:16.599 --> 00:59:21.000
You're you're so on again. That's why again our journey,

842
00:59:22.440 --> 00:59:24.920
this stuff, whatever.

843
00:59:26.000 --> 00:59:28.360
It's not, it is our.

844
00:59:29.480 --> 00:59:33.760
It ain't for it ain't for us, it is not nothing.

845
00:59:34.119 --> 00:59:36.199
Nothing is here. It is.

846
00:59:36.360 --> 00:59:38.440
It is to be able to reach others. It is

847
00:59:38.639 --> 00:59:40.719
be able to to show us. It is to be

848
00:59:40.840 --> 00:59:43.440
able to be. You know, there's some people living in darkness,

849
00:59:43.519 --> 00:59:47.039
and we could be the only light they may never.

850
00:59:52.159 --> 00:59:52.199
Be.

851
00:59:53.960 --> 00:59:59.119
I realize you are a building, yes, so mindful of

852
01:00:00.079 --> 01:00:00.639
the message.

853
01:00:01.559 --> 01:00:02.920
Yes, yes, And.

854
01:00:03.000 --> 01:00:05.239
I'm not saying because we all have our days, we

855
01:00:05.360 --> 01:00:11.840
all because we're all still growing. But if you are, professor,

856
01:00:12.760 --> 01:00:16.719
who are watching a man, that that is.

857
01:00:16.840 --> 01:00:18.119
I'm sorry, y'all. I'm back over.

858
01:00:21.039 --> 01:00:21.519
There it is.

859
01:00:22.519 --> 01:00:28.559
I'm back, and I would like to encourage something that

860
01:00:28.840 --> 01:00:38.239
is in the position they are ready to move the

861
01:00:38.400 --> 01:00:43.320
race clows that you said, ready to let go of

862
01:00:43.440 --> 01:00:47.599
what was to embrace what can be. I would like

863
01:00:47.679 --> 01:00:53.760
to encourage them to help them understand that pursuing purpose

864
01:00:54.320 --> 01:00:59.280
is not for the face. Pursuing purpose is not for

865
01:00:59.440 --> 01:01:01.719
the pail art. And what I mean when I say

866
01:01:01.840 --> 01:01:05.639
that is the moment you decide to really start walking

867
01:01:05.719 --> 01:01:09.480
in your purpose and your calling, whether that's your business,

868
01:01:09.679 --> 01:01:14.079
whether that's going through a higher education, whatever it is

869
01:01:14.920 --> 01:01:19.639
that you are making the decision to do, just know

870
01:01:19.960 --> 01:01:23.960
it's gonna come with work right, and you got to

871
01:01:25.440 --> 01:01:30.320
settle in settle within yourself that this might not be pleasy,

872
01:01:30.400 --> 01:01:34.840
but it's worth. I say that to say, when I

873
01:01:35.079 --> 01:01:39.079
made a decision to start Victoria's Style right, which you

874
01:01:39.840 --> 01:01:44.119
now know is bigger than just fashion right, I'm carving

875
01:01:44.199 --> 01:01:49.039
out my own lane within this fashion industry and I

876
01:01:49.239 --> 01:01:54.920
am taking something that can be very in pain beyondest.

877
01:01:58.000 --> 01:02:02.679
I say that to say that this is my second goal,

878
01:02:03.239 --> 01:02:06.599
as I shared with you, when I really decided to

879
01:02:07.360 --> 01:02:09.199
tap into victorious.

880
01:02:08.719 --> 01:02:13.800
Styles and begin to touch lives in a manner in

881
01:02:13.960 --> 01:02:19.400
which begin to not only help them be free, but

882
01:02:20.559 --> 01:02:22.840
help those changes that were binding in them.

883
01:02:23.599 --> 01:02:24.719
I'm gonna offer them.

884
01:02:27.280 --> 01:02:33.199
When I hey, guys, we're back. When I made that decision,

885
01:02:34.760 --> 01:02:36.920
even after everything.

886
01:02:36.519 --> 01:02:41.239
That I had lived up into that principle and I

887
01:02:41.400 --> 01:02:46.960
thought evidence r I was able, I got a scholar contract.

888
01:02:47.000 --> 01:02:48.039
That mas right.

889
01:02:48.119 --> 01:02:50.639
That was when the right I would learned I was growing.

890
01:02:51.119 --> 01:02:53.920
That's really when I begin to aught of me and

891
01:02:54.159 --> 01:03:00.119
understand that I can take my passion and actually not

892
01:03:00.280 --> 01:03:06.360
only monetize them, but also feel in a way that

893
01:03:06.480 --> 01:03:11.199
I get to such lize it in me my husband mhm, Yes,

894
01:03:12.239 --> 01:03:18.360
in my authenticity. However, like I said, the moment you

895
01:03:18.519 --> 01:03:22.880
begin to pursue passion for real, that is going to

896
01:03:23.159 --> 01:03:23.960
change lives.

897
01:03:24.280 --> 01:03:27.920
Be ready for the world. I gotta stick.

898
01:03:30.280 --> 01:03:34.880
Before I ever work with Houston Methodist. Partner doesn't have

899
01:03:35.039 --> 01:03:37.360
to say with Houston Methodist, I was a patient.

900
01:03:38.480 --> 01:03:38.679
Mh.

901
01:03:41.480 --> 01:03:43.079
They were telling my husband.

902
01:03:42.840 --> 01:03:50.239
To make generally and if you know anything about sexistock,

903
01:03:50.320 --> 01:03:51.599
there's only a forty per.

904
01:03:53.079 --> 01:03:59.639
To live. And what I realized in that, like I

905
01:03:59.679 --> 01:04:04.840
said before, two things. But I just said, you gotta

906
01:04:04.880 --> 01:04:08.000
be ready when you decide to pursue.

907
01:04:09.519 --> 01:04:12.599
Because don't think me be gonna sit back and just

908
01:04:12.760 --> 01:04:14.760
let me thrive, and then you free, and then you

909
01:04:14.880 --> 01:04:16.239
free and everybody else right.

910
01:04:17.760 --> 01:04:20.559
You want them so, but our job is to help,

911
01:04:21.960 --> 01:04:24.760
so he wants to try to fight anyway. But also

912
01:04:26.159 --> 01:04:33.920
when we spoke of earlier and not, I was still

913
01:04:34.000 --> 01:04:34.599
so bokeing.

914
01:04:35.480 --> 01:04:38.320
I was doing all the things right. I was driving

915
01:04:38.400 --> 01:04:40.559
there and they just doing all building In past, I

916
01:04:40.719 --> 01:04:44.760
just cossantly going and going and going, and I was out.

917
01:04:44.679 --> 01:04:50.480
Really taking care of myself, but not in m And

918
01:04:51.400 --> 01:04:54.280
it took me pretty much after being released from the

919
01:04:54.360 --> 01:04:57.800
hospital to get myself back there and help the place

920
01:04:57.880 --> 01:04:58.719
where I was able.

921
01:04:58.559 --> 01:04:59.280
To for.

922
01:05:01.199 --> 01:05:05.840
And in those three months, of course, you know, the

923
01:05:05.920 --> 01:05:11.280
style cont lost, clientele, lost my drag, all of that,

924
01:05:11.480 --> 01:05:16.639
so I had to literally be built expression. But what

925
01:05:16.800 --> 01:05:20.360
I really learned in them three months was that guy

926
01:05:21.440 --> 01:05:25.719
sat me sack and made me seel, so I could

927
01:05:25.880 --> 01:05:30.320
realize that the reason why I felt so even though

928
01:05:30.320 --> 01:05:33.440
I was doing all these wonderful things and touching all

929
01:05:33.519 --> 01:05:37.599
these great wonderful lives and praying and and and using

930
01:05:37.719 --> 01:05:40.039
fashion as my video fool to help people be free

931
01:05:40.119 --> 01:05:42.199
and my men all those things right, we got all

932
01:05:42.239 --> 01:05:51.519
the movie M I myself, like you said earlier, was uplistening,

933
01:05:52.400 --> 01:05:57.760
encouraging people, helping people to be freezing, and.

934
01:05:57.800 --> 01:06:01.760
So the work. Now I can look back at that

935
01:06:01.880 --> 01:06:09.880
time and see that business not as obviously. He restored

936
01:06:10.599 --> 01:06:11.239
not to.

937
01:06:12.840 --> 01:06:16.960
Stop me, but to get me in a place where

938
01:06:17.119 --> 01:06:20.599
he could be feel me, because it was only so far.

939
01:06:21.079 --> 01:06:24.880
They want to be able to go. I believe, right,

940
01:06:27.000 --> 01:06:29.280
and so thank God that he intervenid some time.

941
01:06:29.360 --> 01:06:31.039
Then sometimes it has to be in a way we

942
01:06:31.119 --> 01:06:31.400
don't like.

943
01:06:32.119 --> 01:06:32.559
That is not.

944
01:06:35.320 --> 01:06:38.639
But had I kept well, no, I kept trying to

945
01:06:38.719 --> 01:06:40.639
go like that and ended up in the hospital.

946
01:06:43.159 --> 01:06:44.000
So you know.

947
01:06:45.639 --> 01:06:47.599
He will sack you down.

948
01:06:50.199 --> 01:06:54.639
There's this thing I hear so many people say, is

949
01:06:54.679 --> 01:06:57.159
I trust God, I trust God.

950
01:06:57.239 --> 01:06:57.960
I trust.

951
01:07:00.960 --> 01:07:05.199
But have we ever thought about the other side We're

952
01:07:05.239 --> 01:07:10.280
saying God, I trusted? Can God trust us? Can I

953
01:07:10.400 --> 01:07:12.199
trust you to hear me when I'm talking to you?

954
01:07:12.599 --> 01:07:15.079
We always talk about, well God, can you talk to me?

955
01:07:15.480 --> 01:07:18.880
God? God talk to me? But can we trust him

956
01:07:19.400 --> 01:07:20.440
when he's talking up?

957
01:07:21.519 --> 01:07:28.440
I love that and my husband, especially right after feeling

958
01:07:28.519 --> 01:07:34.159
with so much unexpected I remember being in such a

959
01:07:34.559 --> 01:07:42.480
bookings Leader Prime Born just everything else, and I told

960
01:07:42.559 --> 01:07:44.320
him because even if that's me.

961
01:07:44.719 --> 01:07:52.880
I was still because of listening, helping people right all

962
01:07:52.960 --> 01:07:56.920
those things, and just I was missed right.

963
01:07:57.519 --> 01:08:03.000
And I told him, Lord, no matter how load you

964
01:08:03.159 --> 01:08:07.519
allow me, I'll get along to you, and no matter

965
01:08:07.960 --> 01:08:12.280
how you allow me, I'll still be yes.

966
01:08:13.079 --> 01:08:18.039
So I had made up in my mind that broken

967
01:08:19.560 --> 01:08:22.239
or to drive, I was going to be a representation.

968
01:08:22.800 --> 01:08:27.279
Yes, you can trust me. And that's that's that is

969
01:08:27.840 --> 01:08:28.079
for me.

970
01:08:28.239 --> 01:08:28.840
That is that thing.

971
01:08:28.960 --> 01:08:30.960
You can trust me, You can trust me. If I

972
01:08:31.039 --> 01:08:33.359
got it all you couldn't think got that.

973
01:08:34.119 --> 01:08:41.680
That's really what Paul, That's really what he meant because

974
01:08:41.760 --> 01:08:44.000
he had He knew what it was to be wealthy,

975
01:08:44.319 --> 01:08:46.920
and he knew what it was to lack. But in

976
01:08:47.159 --> 01:08:50.880
all the situations he found himself and he was able

977
01:08:51.000 --> 01:08:53.880
to still put forward because.

978
01:08:55.119 --> 01:08:58.760
Yes, yes, I'm gonna I'm gonna took one last thing

979
01:08:58.760 --> 01:09:00.439
and then I'm gonna jump to quest since.

980
01:09:02.399 --> 01:09:03.279
You already.

981
01:09:05.840 --> 01:09:10.399
So many things that you said rain so right here

982
01:09:10.439 --> 01:09:15.000
with me. I often say this.

983
01:09:16.720 --> 01:09:20.600
Through situations and things that we endure and things that

984
01:09:20.680 --> 01:09:26.319
we face, we often ask God about fixing these situations

985
01:09:26.359 --> 01:09:29.880
and fixing these things. Been there, I asked him, Man,

986
01:09:30.000 --> 01:09:32.199
we had a whole conversation about fixing the marriage.

987
01:09:32.239 --> 01:09:34.159
I was, I was all up on him, talk about

988
01:09:34.479 --> 01:09:35.600
how do you know you got?

989
01:09:36.000 --> 01:09:38.000
I was trying to call him to the math. Y'all,

990
01:09:38.439 --> 01:09:40.920
y'all go hondey boy, I don't lie about nothing. I

991
01:09:41.119 --> 01:09:43.600
was trying to call him to the math. I was

992
01:09:43.720 --> 01:09:46.680
like that you said if I asked, you said you

993
01:09:46.840 --> 01:09:51.920
could do all things because I wanted him in the situation.

994
01:09:54.239 --> 01:09:57.239
We look at situations and we want him in the situation.

995
01:09:57.760 --> 01:09:59.359
He don't care about the situation.

996
01:09:59.479 --> 01:09:59.840
He won't.

997
01:10:03.079 --> 01:10:06.239
We want God to switch up and change and fix

998
01:10:06.359 --> 01:10:09.720
these situations. When he's saying no, I want you to

999
01:10:09.840 --> 01:10:14.479
surrender so I can work on you. So no matter

1000
01:10:14.560 --> 01:10:17.760
what the situation is, baby, you can handle it. Because

1001
01:10:17.800 --> 01:10:19.680
situation's gonna come and they gonna go.

1002
01:10:21.640 --> 01:10:26.720
But until you because don't y'all know, well, you was

1003
01:10:26.800 --> 01:10:31.840
just talking about having it all, having them. Don't you know?

1004
01:10:31.960 --> 01:10:35.520
The situation's gonna switch. But if if that hard hostage.

1005
01:10:36.159 --> 01:10:37.920
It don't matter what it looked like, you know what,

1006
01:10:38.479 --> 01:10:41.600
I'm still rolling with It don't matter what it looked like.

1007
01:10:41.880 --> 01:10:44.720
I'm still praising it. Don't matter what it looks like.

1008
01:10:45.239 --> 01:10:46.520
I'm still grateful.

1009
01:10:46.720 --> 01:10:48.199
It don't matter.

1010
01:10:53.039 --> 01:11:00.439
Yeah, yeah, yeah, there's there was something that I couldn't

1011
01:11:00.680 --> 01:11:02.960
through out there, but he didn't.

1012
01:11:04.159 --> 01:11:06.600
So you gotta get to a place where you're braking

1013
01:11:06.760 --> 01:11:09.720
number and realize.

1014
01:11:11.000 --> 01:11:17.000
Don't last so hey, like you gotta understand that there

1015
01:11:17.039 --> 01:11:21.840
are seasons for seasons stream mm hmmm.

1016
01:11:22.039 --> 01:11:25.319
What was the word? Never? Never?

1017
01:11:25.880 --> 01:11:26.359
Seasons?

1018
01:11:27.560 --> 01:11:30.039
So don't get so wrapped up in the seasons that

1019
01:11:31.760 --> 01:11:35.319
sometimes do come to the sum right, come to break you.

1020
01:11:36.239 --> 01:11:39.199
But because God is with you and he said no

1021
01:11:39.520 --> 01:11:44.039
weapon for against you shall possible, just know that those

1022
01:11:44.119 --> 01:11:49.439
seasons won't ship. And sometimes those seasons are the fire

1023
01:11:49.560 --> 01:11:54.239
to your Yes, that's what I have. I came out

1024
01:11:54.600 --> 01:11:59.920
as pure goal because of them, the things that couldn't

1025
01:12:00.079 --> 01:12:05.039
uh gro with me had the the hurt, the broken

1026
01:12:05.119 --> 01:12:10.199
little girl, right, the angry young teenager that was getting

1027
01:12:10.279 --> 01:12:12.000
kicked it out of school, fighting all the time.

1028
01:12:12.199 --> 01:12:17.119
Yeah yeah, yeah that was that don't know.

1029
01:12:19.600 --> 01:12:24.720
But all of that stuff, Yes, that's that's.

1030
01:12:24.560 --> 01:12:28.840
The abuse, the not knowing your young woman that didn't

1031
01:12:28.880 --> 01:12:35.039
know her work. Yes, and it takes it took them.

1032
01:12:37.640 --> 01:12:41.640
To become who I am and who I am evolve

1033
01:12:42.640 --> 01:12:48.640
because I'm not the what the what's those things I may.

1034
01:12:48.560 --> 01:12:50.399
Not be where I want to be.

1035
01:12:53.680 --> 01:12:59.039
And that's you know, that's that three of you mir

1036
01:13:00.119 --> 01:13:02.119
that's that Oh I'm from a country. If y'all know

1037
01:13:02.119 --> 01:13:03.079
about real view marriage.

1038
01:13:03.079 --> 01:13:05.079
If you're driving down the road and get in the car,

1039
01:13:05.600 --> 01:13:07.920
if you ever look in the car, you often wonder

1040
01:13:08.880 --> 01:13:11.399
why is the real view mirrorge much smaller than the

1041
01:13:11.439 --> 01:13:14.760
wood see because it is not something you stare at.

1042
01:13:14.800 --> 01:13:17.680
It's something your glance and you only glance at it

1043
01:13:17.720 --> 01:13:21.640
to see how far Because if you look at that

1044
01:13:21.800 --> 01:13:23.800
thing too long, you're gonna miss everything.

1045
01:13:26.239 --> 01:13:27.920
Come on, you're gonna get stuck.

1046
01:13:28.960 --> 01:13:33.920
You're gonna get stuck. So that no matter what it

1047
01:13:34.079 --> 01:13:36.439
feels like, no matter what it looks like, I know

1048
01:13:36.760 --> 01:13:41.760
there's some stuss. I'm like a right and then the

1049
01:13:41.880 --> 01:13:45.960
battles that comes from when I found myself going to

1050
01:13:46.000 --> 01:13:51.840
the battle, I mean back to right when you think

1051
01:13:51.920 --> 01:13:55.640
you're just getting your wind back here from another shot

1052
01:13:55.760 --> 01:13:57.079
knocking right.

1053
01:13:58.199 --> 01:14:00.159
But when I first started to be twissed.

1054
01:13:59.840 --> 01:14:03.680
Out, thriving a pbjectively stolid all the things that the

1055
01:14:03.920 --> 01:14:05.720
boom gets sick and get.

1056
01:14:07.119 --> 01:14:07.720
Sat after.

1057
01:14:08.720 --> 01:14:12.760
Anybody that is in business or that maybe entrepreneur know

1058
01:14:13.279 --> 01:14:17.119
a business and emphasis stage three months of non productivity.

1059
01:14:25.760 --> 01:14:33.239
You know that is I heard someone say that is

1060
01:14:33.680 --> 01:14:35.960
when do you think.

1061
01:14:37.520 --> 01:14:43.920
That the worst detect happens? It's an infanty state because

1062
01:14:44.960 --> 01:14:52.760
the reason is if I can kill the vision before

1063
01:14:53.800 --> 01:14:59.760
it starts to grow, if I can't get it, if

1064
01:15:00.199 --> 01:15:01.319
those foods.

1065
01:15:02.560 --> 01:15:04.159
That I have gotten it.

1066
01:15:04.640 --> 01:15:07.520
Because you know about childers, you know if you can

1067
01:15:07.560 --> 01:15:12.279
get them, if you can get them young, you can

1068
01:15:12.319 --> 01:15:13.399
get rid of and young.

1069
01:15:14.359 --> 01:15:19.079
How many look at Biblical stoodents what they want to do.

1070
01:15:19.600 --> 01:15:25.359
They wanted to kill the young, not the whole, because

1071
01:15:25.359 --> 01:15:28.199
the whole fuck sitless ways, it's a.

1072
01:15:28.239 --> 01:15:34.199
Certain that still has.

1073
01:15:36.079 --> 01:15:37.560
Life, you know.

1074
01:15:39.079 --> 01:15:46.319
So those that happened, those that have especially gone through

1075
01:15:46.479 --> 01:15:53.079
some things, some hell at early agesel. But I'm also

1076
01:15:53.199 --> 01:15:54.000
want to encourage you.

1077
01:15:55.119 --> 01:15:59.680
They have chosen because the enemy does not try to

1078
01:16:00.239 --> 01:16:01.159
something else that happens.

1079
01:16:01.880 --> 01:16:05.079
Mm hmm. Come on, So if you.

1080
01:16:05.199 --> 01:16:10.520
Find yourself constantly happens, that will constantly happen. To find

1081
01:16:10.600 --> 01:16:13.840
the tenacity to keep hitting back up and keep fighting

1082
01:16:13.960 --> 01:16:17.800
for it. That's something that he is trying to give,

1083
01:16:18.239 --> 01:16:21.399
something that is life changing, not for you that district.

1084
01:16:23.680 --> 01:16:27.199
He's not going to waste his time trying to destroy

1085
01:16:27.439 --> 01:16:34.760
something value. Come on to understand who and why the wolf?

1086
01:16:37.319 --> 01:16:42.279
Hey, hey, well look, let me get to my consequation.

1087
01:16:43.319 --> 01:16:43.920
Let me go on.

1088
01:16:45.600 --> 01:16:51.279
Now, I'm the count as as always you know, and

1089
01:16:51.399 --> 01:16:52.399
I presented them to you.

1090
01:16:52.479 --> 01:16:55.880
I usually don't reveal in beforehand, but okay, y'all, I've

1091
01:16:55.920 --> 01:16:56.760
a m beforehand.

1092
01:16:58.439 --> 01:16:59.039
The first one.

1093
01:16:59.760 --> 01:17:01.640
It's just kind of a mix, and you've given us

1094
01:17:01.680 --> 01:17:07.479
some of it. Uh, very simple. So what is your wife?

1095
01:17:11.279 --> 01:17:12.920
I would have to say, my wife?

1096
01:17:18.520 --> 01:17:26.840
You know, part of the discuss becoming that person, that

1097
01:17:31.760 --> 01:17:33.560
young broken version.

1098
01:17:36.359 --> 01:17:43.960
H being free and not just being.

1099
01:17:44.079 --> 01:17:48.359
Sometimes we forget this, we work hard to def but

1100
01:17:48.479 --> 01:17:53.239
then the mission spa mm hmm. How many times do

1101
01:17:53.319 --> 01:17:57.479
you get but then have to continue to get free?

1102
01:17:59.439 --> 01:18:04.119
So the goal is there also safely, So my why

1103
01:18:04.359 --> 01:18:06.159
is stay?

1104
01:18:07.560 --> 01:18:08.000
Look that I.

1105
01:18:10.720 --> 01:18:15.039
Hey man, wow, wow, well let's see here.

1106
01:18:16.159 --> 01:18:18.119
What do I have next? Country boy?

1107
01:18:22.720 --> 01:18:23.680
All right, let's see here.

1108
01:18:23.720 --> 01:18:26.640
Here's this one. Here's this one, here's this one. You

1109
01:18:26.800 --> 01:18:31.960
have an opportunity right now, at this moment, to leave

1110
01:18:32.399 --> 01:18:33.479
a message.

1111
01:18:35.800 --> 01:18:37.199
For someone to read.

1112
01:18:39.920 --> 01:18:46.439
One hundred years from now. They opened this time and

1113
01:18:46.520 --> 01:18:50.920
there's a message from you. What is that message?

1114
01:19:00.760 --> 01:19:11.920
Because so many, so many, there's things that will kind

1115
01:19:17.159 --> 01:19:25.199
I would have to leave them something.

1116
01:19:27.520 --> 01:19:32.279
And mean not on your own understand, but in all

1117
01:19:32.399 --> 01:19:38.319
your means, and people will without. And what I mean

1118
01:19:38.880 --> 01:19:42.039
by that the those that are not first your in.

1119
01:19:43.239 --> 01:19:48.399
What I mean is, don't get caught up so much

1120
01:19:48.760 --> 01:19:59.640
in the life that it stops you from moving sometimes

1121
01:19:59.720 --> 01:20:03.600
with and I thought myself there before, when I'm getting

1122
01:20:03.640 --> 01:20:06.640
caught up in and trying to understand it that I

1123
01:20:06.800 --> 01:20:12.000
don't realize become a past and you still trying to understand.

1124
01:20:12.439 --> 01:20:12.760
Mhm.

1125
01:20:14.079 --> 01:20:22.000
Keep going. If you keep moving, eventually your frocks in

1126
01:20:22.119 --> 01:20:34.000
the yes, although you don't understand. Seat, don't do not

1127
01:20:34.239 --> 01:20:39.079
give it. If you give up, you'll never know what

1128
01:20:39.680 --> 01:20:40.279
was meant to be.

1129
01:20:43.119 --> 01:20:43.600
In the heart.

1130
01:20:44.119 --> 01:20:49.159
Keep in the in the good times, keep moving, don't

1131
01:20:52.039 --> 01:20:56.600
even if the motion is motion. If you got fault.

1132
01:20:56.640 --> 01:20:58.520
Sometimes we get to the point where sometimes we just

1133
01:20:58.600 --> 01:21:01.239
got fault. But that's what you're doing.

1134
01:21:02.960 --> 01:21:03.399
Mhmm.

1135
01:21:03.880 --> 01:21:10.319
Okay, wow, okay, man own it.

1136
01:21:10.560 --> 01:21:10.840
Own it.

1137
01:21:11.359 --> 01:21:14.319
Well, let's see here here's the one that.

1138
01:21:16.479 --> 01:21:24.560
Movie. You spoke so much and so eloquently about your life.

1139
01:21:24.880 --> 01:21:30.079
This is wonderful journey, all of the good, the bad,

1140
01:21:30.159 --> 01:21:34.560
the ups and down, the tears, the smile, the joy

1141
01:21:34.560 --> 01:21:35.159
of the pane.

1142
01:21:36.560 --> 01:21:39.760
As you sit here this moment. You know this as

1143
01:21:39.800 --> 01:21:42.399
you sit here right now, sometimes it changes because that

1144
01:21:42.479 --> 01:21:42.760
could have.

1145
01:21:42.800 --> 01:21:46.399
Been something that came just twenty minutes ago, something that

1146
01:21:46.520 --> 01:21:47.279
came an hour ago.

1147
01:21:47.359 --> 01:21:48.760
But as you sit here right now.

1148
01:21:51.840 --> 01:21:57.239
As God gives it to you at this moment, as

1149
01:21:57.279 --> 01:22:00.560
they say, right off the top of your dollar, as

1150
01:22:00.600 --> 01:22:03.439
you sit here right now, and you reflect that and

1151
01:22:03.560 --> 01:22:06.359
everything you've actually said tonight, because there could have been

1152
01:22:06.399 --> 01:22:09.680
something that triggered and changed right now, Like ma'am, hold on,

1153
01:22:11.920 --> 01:22:16.319
what is it at this moment, at this point in

1154
01:22:16.359 --> 01:22:21.560
your life? There it is dying something Houston time. As

1155
01:22:21.600 --> 01:22:23.720
you sit here at this moment, what is it that

1156
01:22:23.960 --> 01:22:28.079
you can say right now? I'm on the other side

1157
01:22:28.119 --> 01:22:28.239
of it.

1158
01:22:38.279 --> 01:22:38.880
How would.

1159
01:22:42.880 --> 01:22:50.239
I'm on the other side everything. I'm on the other

1160
01:22:50.399 --> 01:23:00.520
side of all the herd, the changing, this huge and

1161
01:23:00.640 --> 01:23:08.199
miss I'm on the other side. I'm on the other side.

1162
01:23:10.560 --> 01:23:13.960
Oh people, mh.

1163
01:23:18.479 --> 01:23:25.720
I'm on the other said, I said, I'm on the

1164
01:23:25.840 --> 01:23:27.039
other side of the line.

1165
01:23:28.079 --> 01:23:32.119
He man, hey man, But look, I thank you so so,

1166
01:23:33.119 --> 01:23:36.560
I thank you. I have enjoyed it. I'm going to

1167
01:23:38.119 --> 01:23:38.760
step away.

1168
01:23:39.359 --> 01:23:42.960
I'm going to give you come here, sir, I'm going

1169
01:23:43.039 --> 01:23:46.399
to give you two. I'm on, I'm gonna stand up.

1170
01:23:47.640 --> 01:23:49.600
Don't like to late.

1171
01:23:50.439 --> 01:23:54.119
That's about them calling touch. The boy's gonna step over here.

1172
01:23:54.520 --> 01:23:56.800
I'm gonna move out the way. There is a microphone

1173
01:23:56.840 --> 01:23:59.199
on the floor. Look, I don't talk the mic on

1174
01:23:59.239 --> 01:24:01.800
the flow, y'all. Get it out, y'all. I'm moving over

1175
01:24:01.880 --> 01:24:03.920
here on this that I'm gonna get out of the way.

1176
01:24:04.000 --> 01:24:07.359
Y'all can still hear me. Uh, come into the coming

1177
01:24:07.399 --> 01:24:10.560
to the scene, coming to coming to the stage.

1178
01:24:10.279 --> 01:24:11.520
Right now, thaking here.

1179
01:24:11.640 --> 01:24:14.760
This is the other half, y'all.

1180
01:24:15.640 --> 01:24:19.000
I'm going to give up this black phone.

1181
01:24:19.680 --> 01:24:21.840
Look, and I told y'all I don't need know my

1182
01:24:21.960 --> 01:24:23.359
phone because I got a big old country mouth.

1183
01:24:23.880 --> 01:24:25.760
Look a here, I want you to.

1184
01:24:27.640 --> 01:24:30.079
To actually you'll be able to close this thing out,

1185
01:24:30.560 --> 01:24:34.239
but I want you to to deliver the message to

1186
01:24:34.359 --> 01:24:38.359
the fat whatever it is that y'all have to give that.

1187
01:24:39.920 --> 01:24:42.319
But look, you gotta introduce yourself first. You can't just

1188
01:24:42.399 --> 01:24:46.000
come up out here rolling through here a real big dog.

1189
01:24:48.920 --> 01:24:49.159
Coach.

1190
01:24:49.239 --> 01:24:55.039
P also nom as the husband to Style. I'm the

1191
01:24:55.079 --> 01:24:58.760
owner of Go to prossper for Consultation and Coaching business

1192
01:24:58.880 --> 01:25:05.359
where services life skills train a s CPS pace reviews.

1193
01:25:06.279 --> 01:25:09.560
I got the paces up there. Somebody check out my

1194
01:25:09.680 --> 01:25:11.560
sight forget.

1195
01:25:13.439 --> 01:25:14.359
And you know it's crazy.

1196
01:25:15.000 --> 01:25:17.399
You know how we talked about how God knows how

1197
01:25:17.439 --> 01:25:21.359
to get Oh, he knew that I would need a

1198
01:25:21.479 --> 01:25:22.720
mental question.

1199
01:25:24.359 --> 01:25:27.399
To help me work and navigate through all the things.

1200
01:25:27.800 --> 01:25:31.880
Right, that's what he didn't share with y'all twenty plus

1201
01:25:32.039 --> 01:25:37.119
years and counseling twenty plus years, and social services and

1202
01:25:37.840 --> 01:25:38.800
you know, helping people.

1203
01:25:41.079 --> 01:25:42.199
I didn't have to go hid anything.

1204
01:25:42.319 --> 01:25:47.079
Hey, there you go. It is. Well. Look I want

1205
01:25:47.199 --> 01:25:47.840
you to to.

1206
01:25:49.600 --> 01:25:53.039
At this moment just give these people message whatever that

1207
01:25:53.199 --> 01:25:56.760
may be, whatever's on your heart right now, it's on y'all.

1208
01:25:56.920 --> 01:25:58.600
Y'all got the camera, you got to show, you got

1209
01:25:58.640 --> 01:26:00.920
the mic. They don't come the boy out what he

1210
01:26:01.000 --> 01:26:02.479
need be anyway behind the scenes.

1211
01:26:04.840 --> 01:26:07.319
M h. I mean, Cutrick bad. You're gonna have to

1212
01:26:07.399 --> 01:26:10.439
have so te on his own sessions because he got

1213
01:26:10.479 --> 01:26:14.159
his his own testimony. If he picked people, only you right,

1214
01:26:14.640 --> 01:26:19.439
he's looking at someone who went through a complete life.

1215
01:26:19.920 --> 01:26:20.840
He had brain surgeon.

1216
01:26:21.880 --> 01:26:26.119
Wow, he had a massive stud that completely shifted everything.

1217
01:26:26.920 --> 01:26:33.760
Previous world class athlete drafted to the Marlins baseball That

1218
01:26:34.399 --> 01:26:38.439
tumor to shifted everything from him, shifted the trajectory of

1219
01:26:38.600 --> 01:26:39.960
where he thought he was doing right.

1220
01:26:40.000 --> 01:26:43.119
Sometimes, how many times do we have a plan about

1221
01:26:43.199 --> 01:26:47.079
that that's not and so you gotta have him on

1222
01:26:47.159 --> 01:26:56.039
his own surge. But to answer your question, I would

1223
01:26:56.079 --> 01:26:56.920
have to say.

1224
01:27:00.560 --> 01:27:15.279
Intendue regarding relationship for ever, you know, wanta.

1225
01:27:23.079 --> 01:27:23.640
Don't clearly.

1226
01:27:24.279 --> 01:27:27.119
I know it's easier to say that, but a lot

1227
01:27:27.159 --> 01:27:29.439
of times, you know, when I see most people, they

1228
01:27:29.560 --> 01:27:33.159
walk away right before you reach your actual goal that

1229
01:27:33.279 --> 01:27:35.520
you set, that break that you're looking for.

1230
01:27:37.399 --> 01:27:38.039
It's not easy.

1231
01:27:38.199 --> 01:27:41.039
Nobody said life is easy, none of this stuff to

1232
01:27:41.079 --> 01:27:43.079
be go who it's going to be easy. You really

1233
01:27:43.199 --> 01:27:47.960
want to take you want, but keep pushing, to keep fighting,

1234
01:27:48.319 --> 01:27:51.600
gives up opportunities, puts up a great environment. Make sure

1235
01:27:51.640 --> 01:27:55.319
you take care of yourself the most importantly, make sure

1236
01:27:55.800 --> 01:27:59.279
to keep Christ. I know that's a lot of people

1237
01:27:59.399 --> 01:28:04.319
saying that for got our biggest thing that changes our life,

1238
01:28:04.359 --> 01:28:09.119
the biggest thing that honestly has been helping me both surgery.

1239
01:28:10.439 --> 01:28:18.680
So I'm always gonna have to take that. H keep

1240
01:28:18.760 --> 01:28:21.880
Christ first. And you know he got number one. No

1241
01:28:22.000 --> 01:28:24.680
matter what, and all your decisions and all your views,

1242
01:28:25.760 --> 01:28:26.520
don't forget.

1243
01:28:30.640 --> 01:28:44.600
Hey man, Hey man, sometimes sometimes it falls out all three.

1244
01:28:45.680 --> 01:28:47.319
But yeah, thank you so much.

1245
01:28:48.399 --> 01:28:50.560
No, thank y'all so very much. They don't need me.

1246
01:28:51.319 --> 01:28:53.000
They can look at y'all because I told you I

1247
01:28:53.039 --> 01:28:55.279
got the biggest month, I got the biggest mouth in

1248
01:28:55.359 --> 01:28:55.680
the South.

1249
01:28:56.119 --> 01:28:59.880
Hold on, hold on right here for a second, because

1250
01:29:01.319 --> 01:29:04.359
you didn't know, but you now you know. There's not

1251
01:29:04.479 --> 01:29:06.560
many people that come to victories.

1252
01:29:09.279 --> 01:29:14.079
So I have a surprise for you. You hear me

1253
01:29:14.159 --> 01:29:17.960
that die right there right there?

1254
01:29:20.960 --> 01:29:23.760
Oh lord, here you here, you get women.

1255
01:29:25.239 --> 01:29:27.119
So although you didn't walk in on your.

1256
01:29:30.159 --> 01:29:37.600
Ah country boy, wow, we want to make sure that

1257
01:29:37.880 --> 01:29:41.079
you did not leave em be handed. And we wanted

1258
01:29:41.159 --> 01:29:45.039
to give you one of our top sellers, top selling

1259
01:29:45.119 --> 01:29:45.600
along for.

1260
01:29:45.720 --> 01:29:54.600
Men, the that I'm Blue. So we hope that you

1261
01:29:54.960 --> 01:29:55.520
enjoy it.

1262
01:29:57.399 --> 01:30:13.640
Yes, and and you're going on those days, Yes it is.

1263
01:30:14.319 --> 01:30:16.239
Don't let you don't let it.

1264
01:30:17.159 --> 01:30:18.680
Don't be like why it's gonna me?

1265
01:30:21.199 --> 01:30:22.760
You ain't telling me that was gonna be on me?

1266
01:30:22.880 --> 01:30:24.520
Like what all right now I put this on.

1267
01:30:25.000 --> 01:30:30.079
I'm like, oh lord, thank you. No, I appreciate you

1268
01:30:30.119 --> 01:30:33.439
all so very much. Man, it has been it's been

1269
01:30:33.520 --> 01:30:37.039
a joy. It has been a privilege to meet you both.

1270
01:30:37.439 --> 01:30:40.159
Thank you for your hopeness. Thank you for your transparency,

1271
01:30:40.439 --> 01:30:44.399
thank you for your honesty, thank you for being who

1272
01:30:44.520 --> 01:30:50.479
God is college, thank you for walking into purpose. As

1273
01:30:50.560 --> 01:30:54.039
I close, I say this all the time, and I

1274
01:30:54.079 --> 01:30:56.640
don't think a lot of people can get it. It's

1275
01:30:56.720 --> 01:31:00.359
for me, these words frame from my heart. It's too believe.

1276
01:31:00.399 --> 01:31:05.880
God gave us three things. Vision, purpose and instruction. Vision

1277
01:31:06.000 --> 01:31:15.239
purpose and instructions. Vision purpose and instructure, Vision purpose and construction. Everybody, everybody, everybody,

1278
01:31:15.439 --> 01:31:22.119
everybody will not see your vision. Everybody won't see it.

1279
01:31:23.640 --> 01:31:27.079
People will talk about you when you when you, people

1280
01:31:27.159 --> 01:31:32.039
will down you. Everybody is not going to support you

1281
01:31:32.520 --> 01:31:34.840
when you start walking in your purpose.

1282
01:31:36.760 --> 01:31:39.399
I will say this, you ain't gotta believe in. But

1283
01:31:39.520 --> 01:31:40.359
I'm just gonna tell you.

1284
01:31:42.560 --> 01:31:47.439
If your purpose is to paint, I don't care if

1285
01:31:47.439 --> 01:31:49.720
you gotta go to the nail shall and get you

1286
01:31:49.800 --> 01:31:53.560
some Just start painting. If it's to draw, I don't care.

1287
01:31:53.720 --> 01:31:57.640
If you're drawing at your sketch draw, I don't care.

1288
01:31:57.840 --> 01:32:00.600
If it's to sew, if you ain't doing nothing was so.

1289
01:32:01.479 --> 01:32:04.600
If it's the singing, ain't nobody listening Sing to the trees,

1290
01:32:05.359 --> 01:32:10.000
sing to the graves. But you've sing whatever it is

1291
01:32:10.399 --> 01:32:14.119
whatever it is, you do it because guess what, you

1292
01:32:14.479 --> 01:32:17.119
walking in your purpose. And this is the same thing

1293
01:32:17.239 --> 01:32:20.079
I've said, and I said over and over again. Don't

1294
01:32:20.159 --> 01:32:22.520
you know when you walk in your purpose, you unlocking

1295
01:32:22.600 --> 01:32:30.399
somebody else. When you are walking in your purpose, you

1296
01:32:30.920 --> 01:32:36.039
unlock somebody else's That's the importance of it. People say,

1297
01:32:36.079 --> 01:32:39.760
are we connected? Yeah, we all are connected. That's the connection.

1298
01:32:40.119 --> 01:32:42.680
When you walk into yours, bam, it just opened the

1299
01:32:42.720 --> 01:32:46.479
door for somebody else. Bam. Then we're all why be jealous?

1300
01:32:46.560 --> 01:32:51.640
Why hey, baby walking yours? Walk in yours? Because guess what,

1301
01:32:53.279 --> 01:32:55.800
you can't stop me from walking in mind? Only I can,

1302
01:32:58.159 --> 01:32:58.880
only I can't.

1303
01:33:01.119 --> 01:33:03.960
Only I can. I believe in you.

1304
01:33:04.199 --> 01:33:08.680
I support each and every one. Why why you gotta

1305
01:33:08.720 --> 01:33:12.159
support people? How can you support people? It's not the people,

1306
01:33:12.279 --> 01:33:15.479
it's the vision and it's the purpose because.

1307
01:33:15.279 --> 01:33:17.840
That's what God gave them. And who am I to

1308
01:33:18.079 --> 01:33:19.720
question what God gave you? Somebody?

1309
01:33:20.359 --> 01:33:22.960
I can tell you you as a singer, where did

1310
01:33:23.000 --> 01:33:25.760
He and I have a conversation about you? Because if

1311
01:33:25.840 --> 01:33:28.199
I'm going to God with a conversation about you, I'm

1312
01:33:28.199 --> 01:33:29.520
missing the one he has about me.

1313
01:33:34.359 --> 01:33:41.520
Oftentimes God would choose the one mm hmm. Don't miss

1314
01:33:41.560 --> 01:33:46.880
out on your blessing because the choice is that you.

1315
01:33:49.560 --> 01:33:56.600
Sometimes people are aligning and choosing people that are diminishing.

1316
01:33:58.159 --> 01:34:03.239
I'd like to say that, are you excuse me? There

1317
01:34:03.399 --> 01:34:10.640
are destiny helpless and destiny stoy and oftentimes, just like

1318
01:34:10.760 --> 01:34:16.079
the Israelite choosing the wrong king, they chose what yes,

1319
01:34:17.279 --> 01:34:21.119
And when David got they didn't even consider him.

1320
01:34:21.840 --> 01:34:26.039
He was least of office. So don't miss your blessing

1321
01:34:26.239 --> 01:34:31.920
because it's someone that you amen. Too many people do that.

1322
01:34:32.560 --> 01:34:35.640
I totally agree. I don't like him.

1323
01:34:35.640 --> 01:34:40.000
I don't like him, but that they might.

1324
01:34:40.199 --> 01:34:45.239
Oh the keys, unlock your next season, unlock your purpose,

1325
01:34:47.000 --> 01:34:47.720
get out of your.

1326
01:34:47.600 --> 01:34:54.720
Home bank man ay man, Hey you heard Look sometimes

1327
01:34:54.800 --> 01:34:56.560
that's the thing we're standing in our home.

1328
01:34:58.359 --> 01:35:01.239
But I thank y'all, I thank y'all so much, thank you.

1329
01:35:01.319 --> 01:35:03.800
To this wonderful, wonderful y'all got to come over here

1330
01:35:03.840 --> 01:35:07.239
and get styled up. I'm saying, this is a beautiful place.

1331
01:35:08.119 --> 01:35:10.800
I'm so horored to be sitting here, to be here.

1332
01:35:11.920 --> 01:35:12.800
It's lovely, y'all.

1333
01:35:14.439 --> 01:35:17.840
Y'all know country boy enjoy hisself. He don came out

1334
01:35:17.880 --> 01:35:20.880
on a Friday night, Okay, and he's been here for

1335
01:35:21.000 --> 01:35:23.720
about two hours, and y'all know when he ready to go,

1336
01:35:23.880 --> 01:35:24.640
he put that back on.

1337
01:35:24.760 --> 01:35:26.279
He get gone. So the fact that.

1338
01:35:27.920 --> 01:35:31.439
The fact that he comfortable and hit that door. Yet

1339
01:35:31.560 --> 01:35:32.680
y'all know, it's the place.

1340
01:35:35.399 --> 01:35:45.520
Again that you don't girl, I ain't saying I'm gonna

1341
01:35:45.520 --> 01:35:50.279
be back. I ain't gonna saying nothing, but look.

1342
01:35:50.239 --> 01:35:52.960
It has been lovely. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

1343
01:35:53.079 --> 01:35:57.880
Thank you all for taking your time and just watch

1344
01:35:57.960 --> 01:35:58.520
country and I.

1345
01:36:04.720 --> 01:36:09.000
Hey, y'all, y'all hood are singing too. It was one ye.

1346
01:36:09.439 --> 01:36:12.239
Look that's a spot right there. It was one.

1347
01:36:13.600 --> 01:36:17.960
You know, I'm a worst friend heart, so one of

1348
01:36:18.000 --> 01:36:19.960
the songs that's been on my heart all day.

1349
01:36:20.479 --> 01:36:25.079
It's old right it Remember because I love I love you.

1350
01:36:27.000 --> 01:36:33.960
Remember I told you people don't know how to choose, right,

1351
01:36:35.239 --> 01:36:38.119
God told you they didn't, that they're lost.

1352
01:36:43.840 --> 01:36:54.720
Hally hay yeah hay.

1353
01:36:55.600 --> 01:37:10.359
Yeah ah they Oh yeah, love your God, your worldy

1354
01:37:12.760 --> 01:37:18.800
looy love.

1355
01:37:23.960 --> 01:37:24.319
God.

1356
01:37:25.279 --> 01:37:40.560
I love you, Love I love you, Lord, I love you, Lord,

1357
01:37:41.520 --> 01:37:42.800
I love you.

1358
01:37:45.479 --> 01:37:47.640
And being in a posture of braise.

1359
01:37:47.720 --> 01:37:51.479
Yeah, gotta excuse my voice of using this, but being

1360
01:37:51.560 --> 01:37:56.159
in a posture a phrase has been my greatest.

1361
01:37:59.800 --> 01:38:06.479
It has gotten me so many times just being in.

1362
01:38:09.359 --> 01:38:18.039
None right nowhere else in the city. Can you get

1363
01:38:18.119 --> 01:38:20.319
what you just got nowhere else?

1364
01:38:20.760 --> 01:38:22.159
Then? Yeah, thank y'all, soul so.

1365
01:38:22.359 --> 01:38:23.199
Very much for tuning in.

1366
01:38:23.560 --> 01:38:24.760
Thank you you one of y'all.

1367
01:38:24.800 --> 01:38:26.159
I love y'all, Love y'all, love y'all.

1368
01:38:26.359 --> 01:38:29.399
And I say this with a smile on my face.

1369
01:38:29.640 --> 01:38:32.199
Understand this. And let me say, it's uncomftable to say,

1370
01:38:32.319 --> 01:38:33.960
y'all hear this, but you're gonna hear now.

1371
01:38:34.119 --> 01:38:37.840
Look at me all this morning, you own your eyes

1372
01:38:37.880 --> 01:38:39.439
and cleaning up your ears and get tried to heal.

1373
01:38:39.680 --> 01:38:43.359
But the words of the comfortaball was just not real.

1374
01:38:43.880 --> 01:38:46.439
And if you was out there the day looking up,

1375
01:38:46.640 --> 01:38:50.359
looking down, listening over here and listening over around all around,

1376
01:38:50.560 --> 01:38:52.239
but you still didn't hear the words.

1377
01:38:52.600 --> 01:38:53.239
But here it is.

1378
01:38:53.439 --> 01:38:55.399
I have no idea what time it is, but I

1379
01:38:55.560 --> 01:39:03.079
know it's just something on behalf of myself, your favorite

1380
01:39:03.119 --> 01:39:06.199
country boy all the way from Exits eighty one, and

1381
01:39:06.359 --> 01:39:07.239
my special.

1382
01:39:06.920 --> 01:39:09.640
Guests Victoria Styles.

1383
01:39:11.520 --> 01:39:14.720
We say these words, but I just look out. We say, oh,

1384
01:39:14.840 --> 01:39:16.920
hold on, hold on one more thing before I say this.

1385
01:39:17.199 --> 01:39:20.119
Tell them when they come. You forgot to tell them.

1386
01:39:20.479 --> 01:39:24.600
I am in Vintage Park off Alavetta Roads and the

1387
01:39:24.680 --> 01:39:30.600
Salone Sweet Sweet ninety four one eighteen Vintage Park Boulevard.

1388
01:39:31.079 --> 01:39:34.239
Come see me. Holidays are coming up, and you know

1389
01:39:34.319 --> 01:39:37.000
the thing about Victoria Styles, I don't even have to

1390
01:39:37.199 --> 01:39:40.279
run any Black Fridays because those that know no, I

1391
01:39:40.399 --> 01:39:43.880
provide a photo all you. So you're always going to

1392
01:39:43.920 --> 01:39:50.640
get the best, whether it's Black Friday, whether whether it's.

1393
01:39:58.199 --> 01:40:00.439
Hey, I will say this, yeah, late, she had a

1394
01:40:00.479 --> 01:40:02.079
lady standing in the know when I walked here.

1395
01:40:04.439 --> 01:40:04.640
Y'all.

1396
01:40:07.960 --> 01:40:08.560
I love y'all.

1397
01:40:08.560 --> 01:40:09.039
I love y'all.

1398
01:40:09.039 --> 01:40:09.520
I love y'all.

1399
01:40:09.560 --> 01:40:14.600
I love you business. And there ain't nothing, absolutely positively

1400
01:40:14.960 --> 01:40:18.399
nothing that you can do about it. I will see

1401
01:40:18.600 --> 01:40:22.000
y'all on on Monday. I will see y'all Monday. We've

1402
01:40:22.039 --> 01:40:26.399
been back Monday, Michaels. Now for the real conversation with yes,

1403
01:40:27.319 --> 01:40:32.079
a few and look, do I have anything going on?

1404
01:40:32.560 --> 01:40:35.640
I have no idea what I have going on, but

1405
01:40:35.920 --> 01:40:41.039
I do know on November thirtieth, I will be back

1406
01:40:41.159 --> 01:40:43.039
in action. I will be back in action with the

1407
01:40:43.159 --> 01:40:47.079
Houston Red Storm next home game. So y'all come out, y'all.

1408
01:40:47.159 --> 01:40:48.840
Hear the mouth of the South, the biggest mouth there

1409
01:40:48.960 --> 01:40:50.239
is do you need a microphone?

1410
01:40:50.359 --> 01:40:51.279
He just run his mouth.

1411
01:40:51.399 --> 01:40:52.079
So y'all come out and.

1412
01:40:52.079 --> 01:40:54.479
Support the Houston Reds Sturm and get every country boy,

1413
01:40:54.600 --> 01:40:56.840
the Louisana punch Boy. I love y'all, y'all have a

1414
01:40:56.920 --> 01:40:59.199
great weekend. I'm gonna reach down here. I'm gonna get

1415
01:40:59.199 --> 01:41:01.880
this computer. Gonna'm gonna let y'all do that while I'm

1416
01:41:01.880 --> 01:41:04.399
gone and I'm gone. Hey, thank y'all, we are.

1417
01:41:05.319 --> 01:41:10.800
Thank you loud Ah, you do that for me.

1418
01:41:17.640 --> 01:41:23.079
Thank you y'all for your time doing it, doing it.

1419
01:41:23.439 --> 01:41:24.880
Look love y'all out

1420
01:41:27.199 --> 01:41:28.279
And oh