June 13, 2025

Friday 6/13 Day 30. “I Wish I Could Forget” — Jane’s Final Testimony, Chokehold Trauma, and the Price of Survival

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On Day 30, Jane’s harrowing redirect lays bare the psychological warfare and violence at the heart of the Diddy trial. She recounts how “hotel nights” blurred together in a haze of drugs, coercion, and humiliation, and describes surviving a terrifying chokehold and assault. As prosecutors reveal texts, emotional breakdowns, and the aftermath of Diddy’s manipulation, the jury faces the rawest testimony yet. Nate Oliver unpacks every confession, contradiction, and legal twist from a day that leaves the courtroom—and the country—reeling.

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Calaruga Shark Media. Welcome back to Did He Do It?

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The Daily podcast bringing you every raw, unfiltered detail from

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the Sean Diddy Combs sex trafficking and racketeering trial. I'm

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Nate Oliver outside the Manhattan Federal Courthouse on Friday morning,

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June thirteenth, after a Thursday in court that brought the

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most emotionally raw and revealing moments yet from Jane, the

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former girlfriend whose testimony has become the heart of the

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prosecution's case. Thursday's session began with more legal wrangling behind

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closed doors, as the judge and attorneys debated the admissibility

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of certain evidence and the fate of a juror whose

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candor was in question. But when the jury finally entered

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and Jane returned to the stand, the focus shifted back

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to the deeply personal and disturbing details of her relationship

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with Didy. Jane's redirect examination by Assistant US Attorney Marine

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Comy picked up where cross examination had left off on

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the question of agency consent and survival. Kmy asked Jane

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about her messages to Ditty regarding hotel nights, especially in

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the context of other women in his life. Jane visibly shaken,

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explained that what she was really asking was why do

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I have to be degraded in order to be with you?

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Why am I expected to abandon all my principles and

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make sacrifices while these other women aren't held to the

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same standard. She described the constant humiliation of being forced

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to participate in freak offs with male escorts, knowing that

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Ditty's other girlfriends were not subjected to the same demands.

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Comy then pressed Jane about her memories of these encounters.

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Could she recall the exact date of every hotel night

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with Ditty? Jane shook her head and said, I wish

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I could forget them. The jury listened as Jane described

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how the hotel knights blurred together long drug fueled sessions

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where she felt compelled to perform for Ditty's pleasure, sometimes

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for days without rest or food. She recounted how she

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would try to signal her discomfort, but Ditty would either

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ignore her or send in a male escort to persuade

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her to participate. In one text exchange from June twenty

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twenty two, Jane told Ditty she wasn't in the mood

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for intimacy and didn't want to make him mad. Diddy replied,

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all good, but then messaged Paul, a frequent participant, instructing

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him to persuade her. Jane testified she had no idea

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Diddy was orchestrating these encounters behind her back. The redirect

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also returned to the violent altercation in June twenty twenty

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four at Jane's Los Angeles home. Jane described how after

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an argument over another woman, Ditty kicked open the bathroom door,

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chased her through the house, and put her in a

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chokehold so tight she couldn't breathe. She recounted how she

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tried to escape, running downstairs in high heels, only for

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Ditty to enter, strike her in the back of the leg,

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and drag her into a patio area. There, she said

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she struck him in the head, and he responded by

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hitting her twice in the face. Jane told the jury

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she left the house and hid outside for hours, terrified

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and disoriented, before eventually returning home. Jane's testimony also delved

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into the aftermath of these violent and coercive episodes. She

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described how she would often try to normalize the abuse

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in her mind, convincing herself that she was just playing

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a role, or that things would get better. She explained

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to the jury that Diddy's pattern of love bombing, lavish gifts, apologies,

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and promises of change would often follow the most traumatic incidents,

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keeping her emotionally tethered and hopeful for a different outcome.

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I wanted to believe he could be the man he

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was in those good moments dresnidaiese, she said, but the

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bad always came back. The defense and their final moments

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with Jane continued to focus on her continued contact with

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Ditty after these incidents, as well as her decision not

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to immediately report the abuse or file a lawsuit. They

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highlighted affectionate messages Jane sent, including ones where she called

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Ditty her baby and described bathing him and giving him

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foot rubs. Jane, at times overcome with emotion, explained that

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these moments of tenderness were part of the psychological manipulation.

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She endured. I loved spending time with my partner, she said,

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but I was also manipulated, used and resentful. More in

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a moment, juror saw more text messages, including one where

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Jane told Ditty, you have me feeling so taken advantage

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of and another where she wrote, I resent him for everything.

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The defense tried to sh oh that Jane sometimes initiated

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sexual conversations or arranged logistics for hotel nights, but Jane

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insisted she was complying with something I felt I couldn't refuse.

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She described buying matching shorts for Ditty and the escorts,

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purchasing erectile dysfunction pills, and doing whatever was necessary to

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keep the peace. The prosecution also addressed the emotional fallout

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of Jane's testimony. Jane broke down in tears as she

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described the pain of seeing Ditty with other women on

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social media, the heartbreak of being promised love and stability

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only to be subjected to humiliation and violence, and the

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exhaustion of living in a constant state of fear. She

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told the jury she wished she could forget the hotel

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nights and all the trauma that came with them. The

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courtroom atmosphere was thick with tension as the judge addressed

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the jury at the end of the day, reminding them

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of the gravity of the charges and the importance of

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weighing all the evidence. The prosecution is expected to call

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its final witnesses next week. While the defense will soon

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begin presenting their side of the story outside the courthouse,

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the impact of Jane's testimony was palpable. Legal experts noted

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that her account, backed by text messages, photos, and corroborating witnesses,

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has become the emotional and legal centerpiece of the government's case.

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Advocates for survivors of abuse praised Jane's courage, while Ditty's

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supporters reiterated that the government is criminalizing consensual adult relationships.

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That's where we stand after another day of bombshell revelations,

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emotional breakdowns, and legal brinkmanship. Tomorrow I'll bring you every

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new twist, every legal battle, and every rumor from inside

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and outside the courthouse. I'm Nate Oliver, and this is

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Did He Do It? This episode of Diddy Did He

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