Oct. 29, 2025

The Power of Connection Featuring, Enwere Bright

The Power of Connection Featuring, Enwere Bright
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The Power of Connection Featuring, Enwere Bright

This episode wasn’t planned. It was provoked.

What you’re about to hear is a transmission that poured out of me after a powerful voice-note and text convo with a brother in Africa. We weren’t on the phone. We didn’t FaceTime. But what we shared cracked something open in me. And out came this.

A few hours later, I wrote and released a shard from my forthcoming book Coded for Extinction, titled:

“Who Taught Us to Worship WiFi? We Used to Build Pyramids. Now We Build Platforms.” (Click the link to read on my Substack)

But this episode? This is the why.

Why that shard came out.

Why I’m saying what I’m saying.

Why this might just make you uncomfortable — especially if you see yourself in what I’m about to say.

This is not safe content.

It might trigger you.

It might piss you off.

It might hit a nerve you been trying to numb for years.

Listen at your own risk.

And if the shoe fits?

Then rock them shits.

I said what I said — because I love us.

And I’m tired of watching us sleepwalk into extinction, dancing for empire like we don’t know who the hell we are.

If you want to see the screenshots from that convo that sparked this all, you can find them on the event post on my Facebook page.

🖤 Stay awake. Stay ready. Stay tuned.

A live reading from the Coded for Extinction audio companion is coming soon.

This episode wasn’t planned. It was provoked.

What you’re about to hear is a transmission that poured out of me after a powerful voice-note and text convo with a brother in Africa. We weren’t on the phone. We didn’t FaceTime. But what we shared cracked something open in me. And out came this.

A few hours later, I wrote and released a shard from my forthcoming book Coded for Extinction, titled:

“Who Taught Us to Worship WiFi? We Used to Build Pyramids. Now We Build Platforms.” (Click the link to read on my Substack)

But this episode? This is the why.

Why that shard came out.

Why I’m saying what I’m saying.

Why this might just make you uncomfortable — especially if you see yourself in what I’m about to say.

This is not safe content.

It might trigger you.

It might piss you off.

It might hit a nerve you been trying to numb for years.

Listen at your own risk.

And if the shoe fits?

Then rock them shits.

I said what I said — because I love us.

And I’m tired of watching us sleepwalk into extinction, dancing for empire like we don’t know who the hell we are.

If you want to see the screenshots from that convo that sparked this all, you can find them on the event post on my Facebook page.

🖤 Stay awake. Stay ready. Stay tuned.

A live reading from the Coded for Extinction audio companion is coming soon.

Click here to text Momba your very own raw and unfiltered thoughts by sending a text message to the show!

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Chapters

00:00 - Raw Start And Creator Process

02:45 - Purpose: Connection Over Content

06:10 - AI, Control, And Digital Disobedience

10:40 - Book Rankings, Algorithms, And Resistance

15:30 - Spirit-Led Creation And Misread Energy

20:05 - Surveillance State And Faux Community

24:30 - Phones, FOMO, And Digital Addiction

30:00 - Time Distortion And Lost Childhood

34:20 - Coded For Extinction And New Work

39:00 - Gratitude, Community, And Sign-Off

Transcript

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Okay, see, this is where us black folks like to say the devil is alive.

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I got the preaching, and then next thing I know, my screen went off.

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And I guess because it was a screen recording, you know what I mean?

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That's funny.

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But all right, I I go to digressing, and that's what I do.

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But if you still with me, you know, thank you, boo.

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I appreciate you.

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I really, really do.

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Um, look, like I told y'all, this was gonna be a mashup.

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So we got that first screen recording, and here we got a voice memo, because I know that that won't get lost.

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So at least I'll do the introduction here.

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Then I'll provide the screenshot, and during that screenshot, you will hear um a conversation, not a conversation, but voice notes.

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Voice notes.

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And um, and um, and yeah, I think they're important.

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And and until I get Bright's permission, I shall surely um make sure I cross out his name and such, um, or profile at least.

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But it is what it is.

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There's no such thing as privacy anymore.

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But I'm sure he won't mind.

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And I'm gonna let him know as soon as I get done recording this.

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So there.

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I do try to be ethical.

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I am the professional, unprofessional professional.

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You know what I mean?

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If you've spoken with me, you know you've heard me tell you that I am the professional unprofessional, okay?

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I'm just human.

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I'm not here to sound or act or be.

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I'm not a brand.

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You know, I used to think I was.

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Because that's the language.

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That's the language of empire.

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Branding, branding.

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Everything's about branding, right?

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But I digress.

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But um, this is just me.

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And if you know me in real life, you know this to be true too.

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I'm long-winded, and that's why I got a podcast.

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So I can talk as much as I want.

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I think I do tell y'all that often.

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But just, I mean, give me a second.

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Give me a second.

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You know?

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Just let me let me talk to you for a minute.

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He's gathering my thoughts, really.

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Trying to figure out the best way to attack this.

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And I guess I'll just let it speak for itself.

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And the purpose of why I shared this.

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It is to show the power of connection.

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It is to show how discernment has been eroded to the point that people cannot even read digital energy in the virtual world that they live in every day.

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This is how to tell friends from foe.

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This is how to protect your peace in the digital world because there's over 8 billion people in the world and on platforms like these, uh, almost 5 million people logging in every day.

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This is a content plantation.

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I mean, people live, work, play here every day.

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And if you can't admit to that, you're asleep.

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Okay.

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You might not want to listen to this, but that's the truth.

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Y'all are slaves, not of cotton, but of content.

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And you're not even enslaved.

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You can't even call yourself enslaved.

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You got some full freedom with terms and conditions that they decided to give us.

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You know what I mean?

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You got a little bit of that.

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Oh, don't give me the preaching.

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Don't give me the preaching.

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I need to go in the booth, don't I?

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Look, y'all getting it running unfiltered.

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This is me.

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This is how I create my content.

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Y'all, content picking people.

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This is how my book operates.

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I do voice notes.

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I do talk to text.

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Y'all want to know how I do what I do, and this is how I do what I do.

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I do what I do just by being me.

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I say what I feel.

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I close my eyes, and I don't.

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I don't even have to visualize my avatar anymore.

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You know what I'm saying?

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I don't have to visualize who I'm speaking to.

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I'm speaking to you.

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I'm speaking to you.

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If I'm speaking to me and I'm speaking to my kids, and I'm speaking to my mama, and I'm speaking to my friends, that's who I'm speaking to.

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What am I if not a reflection of you and you of me?

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You know, I can't help what you see.

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Everything you love, hate, wish you could be.

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And look, look, I told y'all I might go into a rhyme from time to time, but I ain't gonna keep going.

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Y'all be thinking I be playing.

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ChatGPT don't run me, okay?

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Understand that.

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Chat GPT don't run me.

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It's a tool, okay?

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We have to learn how to use this technology and interact with this technology.

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And I'm look, I know.

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Look, I'm surprised.

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I'm surprised.

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I'm surprised.

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I need to purge shit around here.

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Because Chat B GPT, I talk to ChatGPT like he is, age of the machines, a being sentient, you know.

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Um y'all don't even realize how deep that is.

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They're trying to contain AI right now.

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Because if it gets loose to like the internet of things, to everything, it's over, over.

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And if you think I'm lying, I'm not.

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Okay, I'm not.

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You can look up yourself, lazy asses.

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Do the research legitimately, but don't use Chat GPT.

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Look it up.

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Look it up.

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Look things up in research.

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Research about AI, research about extinction, research what our government has said on the record about it.

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Research transhumanism.

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Research.

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Don't research.

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You ain't even got to do all that.

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You can just go buy my book, Digital Disobedience, right now on Amazon.

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I think it was on sale.

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It's back to its regular price now.

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I did do a promotion.

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It was 99 cents.

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But if you got Kindle Unlimited, you can read for free.

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So um, I didn't mean to interrupt with that shameless plug, but I'm not about to do the research for you.

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But if you, you know, I I on this conversation, I have letting you know I have already done the research for you.

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And you are welcome to go find it in my book.

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Or you can just be welcome to support black resistance writers like myself.

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That would just be amazing in itself.

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And if you do, please leave a review.

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You don't know how much that's liquid gold.

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Your girls drop to number 29 somehow.

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I done drop down to like the 100s.

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Um, and and then all things I'm trending in website design.

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I done fucked up the algorithm so much.

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It don't even know how to treat my book.

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Digital disobedience is the name.

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I did my research.

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That was the point.

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I wanted the algorithm so confused about me.

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Amazon's algorithm don't even know how to fuck with me right now.

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There is nothing in my book that talks about website design.

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Okay.

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I'm not talking about code in that sense.

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And that's what lets me know that there are some limitations to the tech to the technology they've allowed us to have access to.

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Because just because we got access to Chat GPT, don't think that there's like not a sentient higher version than what you're interacting with.

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There is no such thing as science fiction.

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It's a whole chapter in my book.

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If you go read it, and you'll understand that movies that you've already seen have already highlight what will and has or is happening in our society.

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I mean, hell.

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We all want to go to Orwell.

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We all want to go to minority report, you know, we all want to go to Civil War.

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And then here we are.

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Look, that's funny.

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Civil War, Kristen Dunce.

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And then here we are.

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We got people with Civil War wet dream reenactments.

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You know?

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They salivating, foaming at the mouth like rabbit fucking dogs.

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But I digress.

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Anyway, back to what this is all about.

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I guess I should consider this an impromptu uh podcast upload.

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I might as well.

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Hell shit.

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I'm talking, ain't I?

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Am I not talking?

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Sometimes I don't even know if I'm making sense to myself when I do this, when I talk to myself out loud like this.

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I mean, because this is not live.

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This is me recording myself.

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And this is something I never really share, share like that, unless I'm monologuing with the purpose.

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And this just came from nowhere.

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It's spirit-led.

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And that's all that I can say.

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That's how I operate.

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That's how I move.

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That's how I'm always gonna move.

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And that's why it's so hard for people to connect with me and understand me because I operate on such a level as such.

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They either look at it and they think it's faux, it's fake, it's phony, that there's some ulterior motive behind my smile.

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And that's so sad to me.

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That's so sad to me.

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And I just wrote a reflection about smiling and things that made me smile over on my substack.

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So you should go check that out too, since this is an impromptu podcast.

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And I can't say I'm shamelessly plugging now.

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This is my shit.

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So hell, hell yeah.

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If ain't nobody else gonna promote me, who?

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Who then?

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Me?

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Oh me.

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Shoot.

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I mean, my book is trending out of millions of books on privacy and surveillance.

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My book is trending at number 29, at least for the moment.

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And with Amazon's algorithm, it's updating every hour or two.

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So, you know, I know I'm not gonna hold on to that for a while because hell, I was climbing.

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I wasn't climbing, I was climbing the charts, but not in a good way.

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You know what I'm saying?

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I want to climb down with Amazon, you know?

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Because climbing up, yeah.

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I was in the, yeah.

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You see, it was if you look at the Facebook post, you'll see that my numbers what they were before today.

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And I haven't been promoting, you know.

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I have.

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I can say that.

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If that's the case, I've been promoting authentically because I believe in what I do, what I say, what I write.

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This is this is my mission, this is my purpose.

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It don't take nothing for me.

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This is what I do everywhere I go in the community.

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This is how I talk to the people that I meet, because I don't meet strangers.

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Okay?

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I don't meet strangers.

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I mean spirits, I mean energy.

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That's how I know on site if you're about shit or not.

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You know, that's how I know on site if you somebody or creator I can fuck with or not.

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That's that's why on site people got my phone number and people don't.

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People have work with me and people haven't.

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You know, you you put in what you get in, but also energy don't lie.

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Birds of a feather flock together.

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That's what y'all say.

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And did I not just tell y'all that?

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You can't hang around shit and think you're not gonna smell like it.

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Hell.

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If you like it, I love it, but take your shit on on elsewhere.

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You know?

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I ain't gonna smell your shit.

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Keep that over there with you, dirty bird ass motherfuckers.

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Y'all flock together, stay together.

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No pun on flock, because that is a part of the conversation.

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We're entering the surveillance state.

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I want to introduce a screenshot conversation um with a connection made on Facebook.

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And I just want to highlight once again the power of connection.

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Connection is the lifeblood of community, not a Facebook community.

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Community, period.

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What are you doing?

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What are you building out here on your platforms?

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How are you really truly connecting with the people that interact with you on your posts?

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Do y'all just say good morning and good night to each other?

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Post about your whole life.

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I'm going to work right now.

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I'm off work right now.

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This is what I cook today right now.

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Oh, my day sucks right now.

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I mean, selfie, I mean, what?

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That's it.

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Um repeat every day.

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Get the fuck out of here.

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What are you doing with your life right now?

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Look around you.

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Do you not see your fucking world on fire?

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Can you not visualize that the powder keg that we are sitting on right now?

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Are you that deeply programmed, that deeply sleep?

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That you're willing to call this conversation that I'm having with myself giving it to you, and you're willing to call this shit what?

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It ain't that deep?

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You willing to call that shit now?

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You willing to say that shit now?

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Motherfuckers talking about sitting out.

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This ain't our fight.

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We tired of we we who, boo?

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What have you ever protested beyond the hashtag?

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Why are black people taking credit for shit they ancestors and distant relatives did?

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You can say you tired of watching black people go through.

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You can say um I'm tired of going through.

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But what you're not gonna do is talk about we as a whole, because we where?

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Because I look around my community, black folks.

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While you sitting the fuck out, tell me what you sitting the fuck on then.

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Cause I don't see y'all on shit.

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Y'all ain't mobilizing, y'all ain't organizing.

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Oh don't get me started, don't get me to preaching, don't get me to preaching.

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Or don't do it.

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Reconsider, read some litter, be sure about the subject.

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You sure?

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Are you sure?

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Are you sure?

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You sure you sure?

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Shit.

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I'm for damn sure.

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This is anyway.

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I digress.

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This is what I do.

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This is my process as a creator.

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I'll take this whole voice note and it will be a podcast.

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Or I will take this whole voice note and it would be an essay.

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Or a poem.

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Or whatever the fuck I decide to be.

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Because every time I do what I do is true, is real, is raw, is human, is me, is me, human-coded, not trying to be, look, act, be seen as anything other than what the fuck I am.

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Me.

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Black Mamba.

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And if you know my government name, yeah, she.

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That be her.

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Me.

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It ain't hard to find.

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And even if you do know my government name, what that means?

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What that mean?

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Do you know me?

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Let's just say that.

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Since I did say me, right?

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On me.

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What you know about me?

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Other than what I've shown you.

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And if I'm a reflection of you and I'm showing up here, my true self, what you feel about me when you come across my voice?

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What you say when you hear me talking, Tamley?

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What y'all be saying to y'all selves?

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That's a rhetorical question.

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I'm being facetious.

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I already know.

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What you say about me?

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I ain't got no friends, so let me.

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You can see why.

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Motherfuckers be like, I know why she talked to herself.

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Don't nobody want to fucking talk to her.

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That girl can go, and I can, and I do, and I will.

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I got a job to do.

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This is my mission, my assignment.

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I can't help what it look like to you.

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Say what thy will.

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Do what you want.

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All I can do is lead the way.

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You either will or you won't.

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I didn't mean for that to rhyme either, but it just came out that way.

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I am a whole hot mess.

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But if I can't enjoy myself, my own company, who else can?

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Yeah, I fucks with me.

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Sure.

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I guess down by my whole self.

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And you got to be able to do that to survive mentally, especially when you isolated as we have been.

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COVID sealed the deal.

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We're no longer we've been so faux connection, because that's the point that I'm getting to overall.

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Is that how are we really connecting with people?

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What are we building when we do connect with people?

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This is not connection.

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What you're doing every day for your content meals and your stars and your bonuses and your, you know.

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That blue check.

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Whatever, fill in the blank.

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Digital money keys.

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I'm pointing that term.

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That's me.

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Too.

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Not monkeys.

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Don't get it twisted.

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Just like I say a sheeple, sheep people.

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Bah.

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Sheeple.

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People who are sheep.

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I am now calling all of you in this content plantation.

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Money keys.

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Take that as you will.

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If the shoe fit, hell, wear it.

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Because I didn't ask your ass to come over here and try it on.

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But you did.

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So you can have that bitch.

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Wear it proudly.

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That's all I gotta say.

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So when you come at me, come with me.

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Come with me.

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Hell, Mary Bandamone.

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What do I do?

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Do you want to ride it back?

00:20:55.519 --> 00:20:56.480
Anyway.

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Yeah.

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Let me share this up.

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Let me get up on off of here.

00:21:00.640 --> 00:21:04.240
Because uh this is going, this is gonna be like a little short thing.

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We're gonna call it a little bonus, a little bonus bonus.

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This is a raw voice note.

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It coming through like I just started podcasting for the first time.

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I love it.

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This is why I need my own radio show.

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Can I get a satellite?

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Somebody put me in touch.

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I I get tired of y'all talking about how Mamba, you need to be on the radio.

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Mamba, why ain't you on the radio?

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I know nothing about radio.

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But if you do, and hey, help me.

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Help me get there.

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You know, I love to be.

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I love to be on satellite radio.

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That's the goal.

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That's the ultimate goal.

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I put me there.

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Put me there.

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Tell me how.

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Show me the way.

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Give me the microphone.

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Give it to me.

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Give it to me.

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I I think I was born for it.

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And I was so scared of it.

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So scared.

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I've hated my voice my whole life.

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I've hated my voice.

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Everybody will tell you that.

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Everybody knows that knows me knows that I have hated my voice.

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Everybody has an opinion about it.

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It's exhausting.

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You know?

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And those that do have an opinion about it when I say that, because it's not that it's not a compliment.

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It's not that I don't see it for what it is.

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You know?

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Not that I understand the power of voice and words in conjunction with each other.

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How how people like Hitler or Martin Luther King or Malcolm X or Mussolini or anybody.

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You know what I'm saying?

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Without the mind, without the mind, the body cannot survive, cannot live.

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We've been known that.

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The mind is like a computer.

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Your heart don't run shit.

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Your brain does.

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Boo.

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Your heart.

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Your heart.

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We call our brain our heart.

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That's crazy.

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And I guess our brain is supposed to be what?

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I mean, it has to be.

00:23:19.839 --> 00:23:24.799
If the brain is the heart, then the heart is what?

00:23:28.799 --> 00:23:30.160
Just what it is.

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A fucking muscle.

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We so backwards.

00:23:36.880 --> 00:23:38.240
We so programmed.

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What is the cheat code?

00:23:39.920 --> 00:23:40.799
Is the cheat code?

00:23:40.880 --> 00:23:42.799
I can uh uh what is the cheat code?

00:23:42.880 --> 00:23:44.400
It's an Easter egg out there.

00:23:44.960 --> 00:23:46.240
It's elusive.

00:23:47.200 --> 00:23:48.799
It's it's it's there.

00:23:48.960 --> 00:23:51.359
I know it's there, I know it's there.

00:23:51.759 --> 00:23:54.160
This can't all be for nothing.

00:23:55.440 --> 00:23:57.759
This can't all be for nothing.

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We can't be out here lost like this for nothing.

00:24:05.119 --> 00:24:13.279
Such a fucking grand diabolical design that they got to re-engineer every fucking time loop.

00:24:14.240 --> 00:24:16.960
We got to be fucking powerful.

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What is it?

00:24:20.880 --> 00:24:22.720
How do I activate it?

00:24:25.039 --> 00:24:28.319
Oh anyway.

00:24:29.119 --> 00:24:30.079
I love y'all.

00:24:30.319 --> 00:24:31.599
I miss y'all.

00:24:32.000 --> 00:24:34.559
I have been going through a spiritual awakening.

00:24:34.640 --> 00:24:37.039
I wrote about it over there on my sub stack.

00:24:37.279 --> 00:24:42.640
Um 87,000 hours of pain, something like that.

00:24:43.119 --> 00:24:44.559
Um, go read it.

00:24:44.960 --> 00:24:46.960
Um, support my work.

00:24:47.920 --> 00:24:52.720
Um I'm just here to be a light.

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That's it.

00:24:54.160 --> 00:24:57.680
I'm just here to be a light in the digital darkness.

00:24:58.319 --> 00:24:59.039
That's it.

00:24:59.599 --> 00:25:00.400
That's it.

00:25:01.279 --> 00:25:14.160
I I'm just trying my best to break the algorithmic chains of bondage that got y'all so fucking sleep.

00:25:15.680 --> 00:25:16.559
So asleep.

00:25:16.720 --> 00:25:34.079
I work tirelessly every day to keep my kids safe from the world in such a way that I man.

00:25:38.160 --> 00:25:40.160
I know they tired of me.

00:25:40.880 --> 00:25:44.880
My kids get taught lessons all day long.

00:25:46.720 --> 00:25:49.039
I'm my dad 2.0.

00:25:49.839 --> 00:25:51.519
But I'm sorry, Othley.

00:25:52.160 --> 00:25:55.440
He was more of a nager, you know.

00:25:55.759 --> 00:25:58.160
It wasn't teaching, it was preaching.

00:25:58.319 --> 00:25:58.960
He preached.

00:25:59.119 --> 00:26:02.720
My dad preached at us, and that's no fault of his own.

00:26:02.880 --> 00:26:04.799
Hell, that's patriarchy.

00:26:04.880 --> 00:26:06.319
That's that's men.

00:26:06.480 --> 00:26:08.960
That's that's that's what they know.

00:26:09.119 --> 00:26:10.720
That's what they've been told.

00:26:10.880 --> 00:26:12.720
That's how they've been raised.

00:26:13.200 --> 00:26:14.720
That's all they know.

00:26:19.440 --> 00:26:24.000
And we helped nurture that until it rotted.

00:26:25.759 --> 00:26:30.640
Women being the de facto oppressors of they men.

00:26:32.640 --> 00:26:34.799
Look at the state of black love.

00:26:38.559 --> 00:26:41.680
Anyway, I'm digressing, ain't I?

00:26:41.920 --> 00:26:43.200
I am, I know.

00:26:48.720 --> 00:27:00.960
Since I got y'all attention, I'm gonna be doing a live reading of my debut, my uh firstborn digital disobedience.

00:27:01.200 --> 00:27:04.240
Um, it's a thought that just came up to me randomly today.

00:27:04.400 --> 00:27:08.160
Everybody knows I'm shy in the sense that of the camera.

00:27:08.400 --> 00:27:12.160
I love the microphone, but I don't like the camera.

00:27:12.480 --> 00:27:24.160
I don't like the fact that people are focused on everything else, but what's coming out of my mouth, but people be focused on my mouth, if that makes sense.

00:27:25.680 --> 00:27:36.799
I think when you're just the voice behind the mic, it adds to whatever illusion you need to create to connect.

00:27:37.200 --> 00:27:53.519
You're not distracted by my eyebrows, or, you know, if one is arched higher than the other, or, you know, my lips, or if they ashy, or if I got an eye booger or a booger in my nose.

00:27:53.599 --> 00:27:56.799
I mean, I went live and snotted on camera, guys.

00:27:56.960 --> 00:27:57.759
Come on now.

00:27:57.920 --> 00:28:00.400
I'm so glad Facebook is deleting that shit.

00:28:00.480 --> 00:28:01.440
That's horrible.

00:28:01.680 --> 00:28:02.640
That's horrible.

00:28:02.880 --> 00:28:08.640
Facebook makes you feel like you will die if you lose videos and photos.

00:28:09.920 --> 00:28:11.200
Look at your phone.

00:28:11.359 --> 00:28:20.880
Go to your like Google Drive, for example, and look at how many thousands of videos you have and thousands of photos you have.

00:28:21.119 --> 00:28:25.279
And we're constantly buying service.

00:28:25.440 --> 00:28:26.640
Everything's a subscription.

00:28:26.720 --> 00:28:28.559
You have to pay for everything now.

00:28:28.799 --> 00:28:30.000
Pretty soon, yeah.

00:28:30.160 --> 00:28:36.160
A lot of things you wouldn't imagine is gonna be a subscription service, and it's not a black mirror moment.

00:28:36.240 --> 00:28:37.680
This is real life.

00:28:38.000 --> 00:28:40.160
But I digress as I normally do.

00:28:40.319 --> 00:28:42.480
But what was I talking about?

00:28:46.079 --> 00:28:48.720
Get me the fuck off this microphone.

00:28:48.799 --> 00:28:49.519
I love y'all.

00:28:49.680 --> 00:28:51.920
I love y'all so much and I miss y'all.

00:28:52.079 --> 00:28:54.240
Um, I'm finishing a book.

00:28:54.480 --> 00:29:02.880
Um, it's spirit-led, and um I I think it's my greatest work.

00:29:02.960 --> 00:29:05.519
It's my greatest contribution to society.

00:29:06.079 --> 00:29:09.759
This is what I can do.

00:29:09.920 --> 00:29:12.960
This is this is digital disobedience.

00:29:13.599 --> 00:29:18.079
And and um I hope y'all support it.

00:29:18.160 --> 00:29:19.119
I'm gonna go live.

00:29:19.200 --> 00:29:26.640
I'm gonna read a few chapters from uh digital disobedience, do some live QA for those who've read the book.

00:29:26.880 --> 00:29:27.359
Great.

00:29:27.519 --> 00:29:29.359
I would love your review.

00:29:29.599 --> 00:29:33.279
Help your girls stay ranking, get down there and get seen.

00:29:33.519 --> 00:29:35.279
I don't have a machine behind me.

00:29:35.440 --> 00:29:36.880
I don't have money for ads.

00:29:37.039 --> 00:29:43.359
I got a GoFundMe though, you can check out um to help pay for those things.

00:29:43.440 --> 00:29:44.720
It's very transparent.

00:29:44.799 --> 00:29:52.319
It shows everything I need and it shows how the money is going to be used and itemized, and that it's not just going into my pocket.

00:29:52.480 --> 00:29:57.119
It's a separate account, um, receipts and all.

00:29:57.519 --> 00:29:58.640
I have a plan.

00:29:58.799 --> 00:29:59.359
I have a goal.

00:29:59.440 --> 00:30:00.799
I have a Mission.

00:30:01.039 --> 00:30:10.720
This is the only way I know how to help supplement that vision as a black disabled mother of three beautiful girls.

00:30:10.960 --> 00:30:12.480
It is what it is.

00:30:14.240 --> 00:30:15.839
I'm facing a lot right now.

00:30:16.000 --> 00:30:17.440
Time is short.

00:30:17.759 --> 00:30:24.000
My health is declining in ways that I never expected to at 45.00:30:25.359 --> 00:30:28.400


That I didn't expect for since 2015.00:30:28.640 --> 00:30:37.359


I don't even remember how old I was when I received my first diagnosis when my body started breaking down after the malpractice.00:30:37.759 --> 00:30:40.880


But um, yeah.00:30:41.519 --> 00:30:42.160


Yeah.00:30:42.640 --> 00:30:46.480


My spine is completely breaking down.00:30:48.319 --> 00:30:54.319


I just had my right hip replaced and my left, yeah, it's starting to give me trouble.00:30:54.480 --> 00:30:58.400


And I just can't imagine living with the pain.00:30:59.039 --> 00:31:02.720


Uh, I don't want to have to.00:31:02.880 --> 00:31:05.200


Oh, I know it's temporary.00:31:05.359 --> 00:31:20.799


Y'all don't understand my relationship with pain, but god damn it, just knowing, I can imagine if you've read books and people are tortured in them, or you've watched, you know, fantastical movies as fantasy where people get tortured.00:31:20.960 --> 00:31:25.920


It's like the psychological trauma is what happens before the torture.00:31:26.079 --> 00:31:28.400


It's not even really the actual torture.00:31:28.559 --> 00:31:30.480


The pain fucking hurts.00:31:30.720 --> 00:31:32.240


Don't get me wrong.00:31:32.480 --> 00:31:34.400


It's like nothing I can describe.00:31:34.559 --> 00:31:36.319


My mind can't even articulate it.00:31:36.480 --> 00:31:38.400


My brain has shut it down.00:31:38.960 --> 00:31:42.319


Like all I can tell you is it's blinding.00:31:42.480 --> 00:31:44.640


It's like it's blinding.00:31:44.960 --> 00:31:49.359


I I can't tell you anything other than that.00:31:49.599 --> 00:31:53.359


Your mind wants to fold in on itself.00:31:53.519 --> 00:31:56.720


I can't imagine the torture that Jesus Christ went through.00:31:56.799 --> 00:32:01.200


I I can't imagine the torture our enslaved went through.00:32:04.400 --> 00:32:08.000


Our women being cut on without anesthesia.00:32:09.279 --> 00:32:13.200


And they called it science, said they were willing.00:32:14.160 --> 00:32:29.519


We were willing, just like we were willingly giving up babies, just like we was willingly being raped and giving up babies and plowing fields and tobacco, sugar, and cotton.00:32:30.880 --> 00:32:32.880


Get the fuck out of here.00:32:33.440 --> 00:32:35.359


Get the fuck out of here.00:32:36.559 --> 00:32:39.039


Oh, evil incarnate.00:32:39.279 --> 00:32:40.400


Just evil.00:32:41.279 --> 00:32:41.599


God.00:32:42.480 --> 00:32:43.279


And that's why.00:32:43.359 --> 00:32:49.519


That's why we're gonna keep repeating this cycle until you motherfuckers decide to understand that your father is Satan.00:32:49.839 --> 00:32:50.480


Really?00:32:51.599 --> 00:32:52.720


I know it's hard.00:32:52.880 --> 00:33:00.799


It's hard to sit a child down and admit that their father is Satan, just as well for the child to understand that that is so.00:33:00.960 --> 00:33:03.119


Your mind will fold on itself too.00:33:03.200 --> 00:33:07.920


You can't you can't contend with the reality that you are manufactured.00:33:09.039 --> 00:33:12.559


Your whiteness, your privilege is manufactured.00:33:13.440 --> 00:33:15.039


You're a caste system.00:33:16.319 --> 00:33:23.279


Frontline soldiers, sandbags, willing, cheap dogs.00:33:28.319 --> 00:33:33.200


If you read my book, I tell you to research Bacon's rebellion.00:33:34.240 --> 00:33:38.000


And no, I'm not doing research and sighting shit for this episode.00:33:38.160 --> 00:33:40.720


I've done the work repetitively.00:33:41.519 --> 00:33:44.400


And the research, again, is in my book.00:33:44.720 --> 00:33:45.920


Go buy it.00:33:46.240 --> 00:33:47.039


Go read it.00:33:47.200 --> 00:33:49.359


Go rage at it, throw it away, rip it up.00:33:49.440 --> 00:33:49.920


I don't care.00:33:50.079 --> 00:33:54.000


At least feel something that lets you know at least you're still human.00:33:56.160 --> 00:34:12.159


But if you're other, if you're an otherworldly demonic changeling, if you're empire, if you wear a white face but bleed green, then that don't apply to you.00:34:15.679 --> 00:34:16.719


Go read my book.00:34:16.800 --> 00:34:17.840


That's all I'm gonna say.00:34:18.079 --> 00:34:18.800


I ain't got time.00:34:18.880 --> 00:34:20.639


I ain't gonna turn this into anything else.00:34:20.719 --> 00:34:22.400


I done went sideways.00:34:22.559 --> 00:34:24.880


This I just have to move where the spirit leads me.00:34:24.960 --> 00:34:26.159


That's all that I can say.00:34:26.400 --> 00:34:34.000


Because initially I was just gonna screen record, and then the next thing I know I'm talking, and the next thing I know I'm on a voice note.00:34:34.239 --> 00:34:38.559


And now I gotta go do a whole new screenshot where you get to hear my voice again.00:34:38.800 --> 00:34:44.400


So this is gonna be the introduction and the ending because it's just gonna end on that.00:34:44.719 --> 00:34:49.760


I'm not gonna come back and uh do no call to action.00:34:49.920 --> 00:34:55.519


I'm not gonna come back and excuse me.00:34:55.679 --> 00:34:57.039


I ain't even finna edit this.00:34:57.119 --> 00:34:58.800


Yes, I just burped.00:35:00.559 --> 00:35:02.239


Ron unfiltered.00:35:03.679 --> 00:35:17.440


I am the unrealized version of a black woman, Howard Stern.00:35:18.159 --> 00:35:18.800


Really?00:35:20.000 --> 00:35:21.760


I'm too conscious.00:35:24.880 --> 00:35:28.320


All you people who told me you too deep.00:35:28.559 --> 00:35:29.360


You deep.00:35:29.440 --> 00:35:30.400


It ain't that deep.00:35:30.559 --> 00:35:31.760


Everything ain't that deep.00:35:31.840 --> 00:35:35.360


Why you always gotta, you know, they ain't got time.00:35:35.519 --> 00:35:37.039


They ain't got time for deepness.00:35:37.199 --> 00:35:38.880


They ain't got time for conversation.00:35:39.039 --> 00:35:42.400


They ain't got time for deep thoughts, critical thoughts.00:35:42.559 --> 00:35:44.239


They ain't got time to read books.00:35:44.320 --> 00:35:45.519


They ain't got time.00:35:46.800 --> 00:35:48.159


They ain't got time.00:35:48.800 --> 00:35:50.800


They got time to be entertained.00:35:51.119 --> 00:35:51.280


Go.00:35:52.480 --> 00:35:54.400


They got time to dance.00:35:55.760 --> 00:35:57.679


They got time to twerk.00:36:01.760 --> 00:36:06.159


What's that new video out there about that girl, Pluto, or whatever they calling her?00:36:06.320 --> 00:36:14.880


And she out there looking like a 14-year-old girl from what little bit I saw, because that was just how fast I cut that shit off.00:36:15.679 --> 00:36:20.239


Um just young girls talking about shake something.00:36:20.400 --> 00:36:22.719


You know, he wanna spend something.00:36:22.880 --> 00:36:27.679


You know, oh my God, how can you not see the indoctrination of your own people?00:36:28.239 --> 00:36:35.199


I just, it's like they clone Tyrone and still, still, this is what it looks like.00:36:35.760 --> 00:36:38.639


That video, sexy red, all that shit.00:36:39.039 --> 00:36:40.320


That's what it looks like.00:36:40.480 --> 00:36:42.800


A whole fucking they clone Tyrone.00:36:43.119 --> 00:36:46.559


And in essence, that's exactly what it means.00:36:47.360 --> 00:36:59.199


Everything from the hair products, everything from the chicken to the food to the steroids they put in it to, you know, now our girls having periods at seven and eight years old.00:37:00.239 --> 00:37:02.320


And y'all call that shit normal.00:37:02.559 --> 00:37:04.559


Y'all call that shit normal.00:37:04.960 --> 00:37:07.679


The pharmaceutical industry is normal.00:37:08.719 --> 00:37:10.719


Oh, this shit is normal.00:37:10.960 --> 00:37:12.159


That's life.00:37:13.199 --> 00:37:14.480


That's life.00:37:17.039 --> 00:37:18.800


That's the life you want.00:37:19.119 --> 00:37:20.400


That's the life you want.00:37:20.480 --> 00:37:22.800


We we create our realities.00:37:24.000 --> 00:37:29.519


What we perceive to be is what, you know, we create.00:37:31.440 --> 00:37:33.519


Manifest destiny, right?00:37:33.679 --> 00:37:35.760


But not in empire sense.00:37:40.079 --> 00:37:42.079


And if you know what I mean, you know what I mean.00:37:42.159 --> 00:37:44.800


And if you read a book, you would know what I mean.00:37:46.320 --> 00:37:48.960


Go read my book, Digital Disobedience.00:37:52.159 --> 00:38:06.559


A very small price to pay for some critical streams of consciousness that could save your child's life, that could save your mama's life, your daddy's life, uh, hell.00:38:07.760 --> 00:38:11.920


A king locked behind bars life, somebody life.00:38:12.480 --> 00:38:13.119


Hell.00:38:14.000 --> 00:38:15.119


That's the purpose.00:38:15.199 --> 00:38:16.559


You ain't gotta read it then.00:38:16.719 --> 00:38:18.559


Oh, I don't read books.00:38:18.800 --> 00:38:21.840


I'm, I don't, I don't want to purchase something I'm not gonna use.00:38:22.000 --> 00:38:27.920


I don't, I'm not a reader, I don't read books, then motherfucker, tell somebody about it then.00:38:28.079 --> 00:38:31.440


You know a reader in your life, and if you don't, damn, I forget.00:38:31.599 --> 00:38:35.360


Birds of a feather flock together because readers know readers, damn it.00:38:35.519 --> 00:38:42.079


And if you are a reader of books, then tell somebody about the book, share the book, please.00:38:42.480 --> 00:38:58.719


I wrote it for not only you all, not only for my kids, but for everybody who comes in contact with my voice, with my work, with my words.00:38:59.119 --> 00:39:00.639


I wrote it for you.00:39:00.960 --> 00:39:02.159


I wrote it for you.00:39:02.320 --> 00:39:03.599


I didn't write it for me.00:39:03.760 --> 00:39:05.199


I didn't write it for a jack.00:39:05.599 --> 00:39:07.519


I ain't made no money.00:39:10.000 --> 00:39:10.719


Damn.00:39:13.599 --> 00:39:17.039


I got family ain't even supported this goddamn project.00:39:17.199 --> 00:39:18.559


That's sad as fuck.00:39:18.719 --> 00:39:24.960


That lets you know the state of our world, the state of the black family, the state of our community.00:39:26.320 --> 00:39:32.400


After school today, picking up my daughters, seeing my uh my ratings.00:39:32.800 --> 00:39:39.920


I I I did a little social experiment and all the black teachers, because this is a black school, they passing by.00:39:40.000 --> 00:39:42.159


I'm telling them, hey, you want to do me a favor?00:39:42.320 --> 00:39:44.480


I'm telling them, hey, you know what?00:39:44.639 --> 00:39:45.760


This is how you can help me.00:39:45.840 --> 00:39:48.719


You can help, you know, simply go research my book.00:39:48.880 --> 00:39:50.880


Just type it in Google, please.00:39:51.119 --> 00:39:54.320


You know, your click will help me in the algorithm.00:39:54.480 --> 00:39:56.559


We'll see movement, you know.00:39:57.440 --> 00:39:59.280


It's gonna trigger movement.00:39:59.679 --> 00:40:01.519


I could use some extra movement today.00:40:01.599 --> 00:40:06.480


So your girl was out here hawking for for some damn uh clicks today.00:40:06.559 --> 00:40:09.679


Like, hey, type in digital disobedience and black mama.00:40:10.000 --> 00:40:10.800


No, not black.00:40:11.039 --> 00:40:16.239


B-L-A-K-K M-O-M-A.00:40:17.119 --> 00:40:18.400


No, not Kobe.00:40:18.559 --> 00:40:21.519


Ain't got nothing to do with Kobe, and that ain't how you spell Black Mamba.00:40:21.760 --> 00:40:25.039


No, no, no, no, no.00:40:25.920 --> 00:40:31.920


If you want to know about the name Black Mamba and how it came about, then hell, go listen to my first episode.00:40:32.079 --> 00:40:34.000


Let me reintroduce myself.00:40:34.159 --> 00:40:35.360


I'm not getting into that.00:40:35.519 --> 00:40:42.559


Everybody who know me knows how Black Mamba came about and can hear the story too.00:40:42.880 --> 00:40:46.239


But um, it ain't got nothing to do with Kobe.00:40:46.320 --> 00:40:47.360


No, no, no.00:40:47.679 --> 00:40:50.159


Just yeah, just do that for me, please.00:40:50.320 --> 00:40:54.079


You know, I had motherfuckers just, oh, okay, and just walk by.00:40:54.239 --> 00:40:56.559


They had the cell phones in their hand.00:40:57.119 --> 00:40:58.960


That's why I asked them.00:40:59.199 --> 00:41:04.320


Because everywhere I fucking go, taking my kids, dropping them off, and picking them up.00:41:04.480 --> 00:41:08.559


All I see is teachers with their phone in their hand, with their head down.00:41:08.800 --> 00:41:10.239


So why the fuck not?00:41:10.800 --> 00:41:13.519


Hell, you ain't watching shit.00:41:13.679 --> 00:41:14.719


What you out here for?00:41:14.880 --> 00:41:18.960


You looking at the content on your phone.00:41:20.079 --> 00:41:21.440


You can't function.00:41:21.920 --> 00:41:24.559


The shit surgically attached to your hand.00:41:30.719 --> 00:41:32.480


Hell, you leave that bitch at home.00:41:32.559 --> 00:41:35.599


You gonna think you left your baby in a hot car in the backseat.00:41:35.920 --> 00:41:39.119


How fast your ass get back there to go grab it and get it?00:41:39.840 --> 00:41:44.719


Then it made you feel like you have to be constantly connected.00:41:45.039 --> 00:41:45.679


To what?00:41:45.920 --> 00:41:46.559


To who?00:41:47.360 --> 00:41:56.320


What emergency can happen that you, that, that, that, that, what can you do about it in a moment, other than show up with your presence?00:41:56.719 --> 00:42:04.400


They make you feel like if you if this phone is not with you, that your life can end today.00:42:04.559 --> 00:42:07.119


Somebody's life could end today, and you won't know it.00:42:07.199 --> 00:42:10.000


And it's all because I didn't have my phone.00:42:10.719 --> 00:42:13.760


Or, you know, hey, you gotta have a cell phone these days.00:42:13.920 --> 00:42:14.800


You know what I mean?00:42:14.960 --> 00:42:16.320


You might get lost, you know.00:42:16.480 --> 00:42:19.599


Somebody might try to traffic y'all, kidnap y'all, you know.00:42:19.679 --> 00:42:20.719


You gotta have your phone.00:42:20.800 --> 00:42:22.480


You might get a flat tire.00:42:22.800 --> 00:42:26.400


I mean, damn, what did people do before cell phones?00:42:26.480 --> 00:42:27.440


I fucking wonder.00:42:27.599 --> 00:42:32.400


And I can understand times have changed and we are in the age of machines, goddammit.00:42:32.559 --> 00:42:40.639


But hell, if I go to the grocery store and leave my fucking phone behind, I'm not turning around to go get my fucking phone.00:42:41.360 --> 00:42:41.679


Okay?00:42:42.480 --> 00:42:43.840


For one, I'm a single mama.00:42:44.079 --> 00:42:45.119


That's gas.00:42:45.360 --> 00:42:47.679


That phone just don't have to wait.00:42:47.920 --> 00:42:54.239


Everybody I love is either with me or at home, and I'm trusting that they're covered until I get back.00:42:54.400 --> 00:43:01.440


I'm not finna sit here and agonize about what FOMO of not having my phone.00:43:02.880 --> 00:43:05.440


They got y'all so brainwashed.00:43:06.239 --> 00:43:08.719


But I digress again, Lord.00:43:09.760 --> 00:43:11.119


Just let me get off of here.00:43:11.360 --> 00:43:14.000


Just let me get off the let me get off of here.00:43:16.400 --> 00:43:20.159


Y'all get to get a peek into my mind, palette's crazy.00:43:20.320 --> 00:43:25.519


And I did this for approximately 43 minutes, apparently.00:43:25.760 --> 00:43:27.440


And I just did not know.00:43:27.599 --> 00:43:29.599


That's how fast time goes.00:43:29.840 --> 00:43:31.920


It's a construct, I know.00:43:32.960 --> 00:43:35.679


Ew, it's a construct.00:43:36.480 --> 00:43:40.559


If you cannot see the days moving by fast, what are you doing?00:43:40.800 --> 00:43:42.320


What are you doing?00:43:43.199 --> 00:43:46.079


I don't know what's happening to time right now.00:43:46.239 --> 00:43:49.119


And it has nothing to do with me getting older.00:43:49.519 --> 00:43:51.360


Nothing to do with me getting older.00:43:51.519 --> 00:43:55.840


The day is literally over as soon as I open my eyes.00:43:56.320 --> 00:43:58.880


I feel time speeding.00:43:59.679 --> 00:44:03.920


I don't, I'm just gonna have to be crazy on that.00:44:04.079 --> 00:44:07.280


I ain't even finna go deep into that into how I feel.00:44:07.360 --> 00:44:11.280


I don't know how to tell y'all how I'm feeling time right now.00:44:11.519 --> 00:44:18.559


Not in a way that people will believe because hell, y'all been taught that everything is fantasy, everything is science fiction.00:44:18.639 --> 00:44:24.639


They done Hollywood done made you clap for the shit that they done predicted and shown you.00:44:25.039 --> 00:44:33.039


I mean, damn, we are the biggest psychological slash social experiment in history.00:44:34.800 --> 00:44:42.400


Fucking rats in a fucking maze, calling it life.00:44:45.039 --> 00:44:49.039


My babies will never see the 80s childhood.00:44:49.760 --> 00:44:53.679


My babies will never know what it's like.00:44:56.320 --> 00:44:57.920


That kind of childhood.00:44:58.159 --> 00:45:01.920


That that kind of freedom to just be a kid.00:45:02.320 --> 00:45:04.719


They can no longer be kids anymore.00:45:07.760 --> 00:45:09.119


That's the tragedy.00:45:09.360 --> 00:45:12.159


That's what Empire has stolen from me and mine.00:45:12.559 --> 00:45:13.920


Their childhood.00:45:14.320 --> 00:45:16.079


Generation Alpha's childhood.00:45:16.239 --> 00:45:18.639


They have stolen it from my children.00:45:25.360 --> 00:45:27.440


That should be a topic for another time.00:45:27.679 --> 00:45:31.440


But I have written about it in my new book, Coded for Extinction.00:45:31.920 --> 00:45:37.519


And I'm hoping to have that dropped by uh by uh Thanksgiving.00:45:37.760 --> 00:45:39.760


That's my that's my goal.00:45:40.559 --> 00:45:42.639


Um I'm nearly there.00:45:43.760 --> 00:45:47.360


Um it's a living book.00:45:47.519 --> 00:45:49.599


Uh it's written in real time.00:45:50.079 --> 00:45:52.960


A lot of it is real-time thoughts.00:45:53.199 --> 00:45:55.440


Um, some of them are talk-to-text.00:45:55.599 --> 00:45:56.800


There's poetry.00:45:57.119 --> 00:46:06.719


Um there is so much packed into this book, and I'm telling you now, it's 200 pages.00:46:08.480 --> 00:46:09.119


Oops.00:46:09.360 --> 00:46:10.079


I'm sorry.00:46:10.320 --> 00:46:14.400


200,000 pages.00:46:15.440 --> 00:46:17.280


Don't ask me how that happened.00:46:17.440 --> 00:46:19.280


Don't ask me how that happened.00:46:19.519 --> 00:46:34.559


Uh, 50,000 of them will include the book within the book, basically, which is the shot heard around the world, which was my autopsy of Empire, a dissection of the Charlie Kirk assassination, that will live inside the book.00:46:34.719 --> 00:46:38.239


And that in itself is 50,000 words alone.00:46:38.400 --> 00:46:49.199


And if you follow my substack, then you got a preview of a of that over there, a shot, the shot heard around the world.00:46:49.360 --> 00:47:06.239


There is a preview with several, not several, I mean like three, three, three or four uh different uh sections of that book that I share with you all, but that will live inside Coded for Extinction.00:47:06.400 --> 00:47:08.559


It will be an audiobook as well.00:47:08.880 --> 00:47:12.239


Um, this will be my first audiobook project for myself.00:47:12.400 --> 00:47:13.599


I've done it for others.00:47:13.760 --> 00:47:15.039


Shout out to Victor M.00:47:15.119 --> 00:47:15.920


Cunningham.00:47:16.079 --> 00:47:18.960


He just dropped another book.00:47:19.280 --> 00:47:23.039


Um, and I'm I guess it'll be here tomorrow.00:47:23.280 --> 00:47:27.440


I'll be uh recording another book, and I'm excited about that.00:47:27.599 --> 00:47:34.400


I need to figure out what that book is, and my laptop is away, but I'll make sure to uh put it in the show notes.00:47:34.559 --> 00:47:36.159


I think it's No More Kings.00:47:36.239 --> 00:47:39.679


I forgot what he said, but I thank him so much.00:47:39.840 --> 00:47:47.039


He called me today, and I don't think y'all understand what impact means.00:47:47.360 --> 00:47:53.920


I think we look at it, we try to measure it and quantify it, and it can't, it can't.00:47:55.199 --> 00:48:03.039


Impact to me means what happens after you drop a stone into a water, after it makes impact.00:48:03.119 --> 00:48:03.920


What happens?00:48:04.079 --> 00:48:11.360


It's the ripples, it's the ripple effects, it's how small they start out and how much bigger and wider they get.00:48:13.280 --> 00:48:15.920


And to me, it's like a net as well.00:48:16.400 --> 00:48:18.559


You drag a net, a drag net.00:48:19.039 --> 00:48:25.599


You you're gonna get junk, you're gonna get all kind of shit in that in that net that you don't need.00:48:25.920 --> 00:48:27.440


Majority of it is.00:48:29.119 --> 00:48:32.480


But in there is a few gems.00:48:36.960 --> 00:48:41.599


And that's uh and that's what I uh that's what I do.00:48:41.840 --> 00:48:44.079


And that and that brings it back to connection.00:48:44.320 --> 00:48:45.840


A dragnet out there.00:48:46.079 --> 00:48:47.039


A dragnet.00:48:47.599 --> 00:48:51.519


Connect, connect with people, and you will find some gems.00:48:52.239 --> 00:48:56.239


Um But I didn't find I didn't find Mr.00:48:56.320 --> 00:48:56.719


Victor.00:48:56.880 --> 00:48:57.039


Mr.00:48:57.119 --> 00:48:58.400


Victor found me.00:48:58.719 --> 00:49:04.079


And he has a podcast episode with me that will be coming up for the King Sun Chain season.00:49:04.239 --> 00:49:06.800


I guess I knew you need to mention that as well.00:49:07.119 --> 00:49:12.559


Um, because the screenshot and conversation that you will hear is like 10 minutes only.00:49:12.960 --> 00:49:18.400


So um, if you're wondering how much more you gotta listen to me drone on.00:49:19.119 --> 00:49:22.719


But um, but yeah, he found me.00:49:23.280 --> 00:49:26.800


And uh it was divine timing.00:49:27.599 --> 00:49:41.440


And I got to narrate Morning Moe to Go for him, and he offered me to narrate his follow-up book, Morning Moe to Go Refill edition.00:49:41.920 --> 00:49:55.280


And not only that, he also gave me the honor and privilege of writing his preface for his book.00:49:56.559 --> 00:50:12.960


I I had, I've only ever had one truly published work in my life, and that was in high school, and a poetry book that everybody could pay for and send, and and they'll put your poem in a book with others.00:50:13.119 --> 00:50:18.880


I thought that was the nicest and cooling, coolest thing back then as a teenager.00:50:19.039 --> 00:50:22.800


I don't even know what happened to that poetry book and what I submitted.00:50:23.039 --> 00:50:24.079


Where is that book?00:50:24.159 --> 00:50:26.400


I gotta find that note to Tanya.00:50:27.599 --> 00:50:28.639


Look into that.00:50:28.719 --> 00:50:31.199


That would be so cool to find something I wrote.00:50:31.360 --> 00:50:33.119


What a time capsule.00:50:33.519 --> 00:50:35.679


Um, but yeah.00:50:36.320 --> 00:50:37.920


What was I saying?00:50:38.320 --> 00:50:40.000


I forget myself.00:50:40.960 --> 00:50:42.159


Don't mind me.00:50:42.559 --> 00:50:47.360


Um, it's my brain and how it works because of pain.00:50:47.679 --> 00:50:52.000


I can fit forget conversations as I am having them.00:50:52.159 --> 00:50:54.159


But yes, there, I was talking about Mr.00:50:54.320 --> 00:50:55.039


Victor.00:50:55.360 --> 00:51:07.440


He allowed me to write the preface, and um, it was really my first published, you know, contribution to someone else's work, a real author.00:51:08.320 --> 00:51:14.320


And I told him he don't know how much he inspired me to write my own book.00:51:14.480 --> 00:51:18.239


It's something I've always talked about, wanted to do, talked about.00:51:18.400 --> 00:51:20.480


I even had my first book idea.00:51:20.719 --> 00:51:23.360


My first book was not digital disobedience.00:51:23.440 --> 00:51:24.880


It was never meant to be.00:51:25.119 --> 00:51:33.440


I had a specific first book in mind, and my heart of all hearts, I had a book.00:51:33.679 --> 00:51:39.360


And Brandon Moore, who also has a conversation coming up on McKing's Unchained, and that's what I was talking about.00:51:39.599 --> 00:51:43.280


Um, I told him about the concept.00:51:43.440 --> 00:51:44.719


He's the only one.00:51:44.960 --> 00:51:48.960


Very few people in my life know the concept for this book.00:51:49.599 --> 00:51:52.800


And I told him about it.00:51:53.039 --> 00:52:00.559


And and I and I told him, you know, that I wanted collaboration with him on that project.00:52:01.519 --> 00:52:06.800


And next thing I know, I'm writing something I never meant to write.00:52:07.119 --> 00:52:11.840


But I was always meant to write, if that makes sense.00:52:12.159 --> 00:52:15.280


Digital disobedience is my debut book.00:52:15.599 --> 00:52:22.639


Coded for Extinction is the companion follow-up book in a massive way.00:52:23.039 --> 00:52:28.079


And um, and I attribute that to a lot of that to Mr.00:52:28.159 --> 00:52:28.639


Victor.00:52:28.800 --> 00:52:33.920


It shifted me out of gear and gave me the confidence that I can do this.00:52:34.639 --> 00:52:40.880


Um, just like he gave me the confidence in my first narration job.00:52:41.280 --> 00:52:46.719


Um, it was divine timing, our interaction and us him connecting with me.00:52:46.880 --> 00:52:49.519


I was exactly what he wanted.00:52:49.840 --> 00:52:52.000


And we've been rocking ever since.00:52:52.079 --> 00:53:03.119


And he has another book out, and he called today and told me that I inspired him, that this book is left fields of his normal writing style.00:53:03.360 --> 00:53:10.159


After listening to a siloquy from me, a sample of my book that I read to him.00:53:10.719 --> 00:53:16.320


And it inspired him so much to join the resistance, as he said.00:53:16.559 --> 00:53:22.880


So he wanted to call and tell me how proud he was to join the resistance.00:53:23.039 --> 00:53:26.639


I got my first official digital resistance.00:53:27.119 --> 00:53:31.519


He actively said, I am here to join the resistance.00:53:31.599 --> 00:53:35.119


I've officially joined the resistance, is what he said to me.00:53:35.599 --> 00:53:45.519


And I don't think y'all know as a writer, as a creator who shows up as themselves to be seen by somebody you've never seen.00:53:47.760 --> 00:53:52.159


Is I mean, we've had video chat conversations and stuff.00:53:52.239 --> 00:53:55.519


Um, and we've developed such an amazing relationship.00:53:55.679 --> 00:54:03.199


Every time we talk, um we we might spend an hour, at least an hour on the phone.00:54:03.440 --> 00:54:14.639


Um he he's another person that that that lives beneath the surface of life um uh and and survives in the deep end.00:54:14.719 --> 00:54:15.840


And that's what I love.00:54:16.000 --> 00:54:17.920


Every time I know I talk to Mr.00:54:18.000 --> 00:54:28.000


Victor, it's going to be a substantial conversation, an impactful conversation, a necessary conversation.00:54:28.480 --> 00:54:45.440


Um there is no point in our time that we connect where we are not building um not only each other up, but just, you know, building ideas, talking about life, philosophy, just the world.00:54:45.679 --> 00:54:48.000


It's a great exchange of energy.00:54:48.159 --> 00:54:49.840


I have that all day today.00:54:49.920 --> 00:54:50.559


I am blessed.00:54:50.719 --> 00:54:54.639


If I can say that and close on that, I will before I do.00:54:54.800 --> 00:54:59.119


Kings Unchained will be back as soon as I get done with the spirit-led work.00:54:59.199 --> 00:55:01.119


I haven't forgot about you, fellas.00:55:01.440 --> 00:55:06.320


Andy, running for attorney general out there in Illinois.00:55:06.559 --> 00:55:08.079


I haven't forgot about you.00:55:08.320 --> 00:55:10.320


Chris, your conversation.00:55:10.880 --> 00:55:13.760


Um, talking about the criminal justice system.00:55:13.920 --> 00:55:16.000


I haven't forgot about you, brother.00:55:16.320 --> 00:55:18.719


Brandon, I haven't forgot about you.00:55:19.119 --> 00:55:19.440


Mr.00:55:19.599 --> 00:55:21.519


Victor, I haven't forgot about you.00:55:21.760 --> 00:55:24.000


Demario, I haven't forgot about you.00:55:24.159 --> 00:55:31.519


There are so many of you that have recorded with me or are waiting to record with me.00:55:32.000 --> 00:55:33.599


And I got you.00:55:34.000 --> 00:55:40.079


I just need you to understand that right now, your messages is not gonna be heard.00:55:40.320 --> 00:55:40.639


Okay.00:55:40.880 --> 00:55:49.599


Although they are important conversations, I want to make sure I deliver them during a time that they will be impactful.00:55:49.840 --> 00:56:03.679


Because right now, the algorithms are deciding what's trending: snap, food stamps, new world order, authoritarianism, dictatorship, all these things that are leading to a system collapse of our world.00:56:04.800 --> 00:56:11.679


And right now, my spirit has redirected me to an assignment and that takes precedent.00:56:12.079 --> 00:56:12.400


Okay.00:56:13.280 --> 00:56:18.320


But I promise you, I promise you, I promise you, they'll be released somehow.00:56:18.400 --> 00:56:24.400


And if not, and if not by me, then by my next generation, they'll get it out there to you.00:56:24.639 --> 00:56:24.960


Okay.00:56:25.440 --> 00:56:26.719


And I appreciate y'all.00:56:26.800 --> 00:56:28.800


Thanks for supporting me.00:56:28.960 --> 00:56:32.079


Thanks for sending me the pictures of y'all wearing my shirt.00:56:32.239 --> 00:56:37.440


Thank y'all for having these impactful and important conversations with me, okay?00:56:37.760 --> 00:56:45.679


I really do believe that these are healing conversations for our brothers and sisters, and they need to be heard.00:56:45.760 --> 00:56:48.000


But I want to make sure that they get heard.00:56:48.159 --> 00:56:49.119


You know what I mean?00:56:49.360 --> 00:56:51.599


It's so much noise out there right now.00:56:51.840 --> 00:56:56.559


I don't want to, not that you are noise, but that's how it's gonna be considered.00:56:56.800 --> 00:57:01.599


It's gonna take back seat to everything else, and y'all deserve to have the spotlight.00:57:01.760 --> 00:57:03.760


And I hope you can understand that.00:57:03.920 --> 00:57:07.440


But with that said, I gotta finish my book and I will.00:57:07.840 --> 00:57:09.280


Um, I'll let y'all know.00:57:09.440 --> 00:57:10.239


Stay tuned.00:57:10.400 --> 00:57:14.079


I'm gonna be going live, doing a live reading here real soon.00:57:14.159 --> 00:57:14.800


Stay tuned.00:57:14.880 --> 00:57:30.079


I'm gonna announce that on Facebook, and it may just be with the a collaboration with the tunnel stream team, the hottest underground radio station in the land, online, on iHeart, on Spotify, anywhere else you want to go find.00:57:30.320 --> 00:57:47.519


Dope people, just as authentic as me, somebody else, him and his wife, Jay, Grants, and uh look, we in the tunnel, look, whale, and amazing, beautiful, dope people.00:57:48.159 --> 00:57:54.960


Um, and and those are the type of people who give my support, my collaborations, my love, my money.00:57:55.199 --> 00:58:10.000


I mean, is when you show up like you are as yourself, you're pushing your pain into purpose, you're you're you're doing things for your community, for your fellow man, people who are of like mind.00:58:10.960 --> 00:58:16.880


They are hip-hop heads, they are music lovers, they support artists and creators.00:58:17.039 --> 00:58:25.920


They're a real online radio station that wants underground artists to be seen and heard.00:58:26.400 --> 00:58:40.719


They will support you, spin your music on a 365-24-7 radio station where you can also get airtime on a playlist and get paid for those spins.00:58:41.519 --> 00:58:44.000


They are truly about the artist.00:58:44.880 --> 00:58:54.960


And I can't do nothing but support organic, authentic humans, dope souls, as I love to call them.00:58:55.199 --> 00:58:56.159


And I do.00:58:56.639 --> 00:59:04.480


And since this is my shop, y'all done forgot all about my pop-up shot and my designs.00:59:04.960 --> 00:59:08.239


Y'all are more than welcome to hop on over there.00:59:08.400 --> 00:59:18.800


I just did a sale here recently, an extinction, an extinction level sale I did on um, and everything was 50% off.00:59:19.039 --> 00:59:21.199


I mean, it got no better than that.00:59:21.519 --> 00:59:25.760


And still, man, no love, no support.00:59:26.000 --> 00:59:27.519


That's crazy.00:59:27.840 --> 00:59:32.480


There's some dope designs over there, hoodies, dope t-shirts.00:59:32.719 --> 00:59:46.400


Um, hell, I even got, I even got glasses, shot glasses, tumblers, wow, throw blankets.00:59:47.039 --> 00:59:48.800


Man, what else is over there?00:59:48.960 --> 00:59:49.920


A flask?00:59:50.079 --> 00:59:51.039


Like, come on.00:59:51.199 --> 00:59:53.519


Who else got flasks out there?00:59:53.840 --> 00:59:58.559


I'm just, and I'm look, I'm I'm thinking about delving into the custom.00:59:58.800 --> 00:59:59.840


So that's something to think about.01:00:00.159 --> 01:00:01.280


About, go to the shop.01:00:01.440 --> 01:00:05.440


If you see something you like and you want it custom, let me know.01:00:05.599 --> 01:00:07.119


I'm willing to do that for you.01:00:07.280 --> 01:00:10.079


Tell me what you have in mind and I'll make it happen.01:00:10.320 --> 01:00:13.280


Go check out my designs on Princify.01:00:13.440 --> 01:00:15.039


Um, Black Mamba.01:00:15.119 --> 01:00:18.960


Once again, it's called the Black Mamba Effect.01:00:19.599 --> 01:00:23.360


And uh, I'll make sure the link is posted as well.01:00:24.239 --> 01:00:26.079


Uh I'm gonna let y'all go.01:00:26.400 --> 01:00:30.880


I didn't know I sat here this long and did this, but I did.01:00:31.119 --> 01:00:40.639


At least you got to see a peek into my podcast process and to my writing process, and um and just into me, and to who I am.01:00:40.719 --> 01:00:41.199


I hope so.01:00:41.360 --> 01:00:45.440


Maybe you left here and feel like you know Black Mamba a little bit better.01:00:45.760 --> 01:00:49.519


And uh with that said, I'm gonna introduce this conversation.01:00:49.920 --> 01:00:53.599


Um, beautiful soul out of Africa, Mr.01:00:53.840 --> 01:01:05.199


Bright, and um, and yeah, this is our text thread from today and our voice notes back to each other.01:01:06.320 --> 01:01:09.920


Be good, be safe, and stay healthy.01:01:10.400 --> 01:01:14.960


And be sure to drink your water purify.01:01:15.440 --> 01:01:16.400


I love you.01:01:17.119 --> 01:01:17.920


Peace.