Oct. 30, 2025

Embracing the Journey: Kerry Blaser's Path from Struggle to Shamanism

Embracing the Journey: Kerry Blaser's Path from Struggle to Shamanism

Send us a text In this enlightening episode of Living the Dream with Curveball, we welcome Kerry Blaser, a shaman, newly published author, and devoted mother. Carrie shares her incredible journey from a challenging childhood to becoming a beacon of healing and self-love. She opens up about her experiences, including her struggles with family dynamics and personal trauma, and how these shaped her path to discovering her psychic gifts and shamanic abilities. Listeners will gain insights into th...

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In this enlightening episode of Living the Dream with Curveball, we welcome Kerry Blaser, a shaman, newly published author, and devoted mother. Carrie shares her incredible journey from a challenging childhood to becoming a beacon of healing and self-love. She opens up about her experiences, including her struggles with family dynamics and personal trauma, and how these shaped her path to discovering her psychic gifts and shamanic abilities. Listeners will gain insights into the transformative power of self-love and the importance of emotional healing as Kerry discusses her six divine feminine self-love techniques. She also sheds light on her new book, "My Inner Heroine: Exploring Feminine Pain," which chronicles her journey of self-discovery and empowerment. Join us for a thought-provoking conversation that encourages reflection and inspires listeners to embrace their own healing journeys and the beauty of self-acceptance. 
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> Curtis Jackson (also known as DJ Curveball)>Welcome to the Living the Dream podcast with Curveball. if you believe you can achieve. Welcome to the Living the Dream with Curveball podcast, a show where I interview guests that teach, motivate and inspire. Today I am joined by shaman and newly published author, as well as mother, Carrie Plaser. Carrie had a hard life coming up, but she made it through. She's got her degree and she's doing everything she wants now has three beautiful kids and now she's a new published author. So we're going to be talking, talking to her about her life and everything that she's up to, her book and everything that she's going to be up to. So, Carrie, thank you so much for joining me.

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> Carrie Plaser>Oh, thank you so much for having me. I can't wait to chit chat about, you know, my life and how my healing wisdom can help others.

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> Curtis Jackson (also known as DJ Curveball)>Why don't you start by telling everybody a little bit about yourself?

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> Carrie Plaser>Well, I'm 55 now. I was born in Scottsdale, Arizona. Before I turned one, my family moved. I have an older brother, to, Southern France in Toulouse for two years, and then we spent about a year and a half in Geneva, and then we, moved to Southern California. my parents got divorced when I was 6, and so I had a hard life. My mom was alcoholic and my dad was a workaholic. but I got a job at 14 at Hot Dog on a Stick and, you know, I made the best of it. And I bought a car at 6, 16 and went to college at 18. And I, ended up getting a degree in Chinese and religious studies and I studied abroad in China. I, met my ex husband in Tibet in 1993, and he's from Israel. And, we got married in 95 and he got his degree and I got my master's degree and we had three beautiful children. And the marriage ended ten years later.

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> Carrie Plaser>And, that was when I was 35, 20 years ago. And then things got rough in my 40s, and, my mom passed away on my 45th birthday. but she was, you know, she had a difficult life. And so, but that was her soul's way of celebrating how close we were, that we have my birthday together, of course, and then now her death day is my birthday.

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> Carrie Plaser>And that was the day my, intuition told me that I needed to accept my psychic gifts and I needed to heal from my childhood trauma. And that's kind of what brought me to starting to write my book.

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> Curtis Jackson (also known as DJ Curveball)>Okay, well, tell the listeners, what you do as A shaman. And what a shaman is for those who might not be aware.

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> Carrie Plaser>Oh, cool. Okay. So, what a shaman is, is my soul has downloaded and kind of unveiled more capabilities to interact and talk to other souls.

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> Carrie Plaser>So how does that happen? Now we know because physicists can measure that each human has an energy body. And all those energy bodies are constantly talking to each other through our heart spaces. And here's a kind of fun example of how that works. You know, there's like countless videos of dogs getting super excited about one or two minutes before their owner gets home. And how does that happen? Right. Well, that happens by the dog soul and the owner soul communicating through their heart space. And the dog is super intuitive, and so it knows. Oh, yay, they're almost home.

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> Carrie Plaser>We're humans, you know, we're still working on it.

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> Carrie Plaser>Another example is you'll see bears climb a tree a day before a Cat 5 hurricane hits in Florida, where humans were still in our houses by the ocean, you know, because they listen to their souls, their intuition. So, so as a shaman, I communicate other souls and I help them self reflect. I help them receive, more energy, more loving energy into their soul. Help them turn their self hate into self love. I say that is, you know, one of the biggest things that shamans do.

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> Carrie Plaser>That's our job to help people turn self hate to self love. Here's one way where psycholog or shamans are really aligning with some old shamanic wisdom. It used to be when, if someone would come to a shaman and they have, you know, anxiety or depression, the shaman would ask, when's the last time you danced? When's the last time you sang?

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> Carrie Plaser>When's the last time you hugged a tree? When's the last time you walked barefoot in nature? And now we have, you know, therapists worldwide prescribing, walking in nature. And, and it helps anxiety and depression. There's tons of studies on it now. So I think, you know, shamans and psychologists have a lot more in common, I think, than, than people really realize.

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> Curtis Jackson (also known as DJ Curveball)>Well, speaking of self love, talk about, how, how and why you say that self love creates heaven on earth.

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> Carrie Plaser>Oh, well, thank you so, much. So I would say physically, you know, I live in heaven on earth. I live on the beach in Southern California. It is beautiful. Where do my challenges come from? My relationships? And so tying that back to self love, see, where do I start with that? So our souls are energy bodies, like I said, and our souls communicate through emotions and they can measure the energy body in the emotions. So shame vibrates at like 20 hertz, where, courage is about 200 hertz, love is about 500 hertz and enlightenment, which is emotion, is 700 to a thousand hertz. So our souls, our energy bodies communicate through our hearts and our hearts. The nervous system in our hearts is far more complex than our brains and our hearts and far more signals to our brains than the other way around.

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> Carrie Plaser>So who's really in control is our hearts. And that's, you know, where love, self love or self hate exists. So if we want our heart to send, you know, gratitude and compassion and love signals, it's got to be in our souls first. But if we spend the majority of our days in shame, guilt and fear, which so many people do, which I did for most of my life, I had 35 years of debilitating lower back pain because I did not know how to transform self hate into self love. I mean, it sounds simple, but it's not. That's why I developed my, my healing technique. So, and like, if you go to my website, there's a six divine feminine self, love techniques. So, but that is the reason. So when we love ourselves, we emit love outwards. And then since the universe is a mirror, we even have like mirror neurons and the laws of physics to support this. When I put love out, what is mirrored back to me is love. Let' like the universe is a constant feedback loop. If I attract a lot of hate into my life, that is my soul showing me how much I hate myself. Does that make sense?

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> Curtis Jackson (also known as DJ Curveball)>Yeah, that, that makes perfect sense. And while you're at it, you know, you talked about your six divine feminine self love techniques. So go through them and talk about why you created them.

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> Carrie Plaser>Oh, okay. Well, I published my book in April, but since then I've wanted to create a more kind of concise explanation of the healing wisdom. And so I did that. I was able to do that last month in September.

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> Carrie Plaser>So, the first one is called appreciate, Learn, forgive equals ego death. So we start with gratitude, we start with appreciation. And why?

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> Carrie Plaser>Because appreciation, gratitude, that's in the heart. It's a heart opener. You want to change yourself, you have to change your heart. Because the mind is following the heart and not the other way around, which a lot of people have that confused. But our neurology is clear. So in gratitude opens your heart to surrendering to your emotional pain, Surrender to your challenge, Surrender to the self reflection, you know, lay in a chair, relax, you know, have some tea and go.

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> Carrie Plaser>Okay. What do I need to learn here? Right, but you have to surrender first. And the gratitude, like if you're, if you're, you know, running around during the day, fight or flight, your heart is not open literally in, you know, kind of emotionally and physically because you know, all of your blood is in your limbs. So your heart's more, more contracted. But when you relax your arms and your legs, then your heart opens and your heart is pumping far more blood and you know, fueling this healing process. So then it's. Once your heart is open, it's time to self reflect. And you can ask yourself any number of questions about why you attracted this experience into our lives. Because our souls plan our lives based on our wounds for self improvement opportunities. So, you know, if you take on a really deep wound, then you'll get an equal amount of wisdom. Like this lifetime. I wanted an Atmont Everest size amount of wisdom.

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> Carrie Plaser>So, okay, fair is fair. I had to take on a Mount Everest size wound, which I did. and I go over that on my origin story on my website. So, so I asked myself, okay, well why was this event necessary in my life? What am I meant to learn?

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> Carrie Plaser>What is the wisdom inside of my wound? And in my book and on the website, there's far more questions, you know, to help you do that process.

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> Carrie Plaser>And what I realized is, is this is the process I just saw myself going through. N and because I helped three, sorry, two, fire academy instructors, I was really focused on how can I describe my process simply so that they can talk about it in the back of a fire truck. You know, like I was really focused on helping first responders with these more kind of easily, more easily explained techniques for transforming self hate to self love. So once I found the wisdom inside the wound, like here's one example, the wound was fear. All men. That was deep in my heart from my childhood. Once I saw the wound, the wisdom appeared. Men protect me, you know, sure, fear some men, but not all men. And then the next day, I went out in public with my daughter and I was like a new person. The anxiety was just gone.

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> Carrie Plaser>And my daughter noticed immediately. I mean, that's how quick when you, you know, when you find the wisdom in the wound now you might need to hold the wound for 20 years until you're ready to find the wisdom. I had 35 years of debilitating lower back pain. So the pain is an initiation process so you can appreciate the wisdom that you learned. So that's appreciate, learn, forgive. And once you find the wisdom, the Forgiveness just flows. And that's what people seek is ego. Death is, is the death of shame, guilt and fear. The part of our ego, of our, of our soul. So that's the first one.

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> Carrie Plaser>the second one is called love hierarchy. And, it shows you in what order to love yourself and others so that you can have an overflowing cup of love so you're always ready to pay it forward.

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> Carrie Plaser>Okay, so the first one is self love. And what does that mean? That means eating properly, sleeping properly, you know, taking vacations as necessary, you know, and really saying no properly. Having healthy boundaries, not just freely not know, putting other people's wants before your own needs, not being codependent, you know, stop the people pleasing, stop the fawning and turn all of that into yourself. If you say, I need help, I need help, and you're seeking it from somebody else, you need to give it to yourself first. What you project onto others is really what you need to give yourself. Because the universe is a mirror.

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> Carrie Plaser>So we start with self love and then partner love.

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> Carrie Plaser>You know, if you have a partner, and then you're creating a really healthy bond and relationship, masculine, feminine relationship. So that when you have children, the, the children are protected by the people, the, the mother and father self love.

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> Carrie Plaser>And then the couples love together. It's like two layers of protection. And then you can move on to your family members. And then number five is community. Now what I saw myself doing when I was, you know, acting from my wounds, my fear, guilt and shame, I would put community before myself. So that by the time I got to myself, there was just nothing left, you know? so I realized that when I act from a wound, I act from inverted wisdom, like fear all men is inverted wisdom. Wisdom is men protect me. Okay? And since my soul plans my life based on my wounds, when I have a wound fear all men, I attract fear all men experiences to show me I have the wound. Okay? So that's, I think you, know, a perspective that isn't really prevalent in society, that we attract experiences into our life to show us our souls, show us the wounds and the wisdom and the knowledge inside of our souls so that we can change self hate to self love. And that's why we're here. So that's love hierarchy.

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> Carrie Plaser>And then is, learn to surf the waves of life. And there's a physics experiment in there and a video of it so you can watch it. And it's two balls and two, tracks. And one track is slightly downhill and one track has hills and valleys. And so I asked the question, you know what, which ball do you think reach? And they're on the tracks the same length, but with the hills and valleys, the distance traveled is technically longer. Which ball do you think reaches the finish line first?

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> Curtis Jackson (also known as DJ Curveball)>Okay, well, let's talk about how you say that the perception of God as a male contributed to the breakdown of the nuclear family. Because, you know, those of us that believe in the Bible, you know, it says that he sent his only son, and, you know, God the father. So, so explain that to us.

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> Carrie Plaser>That I would say is. Is a lot, much longer story.

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> Carrie Plaser>So on my website, in the origin story, you can, see that there's a lot of signs and synchronicities that my soul is the same soul as Mary Magdalene. And, I can't say, you know, there's not an objective truth to that. So. But based on the way my life, the events in my life, and the way my soul has planned my life, that's what I've been shown. And my first enlightenment experience is when I was shown the challenges we've created by perceiving God to be male only.

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> Carrie Plaser>And what I. So what happened was I sat in my recliner on a Tuesday in March of 2024. And this is, during my. The. There's six men in my life that I wrote in my book. I had personal relationships with, but I never went on a date with. so the number five is a fire captain. So I was still interacting with him in March of 2024.

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> Carrie Plaser>And so I came home and I sat in my recliner and I wasn't. I had been laid off several months earlier. So I was on severance. I wasn't working, and my energy started to increase. I was having my first enlightenment experience. But I only figured that out the next morning when I hadn't slept all night and I couldn't eat, barely drank, and I'm just vibrating really high, like. And I heard like an alarm in my head. Enlightenment, enlightenment, enlightenment. Like, I had reached the enlightenment level. And at that, point I didn't understand the energy body and, and how it vibrates different frequencies. I didn't understand yet. So I just. Having the experience.

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> Carrie Plaser>I learned that later. And right after that, I was guided to ask the universe, you know, where do I need to heal? And so first I was shown the first responders. And, and, their. Their mental health crisis. I'm like, okay, well, that's a bunch of problems. then the family o, massive divorce rate, lots of Problems. Okay. Relationship. Oh, problems. Like, okay, just take me back to the beginning. There was God. And then what happened?

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> Carrie Plaser>Because I'm like, everything is, is messed up. So it must, I got to go back to the beginning. I'm an analyst. I, you know, did risk and issue assessment, you know, at like 20 years. Insurance company. That's, that's my, that's my jam. That's my kind of specialty. So I'm like, okay, well, well, God is male, so what does God do? Okay, God creates and God orchestrates. I'm like, hang on a second. Creation is feminine. That's a right brained activity. Orchestration is masculine. I'm like, there's the imbalance that was created. I'm like, I'm like, there's the imbalance. There's So when we put men before women, then women don't value being the center of the home, which is the exact experience we're having right now. I mean I was raised in a secular family and so it was all go to college, get a job, fend for yourself. There was no celebration of a feminine woman in the home, which is so prevalent today. But if men are more important than women, then why celebrate women being the center of the home? And this is, this is, people still say women are not equal.

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> Carrie Plaser>This is the inequality that I saw. So I saw it in this enlightenment experience and then I started doing a lot of research at that point. I didn't, I didn't have all the signs, synchronicities that my soul was the same soul as Mary Magdalene. I only figured that out this year in the past few months.

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> Carrie Plaser>So I had that enlightenment experience and then, you know, I was already focused on problems in the family because I got a divorce and I had to work and I had, you know, four to seven migraines per week. I mean I went through it. I had a suicide attempt. Like being working in college and kids, like, I'm like, how. Why are we cure for this?

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> Carrie Plaser>Like, this is not happiness. Like this is not heaven on earth. You know, these are all like, this is my hell on earth. I, I live on heaven on earth. But these relationships and no time for me and no time for my kids. This is the hell on earth. So that's why I say that. And so if, you know, we value a, ah, divine feminine as equal to divine masculine and we model that in the home, then women feel value to be the center of a home and value being the emotional center and going through the challenges of, of turning self hate into self love. For the whole family. You know, so many women today aren't having kids. We're 20 years from population collapse. That's a serious hate on our feminine nature. Women don't even. You ask, well, what's your role in society? I'm pretty. None of them go to I need to have kids because they hate their femininity so much and why it's a worldview that we have to change to move forward and you know, have a healthier, more grounded society with the nuclear. With a healthy, balanced nuclear family being the goal.

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> Curtis Jackson (also known as DJ Curveball)>Okay, well, tell the listeners about your book.

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> Curtis Jackson (also known as DJ Curveball)>Tell us what we can expect when we read it and where to get it.

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> Carrie Plaser>Yeah, oh, my book is So it starts. The first couple of paragraphs are about my mom passing away in my 45th birthday. And I quickly go to six and a half years ago when I attempted suicide. and and then that was when I kind of came back carry 2.0 and I was climbing my ladder of self belief. I say, and you'll see it was like one self belief after another. And that's what I chronicle in the book until I meet my first hero. And I call them my hero because they mirrored my wounds back to me so I could improve and gave me opportunities to bring out my shamanic gifts to help myself and everyone else heal and have my enlightenment experiences. So m. You know, you can find the book on Amazon, and it's My inner Heroine Exploring feminine Pain.

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> Curtis Jackson (also known as DJ Curveball)>Well, tell us about any upcoming projects that you're working on that listeners need to be aware of.

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> Carrie Plaser>Oh, so I'm right now I just scheduled an interview with BBC about wisdom of peace plan that I have.

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> Carrie Plaser>And today I realized that My. My ex husband's Israeli so my kids are half Israeli so I'm very connected to Israel. I met him in Tibet in 93 and like. Oh, I guess that before it's It's Ak Rabin, the prime Minister of Israel who was assassinated on November 4, 1995. It's a 30th anniversary. And I've been developing this wisdom of peace plan for the past few weeks. And so today I saw that I was like okay, well this is an honor of that just event that tore Israelis hearts like to the core of the core of the core. Like it was just decimated the Israeli people. So I just. And how I. My perspective on how if we all accept that the universe is a mirror showing us our wounds and that when we have self, we have hate in our lives, which Israelis really do. They attract a lot of hate into Israel. Right? Why are they attracting so much hate? They have an equal amount of self hate in their hearts. And so the collective of souls on earth together is mirroring that back to them through all their challenges. So so I'm bringing that message to the world. And so if, if the, if Israel can, you know, self reflect and change the self hate in their heart to self love, then maybe you can get Americans to step in and stop the lobbyists and apac, apac, which is a Jewish lobby, the strongest lobby and does a lot of, creates a lot of challenges. Then maybe you can get Islam to take out of their text, kill all Jews. Because Islam's been living next to the Jews for you know, what, 1500 years so they understand that, you know, no one's perfect. And you know, maybe they have a point if ruling class Jews weren't treating them properly, you know, how are we going to get this war to really stop? You know, these events need to happen. And then what I saw, because I have a mastery in Chinese, China needs to be involved. And what I didn't remember at the moment is that when I met my ex husband in Tibet, which is China, he had just come from Beijing and he was there when Itzhak Rabin made the historic meeting with China to establish a relationship between China and Israel. So there were like Israeli and Chinese flags all around Tiananmen Square and he has personal pictures of that. And I met him two weeks leader. So that's where I connected. It's Akra being. And then I looked up, I'm like, oh, he was A sad, oh 30 years. I just, you know, putting all the pieces together. But bring China to the table, then we can truly have a chance. If, if those four, we get those four concessions, then that would just foster an environment of more concessions of people of countries and people admitting how much they need to change to contribute to world peace.

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> Curtis Jackson (also known as DJ Curveball)>But throw out your contact info so people can keep up with everything that you're up to.

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> Carrie Plaser>I'm at www.carrieblazer.com and you can email me there. Supportary blazer.com There's a contact form there as well.

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> Curtis Jackson (also known as DJ Curveball)>Close us out with some final thoughts. Maybe if that was something I forgot to talk about that you would like to touch on or any final thoughts you have for the listeners.

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> Carrie Plaser>Oh, thank you. No, I just, I encourage people to go to my website and click on Second Coming. And then in the second half of that page are the six divine feminine self love strategies. So there's three more there for you to read through. And, and when something's true, it's true in multiple places. So I have the wisdom and the knowledge there. So I have the wisdom and the laws of physics, science, the neurology and to to explain it in clear, simple terms to help everyone self reflect and create a healthier, happier heart and family for the holiday season. Like we're close to the holidays.

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> Curtis Jackson (also known as DJ Curveball)>Absolutely. Ladies and gentlemen. Visit carrieblazer.com for more information on Carrie.

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> Curtis Jackson (also known as DJ Curveball)>Check out her book and everything that she's up to. Follow, Rate Review Share this episode to as many people as possible. Follow us on your favorite podcast platform and for more information on a Living the Dream with Curveball podcast, to leave feedback or suggestions or if you'd like to be a guest yourself, visit www.craveballuh337.com thank you for listening and supporting the show.

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> Curtis Jackson (also known as DJ Curveball)>And Carrie, thank you for joining me.

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> Carrie Plaser>Thank you so much for having me.

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> Curtis Jackson (also known as DJ Curveball)>For more information on the Living the Dream with Curveball podcast, visit www.craveballuh337.com until next time, keep Living the dream.